Falling in love with you through the clouds

11 fidgeting

That night, Mermaid's fan page officially issued an announcement that guitarist Lu Hanjun officially quit Mermaid; they said they felt sorry for this from the bottom of their hearts, and they said their words very nicely, and Hanjun also thanked Mermaid on his page .

The group on the mobile phone was withdrawn by Han Jun himself...Senior Jack didn't kick me, but instead sent me a private message, "As long as you are still a fan of Mermaid, we welcome you to stay in the group."Such tolerance made me feel ashamed...ashamed of what Han Jun did.

The group that Han Jun joined was none other than Ivy's group, which was originally regarded as a competitor of the mermaid - "Banella".He became the main guitarist, and the mermaid didn't really leave Plato. They found a new guitarist to match, and quickly got rid of the haze of Han Jun's departure and regained their strength.

Ivy's group became stronger because of him, and the mermaid became able to compete with each other. The biggest beneficiary must be Plato... However, I can't go to listen to songs as often as before, and I can no longer express my support for either side .

"Banella" has my beloved boyfriend, but I have never liked Ivy's singing, and I have hardly heard their singing; as for the mermaid... After Han Jun left, I even hated meeting them Awkward.

It feels like being caught in the middle, not a human being inside or outside.

In this case, it is better not to go.

Han Jun stepped up his practice for his new song and worked hard to integrate into the new group; he stopped coming to school more often, and seemed to be planning to sprint his career wholeheartedly.

After all, I am still a student, and the distance between us seems to be gradually widening... To be honest, his professionalism is so strong that it makes me feel terrible; I don't even know if I am still in his future blueprint. Tian didn't say a few words properly.

Just a week after Han Jun left the Mermaid, I received a notice from Saya, saying that they would hold a flash mob performance in the square in front of the school's concert hall.

Saya: 'The number one fan is Yu Xiaoxiao!Do you want to come over? '

*

I hesitated for a while whether to go, but then I not only went, but also invited Tao Yi'an to go with me.

I haven’t listened to it for a week, but Senior Saya’s singing voice is still as explosive. Even in an empty venue, the fans can be mesmerized. Lu Snake replaced the original position of Han Jun, GLAMOROUSSKY It still sounds incredible.

After the concert, they did not retreat immediately, but stayed in place to interact with the fans, no matter whether it was signing autographs or taking photos, they would not refuse anyone who came.This kind of affinity still hasn't changed...I suddenly feel very moved. During this week of drastic changes...At least I can still find a little familiar feeling from the past.

By the time I was able to get in touch with them, it was already late. Before Tao Yian left, I introduced him to the mermaid. Sister Saya also introduced a new member to me; she was a sophomore in the Department of Mechanical Engineering.

"Hey! That boy looked at you with reluctant eyes before he left. He really fell in love with you." I smiled embarrassedly, and Senior Saya continued: "Xiao Xiao, I want to be alone with you Say a few words, can you?"

She raised her eyebrows and took my hand. I turned around and found that except for my junior, everyone else smiled at me gently; at that moment, I almost burst into tears; they... they still took me Be one of your own!I even feel that because of Han Jun's departure from the group, they have become more united.

"Of course!" I pursed my lips and smiled, my senior patted my head comfortingly, and we walked towards the deserted lawn.

She gave me a sisterly hug first. "It's great to see you come to hear us sing again."

"Sister..."

"You haven't been to Plato recently, have you?"

"I...I have no face to face you."

The senior sister shook her head, "Don't say that...you are you, Ajun is Ajun, his actions will not affect our perception of you, you are still our fan, our friend...you can come today, I Really happy."

"Because you are still very good to me..." I couldn't help the heat in my eyes, and tears rolled down my cheeks like this.

"Silly little boy! As long as you want, you will always be your own person! Be happy!" She raised her voice, but her eyes were still a little watery.She held my hand tightly, as if she saw something, she froze for a moment. "This necklace... you're still wearing it."

