messed up

Chapter 31

"Later?" Xu Baiyu asked in a low voice, "Is it after you had the surgery?"

"Yes." Yu Jing nodded and walked forward slowly: "Actually, I was very lucky. I found out very early. But before I entered the operating room, I was still scared." He smiled softly: "I used to My work and rest are often irregular, and I am so busy with work that I am always thinking about being young, and I have never paid attention to my body. After I came out of the operating room, I thought about it carefully. Looking back on the past few years, my mother is gone. My dad was also sick. At that time, I suddenly understood a word, things outside the body. Some things are really not taken away with death." He looked at Xu Baiyu: "It seems a bit hypocritical to say that."

Xu Baiyu grabbed his hand: "It's nothing."

Yu Jing suddenly smiled.In terms of height, he was only a little taller than Xu Baiyu, about two to three centimeters.He moved closer, stood on tiptoe slightly, and lightly pressed his lips against Xu Baiyu's forehead: "Let's go and pay."

One day later at noon, Pei Yuning finally got his wish and had a meal with Xu Baiyu.As soon as he saw Xu Baiyu, the man ran towards him at the fastest speed in his life, and punched him in the chest: "You can do it, kid."

Xu Baiyu punched him back, smiling a little smugly: "Of course."

"Is Uncle Yu okay?" Pei Yuning walked forward with him: "His son is with a man suddenly, can he accept it?"

"It's fine." Xu Baiyu smiled, "The old man asked me to take good care of his son."

Pei Yunning said "tsk": "Okay, let's start." He glanced at Xu Baiyu: "Just show me off."

"Who wants to show off to you?" Xu Baiyu deliberately showed disdain: "Am I free?"

"That's right." Pei Yunning suddenly thought of Xu Baiyu's family, so he changed the subject: "By the way, have you told your family?"

"Family?" Xu Baiyu walked up the steps, frowning slightly: "My cousin knows, as for others..."

Seeing his hesitant appearance, Pei Yuning knew it in his heart: "But you are really good at hiding things. We have known each other for so many years, and I only recently found out that you like men. No one else knows, right?"

Xu Baiyu bought a meal, found a place to sit down, quite dissatisfied: "Is this important?"

"Okay, it's not important." Pei Yuning said helplessly, "But if you have Mr. Yu, you can't keep it a secret forever."

"I didn't hide it." Xu Baiyu immediately corrected: "Every time you introduced girls to me before, didn't I say that it was inappropriate?" He shook his head: "I just thought it would be troublesome."

Pei Yunning had no choice but to follow him and say "OK", then sighed: "Then what are you going to do now?"

"Take it easy." Xu Baiyu took a mouthful of food, "If it's really necessary, let's just say it."

According to Xu Baiyu's thinking, his grandmother is old, and if she gets excited about this, she will easily suffer from physical problems; as for others, he weighed it carefully and felt that there is really no need to tell them.But he felt that this was not good for Jing: that person stayed with him and gave him a home, so he couldn't end up not even seeing his relatives, as if he had no name or distinction.

However, before he could figure out how to deal with it, the reality pushed him to a position where he had to go down.On the 28th day of the twelfth lunar month, he took a day off. In the afternoon, he went out to have dinner. When he walked to the door of his house and looked up, he found Xu Jianye standing beside him.

Seeing his son walking upstairs, Xu Jianye stifled the cigarette: "Bai Yu, it's almost Chinese New Year, Dad came to discuss something with you."

"Come in." Xu Baiyu took out the key and opened the door: "Just speak up if you have something to say."

Xu Jianye sat on the sofa.Xu Baiyu moved a stool and sat in a place not too far away from his own father.He changed his coat, put his phone on the coffee table, and felt that it was awkward to sit dry: "I'll go and boil some hot water for you."

Xu Jianye knew that this person was deliberately avoiding him, so he quickly stopped him and said, "No need. If you still have the water you boiled yesterday, just pour me some."

"I didn't boil the water yesterday." Xu Baiyu deserved to be honest, so he got up and went to the kitchen.

"Xu Baiyu! Come out!" He had just turned on the kettle when he heard Xu Jianye calling him.The man's voice was loud, with a touch of anxiety and surprise, and it even made Xu Baiyu a little dazed for a moment: he hadn't heard such a tone from the other party for many years.

He went to the living room and saw that the mobile phone that should have been placed on the coffee table was being held by his own father.Xu Baiyu suddenly had a bad premonition, snatched the phone from Xu Jianye, and glared at the person: "Why are you peeking at other people's phones?"

"Look for yourself, someone sent you a message." Xu Jianye couldn't care about anything beside him, stood up and asked anxiously: "What does this Mr. Yu have to do with you?"

Xu Baiyu scolded himself fiercely inwardly, he felt that it was too careless to leave the mobile phone in such a conspicuous place.Yu Jing probably just got off work, so she just sent him a message: Bai Yu, I will find you at night, see you at the old place.

