13 Mr. Right?
13 Mr. Right?
I didn't realize that I was crying until I felt the touch of the tissue paper, and Sister Tao frowned deeply; when did she, who always comes and goes chicly, show such an expression?
"I..." She put her arms around me and gave me silent support and comfort. I wanted to say it, but I didn't know where to start. "I……"
"Don't worry, speak slowly, I've been listening."
I covered my lips, let out a cry that was unfamiliar to me, and fell into Sister Tao's arms; she no longer urged me, not even a trace of impatience, she just made me cry, the only thing she did for me was Constantly patting me on the back.
Like comforting a child who has lost something important.
I cried desperately like a child, until I don't know how long it took, until I felt that my eyes hurt so much that I couldn't cry anymore; when I opened my mouth, my voice was already hoarse.
"I broke up with my boyfriend..."
She nodded sympathetically and calmly, "Well, I know; since you were so sad downstairs that you almost passed out, I'm guessing that this is probably the thing that broke you." She stared at me tenderly, making me involuntarily Snuggling close to her again, her right hand stretched out to wrap around me, letting me rest in the hollow of her shoulder.
"It's already eight o'clock." She took a deep breath, "What do you want to eat?"
I shook my head, "There's...another thing."
"What's up?"
"He cheated." The hand around my waist paused slightly, "Also, I had a test this morning...I'm pregnant with his child."
Sister Tao was really frightened by me this time, she gasped and froze, unable to move.
"Xiaoning..."
I choked up, but I wanted to laugh, "I'm really stupid, right? I just believe in him... I believe in love... As long as we love each other, everything will be fine, we will get through it together... But! You know What did he say to me when he heard I was pregnant?"
Her expression became serious, even angry. "What did he say?"
"Take it away." I blinked and smiled while squeezing my tears. "That's it... that's it! Take it away...haha... take it away..."
"Stop talking, Xiaoning, don't think about that person." Sister Tao buried her fingers into my hair, and pressed my neck with her slightly rough hands. She hugged me, so warm, so warm..." Lie down... I know!"
I was put on the bed like a baby, and she came to take off my coat, and once again took a piece of tissue to wipe the tears from my cheeks. "If you want to sleep, sleep again. If you want to eat, I'll buy it for you. Before you can calm down completely, you can rest assured to live with me...don't go back, you know?"
"But...it will be very troublesome..."
Sister Tao shook her head resolutely and irresistibly, "It's not troublesome at all. If you can't bear the blow, wouldn't it be more troublesome to do something regrettable? I don't want you like this, not even a little bit of possibility."
Actually, I didn't think about that... Even if my heart hurts, even if I feel that I am incomplete, I still haven't thought about it... But, Sister Tao will worry about me.
At least someone still worried about me.
I finally ate something. Sister Tao made oatmeal and laughed at me saying that I was a poor cook... In fact, I was the same too.
Before eleven o’clock, Sister Tao climbed into bed and got ready to go to bed after taking a hot bath. Originally, the room was given a double bed, but there was only one pillow; she found a knitted coat and folded it into a ball to serve as a pillow. Same quilt.In this way, there is no redundant conversation and negotiation, as it should be.
I close my eyes.Occasionally, I can feel the laughter coming from downstairs; there are many students here, so it is not surprising that college students are still awake at two o'clock in the morning.Probably because I had slept too much before, but now I don’t feel much sleepy. I pointed my ears up, and soon I heard sister Tao beside me breathing lightly.
I also heard the phone vibrate.
A lot of people contact me, huh?
Not wanting to alarm sister Tao at all, I went to the bathroom lightly, then crawled to the side of the bag and grabbed the phone.There are only four or five missed calls, but a bunch of personal messages.
All the people I guessed were right, the man-masked fish, and Lu Hanjun, except for Ke Yiting who didn't know anything.The first thing I saw was the message from Yiting, she asked me if I want to have dinner together, the message was five hours ago, it was too late.
I swipe and glance at a message from three minutes ago.
Lu Hanjun: 'I'm at your door, let me meet you, please? '
the door?Then... I raised my eyes to look at the door in the darkness, just thinking of him standing outside the door, the pain of the day flooded my heart again; within three seconds, the phone rang, and it was him.
"Xiaoning." Sister Tao woke up at some point.There were knocks on the door, it was him knocking on my door. "Someone is here?"
I couldn't see Sister Tao clearly, but I guessed from the tone of her voice that she was nervous. "It's him." I crawled back to the bed, showing the still blinking screen of my phone.
She just glances at it, like the call is totally worthless. "Respond? If you want, I'll go out and chase him away."
drive him away? "I don't want to trouble you, what's more...it's me who should really face him."
"Don't worry about it with me." She pursed her lips, and I guess she was a little angry.
"I'm sorry... I think he will leave later, after all, he still has a real girlfriend by his side!"
The phone stopped, and I snuggled up to Sister Tao, as if playing hide-and-seek in the dark and waiting for the ghost to leave. I lay down and waited for about five minutes before finally returning to calm outside the door.
"It looks like someone has come to chase him away." She speculated, and lay down too. "Can't sleep? Or was woken up by the phone?"
In fact, I went to the bathroom first. "I can't sleep... After all, I slept all day."
"I don't usually go to bed so early, I'm just afraid that my activities will disturb you."
I turned to her, and she seemed to have sensed it, and reached out to turn on the desk lamp. My eyes were uncomfortable by the sudden warm yellow light. After I got used to it, the first thing I saw was Sister Tao’s smile.
Her smile somehow put me at ease.