The cold snap hit me these days, and I wore clothes with a collar. When the senior sister reached out to hook my necklace, the metal red guitar was hooked out of the collar, and my neck suddenly felt a chill.

After all, Han Jun gave it to me; since he hung it around my neck, he never took it off. "Um."

"Maybe it's a good thing that you don't go to Plato." She pursed her lips and spit out white mist when she turned around. "Did he spend a lot of time at home recently? Did you forget that you are living together?"

"He invited me, but I didn't want to."

"Why?" She looked surprised.

"When I think that it is the new house he rented with the 'signing money', I feel... weird." Besides, I get along well with Sister Tao, she is a rare good neighbor... Man often not at home.

"Not used to it, are you? I heard that he changed houses recently...don't you mind?" Senior sister took out the cigarette case, I smiled and shook my head.

As the cigarette was lit, the faint orange spark flickered in and out of the dark blue sky with the smell of smoke. "Really...you didn't live with him, so don't you spend a lot of time together? You went to listen to their practice or singing...Ah! I'm so stupid, you said you don't go to Plato anymore!"

"How...how did they sing?"

"Hmph! If you ask Ivy, don't you kill pigs every day!" I puffed!The senior sister is still ruthless when speaking. She has always referred to vocal music as the sound of killing pigs. "However, quite a few people have followed their example! Go!"

"Where's Han Jun? I heard he has a new song..."

She smiled with a cigarette in her mouth, "If you keep asking, I will wonder if you are still his girlfriend!"

Even though I knew that Senior Saya had no intentions, I still felt the pain of being stabbed. "His new song is quite popular; I think that's what he wants! Flying alone, getting more attention... Honestly, it's okay, the mermaid can't give him more, good bird ...How did you say that sentence? What kind of poultry..."

"A good bird chooses a tree to live in."

She patted her forehead, "That's right! Seeing that I'm only focused on playing music, I forgot such rap sentences!"

"Sister, you're not very good at rap either!"

She had a cigarette in her mouth and gave me an appreciative look. "That's not bad! You turned against me!" She brushed off the cigarette ash casually, and walked towards the trail with my hand hooked. "Well, enough joking, let's be serious."

Didn't you just want to talk to me?

"Just trying to understand how you get along with him, just to make sure you know how he is doing recently." The senior took a deep puff of the cigarette, and the orange flame burned violently. "Little... what I'm going to say next, although it's just speculation, everyone is passing it on... I think I still have to tell you."

I vaguely guessed what the senior sister was going to say, and for some reason, I had a strange feeling of staying out of it. "What do you want to tell me, sister?"

"Plato's boss seems to be trying to set him up with Ivy."

Guessing is one thing, but when I really heard the news, my heart still felt pain.I frowned and felt a tightness in my chest.

"Are you okay?" she asked worriedly.

I shook my head, "Then... what did Han Jun say?" I couldn't help but think of the conditions for choosing a mate he mentioned on the show... Although Ivy is petite, she has a hot body, and she sings without words, and she is also an eye-catching person beauty.

"Whether he denies it to the end; after all, even the boss knows he has you by his side."

"Isn't that enough?" I gave my senior a smile.

Even I don't believe it, a fake confident smile.

"Little..."

"I love him, and he loves me too. I believe he has just been busy recently, and our love will stand the test."

We continued walking until it was completely dark, and the street lights around us were some distance away.

"I just hope he can know how to cherish you."

In the end, I seemed to hear sister Saya say that.

***

He came to see me today, the second time this week.

I dare not let him know that I went to listen to the mermaid concert today, and I dare not let him know that I learned something about him and Ivy from sister Saya; he is here today, and he seems to be in a bad mood. I asked him to take a bath first, and after he finished washing, he was naked with only a towel wrapped around his body, and he didn't even blow dry his hair.

"It will catch a cold." The weather is very cold, and my room has no heating, so I can only wrap myself into a snowman.I grabbed the hair dryer to help him dry his hair, and rubbed his wet hair with the hot air over and over again.

