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Chapter 7 The Middle Past 6

Hero

The four eyes met, and the hero first asked in surprise, "Why is it just you?"

Coincidentally, An Ning asked the same question.

"Where is Liu Huaiyu?"

"What are you doing?" An Ning changed the question.In fact, An Ning was not curious.

"Stealing the net!" After finishing speaking, he smiled honestly, as if he was a little embarrassed.

"It's a coincidence to hear that you and Ge Rushuang are in the same school."

Walking together on the road, two people who are not good at words also feel that it is awkward not to say anything, and one of them tries his best to talk about something to pass the time and cover up the embarrassing footsteps.

"Well, different classes in the same school."

2 minutes seems like two hours.There seems to be a real difference in the speed of time passing, wait, is this an example of time being curved

"Are you writing a novel?" An Ning thought of the last field trip, and thought that he was just treated as a ghost?

"Oh. How do you know, my aunt said that I have too much imagination, and I am cranky all day long." He felt that he was being praised, and he agreed with embarrassment, "I am indeed writing a story. There are people who acquire superpowers. Some people are infinite, some people can change shape, and some people can control people's minds."

"Send me the link later, it sounds interesting." An Ning put her hands in her pockets, her neck shrunk because of the cold.

"What about you, what superpowers do you have in your novel?" An Ning thought of the kid in the story, is he a hero?

"Back to the past...it's awesome. Hey, you're in my story too." He shifted his focus.

"Yeah, do I have superpowers?"

"Your ability is to keep secrets.  … "

"It's like the kind of shop owner who makes a living by trading news. I opened a small bar." An Ning thought it was funny.

"No, only Ge Rushuang can do that kind of thing." He chuckled.

"It's interesting. But my super powers seem to be quite useless." An Ning said sincerely.

He wants to be able to manipulate time, what in the past makes him want to change?

In fact, it is all in vain.We always like to say, give me another chance, I will definitely succeed, come back, become famous or be happy!Just because you are you, if you give ten more chances, you will still choose the same road at the fork, or you will still take a different road to get the same result.It's all predestined, not a predestined conspiracy, but a person's character, growth environment and experience that determine which path he will take, which coat he will wear, and which man or woman he will love.

People always have all kinds of situations and want to change, but it is a waste of effort.It is good to be alive in this world, there is no need to be demanding.

The road from the dormitory building is still far away.

"The story you told last time seems to be true..." An Ning said halfway, but immediately regretted it.

The other party just said ah, and fell into the snow.

"Maybe it's because I've watched too many movies. Knowing what kind of atmosphere to create for the audience can most whet their appetite..." The hero smiled proudly.

"You are very suitable." An Ning didn't say what it was specifically suitable for.

"I might be one of those terrible writers when I write novels. Don't they all say that novels need to be precipitated by life?

The road is still very long, stepping on street lamps and snow, silent all the way, can't find anything to say.An Ning stood at the door of the dormitory building, watching him walk alone in the snow, with his head lowered, his shadow was dragged out of shape.No matter how you look at it, he feels sad.

In the dormitory, Ge Rushuang stood by the window as usual, and greeted An Ning when he heard the door open.

An Ning stopped beside Ge Rushuang, and the figure of the hero could still be seen walking slowly on the path. "Hero seems to be very sad. I just met him. I don't know if it's because I haven't watched the drama." An Ning knows how to inquire about news quietly. I don't know if An Ning will do this trick in Daxia's novels.

"Poor baby," Ge Rushuang really knew everything, looked at her face, and deliberately forbeared.

"What's going on?" An Nannan was washing her face, when she heard the sound, she turned her head and asked.

"You don't know that his father is a domestic violence man, and the hero's mother is always beaten into the hospital. Her mother took him and ran away, and now his father is still in prison. The poor baby probably went to see his father today..." Ge Rushuang finished speaking in one breath.

how can there be so much misfortune how can there be so many men who are not even as good as a dog

He watched dramas every day, and he just wanted to escape from the world.Escaping has always been just paralysis, it cannot really solve the problem, and it cannot be escaped after all.What should be suffered will always be suffered, and what is about to happen cannot be stopped.What a profound truth it is to let nature take its course. Everyone understands it, but not everyone is willing to follow it.

