Yes or no

Chapter 47 The Middle Past 46

When the ice is about to burn, it can turn into water.

An Ning was a little more cautious this time, and took a sip carefully.Drunk people are often seen on the street, wandering aimlessly, without worry or worry.They are avoiding the world, they are unhappy in the world, and retreat to tie themselves in a net.

The phone rang for more than ten seconds. Liu Huaiyu looked at the caller ID and pressed the answer button.Holding the mobile phone, Liu Huaiyu paced in the bedroom, the shadow under him dangled back and forth with him, making An Ning dizzy.Liu Huaiyu spoke softly, he has always been gentle with women, not to mention An Ning is by his side.Returning to the tea table, the wine cup in front of An Ning was empty, and she was pouring wine into two empty glasses at the moment.

There were drops of water on the coffee table, maybe spilled wine, maybe not.

"Girlfriend Cha Gang" An Ning didn't even lift her head, her ring finger fiddled with the water on the coffee table.The water droplets changed from one to ten, then twenty, and the tiny ones were about to melt into the glass, and An Ning pressed them into the palm of his hand.

"Oh, isn't it? I wish I could install a satellite positioning system on my body. She will be unscrupulous if she gets close, and complains when she is far away! So what the ancestors said is really true, only women and villains are difficult to raise. "Talking about a girlfriend to An Ning is always like talking about a concubine's room outside to the main wife. Even though there are thousands of legitimate reasons for taking a concubine, I still don't have the confidence.

"Girls are inherently insecure. Let alone your girlfriend..." An Ning touched Liu Huaiyu lightly with the wine glass, and drank it down again, "Oh, how does it feel to be in love?" She tapped her finger On the coffee table, the glass made a beeping sound.

"Hey, only when I'm with you can I have the feeling of falling in love. The rest is just to test the function... But you didn't give me a chance. So I can't answer your question." Liu Huaiyu shook his head solemnly.

"Confession you are so direct. You used to say "body is like floating clouds""

The two of them simultaneously remembered the text message from that year.

Most of all when I was young.

"There is less people in this house, you don't always come back to live"

"Oh, An Ning, you have really been cultivating all these years!"

An Ning shook her head, smiled without saying a word.

"Let me tell you, An Ning, it's a secret." Liu Huaiyu pretended to be mysterious, and whispered into An Ning's ear, "This house is weird. Don't believe it." Shake the jug, it was empty.After searching around, I found the wine bottle, and the glass was filled again, "In the past, it always drove my parents out, but now it's all right, I'll move in again, and I won't be spared, and then drive me out! It doesn’t want to see that we are a family, and it breaks up our family of three. It also doesn’t want me to be alone. But the more it drives me out, the more I tend to come back. I have to come back for one day a week, and I have to drive for four or five hours. Come back, God... Shhh, An Ning, you can't tell others... the secret. Such a good house can't be taken away by others."

An Ning continued to laugh.She's so pretty, especially when she's drunk.

"An Ning, you can't drink with other people, do you know?" Liu Huaiyu was drunk and smiled, "Especially with other men... oh, no, neither..." Eyebrows frowned, head shook Like a rattle.

An Ning was still laughing.

"Are you laughing at me? I know you must be laughing at me. I have to laugh at myself too...hehehehehehehehehehe you say I'm so cowardly," Liu Huaiyu also laughed.

"The squad leader is such a jerk, he said that a person like me will die alone! His uncle, do you think he is jealous! Ah An Ning, I don't want to die alone, just like my father, the women around me come and go , the young, the old, the beautiful, the ugly, the greedy, the one who doesn't want anything... He has been married so many times, and every marriage has disappointed him even more. There is nothing left in my career. So poor, An Ning, I don’t want to be like that.” Liu Huaiyu was indeed drunk.After knowing each other for five or six years, Liu Huaiyu never showed his fragility.He has always looked like he doesn't care, and doesn't care about anything.Gain or loss has nothing to do with him.He is practicing Zen meditation.

It turned out to be all appearances.

