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Chapter 43 The Middle Past 42

Du Yun is a gentle woman, but she is not weak at all.She has always been willing to be a little girl trapped in the gentle land of love, and ignore everything in the world.It's a pity that the love she was looking forward to didn't give her this chance.Men will probably like that kind of delicate woman, because compared with her, they will highlight their masculine attributes.According to Du Yun's personality, when he was with An Shaolin, he probably never cried or acted like a baby.

When he was in junior high school, no matter what the principal persuaded to keep the girl's reputation, Du Yun accepted the private affair and insisted on suing that person in court and accepting sanctions.Regardless of the strange eyes of the neighbors, she insisted on sending An Ning for psychological counseling.At that time, An Ning didn't consider Du Yun's pressure at all. She just felt that she had pushed herself to the forefront. One injury was not enough, and she was forced to review the injury again and again in front of professionals.

Du Yun is a stubborn woman, like a tree.

The dumplings are cooked as soon as they are put into the pot, and there are crackling firecrackers outside.An Yan lit a cigarette and set off firecrackers.Du Yun put his arms around An Ning's shoulders, and the two stood on the steps, leaning against the door, hunched their necks, waiting for their own firecrackers to go off, without saying anything, and there was no need to say more.An Yan lit the firecrackers, and immediately ran back to Du Yun, covered Du Yun's ears with his hands, and shouted, "New Year's Eve, New Year's Eve!"

The dumplings were not eaten, Du Yun went back to the bedroom, she was drunk and tired.Only An Ning and An Yan were left on the table.

"She tells stories for what you say"

"An Ning, don't make such conspiracy theories. You have a dark heart. It's just a story about how the two of us got here. It's sad. Why do you think so much?" An Yan picked the dumplings on the plate.He flipped through the whole plate.

"Are you so happy because you think less?"

"I'm happy because I have a high IQ and know what to think and what not to think. You're just too stupid. Oh, why am I still single when such a stupid person can get a girlfriend?"

An Ning gave him a blank look.

"Do you still remember An Shaolin? From her story, he is a complete scumbag, right?"

"What scum is not scum..."

"After listening to what she said, I just think that An Shaolin is really..." An Ning couldn't open his mouth to say the adjective that came to mind, he really couldn't say it.

"You feel that Mom is trying to win sympathy. You see, she told this story, and of course it is her subjective color. If An Shaolin tells the same story again, it must have a different feeling. The focus is different."

"But the result is the same. Tell me, is An Shaolin dead?" An Ning wanted to talk about Lin Yanning.

"idon't care, whatever!" An Yan shrugged his shoulders, expressing his indifference. "I advise you not to think about it. One day you will find it and find out that he is a perverted murderer. What should I do? Is it scary? So keep him in your fantasy and let you fabricate it!"

"Don't you want to be blessed by your parents when you get married?" An Ning asked calmly.

"Will you find a man to marry or a woman in the future?" An Yan looked at An Ning, saw that she didn't answer, and continued to pick dumplings, "So, why accept blessings? Do you think our mother is unhappy because his parents disagree? The root cause is that she was pregnant before she was married, and she had poor communication." An Yan finally picked out a dumpling he liked and put it back in the bowl.

“What a poor communication“

"Our mother should have no worries about food and clothing since she was a child, but she has no freedom. So once there is no control, she will definitely go out of her way. Her parents are not the type who will talk to her. The most is to make a negative list of actions. No. This directly caused her to be attracted by his free and undisciplined temperament after meeting An Shaolin. Then she had poor communication with An Shaolin. You can also see from the story just now, who is Du Yun's unhesitating love Is it An Shaolin? It’s her own fantasy that she added to An Shaolin. The first love at first sight is really happy for a lifetime, and it’s not an idol drama!" An Yan ate half of the dumplings in the bowl, and began to pick on the plate again.

"What did you major in? Psychology How is your first love?"

"Hey, I'm just talking nonsense. I'm only 20 years old and my life has just begun. How can I know so much! But An Ning, do you care about me? Although I'm smart, I can also be rebellious! Say, what about the coins in the dumplings!" An Yan changed his angry face and asked.

