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Chapter 32

Li Yan was dumbfounded, and after a while, she turned to Xu Jianye: "What did he just say?"

"He said he fell in love with a man." Xu Jianye's anger had passed, and he was a little angry just now. At this moment, he felt exhausted, so he could only sit back on the sofa, shivering and lit a cigarette: "Your son is Gay, didn't you hear?"

"I heard it, and I'm not deaf!" At this moment, it was Ms. Li Yan who was furious. She walked up to Xu Baiyu, her high-heeled shoes stepped on the ground, and they made a clicking sound: "Baiyu, what's going on?"

"I've made it very clear just now." Xu Baiyu said coldly, "If you feel ashamed, you can deny my son."

As a young man, Xu Baiyu is a novice in his field of work. Whether he was in school or working now, he rarely has a calm and indifferent moment like this.However, it is ironic that Xu Baiyu has no nervousness or fear in the face of the hysterical questioning of his biological parents who are related to him.

He laughed at himself: I didn't expect to understand for the first time what it means to "brow coldly at thousands of husbands", not because of anyone else, but because of his own parents.

"Baiyu, are you going to sever ties with your biological parents for the sake of a man?" Li Yan's voice raised at least twice, and her tone changed: "You are almost 27, you are not a child anymore, can you stop doing this Something unreliable?"

Xu Baiyu felt very tired, he didn't want to refute any more, so he could only silently turn his head away.The room was quiet again, and everywhere was the desolation of corpses strewn across the field after a fierce battle.Xu Jianye smoked a few cigarettes, and finally calmed down completely: "Son, I have lived to this age, and I have lived most of my life. Today, I will tell you the truth." He sighed: "Now you think you are in love with him. But people can't be short-sighted, have you ever thought about the future?" He glanced at Li Yan: "Back then, your mother and I were in free love. When we were friends, we had a good relationship. We were very affectionate. But what happened later? It’s not a hit and miss. This is still under the condition that our marriage is legally guaranteed to have children. You think it’s good now, but in five or ten years, what will you do? You two don’t have that certificate, and even more There is no way to have children, and the relationship will only be more fragile than we were at the beginning."

"You also said just now that if two people's hearts are separated in a marriage, the marriage certificate and children will not be able to maintain it." Xu Baiyu didn't even look at him: "Your words are inconsistent, you should think about it before telling me. Bar."

"Then let's not talk about this." Xu Jianye continued: "What will you do when you are old? You are with him and you don't have any biological children. When you are both old, who will take care of you? Can you trust outsiders? ?”

Xu Baiyu sneered, deliberately sarcastic: "If you have a son who is as old as me and is not sensible, I'm afraid it would be better not to have one?"

"Where's your grandma? Have you considered her?" Hearing what Xu Baiyu said, Xu Jianye's anger rose again: "She's getting old, and she's been hoping that you can start a family, and she told me about it a while ago How are you going to explain to her?"

"Do you think everyone is like you?" Xu Baiyu's attitude was still very cold: "Grandma will understand."

"Bai Yu, is it because your father never cared about you since you were young?" Li Yan was still in a daze of anger, and pointed the finger at Xu Jianye: "How did you raise your son? You only know now that he is like this? "

"You still have the nerve to talk about me?" Xu Jianye slapped the table: "You didn't say anything back then and didn't want this son. Have you fulfilled your responsibility as a mother? No matter how I say it, I'm better than you, right?"

Such a scene gave Xu Baiyu the illusion of suddenly returning to his childhood, when Xu Jianye and Li Yan quarreled like this every day, no different from now.He couldn't bear it anymore, walked to the door in three steps and opened it in two steps, and issued an order to evict the guests: "If you don't go out again, I will call the police."

Xu Baiyu nestled on the sofa alone for an unknown how long, and when he came to his senses, it was already dark.He didn't turn on the light either, but just sat quietly, feeling empty in his heart, and couldn't tell what was going on.

It wasn't until the phone rang that Xu Baiyu suddenly realized that he was lonely and embarrassed, and in his panic, he even forgot where he had thrown the phone.

Following the sound, he finally found the ringing cell phone in the gap between the sofa cushions.He grabbed it and saw that the caller was Yu Jing.

It was only then that Xu Baiyu realized that it was past [-]:[-].

"Bai Yu, are you okay?" As soon as she pressed the answer button, Yu Jing's anxious voice rushed into her eardrums, bringing life to the quiet room: "Where are you?"

At first Xu Baiyu didn't think anything was wrong, but when he heard Yu Jing's voice, his tears burst like a flood that couldn't be stopped no matter what.He couldn't make a sound, and replied intermittently: "At home."

"What's wrong with you?" Yu Jing became even more anxious. He felt that he couldn't ask anything through the screen, so he hurriedly said, "I'm downstairs at your house, so I'll go up."

