Falling in love with you through the clouds

12 End of Love

The weather today is not bad, although the clouds are a bit thick, the sun can still be seen through the gaps in the clouds; I didn’t care to appreciate the street view outside the window, I pressed my belly with one hand, and the display on the pregnancy test stick still seemed to linger in front of my eyes ;It's hard to imagine... In my still flat belly, a little life is being conceived... It's me and Han Jun.

How would he react?

Will he be happy?No... That's too optimistic. After all, he is planning to sprint in his career now, and he is only a third-year student. Even if he has gradually generated income, he will not be happy to see a child in a situation without warning. Come out and disrupt the situation.

Will he be angry?But... the contraception between us was all done by him, at the beginning, and then he slackened, and he was more responsible; he refused to let me take medicine, saying that it would hurt my body... I thank him for his Thoughtful, but it also caused such a "mistake".

If he gets angry, does it mean that I must give up this child?I'm also just a third-year student, and I was scared to death even knowing that I was pregnant...and my parents have to explain, whether the child is going or staying...just thinking about my parents makes me sick.

I was in a state of confusion, and the car arrived in Plato while I was thinking wildly; I handed the fare to the driver tremblingly, and he asked a question with concern when he saw my pale face.

I smiled reluctantly, and went to Plato alone; the gate was not open, after all, the business didn’t start until [-] pm... I walked around to the back gate of the parking lot, where the gate was also locked, and looked up at the silent camera, suddenly A sense of helplessness welled up in my heart.

Don't know if the school sisters are here?If I can get in touch, maybe I can...

Just when I thought so, the door opened; it was Senior Monk!Very good!

"Senior! So you're here!" I ran towards the door in gratitude, but he was obviously taken aback by my sudden appearance.

"Little...Little? You..."

"I'm here to find Han Jun! Is he in there?"

With a cigarette in his mouth, he was dumbfounded, "Maybe still in the rehearsal room; your complexion is not very good..."

"Thank you! I'll go there now!" Ignoring his concern, I walked into the corridor with regret, and met Lu Snake and my junior who were equally dumbfounded at the door of the lounge. In the room, the all-white door was ajar, so it could be seen that it was not locked!Very good!

"Wait, wait a minute! Little—" Lu Snake's voice came from behind, I opened the door, and walked into the fluorescent lamp in the rehearsal room...

There are only two people in the huge rehearsal room, probably because of the handover of practice time between the two groups, so the people are almost dispersed...

One of them is Han Jun.

However, standing in front of him was a long-haired girl who was about the same height as me. She clasped his neck intimately with both hands, and the two of them were face to face...

I almost stopped breathing.

A man and a woman, staying in an empty rehearsal room, leaning against each other so intimately, one can imagine what they are doing!

"Lu Hanjun!" I trembled, feeling that I had been stabbed first.

My appearance surprised both him and Ivy. The door of the rehearsal room was pushed open, and Lu Snake rushed over. When he found that the three of us were already face to face, he wailed meaninglessly.

During the dead silence, it was Ivy who spoke first.

She smiled like a winner, "I just said, fans shouldn't be here."

I walked up to them step by step, with sadness, surprise, and even more disbelief.

I swear, I've never glared at him so hard. "Are you kissing her?"

Han Jun had a look of shame on his face, he frowned and distanced himself from Ivy, "Why did you come?"

"Can't I come?" After the sadness, it was anger. "That's why you don't get home until eleven o'clock?" No wonder people talk!Everyone posted it up!This makes me look like an idiot for spending all my time trying to comfort him!

"Hey! You didn't explain it to this woman?" Ivy looked very dissatisfied, "Alright, tell her in front of her now! Tell her now! Tell her that you are with me."

"Stop making trouble."

"I'm making trouble? Hey! You said it so beautifully when you joined the group, but you still broke up with him in the end, so what am I?"

"I'll deal with her first, don't interrupt." He grabbed my hand, "Let's talk in another place."

"I. Don't. Want it!" I shook off his grip. "Why do I want to avoid it! It's not me who is wrong!"

Ivy snorted coldly. "You don't even think about whose territory this is..."

"Ivy!" he yelled, shaking the air in the rehearsal room.

"Get out! Let me have a good talk with Xiaoning."

"You dare to yell at me?" Ivy's beautiful face immediately sank, "Okay! I'll go! But I will tell the boss, Lu Hanjun, wait and see!" She twisted her waist and quickly left the rehearsal room, along with Lu Snake drive away.

I was trembling and could barely stand. "When...were you together?"

His eyes flickered, and he was so guilty that he didn't dare to look directly at me; I shed tears, but smiled, and he lied to me again?How many times?Has he never been honest with me?Suddenly, I realized that I didn't know this person well.

he's changed!Becoming too fast, too fast...

"What are you going to tell me?"

"I am pregnant!"

He who had always remained indifferent stared at me with wide eyes in surprise.

I laughed because of his funny look, but my heart was bleeding. "Thank you! I'm pregnant, so I'm here to tell you... this is very important, right? What are you going to do? Lu Hanjun."