"Just look for it! Tell me earlier, I've got it, and I'll be the first one." An Ning spread out her hand from under the table, holding a coin in her hand, one yuan, 1991.It is wrapped into dumplings every Chinese New Year.

An Yan was discouraged.

"An Yan, how is your first love?"

"Well... In high school, I was ranked ahead of me. I was thinking about who, who could be better than me after taking the exam. Then I finally met. You are as beautiful as a fairy! How can a female school bully notice me? The only one The best way is to rank ahead of her. In the final exam of the first year of high school, I was ranked first. I searched for a long time before I saw her, after twenty. When I saw her again, I found out, alas, why is it different from the beginning? She wears braces, her eyebrows are one high and one low, and she is too short, so ugly!"

"It's over"

"It's over."

"Bullshit..." An Ning began to clear the table, summing up An Yan's story.

An Yan chuckled.

Another year.

An Ning sat in front of the window.On New Year's Eve, after eleven o'clock, the firecrackers were still ringing, uneven.Watching the lights outside fall one after another, the night gradually disappeared, and the year slowly came to an end.

An Yan turned off the TV and went to An Ning, handing over a pack of cigarettes.An Ning shook her head.

"Oh, I've quit." An Yan felt incredible.An Ning's cigarette life is very long, and he can quit if he says he wants to quit

“I’m not addicted. No need to quit.”

An Yan sat beside him, wrapped the two of them together with a quilt, and looked out.The yard is brightly lit.The cherry tree is covered with fairy lights, which looks ridiculous.

"Do you have any New Year's resolutions?" An Ning asked.

"You still make a wish and it's affected a lot! The next step is to start chasing stars. My sister finally fell into the mortal world and lived like a human being. God, thank you!" An Yan folded his hands and looked up to the sky and sighed.Immediately he was slapped on the head.

"There is a couple in our class. They started dating when they were freshmen and they quarreled every day. They planned to get married on the day of the graduation ceremony. It's quite romantic, isn't it?" An Ning was talking about Fatty and Miaomiao.After four years of quarreling and breaking up, the two were finally able to live together peacefully.

"What's the plan of the one who envies you and you?" An Yan asked.

"She doesn't know yet. She doesn't know anything." An Ning smiled wryly.

Her An Nannan is still her most precious friend.

"It's really troublesome to fall in love. Actually, I have a good solution, not for you. It's for everyone. We are making a software, and we can find the person who is most compatible with you in the vast sea of ​​people and can be with you for a lifetime. Spectrum. It’s very scientific and simple. But people don’t like it, because this kind of process generally doesn’t satisfy people’s fantasies about communication. That is to say, finding a soul mate is not the ultimate goal, and people also care about the way to find it.” An Yan asked.

An Ning frowned.

"People are very interesting. Life is long and short. So many couples who live together, do they really love each other to the death and stay together for the rest of their lives? The experiences, feelings, including the pursuit of happiness and happiness are all false. It's actually not that important. Don't you think?"

Of course An Ning didn't think so.

“You are the conspiracy theory. According to you, the pursuit of feeling is fake, so what is real in life!”

"How would I know, I'm only 20 years old, and I haven't seen the real life yet! Look, An Ning, it's a new year." An Yan finished smoking a whole cigarette, and held up his watch to share with An Ning.

five four three two one.

An Ning seized the last three seconds and made a new year's wish.

Just at this moment, An Ning received a text message, seven words from An Nannan, "I miss you. Happy New Year"

happy New Year.

Since the firecrackers are old, the old ones don't count.I neither define nor entangle, nor promise nor constrain.We seized the time we had together and squandered the joy, real or not.

After twelve o'clock, An Ning also turned off the lights in her yard.There was not even a dog barking outside, and twelve o'clock seemed to be a magic spell, sealing all sounds.An Ning and An Yan arrived wrapped in quilts, and the dogs barked again.

The hero complained about his status, and the Spring Festival Gala is really getting worse every year.The squad leader was the first to reply at the bottom, "Look at me, daughter-in-law, I'm good-looking." For four years, the two of them took every opportunity to show their fake love, probably to make up for the helplessness that both of them were single.Anyway, everything is true and false, if you are too true, you will only be disappointed.