Just this sentence directly popped up on his phone screen, without Xu Jianye even needing to think about his lock screen password.What's worse, the note he gave Yu Jing was still Mr. Yu.

"See you at the old place?" This sentence was somewhat ambiguous, but it was not very clear. Countless thoughts flashed through Xu Jianye's mind, and his intuition told him that this person had an unusual relationship with his son.He asked one after another: "Is this your colleague or your friend? Are you familiar with each other? Do you still have something to do at night?"

"You want to care?" Xu Baiyu retorted instinctively: "You don't usually care about me so much, but now you come here to ask this?"

"Don't I care about you?" Xu Jianye was anxious: "You avoid me every time, you don't want to buy a house for you, and you don't want to eat together, how can I care for you?"

"Why did you go so early? When I needed you the most?" Xu Baiyu had a fire in his heart that had been burning up. When you needed a father the most, you threw me at my grandma's house, married a wife and had children by yourself, and lived a happy life. Did you miss me at that time?"

"At that time, your Auntie Liu just gave birth to twins, and she couldn't take care of them at all. I resigned from my original company and started a business not long ago, so I was too busy." Xu Jianye heard Xu Baiyu say this for the first time, and decided to treat him well. Explain: "We don't have time for you at all, and it's for your own good that your grandma is watching you."

"For my own good?" Xu Baiyu sneered, "How dare you say that."

"Don't change the subject." Xu Jianye glared at him, showing his majesty as a father: "Tell me, who is this Mr. Yu?"

Xu Baiyu didn't like this.Although he was angry at this moment, his mind was still very clear.He knew that if he beat him to death and refused to admit it, Xu Jianye would have nothing to do.But he doesn't want to do this, it's not out of will: Yu Jing is his sweetheart, someone he really likes, if he has to hide this, then he is too worthless.

"Don't you want to know? Okay, then I'll tell you." Xu Baiyu suddenly raised his eyes and looked straight at the other person: "He is my lover."

"Ah?" Although Xu Jianye was mentally prepared, he still hoped that he had heard it wrong.He strode forward and glared at Xu Baiyu: "Say it to me again."

"I said," Xu Baiyu said calmly, in stark contrast to Xu Jianye: "He is my partner, my lover." As soon as he finished speaking, he felt a burning pain on his face, and it was only after a while that he came back to his senses. It was Xu Jianye who slapped him.

Xu Jianye was burning with anger, his hands were trembling uncontrollably, and he yelled loudly: "It's just nonsense!"

Just at this moment the doorbell rang suddenly, Xu Baiyu was afraid that it was Yu Jing coming over, so he hurried to open the door, but saw a person he never thought would appear here.

"Why are you here?" Xu Baiyu was stunned for a while before saying, "Who told you to come here?"

"This is where my son lives, why can't I come?" Xu Baiyu's mother, Ms. Li Yan, raised her chin at her eldest son, motioning him to get out of the way and let her in: "You don't want to talk to me too much. .I managed to find out your address a while ago, and it’s almost Chinese New Year, so I’ll come over to see you. Eh? Why are you here too?”

The three people in the room looked at each other, and the atmosphere was too awkward: they were originally the closest family, but now they were in the same room, and everyone felt uncomfortable.

"If you can come, I can't?" Xu Jianye's attitude was very bad, and he sat back on the sofa again: "He is not your son alone."

Li Yan turned her head to look at Xu Baiyu, and suddenly noticed that the left side of Xu Baiyu's face was flushed.She quickly walked forward: "Bai Yu, what happened to your face?"

"It has nothing to do with you." Xu Baiyu was also very impatient: "Do you have anything to do? If there is nothing to do, you can go."

"My son was beaten, so I just leave?" Li Yan's voice suddenly rose a lot. She walked up to Xu Jianye and demonstrated condescendingly: "Xu Jianye, did you beat him?"

"Yes, I did it." Not to be outdone, Xu Jianye stood up and pointed at Xu Baiyu, "Ask your son first, let him tell you what he did!"

"What did I do? I have lived for nearly 30 years, and I have always been aboveboard. I have never done anything wrong!" These words completely ignited Xu Baiyu's anger, and made him pour out all the grievances and hatred that had been accumulated for many years: "When I was older, I did not violate the laws of the country by murdering and arson. When I was younger, I did not cheat or violate morality. I have lived to this day, have never betrayed a friend, and have not wasted my time. What I do every day is to treat diseases and save lives. What am I sorry for society and you?" He looked coldly at Xu Jianye and Li Yan who were stunned: "Isn't it just that I like men? Isn't it just that I'm with a man? It's embarrassing for you, isn't it? "Xu Baiyu sneered: "So you still remember my son. Okay, I will make it clear today. That person is Yu Jing, and I will be with him. If you disagree, Don't recognize me as a son from now on, you don't lack sons anyway."