Xu Baiyu hung up the phone, took out a tissue to wipe away his tears, and walked over to open the door for Yu Jing.

The house he rented was on the third floor, and Yu Jing came up after a while.Xu Baiyu looked at this person with a cold face.

"What happened?" Yu Jing hurriedly hugged him: "I waited until [-]:[-], and saw that you had parked the car aside before you came out, and wanted to come to find you, but when I went downstairs, I found that your house was also there." The lights are not on." He sighed: "To be honest, I was really scared just now."

Xu Baiyu was just crying silently at first, but when he heard Yu Jing say "scared", he suddenly couldn't help it, hugged her and started to cry loudly.

Xu Baiyu had seldom cried like this since he was a child.He hugged Yu Jing and wet a lot of the clothes on the man's shoulders.

Yu Jing didn't speak, just hugged him quietly, and handed him a few tissues from time to time.Xu Baiyu had cried enough, went to wash his face, and dragged Yu Jing to sit on the sofa together.

"My parents came here in the afternoon." Xu Baiyu wanted to make himself as relaxed as possible, and even skipped the message Yu Jing sent him at that time: "I told them about you, but they objected."

"It's normal to object." Yu Jing hugged him and comforted him in a low voice: "If my dad hadn't figured it out a lot because of his illness over the years, he probably wouldn't be able to do what he is doing now."

Xu Baiyu nodded: "The situation in my family is a little bit. How can I put it, it has always made me feel uncomfortable. It's ridiculous to say it. I might listen to anyone around me, except them." He sighed He took a deep breath: "Actually, they never considered me."

"You can't say that. If they really didn't care about you, they wouldn't be making trouble with you today." Yu Jing stretched out her hand to help Xu Baiyu smooth out some messy hair: "It's almost Chinese New Year, and this is the best time for Chinese people to talk all year round Do you want to find a time for you to talk calmly?"

Xu Baiyu didn't answer, and moved closer to Yu Jing.The night was getting dark, and the room was pitch black. They didn't turn on the lights, and sat silently in the night.

"You're right." After a long silence, Xu Baiyu suddenly said: "I told you before, when I was in the hospital, I saw a lot of other people's lives, and I felt that people's lives were miserable. At that time you said, Difficulties are inevitable in anyone's life." He turned to look at Yu Jing: "Everyone is the same."

Yu Jing looked at the other party and showed her first smile of the night.He smiled helplessly: "It's okay, although there are difficulties, but they are not all hopeless." He took Xu Baiyu's hand, and wrote the word "sleepy" in the palm of the man with his fingers. Said: "Look at this word, the tree is trapped in a house surrounded by walls. It looks like it can't break free at all. But it is alive, it can take root, and it can grow along the wall. Maybe one day, it can really break free." He took Xu Baiyu's hand, lowered his head slightly, as if he was talking to Xu Baiyu, but he seemed to be telling himself: "Turning opportunities are always there."

Xu Baiyu looked at Yu Jing, and suddenly felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart.He has never had too many extravagant expectations in terms of human relations and sophistication. He often follows others who are willing to treat him well, but since meeting Yu Jing, he has suddenly become greedy, so that at this moment he silently thinks: My appearance can Can't it be regarded as one of the turning points in his life?

Yu Jing didn't know what the person opposite was thinking, so he took out his phone and glanced at the time: "It's already 09:30, why don't I just sleep with you today?"

Xu Baiyu froze for a moment, and froze for a moment.Knowing that Xu Baiyu only had one bed here, Yu Jing felt that she might be a bit abrupt, so she smiled embarrassedly: "It's late at night, don't worry about it, I'll go home."

"Don't." Xu Baiyu dragged the person who got up and wanted to go back to the sofa, and smiled maliciously at him: "Why are you going? Are you afraid that I will plot against you?"

Yu Jing looked at him helplessly, smiled and shook her head.

But that night they had a very "honest gentleman" and no one took advantage of the other.Xu Baiyu is actually not used to sleeping in the same bed with other people: they were both students when they had a boyfriend last time, and he can't just go out and date people casually, not to mention he doesn't have the time, so until now So far, the closest contact he had with people while sleeping was the bunk bed in his student days.

However, this time he slept very well. When he was brushing his teeth in the morning, he was still thinking that as long as Yu Jing was by his side, his sleep quality would not be bad. Probably this is the feeling of peace of mind.

Thinking of this, he rinsed his mouth, went to the kitchen and gave the man a grateful look.However, the man didn't appreciate it, and turned around and patted him on the forehead: "Why don't you have anything here? Hurry up and get dressed, let's go out for breakfast."

"Okay." Xu Baiyu put on his coat with a smile: "Tomorrow is New Year's Eve."

"That's right." Yu Jing looked at the person in front of her and smiled happily: "Tell me what you want to eat in advance, but if I don't know how to do it," he shrugged, pretending to be helpless: "I can try it, Might not taste good."