sinovels Chapter 16 The Middle Past 15
Chapter 16 The Middle Past 15
An Ning's fingers rested on her head, stroking her grief like stroking her own cat.An Ning wasn't sure if this method would work. There was a huge mass of emotions in her body that couldn't suppress her internal organs and couldn't release them.Because I have never been good at words, I can only hug her, forcefully, and transfer positive emotions and energy to her.Right now, I hope that I can have Liu Huaiyu's ability, and any situation will make the other party smile.Maybe, that's fine too.It's okay to cry.When An Shaolin left, An Ning was also at a loss, she couldn't believe it, and she didn't want to admit it.However, the deal is done, the result is clear, there is no room for admitting it or not, accepting it or not.Life has never been reasonable, and naturally there is no soft-spoken.
In the cramped hotel room, the fascination and vitality of the city swayed outside the window.They have too much joy and happiness to vent, completely ignoring the sadness of the girl in the room.The fireworks show in the square made her city cheer along with it.New Year's Eve, saying goodbye to the old and welcoming the new, this night carries the happy reunion of more than one billion people, not including her.She finally couldn't cry anymore, her eyes were so swollen that she couldn't open her eyes, her body twitched, her face was buried in the sheets, and the whole world ignored her.Nothing matters anymore.What I cared about and struggled with before is not important.
After hearing the news, she set off immediately, and when she arrived, the funeral was over, and she was standing among the crowd, thin and sallow.The people around her seemed to have nothing to do with her, and she couldn't get out of her own grief.Finally she saw An Ning, she just cried "Ah", threw herself into her arms, and started to cry loudly.An Ning put her arms around her shoulders, and could only say "It's okay, don't be afraid".An Ningduo hopes that she has the ability to reverse the world, bring back her dear grandmother, so that she will not be sad anymore.But An Ning could do nothing but hug her tightly.Seeing her distraught, An Ning felt infinite guilt.
torment, torment.As long as you ask for it, you have to endure suffering.
When I received a call from An Nannan, I was absolutely sure that they were each other's precious friends.Because of this, An Ning chose to sit in front of An Nannan after taking a train for nearly twenty hours, on New Year's Eve.Between the trade-offs, there is something to give and something to gain, it is all worthwhile, and naturally it makes sense.
An Ning didn't sleep, and neither did An Nannan.The two girls lay together with their clothes on, An Nannan felt cold.An Ning could almost hear the countdown of the crowd in the square, ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five...
The hands of the watch on An Nannan's wrist rattled and ran forward anxiously, lap after lap, seemingly endless.In fact, only these pointers know what they are doing best, much better than those humans with long heads and no brains.
"Do you know what makes me saddest, Aning?" An Nannan said weakly, "No one is here, and the first thing they discussed was how to divide the house in the country... They didn't seem to be sad at all, and said What is life, old age, sickness and death... cold-blooded, really, in this world besides fame, money and power, is there anything else they really care about..., I really hate them... I hate them so much..."
"Why don't you feel sad? Think about it. Grandma is gone. There are so many things to take care of. You must be too busy... Besides, as an adult, you probably won't be able to shed tears anymore. You will have to get used to it one day. "
"A'Ning, I don't want to be like them, like a rock," An Nannan sighed.An Ning rubbed her head unconsciously, and then sighed.The so-called destiny is that the direction of life runs counter to the wish.
"Tell me, where do people go when they die?" An Nannan asked.
After death, people will become stars in the sky, guarding those who live in the world.The clichés in TV shows trick women like this.With reference to personal experience, I know that it must be nonsense.
"When a person dies, he ceases to exist. Don't believe in an afterlife, heaven and hell are all people's lies because of their own debts." An Ning's calm appearance doesn't look like her age.
"This winter is really cold, and people's hearts are also cold. Aning, it's lucky to have you." An Nannan hugged An Ning tightly.
Five, four, three, two, one! The countdown ended, and the cheers came to a sudden stop.Then even the hands on the dial became silent.The year comes to an end.
20-year-old An Ning silently made a wish before the countdown stopped.