sinovels Chapter 42
Chapter 42
Gu Shaobai and Xia Qixi sat by the flower bed and chatted a lot, most of them were old things, elementary school, junior high school, high school, every shared memory made them laugh from ear to ear.
Gu Shaobai held Xiaoqi's hand and said: "During the class reunion last time, everyone asked about your situation."
"What are you asking, I am still the same, but you have changed a lot, and you will jump me off when you get off the plane."Xiao Qi half-closed her eyes, tilted her head slightly, recalling the scene of meeting that day.
Gu Shaobai grinned at the side, and then asked because of reason: "You had a hard time there! Look at the thin body." His sincere eyes glanced at Xiaoqi's face.
Xia Qixi shook her head and said perfunctorily: "It's okay, it's just boring to bother me without you around."
People who are generous and fat tend to gain weight, but it is rare for people like Xia Qixi who do not gain weight all the time. In the final analysis, it is because there is no such person. I read a sentence when I was playing Weibo, and it was very popular. Probably because there are mountains and waters there, but without you, no matter how beautiful the scenery is, I can't catch my eyes.And he really wasn't doing very well in England.
Gu Shaobai looked at the people next to him, hesitated to speak, Xia Qixi continued: "Well... I have to go back on the tenth day of the lunar new year, the school has urged me several times."
After all, the Spring Festival is only a special festival of our Great Heaven|Dynasty Dynasty. Britain and the United States will not specially have a holiday for this matter. Xiao Qi who returns to China still has to go back. Gu Shaobai is a little disappointed. His Xiao Qi has only been home for a few days. , the school was desperately urging him, Gu Shaobai was reluctant to give up, but he couldn't force him to stay, and he felt helpless again.
Xia Qixi promised firmly and persistently with a sullen face: "No matter what, I will stand by your side, and this time I will stick with you."
It would be a lie to say that he was not moved, he, Gu Shaobai, has been waiting for so many years, just to be with Xiao Qi in an upright manner, and now he is only waiting for two more years, he, Gu Shaobai, can afford to wait.
In fact, sometimes when I think about it, people are really strange. I realized that I have different feelings for him a long time ago, and I still want to attribute this feeling to brotherhood. test.In the first year of high school, the two still had a temper tantrum and ignored each other, but after reconciliation, their relationship has grown rapidly.At that time, the five of them crowded into a dormitory, which was lively and cheerful. In winter, they liked to lie on the same bed and read books. The lights in the dormitory were turned off regularly. The old man patrolled the corridor back and forth, and occasionally knocked on the door to remind them to go to bed early. At that time, the sky was always blue, but the days passed quickly. There were morning jogs, radio exercises, and the most speechless thing was to do eye exercises. .
Gu Shaobai still remembers the woman with a shrill voice on the school radio, shouting that the eye exercises are starting now, that voice is really ecstasy.
The exercise I do is the eighth set of radio gymnastics, which often makes foreigners think it is Chinese Kung Fu.
Later, these annoying things are gone forever with youth.
In fact, at the very beginning, they put their family first, and all they thought about were their parents. Only after going through the world did they know that some things are not given the priority to get the ideal answer. The only son in the Gu family is Gu Shaobai. , the task of inheriting the family fell to him alone, as if he would be sorry to his parents if he didn't bring a grandson to the Gu family. Even after he had an affair with Xiaoqi later, he had thought about the child's matter, and he was counting on Xiaoqi to be sure about it. It's impossible, he scraped a lot of information online, and the only useful shortcut is to find a surrogate.
Not to mention, the young Gu Shaobai really thought about it, just to give the Gu family an explanation.But when I think about it now, I feel that my thoughts are very dirty.
A child is the crystallization of love, not the product of interests. If you can’t give him a complete family and love, please don’t hurt him. It’s still the same old saying, one person can’t transfer his wounds to another person.
Gu Shaobai and the others are not people in the circle, they simply live in their own world, they don't provoke anyone, they just love each other deeply.
During the two years when Xiao Qi left, Gu Shaobai didn’t like anyone else, no matter how similar his character and appearance were, he was not his Xiao Qi, and there were people who said bad things about him behind his back, and his buddies in the dormitory also introduced him girlfriend.But, his heart has already pretended to be someone else, and he can't get in other people anymore.
For a while, the same-wife incident that was very popular on the Internet was exposed, and Gu Shaobai in the dormitory knew that there was still such a way to deceive people in the world.
However, he despises those men extremely, he either doesn't love them, or let them go, why bother to involve a woman in a play, and marry under pressure, it's really funny.As long as there is still a person who hangs with one breath, who is not stressed?
If you are under a lot of pressure, if you have to, take a step back, if you are under a lot of pressure, you can drag other girls for a lifetime, they will give you a baby and wash your clothes, and in the end you say to people: "I'm sorry, I like men".
I'm sorry sir.
Love is holy and vulgar, but a guy who puts his own responsibility on others does not deserve love.Maybe it's cruel to say that, maybe it's immoral to think like this, but this is Gu Shaobai's own voice.
This society is not as bad as we think. The problem you worry about every day is not cared by others, okay?Of course, this society is not as good as we thought. People who should blame you can’t escape. You really regard yourself as the center of the world. Is it interesting to stand in the center of the universe and call for love?
You are under a lot of pressure and you have a hard time, so there is a reason to drag others into the water. No one knows if there will be an afterlife, but I think it is not worth wasting this life on people like you.
Gu Shaobai's three views are not correct, but he distinguishes right from wrong and understands good and evil.
So he spurned those men who obviously liked men but married women, and men who married women but were violent to her.
It's not easy for everyone, it's not just you.In the past two years when Xiao Qi was away, he thought a lot.It would be a pity to give up on love without even trying, so he thought of such a bad move.If you have something to say, it’s better to say it clearly in person. If you don’t express some feelings, others will never know what you mean.
If you like it, just say it, how would I know if you don't tell me.I just want to be lovers, why bother to be friends.
We all live carefully, not because we are afraid of hurting others, but because we are afraid that others will hurt us.
When we meet a girl we like, we have a secret crush we are hiding, we meet a boy we admire, and we like each other secretly, we all wear thick armor to deal with this soft world.