"Do you think... I seem to have found a shortcut for myself?" He finally said the first sentence after entering my room.

"What do you mean?"

"Form a group with Boss Plato's niece." He turned his head and looked at me almost with a stare. "Do you think it counts?"

I lifted my lips and smiled, "If you form a group, you will form a group... If you don't have the strength, how can you be favored?"

"You mean you think I have it too?"

I stop, turn off the hairdryer, and honestly, I feel like I'm going to be wrong no matter what I answer right now.

"say something!"

"Do you want me to say no? It is a fact that you formed a group, but..." Before I could finish my sentence, I was already pushed down on the bed by him! "You, what are you doing!"

"So you mean I shouldn't do this? Am I wrong? I don't rely on my own strength, but I just rely on my connections to become popular!"

His eyes were so scary.

I took a deep breath, looked up at him already on top of me, and decided to muster up the courage to speak my true thoughts.

"It's not a day or two for you to be a singer... Don't you think that there will be such gossip before you make a decision? Now that you have decided, let them talk about it, you sing your song, even though Just slap them in the face with your performance, why bother so much!"

He slid one hand to my neck, I was too nervous to breathe, I thought he would lose his mind and strangle me; but he didn't, it took him a while to calm down, and then wept directly on my chest.

I felt at ease, and continued to try to appease him; he complained intermittently, and I understood a little bit why he practiced so hard recently.

"Just be yourself." I said to him, holding his face and said softly: "Just be yourself...you don't have to worry about anything else, you are just an ordinary person, what do others say You have no choice but to let them talk."

"Xiaoning..." He finally showed a familiar smile, "Thank you, I understand..."

I also laughed, "You have to be strong! You know? Go get dressed quickly, you'll catch a cold..."

But he lowered his head and kissed me, and quickly poked his tongue in; when he started to take off my clothes like the usual rhythm, I suddenly realized that there was something very important that I didn’t say—”Han Jun, I feel weird The... my..."

"What?" He was concentrating on flirting, I panted lightly, and forgot what I should remind the moment he kissed me.

After that night, we still seldom meet each other; whenever I see the mermaid performing a flash mob concert somewhere on campus, I always feel regretful, as long as I was there before, I could see his...

However, there is one thing that happened to me that can no longer be ignored.

My "best friend"...was almost [-] weeks late and still didn't show up...I'm very, very anxious about it!But I can't tell the people around me...

So, with every ounce of courage in me, I ran to the pharmacy and bought a pregnancy test.

On a cold mid-December morning, I was sweating profusely in my bathroom.

The worst, happened... what to do?

There is no delay, no matter where he is or what he is doing now, I must call Han Jun to inform him of this big accident!

"Are you free now?" He was very noisy over there, probably answering the phone before leaving the rehearsal room.

'Where do I look like I'm free? ' he asked back, in a bad tone.

"Listen, you have to come over early today, I have something very, very important to tell you!"

'Can't talk on the phone? '

I closed my eyes, "I can't! You must tell me face to face."

He was silent for a while, and finally said reluctantly: "Okay, I will go there at eleven o'clock in the evening." '

"Wait, wait a minute! It can't be earlier..." He hung up!I stared at the phone in disbelief, and a deep sense of powerlessness and fear hit me.

We have to wait until eleven o'clock!It's only eleven o'clock... twelve hours?

I tried to sleep, but couldn't.I want to eat, but the impression of being pregnant makes me feel like I will turn my stomach away, I can't eat it!Not to mention reading, listening to music, playing computer and other leisure activities...

I can't stand it!I'm going to go crazy if this goes on!At one o'clock in the afternoon, I dressed in a hurry, went down and hailed a taxi, ready to go straight to Plato.

I can't wait any longer, I want to know what he plans to do... what he plans to do with me and the child in his belly.

I don't want to wait another moment.