If you give me a chance, I must keep him, and I can't let him go no matter what.As long as he stays with us, that's enough.Give me one more chance and don't be a fool.

Finally, the figures of heroes could not be distinguished from each other in the night.The other three girls in the dormitory were browsing with their mobile phones under the covers, while An Ning was still standing by the window.There was the sound of water filling in the water pipe, and the sound of the sound was very clear in the night.

"Oh, listen, girls, what's that sound!" An Nannan heard it first, and couldn't help jumping for joy.

Water injection, heating.

When the holiday is about to come, the dormitory and teaching buildings will finally be as warm as spring.After the long autumn, An Ning's wandering heart found a direction, a rare desire to stop, enjoy life, and enjoy every moment.Is this love? An Ning wanted to laugh. In the quiet night, regardless of their contempt or surprise, she laughed out loud.

The lights in the dormitory were turned off, An Ning was still standing by the window, of course she couldn't laugh.Growing up freely from a young age, An Ning, who should have been fearless of people's words, was confident and happy, had so many scruples and worries.The shadow is not only the influence of childhood, but as long as it is a shadow, it is a scar that cannot be removed. It hurts when you touch it, and itches when you don't touch it.

The snow outside is shining brightly, as gentle as the moon, like a woman humming softly.

But when the moon is shining, I can always think of the small yard at home.The cherry tree in the yard is always lonely, but it is so strong, it blooms and bears fruit on time every year, and leaves.

"An Ning, close the curtains, how can you sleep when there is light?" Lin Xiao was not very happy, and sat up from the quilt and complained loudly.An Ning was afraid of making her unhappy again, so she hurriedly drew the curtains tightly and walked back to her bed on tiptoe.

The curtain cuts light and darkness in two.In this dark section, An Ning took some effort to distinguish clearly.People always need light, sun and warmth.Even if I have been hurt by the sun and suffered from the light, I still can't get rid of my dependence on them.No matter how relaxed you are in the dark, as long as you live and want to live, you can't live in the shadows all the time.

Yes, light is needed, love is needed, soft voices are needed, kind touches are needed, kisses are needed, hugs are needed.All a good girl needs, An Ning needs.

Tormented by excitement, An Ning suffered from insomnia again.Tossing and turning unable to sleep.An Nannan hummed in her sleep, probably because of Sadako in the movie.Close your eyes, in a trance, you can see the lonely back of the hero in the snow, leaving a long series of footprints on the snow, silent, and the picture is black and white.An Ning followed and picked up the footprints one by one and held them in her hands, but they immediately melted away and turned into water.His hand was so cold that he couldn't hold it tightly, as if he was frozen.With every movement, the joints creaked, like rusted gears. An Ning was afraid that they would break, so she held them carefully.When he looked up again, Liu Huaiyu turned into the hero's back, and the picture also turned into color.He stood under the tree, with mottled green shadows on his body, stepping on clusters of summer red flowers, smiling all over his face.He asked, "An Ning, you're here too." The voice sounded distant and ethereal, and it didn't seem to come from his throat at all.His canine teeth were stuck in the corner of his mouth, and his smile was literally shining. "Look, this tree is so beautiful." Looking in the direction he pointed, the tree beside him unexpectedly opened its branches and leaves, and jumped up in a short while.The thin and long branches have been growing and growing, and they seem to have no head.The new leaves are all tender red, twisted and unwilling.An Ning could clearly hear their suppressed wailing, woo-woo-woo-woo-woo softly sobbing.But he still said, "An Ning, how beautiful you look." The footprints in his hand turned into water, flowing slowly to the ground along his fingertips.Only then did An Ning realize that she was stepping on the soft snow with the pitch-black night above her head.But he and the old tree stood in the light of the sun.He grabbed An Ning, gently pressed her to the ground with his arms, pointed at the sky solemnly and said, "Shh, look, how beautiful it is."An Ning became low and short, lying on the grass, still only heard the cherry tree whimpering and the leaves stretching out.An Ning jumped up and wanted to call Liu Huaiyu to see it, but she said "Dad, Dad, look, the cherry tree has grown up".There was no one around, and An Shaolin and Liu Huaiyu were nowhere to be found.In an instant, the cherry tree actually melted, and the tender red leaves turned into water, which poured over An Ning's head. "Dad, Dad!", An Ning was hoarse but did not receive any response.Looking up, An Ning's head was against the night, as dark as ink.He bowed his head, peacefully, with his feet on the snow, his whole body seemed to be frozen, and creaked every time he moved, like a dilapidated wooden door.