"No, Liu Huaiyu." An Ning grabbed his face with his hands and gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. He was no different from an injured child.

Eyes can be deceiving, and so can appearance.

An Ning was also drunk.Liu Huaiyu's appearance could no longer be seen clearly, and her voice was far away, as if she was on a cloud.Oh, there are two silly children on the living room floor.Laughing and laughing and discussing who is more timid.In autumn, it is a little cold on the clouds at night.Liu Huaiyu pulled out a quilt in the bedroom and wrapped An Ning tightly inside, only his head was exposed.Her hair grew back again, and the ends of her hair were covered by hair. Liu Huaiyu had never seen such a face.

"You already knew what I was thinking. Did you stretch because you always thought that she didn't want to talk to me? I don't believe it. Look at you, you are a good girl..." The words were only halfway through, and I don't know if he is He was so drunk that he still couldn't think of anything to say.He returned to that carefree state, but An Ning saw his soft heart.He's just a bad boy who loves to make trouble.

The wine glasses, jug and bottle were all empty, and the two lay on the cold floor, shoulder to shoulder.The quilt covered the coffee table, as if afraid of it being cold.Liu Huaiyu looked sideways at An Ning, who has been chasing and longing for so many years under the trend of mysterious forces.

At this very moment, she was really in front of her eyes, dizzy and light-headed, her eyes wandering, and she was lazy to say a word.Time seems to flow, back to the night of the field trip in the freshman year, or the rainy night before the summer vacation of the junior year, or many fantasy moments.He grabbed her hand, fell on An Ning naturally, pressed her arm, and kissed her neck.The breath of alcohol made An Ning feel even more drunk, and also felt that the clouds were flying higher and higher, farther and farther away, far away from this room, this city, far away from tonight.

The phone rang again, Liu Huaiyu came over to take a look, and immediately turned off the phone. "Uncle's"

His movements were neat and purposeful, and it was hard to tell whether he had drunk too much.Knowing that his little deer's heart belongs to him, he threw the rules and morals into the rain at this moment, completely ignoring them.Was it on purpose? Yes! Absolutely.Why?Because of lust and jealousy.

The feeling is real and seems out of reach.The veins on his body protrude and throb like happy cavalrymen.He has restrained himself for many years, and tonight seems to be the moment when he can't bear it.Whether it is emotions, desires, or water, when it is full, it will overflow, and it cannot be violated.

An Ning looked at the ceiling with her eyes open, and clusters of small yellow flowers bloomed on the opposite wallpaper, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9,...

"You are so warm, like a small stove!"

An Ning couldn't laugh now.

It's windy, and it's likely to rain.The autumn rain is colder and ruthless every time.

An Ning felt a little nauseous and tried her best to bear it.Wait, wait, wait.Wait for the rain to start.

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9,...

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9,...

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9,...

An Ning couldn't bear it anymore, pushed Liu Huaiyu away and rushed to the bathroom.Liu Huaiyu rolled over, lying on his back on the ground panting.In addition to the smell of wine, there was a fishy smell in the room. When the rain fell, it rolled up the soil.

Curled up under the quilt, An Ning still felt that she was on the clouds.Fluttering, unable to stop, unstable.

Tonight, he was a successful hunter.

The accident tonight was intentional, and An Ning wanted to say no.

Not feeling the slightest bit of happiness, or joy, or beauty, was to be expected.It's just that she suddenly thought of her An Nannan, and the thoughts after drinking seemed to be a little drunk.

Soon, amidst the sound of rain, An Ning, who was already drunk, fell asleep.

It was still raining when I woke up.Since Liu Huaiyu was 14 years old, her drunk experience is staggeringly rich.The other end of the bed was empty, and the best thing she could do was leave without saying goodbye.The hunter was not discouraged or remorseful, and won the protracted hunt by himself. When looking back on his achievements, Liu Huaiyu felt more proud.There is wine as a primer, and naturally there is wine behind it.Liu Huaiyu just followed the trend, so there was nothing to criticize.

I deliberately sat on the bed for a while, and briefly reviewed it.

