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Chapter 67 Will You Wait For Me Here?

On the thirteenth day of the first lunar month, Meng Qinshi went out with his things at the urging of Meng Mu. According to the result of the discussion with Qin Jin the day before, Meng Qin paid out money so that Qin Jin could catch the afternoon plane and leave.At seven o'clock in the morning, Meng Qinshi went out with the things his mother bought, planning to ride with his sister and go to the town below Nanchuan to pay New Year's greetings to his second uncle's family.

In the past, these were actually done by the Meng family couple. At this time, Meng Qinshi was either crazily catching up with winter vacation homework at home, or he was out playing wild with Wen Che and the others all day; but this time he happened to be at home when he was free. , The homework was finished a year ago, so now it happened to be a time when there was nothing to do, Meng's mother forced him to go with his sister and brother-in-law.

Before getting into the car, Meng Qinshi was guarding Qin Jin in the study. For some reason, he always felt that Qin Jin today was different from the past.Although still wearing the same white sweater and holding a book, he didn't look any different.

Qin Jin looked up at him: "Aren't you going?"

"Are you really not going with me?" Meng Qinshi lay on the desk and looked at him eagerly.

Qin Jin turned a page of the book and replied coldly: "No, I don't even know you."

"I've met since I went there, and I'll meet again in the future." Meng Qinshi muttered vaguely, and tugged on Qin Jin's sleeve by the way, trying to struggle again: "Are you really not going?"

"Don't go!" Qin Jin waved his hand impatiently, freed his sleeves from him, and looked up at Meng Ya who was standing at the door—the other party's eyes showed a bit unnatural, but Trying to hide it.This was the first meeting between him and Meng Ya after that embarrassment, and both parties seemed to be deliberately avoiding it.

"Meng Doubao! Are you leaving?! Momochi..." Meng Ya yelled loudly, obviously a little impatient.

Qin Jin pushed Meng Qinshi: "Go."

"Oh..." Meng Qinshi finally gave up on this thought, and went out with his head drooping. When he reached the door, he suddenly looked back at Qin Jin as if remembering something, and then called out: "Qin Jin!"

"En?" Qin Jin raised his head and looked at him in the warm morning light. The young man's bright smile showed through his eyes, like the oncoming spring in this season, and also like the spring breeze that woke up the red flowers and willows; he suddenly Some reluctance, this kind of strong reluctance is overwhelming his rationality over and over again, when telling him to stop Meng Qin quickly, tell him the truth and tell him that he is about to leave.

Meng Qinshi looked at him with firm and serious eyes: "Will you wait for me here?"

At this time, Meng Qinshi was more serious than ever. Maybe even he himself didn't know where the vague uneasiness in his heart came from. He didn't dare to ask or think too much, for fear that there would be something bad. Things were happening, but he was the only one who was being concealed, maybe he would collapse when the truth was revealed.

But Qin Jin didn't know how to respond to this earnest expectation. No one knew that his heart was burning like a frying pan. Fortunately, he was used to showing others with a cold mask, otherwise he would definitely reveal his panic and uneasiness. , so that people can see the clues.

Qin Jin paused, then responded softly: "Well, let's go."

It wasn't until Meng Qinshi got into the car and gradually went away that Qin Jin felt relieved and dragged out the suitcase that he had packed for several days from under the bed. He didn't take too many things with him, some books or clothes would be called by Gu Zhiyun to move The company packed it up and dragged it away, but he only packed two suitcases, one of which contained the boxy iron box.

Taking advantage of Meng Qinshi's inattention, he took away the sketch book that was painted into a small picture book, and hid it together with the sketch in the iron box, as a parting gift from Meng Qinshi—because he I really don't have the courage to say goodbye to people face to face.

The things I bought for the Meng family were still in the closet of the room, Qin Jin pushed open the empty closet door, took out the bag and handed it to Mother Meng: "Auntie, this is for you, uncle and sister Xiaoya, It’s not a good thing, just take it as a souvenir.”

Meng's mother's eyes were red, she took the bag tremblingly, choked for a long time but couldn't say a word; Meng's father didn't know the reason at all, but was suddenly told the fact that Qin Jin was going to leave yesterday, and he accepted it for a while. no.

"Son, where can you go alone?" Father Meng asked him.

Qin Jin replied: "Uncle, I plan to study abroad, you don't have to worry, this is also my wish all the time."

"Why, why are you still hiding it from Doubao? Tell me earlier, so we can practice it with you?"

Qin Jin shook his head. He really didn't dare to meet Meng's father's concerned gaze, so he lowered his head and looked at the ground and said, "Uncle, there's really no need. I'll just go. Thank you and Auntie for taking care of me all the time."

Mother Meng tightly held Qin Jin's arm, tears welled up in her eyes, she had so much to say, but she didn't say a word when it came to her mouth, she took a deep breath and tremblingly said: "Yes! Auntie is not good...Xiao Jin, Auntie is not good..."

The gift given to Meng Qinshi was carefully wrapped and placed in his room, which also contained this handwritten letter. Qin Jin wrote all the things he wanted to say but couldn't say in person. You can see it when Meng Qinshi comes back tomorrow.Gu Zhiyun and his secretary had already gone downstairs, they came up to help Qin Jin carry the box, and said goodbye to the Meng family couple again and again.