He turned from the original astonishment to anger, followed by an almost crazy panic.

He gripped my hand so tightly that it hurt my arm.

"Take it off!"

But what hurts more is the heart.

From the moment I broke into the rehearsal room, I knew that he was no longer the Lu Hanjun I was familiar with, but I couldn't believe in my dreams, what he did to me—whether it was betrayal or the accident that made me pregnant ——I didn't even have a word of comfort or apology, and I didn't get any kind and gentle smile; I worked so hard to come here, but I only got heartache and chilling—two words.

Take it away.

Remove the child.Just like an order, there is no room for change.

Then, he left.It was like escaping from a nightmare.

Leaving the rehearsal room, leaving me dazed and heartbroken.

He just walked out of my life.

***

I almost walked away from Plato like the walking dead.

In order to ensure that I returned home safely, senior Monk asked a nanny car to take me directly back to the room; I thanked them for their thoughtfulness, but I also hated their concealment; Sister Saya tried her best to let me find out by myself, but she did not expect to reveal The moment of opening the truth is so heart-wrenching.

Coupled with the child in my belly... I was doubly hurt.

"Here, miss." The driver's cold tone seemed to be an order.I mechanically opened the door and got out of the car, and walked into the alley leading to the apartment.

I met Sister Tao at the door downstairs of the apartment building. She was accompanied by a mature man with stubble and a coat. They were chatting, and Sister Tao held her chin with one hand, seeming fascinated. In the end, he laughed even more.

Is it a boyfriend?I couldn't help thinking like this, and slowly approached the door of the apartment.

"...Okay! That's it for now. As for the details, you can send me a message later."

"Good! I wish us a happy cooperation."

The man turned his head and met my eyes, he nodded slightly, and strode away with a warm smile.

Sister Tao, who was about to turn around and go upstairs, caught a glimpse of me, "Xiaoning? You just came back, where are you going... What's wrong with you? You look so bad..."

Her question made tears come out of my eyes, I stretched out my hand to grab her, but I didn't count a single step, but it seemed that the whole person crashed into her arms.

Sister Tao, my neighbor, has become the only life-saving driftwood at this moment. "Sister Tao...help me."

She looked at me with pity, and didn't ask any more questions. I felt like I was going around in a circle; only later did I realize that she just picked me up by the waist and sent me directly to her room on the third floor.

She gently put me on the bed, took off my shoes and covered me with the quilt; I fell asleep, my mind was blank; not long after, she wrung out a hot towel and wiped my face, "Drink some warm water?"

She sat next to me, reaching into the bed with one hand and gently pinching my shoulder.My eye sockets were dry and wet, and I turned my face, a tear dripped on the pillow.

"Xiaoning..." She called my name hoarsely, and I could hear the heartache inside.

I shook my head, closed my eyes, and temporarily lost consciousness.

*

When I opened my eyes again, it was already dark.

There was a soft piano sound, which was music played by Sister Tao; there was also a mug on the bedside table, which should be the water she wanted to drink for me.

Obviously I didn’t do anything, but my body was as tired as running dozens of laps on the playground. My limbs were sore and numb. I propped up my upper body and wanted to grab a cup to drink some water. When I moved the cup, I disturbed the people who were sitting in front of the computer. she.

"You should call me." Sister Tao sighed softly. She sat down on the edge of the bed and let me stand up against her. "The water is cold. Wait for me. I'll add some heat."

"No, you can drink it cold..."

She just pushed me back on the bed, refilled the hot water and brought it back, I nodded gratefully and drank a quick glass.

"Is it better?"

"Well...thank you, Sister Tao."

She bent her lips, crossed her legs and leaned against my shoulder, and said in a gossiping tone: "Oh, by the way, around four o'clock, I heard someone shouting 'Little' outside the door. I poked my head out and it was a Girl, she was very anxious to ask if you were there, I didn't know who she was, so I just said no, and she was disappointed when she left."

"Do you have long hair? It's a bit curly..." Sister Tao nodded. "It's Senior Saya..."

"Your phone is also ringing non-stop. In order not to disturb your rest, I turned off the mute without authorization."

Mobile phone... I found the bag I left behind on the ground, and Sister Tao followed my gaze. "Shall I fetch it for you?"

They were probably all mermaids, or... Lu Hanjun himself?

Just thinking of him ruthlessly telling me to "take it away", I couldn't help but burst into tears.

Yu Xiaoning!You are so blind!To see such an irresponsible guy, he deserves it!I scolded myself in my heart, but I couldn't help but think about it... What is it that made a gentle boy who just loves music and singing into what he is now?

name?Or Lee?Or something else I don't know about?

Did he know that such an invisible but huge thing ruined my youth, our love, and an innocent life?

If I had to describe my current mood in one word, it would undoubtedly be "despair".The sun, air, and water I thought had left me...no, even bit me back.

I, the "breeze" in Tao Yi'an's mouth, was torn to pieces by betrayal and unwanted pregnancy.

"Xiaoning, if you're really sad, maybe it's better to say it than to keep it in your heart."