"This... feels amazing!" I still had a nasal voice when I spoke, but it was the first time I smiled from the bottom of my heart since Plato came back.
"How wonderful?"
"It's just...my room is opposite, and we have never been roommates before, so we suddenly slept together."
"What does it matter if you are all girls? If you are a boy, no matter how much I sympathize with you, I will drive you back to sleep."
I laughed a few more times, changed positions, and was slightly surprised when something slipped from my neck.
"this……"
She also found out. "A guitar necklace?"
I reached out to hold it, this thing I haven't taken off since he hung it on me, I used to treat it as a treasure...
Heartbroken, I tore it off!
The metal hook on the back of the neck was broken by me, and the back of the neck hurt a little, but there was a refreshing feeling of finally getting rid of it.I shook it, but didn't know what to do with it.
"Don't want it?"
"Well, he gave it to me." Disappointed, my eyes became warm again, and I put it on the bedside table for the time being.
Taking it down feels like it's really over; there's a hint of sadness in my heart, but also a lot of relief.
Sister Tao came to shake my hand, "What are you thinking?"
"Actually, I didn't think about anything. I've finished crying what I should cry... Ah, he still has a lot of things to clear, including that guitar." Maybe he came to move things?Maybe I should just ask Sister Tao to open the door for him for me, let him take his things, and it's over.
"You guys, have you been dating for a long time?" She moved closer to me, "I rarely hear you talk about him."
"Because I'm always more curious about you! You are a mysterious backpacker, you can come and go without leaving any trace... except for the backup key you gave me." I forgot to ask why she was willing to treat me so well ...Whether it's leaving the key, or hugging me underneath, or even letting me sleep with her unconditionally.
She laughed at my statement. "How can there be any mystery? It's just work, travel, and then go home to rest, that's all."
"By the way, I saw that mature and handsome guy downstairs today... Sister Tao knows him very well?"
She gave me a white look, "You! You want to ask what is his relationship with me, right?" I stuck out my tongue embarrassedly. "It's really polite of you to mention a mature handsome guy. He's in his late forties... He's a friend I knew before. When I came back this time, I approached him because of work; so it should be a friend and colleague?"
"I thought it was a boyfriend..."
"You seem to be very concerned about whether I have a boyfriend or not?" She squinted and raised her clean eyebrows slightly, giving off a strange feeling of beauty and handsomeness.
I scratch my head, graciously admitting it. "Because Sister Tao is very nice, so I also wonder if you have a mysterious Mr.Right?"
She smiled softly, probably because she had just slept for a while, her low voice was different from usual, but it was equally pleasant.
"I won't have a boyfriend."
"Why?"
"Because...you don't want to be scared when you say it?"
On the contrary, this deepened my curiosity, and my spirit was all here now. "Hmm! I won't be scared no matter what!"
She bit her lip, her expression suddenly became a little complicated, "I'm not interested in men anymore."
I stare.
"I only like girls...I'm gay, is that clear?"
Sister Tao... She likes girls?
I suddenly had the illusion of being struck by lightning for the third time in one day.
No pain this time, just a little numbness.
***
Opening his eyes, Sister Tao's sleeping face was right in front of him.
The two of us are still holding hands, although it is just a hand-holding between friends, but after learning about Sister Tao's secret, I feel that no matter what physical contact there is, it becomes different; ha!It must be a psychological effect!
I let go and found it was raining outside.
The sky is gloomy and gloomy, just like my current mood.
After a night of sleep, I feel a lot more awake, and the cold air piercing my skin and the cold water splashing on my face completely woke me up.
As soon as I went out, Sister Tao rubbed her eyes and got up, "Morning."
She seems to wake up easily?I just went to wash my face and she got up.
I glanced at my phone while she was washing up, and chose to reply to Saya’s messages first, and soon “read” popped up. The senior said she was scared to death, and kept apologizing to me... Regarding Lu Hanjun’s matter, she really early I knew it, but didn't say it clearly. She probably thought I knew something, but the result was completely beyond her expectation.
'You and him...how are you going to deal with it? '
I stopped typing, thinking that there was a child in my stomach, and my heart ached again.The school sister probably didn't know that I was pregnant, and I don't think Lu Hanjun would say so.
'I will break up with him. 'That's all I can say; he can be with whomever he likes, I don't care, and I don't want to.
"Are you negotiating with that person?" Looking back, Sister Tao had already combed her hair, looking refreshed.
I shook my head, "It's the senior who came to see me yesterday."
With a "hmm", she turned on her laptop, as if she was looking at her mailbox or social networking page.
"Xiaoning, I don't know what you plan to do... To be honest, that person is not trustworthy. From the time he was on the show, he obviously had a girlfriend but said he didn't have one, his credit score in my mind was just failing. Once And two, you'll always, always be hurt by his lies, let alone what he said to you."
'Take it off! '
I held the phone to my chest and took a deep breath of cold air. "Well, sister Tao, don't worry, I won't associate with him again, even if he wants to get it back... I can't accept it."
She turned around, "What about the child?"
Subconsciously, she put one hand close to her abdomen; although she can't feel it yet, the pregnancy is probably not a day or two away... How old is the child now?If you have to decide whether he will stay or not, you must make a quick decision. The longer the time is delayed, the less room for choice...
"I, I don't know..." Considering the current situation and the relationship between me and Lu Hanjun, it is impossible for him to take any responsibility for this child. I am only a college student, and my family is financially secure. However, it is too sudden for parents to bear the turmoil of their daughter's out-of-wedlock childbirth...
Sister Tao came to me and waited for a while before saying, "Do you want to listen to my advice?"
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