An Ning felt terrified, and helplessly squatted on the ground hugging her knees, with her eyes open, she could see nothing but the darkness of the night.After a while, I slowly recognized the wall I was leaning against, the familiar quilt and pillow, oh, it turned out to be just a dream.Waking up from the dream, the fear entrenched in my heart still couldn't be dispelled.The content of the dream escaped immediately, but it felt like it was branded on the body.An Ning exhaled heavily, wanting to be calm, the best would be a hug that can drive away fear.In the cold night, he could only hug his arms and force himself to continue to sleep.There was a gurgling sound from the water pipe, which was especially harsh in the silence.

An Ning seemed to be standing on the edge of a cliff, and if she was not careful, her body would be smashed to pieces, and she would never be restored.Walk forward tremblingly, there is nothing to rely on.Live well, only by living can you have a chance to be happy.

The phone rang suddenly, and Ge Rushuang, who was on the bed next to her, raised her arm, An Ning quickly put on her earphones and pressed the answer button.

"Hey hey hey, An Ning, guess where I am Hey, An Ning, there is a moon now, have you seen it, how beautiful..." Liu Huaiyu drank too much, and he could almost smell his alcohol through the phone .The wheezing sound was amplified into a loud noise through the earpiece, and there was wind outside.

He was drunk under the moon and stood smiling in the summer.

"Why are you calling again! Come on, you shut it down for me!" The voice of the squad leader came over, and the two fought, "Hero, help me!"

The call came to an abrupt end.

Back to tranquility, An Ning couldn't fall asleep no matter what.An Ning was still happy when the phone was connected, just as he was about to listen to someone talk, he appeared.Although it was drunk, it was not completely nonsense.

The scenery of the moon crawling on the snow is beautiful, the light is lukewarm, but the snow is white and shining.Of course there are shadows standing in the snow, but even the shadows have warmth and emotions.The scenery is certainly pleasant, and what is even more beautiful is that he would think of sharing it with her.

An Ning stood on the edge of the cliff, walking forward tremblingly, if she was not careful, she might be smashed to pieces.Still have to move forward.Standing still is even more torture.

Contrary to the heroes, the superpower that An Ning least wants to have is to go back in time.In the past, Chen Zhima An Ning didn't even have the courage to face it.So An Ning tried her best to avoid the past, not to mention not wanting or missing.Even so, it still hurts.

The three boys supported each other and struggled forward. Liu Huaiyu, who was held up, always waited for an opportunity to take out his mobile phone to make a call.Obviously, he was using wine to relieve the hero's sorrow, but in the end Liu Huaiyu was drunk.It was already the next morning when I woke up.Liu Huaiyu was indeed broken. Looking at the picture of him hugging the old locust tree in the hero's phone, he couldn't recall the details of being drunk, let alone the phone call.

"Really, I really said this to An Ning, why don't you stop me a little bit?" Liu Huaiyu, who was in the cafeteria, listened to her good brother helping to recall, and shook her head repeatedly refusing to admit it.

"You called your old man first, and said that if he gets married again, you will break off with him..." The squad leader drank the porridge as if nothing had happened, "What should I do, your living expenses..."

"Why didn't you stop me!" Liu Huaiyu hurriedly took out her mobile phone, so remorseful that she even forgot An Ning's fault.An Ning and An Nannan sat down at the table next to them. Seeing that Liu Huaiyu was acting uncharacteristically, and her pitch was also lowered by an octave, they just nodded to the phone in agreement.

"What's wrong with him?" An Nannan asked softly.An Ning didn't say a word about the phone call last night.

"Apologize to his old man..." The hero gloated and took pictures with his mobile phone.

"Deserved it!"