You at the same table, sleep on my upper bunk

Chapter 41

On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, Gu Shaobai asked Xiaoqi to meet in the community alone. Xia Qixi wore a beige padded jacket and walked around Gu Shaobai a few times, as if she wanted to give the meeting she hadn't seen in two years to her. Make it up.

Gu Shaobai's family still disagreed, and Xia Hongda's intentions were not clear. Both mothers followed behind to persuade Gu Shaobai's mother to be shocked at first, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was reasonable. The son of my family is a precocious temperament. He knew how to play love since he was in elementary school, and he was out of control when he was in junior high school. Chasing girls is called perseverance. The teacher tried to persuade him, and Yun Ting said it in private, but it didn't help. Then, for some reason, the child's thoughts faded away, and he never mentioned love and other things. After high school, his thoughts were spent on In terms of study, although he was a dragging student who opened the back door and walked in at the beginning, the child didn't know what medicine he took wrongly, and after the second grade of high school, he became strenuous and worked hard.

Every time I go home, the elders will praise his family by name and name. Papa Gu was very relieved at that time, thinking that the child has grown up and learned to behave, and will never do those messy things again. He never wanted to hit him. behind.

Papa Gu couldn't figure it out, how could a good boy bend like this!

What a surprise.

The weather in midwinter is usually very cold, Gu Shaobai kept stamping his feet beside the flower bed, and the appearance of jumping up and down made Xiao Qi amused. Staring at Xiaoqi's face, as if trying to see a flower from a human face, Xia Qixi is already white, and Britain is a foggy country, her face that has not seen the sun for the past two years is even more dull and bright.

Gu Shaobai has been a rough guy since junior high school. After college, he has been jumping on the football field every day, his cheeky skin is shiny and shiny.I can only say that it is Hei’s health. When I got off the plane, Xiaoqi was startled, thinking what happened to this guy.

Gu Shaobai's taste is always the same, the big red and red scarf is hung around his neck so that he can be very ostentatious, he pulls people to sit on the bench in the community, it is cold in winter, so there are no pedestrians on the road, so Young Master Gu boldly pulls it Xiao Qi's hand was in his hand.

"There was still some meat before, but now it's all bones." Gu Shaobai, who was holding the man's hand, said sincerely, his face was full of pity. When the two of them were crowded together, although Xia Qixi was thin, it was not like today So thin, there used to be a little baby fat on his face, but now it is all bones, and there is no place to pinch.

Gu Shaobai's distress was probably too obvious, and the person sitting next to him explained in a low voice: "I lost weight before I knew it, and I don't know what's going on."

The aggrieved Xia Qixi is really obedient, with fluffy hair and soft eyes, Gu Shaobai is distracted.

"You...you don't always eat well."

There was also distress in the words of reproach, Gu Shaobai grabbed the man's shoulders, tilted his head and leaned close to the man's chest.That feeling is warm and comfortable, like drinking a small wine, light and intoxicated.

"It's been a long time since I've been so close to you, I really miss the old days."

Xia Qixi smiled wryly, thinking of the old days, when they were only in high school, they didn't know the world and sorrow, thought that holding hands together would last a lifetime, but ah, a lifetime is too long. When you are ready, you will be separated, and you will separate when you grow up without knowing how much you love each other.

The children of the Xia family are delicate in their thoughts. As soon as Dad Xia mentioned the matter of the country, he guessed all kinds of things in his heart. Xia Hongda pretended not to know even if he didn't tell the truth. Either can hurt the other.

He had no choice but to pretend to be strong, and made a decision for two people alone.Later, he still left and cried behind his back.

Unfamiliar with England, he often wakes up in the middle of the night, the days without Gu Shaobai are very difficult, the bed without Gu Shaobai is very empty, his day is his night, and two hearts are broken across an ocean.

In the days without Xia Qixi, he was used to being alone.

In the days without Gu Shaobai, he learned to eat alone, go to school alone, hide all his worries in his heart, and carry all his sorrows by himself.The more people there are, the more lonely they are, and they habitually walk behind them.

At that time, there was still Eason Chan's "Long Time No See" in his mobile phone, and he listened to it silently while holding the book. He heard Eason Chan sing: "Will you suddenly appear at the coffee shop on the corner", many times he deliberately He stopped at the corner of the street, but the person he missed never appeared once. He traveled through the sea of ​​people with a book in his arms, and often met a student whose back looked like Gu Shaobai. He followed behind, looking at the back, he could follow very far away.

In fact, he misses him very much, always misses him.

The weather in the foggy city is very rainy, and he often forgets to bring an umbrella when he is alone, and he is running fast with a shoulder bag, but he is always wet.

Cambridge in the UK is so big that it made him feel uneasy. He took a photo at the school gate and sent it to Xia Hongda in Beijing. He was wearing a thick plaid scarf, with the crowd behind him, and his loneliness was hidden in the thin mist. soul.

When the new year was approaching, I received a call from Gu Shaobai, saying that he was going to get engaged, and I hope he can come back.After losing his mind, he hung up the phone and got drunk in the dormitory. The drunken man shouted with tears: "Gu Shaobai, Gu Shaobai, you finally became someone else's, you finally became someone else's." other's".

At first it was a small cry, and later it turned into a wail. He didn’t have many friends in a foreign country, so he slept on the floor all night drunk in the dormitory. That night was really cold, and his heart trembled. .

He was the first person I saw after returning to China. He was dark and strong in the crowd. Xia Qixi pushed his glasses and smiled, polite and distant, pretending not to care. At that time, Xia Qixi liked to listen to Xue Zhiqian "Actor", probably because the lyrics fit my state of mind very well.

The lyrics say: "The appearance of not caring is my last performance. It is because I love you that I choose to perform, this kind of fulfillment."

He thought there would be a so-called fiancée who came with him, he thought it would be more embarrassing to meet each other, but there was none. , Gu Shaobai followed behind, his rustling footsteps rubbed against the gravel road.

He heard him shouting in the cold wind: "I don't have a fiancee or a lover, I just want to trick you back."

"Do you know that I miss you so much..."

Then she was caught off guard and shed tears, reddish eyes, slightly curved mouth corners.He thought, maybe this is love. Some people say it, some people believe it, some people foolishly find a reason to redeem it, and some foolishly believe it.

I was never naive, I just wanted to believe in you.The best of us, the worst of us, I am willing to accept.

He has traveled many roads with him and had many troubles, but in the end he was still reluctant to compromise with reality.

It was in the winter of 2016. Gu Shaobai and Xia Qixi publicly told their family about their love for each other. They are so small that they can’t shake the whole world or change the society’s point of view. Some people still expressed disgust after hearing this story, still Someone scolded them for their perverted neuropathy behind their backs.

And I just want to say: "You can not understand, but please don't hurt".