"An Ning, you are here with me..." An Ning leaned against the corner closest to the window.It was much easier for her to leave without saying goodbye.It's hard to finish the sentence, especially to An Ning, she understands everything anyway.

But this time An Ning just stared into his eyes, didn't say anything, just waited for him to finish speaking.

"I'm sorry." Liu Huaiyu finally regretted it.

An Ning smiled, as if she heard a child brag, and nonchalantly agreed, "Okay."

Even though such a thing happened, in An Ning's heart, Liu Huaiyu was still that clean and natural boy, unchanged.The dirty one is always yourself.

Liu Huaiyu suddenly became sad.So what if you catch a deer, even if you tie it to your side every day, eat it and wipe it off, its heart is still the moonlight and grassland in its forest.

The phone rang, and the girl on the other end was crying, and Liu Huaiyu hung up after hearing it twice.

The captured deer was released back into the forest, but the hunter's heart was torn.Today, no one fails and no one succeeds.

Loneliness is shameful.

Efforts to deal with loneliness will only intensify the feeling.Whether it is hunting or chasing, it is a certain method.You call that emotion loneliness, or loneliness, or boredom, but it's all the same in essence.

An Ning didn't stop.Liu Huaiyu sent her to the airport. Along the way, she kept telling bad jokes, and the weather in October was as cold as winter.Liu Huaiyu cursed secretly.

An Ning acted as if nothing had happened.

The calmer she became, the more uneasy Liu Huaiyu became.When getting out of the car, An Ning ruffled Liu Huaiyu's hair, "Silly boy, don't be afraid." Leaving those words behind, An Ning jumped into the crowd. A first love that lasted six years is over.

The girlfriend had long been standing downstairs in the company, pointing at Liu Huaiyu's nose and jumping angrily.People come and go, looking sideways and contemptuous.

"Break up." Liu Huaiyu had no intention of fighting, and gave an ultimatum.

She immediately stopped, entangled, and burst into tears.

Hunters like their prey, and enjoy the joy of the process even if they catch up or fail to catch up.The purpose of hunting is the hunter's purpose of calming down and being cautious or galloping, and of course, so is the prey.

Hunters also like their dogs, but raising a dog is just a means, and playing with it is also out of responsibility.Once a certain behavior is equated with responsibility, the relaxed and natural happiness will be lost and it will become heavy.It is not ruled out that there are people in the world who enjoy heavy responsibilities. Liu Huaiyu is 24 years old and has never carried any heavy burdens on his shoulders, so he doesn't mind that this heavy burden comes later.

There are many poor people in the world, Liu Huaiyu feels that his lovely girlfriend is definitely not one of them, it is the consistent aim to get together and get together well, so he doesn't feel guilty at all.

Liu Huaiyu, who was broken in love, was almost disappointed in love.

The squad leader greeted me from time to time, and he has been moving forward in a steady manner for the past two years.There are still no women, no men, and no heroes.The hero is abroad, and he lives a lively life every day, at least from the news he sends.After graduation, the class monitor and hero who were closest to each other cut off contact like An Ning and An Nannan.They just stopped talking to each other for no reason.

Two people who were shadows of each other.

Miao Miao and Fatty are about to have a baby, and the Fatty in Moments deliberately released ugly photos of Miaomiao, her body is swollen, but she looks more like a woman than she did back then.Everyone has grown up, at least they are growing and changing.

Liu Huaiyu moved her belongings from her girlfriend back to her small house.Liu Huaiyu was born in this house, her parents made their first money in this house, they had their first quarrel in this house, and they broke up in this house.Liu Huaiyu also lost her first love here.

So you see, history is a circle, and time may be too.When it comes to an end, it will start again.

Liu Huaiyu tidied up the house and added some furniture, thinking that maybe after reaching a certain turning point, it would naturally become better.

An Ning sent a text message, "Thank you"

Liu Huaiyu seemed to have not responded to An Ning's message for the first time, and at that moment she felt that she was simply extremely stupid.

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