Liu Huaiyu's profile picture was always on, as long as he spoke, he would be able to reply immediately.For such a night, I was designated to stay at my grandma's house and enjoy the honorable treatment like an emperor.The family is toasting around the table, and there is snow outside the window.The warm scene in An Ning's imagination.

An Nannan's message sent another message, "I'm going to see an aunt I've never met after the third year of junior high school. It feels weird, doesn't it?"

The sky was so cloudy that it was hard to tell whether it was fog or haze.The dog in the yard next door was barking, and An Ning had noticed it a long time ago. She thought she was a chained wolf, or a wolf trapped in a pug's body.The streets are full of firecracker debris floating around.Stepping on the red confetti, it feels like deja vu.Walking all the way to the end and coming back, when meeting unfamiliar passers-by, I couldn't help but say Happy New Year beamingly.An Yan drooped his head and couldn't lift his spirits, he was completely dragged by An Ning.With no relatives to leave, An Ning couldn't stop her excitement even if she didn't close her eyes overnight.An Yan said, An Ning, have you lost your mind, or have you finally become schizophrenic? Of course the result was a beating.

An Ning doesn't have a ghost, and of course she doesn't have schizophrenia.It's just pure joy and happiness.

After getting up early and slipping back, the two siblings were finally sleepy, paralyzed on the bed, and Du Yun ignored them when they asked for dinner.An Ning edited the reply letter with her eyelids open, and fell asleep when she couldn't send it out.Without dreams, reality is like in a dream.Peaceful, happy and secure.

After the second day of junior high school, Du Yun was busy making calls.The two siblings who were free to sleep until noon had to get up early to wait for the visiting relatives.The waiting process is always extremely long and intriguing.An Ning has never met Du Yun's natal family before. I heard that her family has a large and well-developed family, but the whole family is conservative and stereotyped.Du Yun is a bird that flew out of that big cage in these years, flew away from the cage, and took root in a foreign land.With strange expectations, An Ning somehow felt that An Nannan's family was inexplicably similar to Du Yun's family, and they came from the same place.Maybe, of course it's just a possibility, but it's not guaranteed, they will really be related? The familiarity with An Nannan at first glance is probably due to the similarity between her eyebrows and Du Yun's eyes.Besides being boring, An Ning's waiting also added a lot of anticipation for no reason.When I really saw An Nannan in this situation, what should I say? What kind of expression can I make to conceal the ecstasy after parting? Of course, since I went to college, there are two partings a year, but neither time There is no impatience this time.

In the third day of junior high school, the youngest uncle's family of three came to the door.My aunt politely visited the yard of the house, accompanied by An Yan.Uncle crossed his legs on the sofa, and when he spoke, he was steady and unhurried.The serious attitude is like a politician participating in a TV interview, which is very different from An Shaolin in memory and in Du Yun's story.If An Shaolin is a romantic poem, then uncle is the official notice in the bulletin board, with a strict eye.As for my cousin, she looks like An Nannan in the picture frame. She is sensible and can smile sweetly, making An Ning feel funny when she sees her.In contrast, An Ning and An Yan looked like undisciplined barbarians.An Ning has always had a dislike for men of this age, even though they are relatives of her own family, she can't even get close to one side, so she quickly hides upstairs after meeting her, while An Yan sits aside and listens to the adults chatting with great interest.My aunt and cousin laughed along with me the whole time, Shuliang was well-behaved.

From the third to the ninth day of the junior high school, many cousins ​​visited the Anning family one after another, all of them were children of the uncle's family.Without exception, the boys behaved exactly like the previous uncle, and the girls were naturally similar to that cousin.There are five brothers in Du Yun's family, and she is the only girl. It seems that the only daughter in the family has been completely re-approved by the family.

"Don't you like them?" Anyan asked.

"I can't say, I feel that everyone is cold and has no real feelings." An Ning replied truthfully.

"It's the same as you. It just looks like it. In fact, they are very interesting, especially the little uncle, who is very funny."

"No wonder it's not pleasing to the eye." An Ning hummed.

After the tenth day of the lunar new year, An Ning packed up and left home, picked two big and red apples, put them in his backpack, and returned to school.After the fifteenth day, An Yan also started school.

Du Yun was left in the small yard again, and there was an old tree.

So what if you have a baby, you have to leave when you grow up.Du Yun is alone and has gotten used to it.

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