Qin Jin sat in the back seat of the car, and didn't dare to look back until the car started. He knew that the Meng family was standing behind him. As long as he turned around, he could see them waving goodbye, and he could also see the road between him and Meng. The alley where Qin Shi walked side by side.He has lived here for a full ten years, growing from a six-year-old boy to a 17-year-old boy. Time flies by and he locked all his memories into a box.

All of this is inseparable from Meng Qinshi.

I still remember the can of cold beer on the rooftop, the kiss under the influence of alcohol, the two people secretly holding hands while there was no one in the alley, the milky smell of the white rabbit toffee, and the handsome and upright figure of the young man , and every midsummer standing downstairs and looking up and shouting "Qin Jin, come down and play" with a clear voice.

Qin Jin closed his eyes, trying to forcibly pull himself out of the memory.

"Brother-in-law!" Meng Qinshi suddenly called out when the car was driving on the main road.

The person who was called slammed on the brakes and looked back at him: "What's wrong?"

"Turn around, go back!"

"Is there something wrong with you?!" Meng Ya looked back at him from the co-pilot, her tone was very dissatisfied: "Why do you turn around now? Do you see any place to turn around here?"

"I'm taking my things home, turn around!" Meng Qin yelled at them in a hurry, his expression was very flustered, he was too confused, he always felt that something he didn't want to see was happening, if he If you don't go back, you will regret it.

"This..." Meng Qinshi's brother-in-law has always been mild-tempered, and now he can only turn his questioning eyes to his wife.

Meng Ya knew that Qin Jin was going to leave now, so of course she would not agree with Meng Qinshi to go back, her attitude was very firm: "Turn around! Keep going! Just bring your phone, if you have anything important, I'll be back tomorrow anyway! "

"No! I have to go back and get it! It's very important!" Meng Qinshi refused to give in at all, and reached out to open the door. Before the two people in the front row could react, he had already opened the car door and went out without looking back. Running towards the intersection.

Meng Ya rolled down the car window, before she had time to say anything, the person had already run away, she patted the car door impatiently, took a deep breath and directed: "Turn around and cut him off! "

Gu Zhiyun's car drove out of the alley, and drove at a slow speed on the not too wide street. There are many cars in this area but the road is narrow. In addition, some vendors will come out to set up stalls while the Chengguan traffic police are away. The wide road becomes narrower, moving almost at the speed of a turtle.

Qin Jin has earphones plugged into his ears, the melody coming from inside is gentle and slow, and the lyrics express the soft feelings in his heart over and over again. Qin Jin likes this song very much, and listened to it many times on the day it was released. Almost an infinite loop.Everything outside the car window seemed to have nothing to do with him, and his eyes returned to the coldness and alienation of the past.

Suddenly, from the corner of the eye, he caught sight of a familiar figure running wildly past the car window, and his heart was instantly lifted into his throat.He held the phone tightly, and the music in the earphones gradually drifted away, even if he told himself over and over again in his heart that he couldn't look back, don't look back, and don't look at it.But still couldn't help it, I turned my head and glanced through the rear window of the car.

As if telepathically, the boy who was running also stopped, and his eyes fell on the car.Meng Qinshi stood where he was, staring closely at the car that was slowly driving towards the intersection. The moment his eyes met, all the uneasiness and panic in his heart finally found an exit.

It was as if a thunderbolt struck down at that instant, splitting his whole body into two pieces.In the early morning of early spring, the chill in the wind was piercing, Meng Qinshi just stood there steadfastly, watching the familiar eyes in the rear window of the car gradually go away.Qin Jin's face became more and more blurred as the car drove away, and in the end it was almost impossible to see anything clearly.

"Wait, wait!" Meng Qinshi ran away as if waking up from a dream, chasing desperately in the direction of the car: "Wait! Qin Jin! Where are you going! Where are you going!!"

Gu Zhiyun saw the running figure through the rearview mirror, and then looked back at Qin Jin. The latter had earphones plugged into his ears, his eyes were closed, and his hands were tightly clenched into fists, as if he was deaf to the movement outside; but he Being able to clearly perceive Qin Jin's emotions is a kind of restraint with all his strength.

The running boy was thrown away by the speed of the car after driving into the main road, and his shadow could no longer be seen in the rearview mirror, and he was left behind along with the alley, Gu Zhiyun raised his eyes and confirmed again After repeating it, he finally let out a silent sigh.

Meng Qinshi bent over and supported his knees and kept panting heavily. Beads of sweat oozed from his forehead, and his black hair was soaked in sweat and pressed tightly against his face. An unprecedented sense of powerlessness entered the car. The moment on the main road wrapped him tightly.Only at this moment did he realize that his uneasiness was not groundless, it turned out that he was really the one who was kept in the dark.

he's so tired—

He fell into the snowdrift on the side of the road with his head up, completely ignoring that his clothes were wet from the dirty snow, his chest heaved and heaved, like a dog abandoned by its owner, frustrated and helpless.