Yes or no

Chapter 6 In the middle of the past 5

The most difficult thing about winter in the north is not the snow but the lack of heating even after the snow falls.The sudden cold air caught people off guard.In November, the class attendance rate was surprisingly high.Those who follow dramas, those who play games, and those who sleep are all huddled together in the classroom to keep warm.It has been gloomy for two or three days and I haven't seen the sun. An Nannan has the illusion that the cloudy day is warmer than the sun.

"I rushed so far to go to school just for the heat!" An Nannan breathed on her hands, "Who would have thought it would be so cold!" An Nannan, who was wrapped three layers inside and outside three layers, was so cold that her teeth chattered and her lips turned purple from the cold .

An Ning's perception of heat and cold is not as sensitive as An Nannan's. "It hasn't snowed yet, it's only cold after it snows, you're wearing such thick clothes now, what are you going to wear in December?"

An Nannan gave her a blank look, "If I don't wear such a thick coat now, I won't live until December. Hey, aren't you cold?" She stared at An Ning, wearing only a coat, and her expression remained unchanged. "Hey, not being afraid of the cold is a bonus for cultivating immortals? Then you have to bring me one!" An Nannan teased.

There is a wind, whistling through the body, as rough as a man, or woman, who can't wait.

"Just your skin!" An Ning lowered her head under her stare, saw her trembling hand tucked into her sleeve, pulled it up and held it in her hand.

"Oh, you're a stove, it's really warm!" An Nannan felt the benefits, and stretched out her other hand to keep warm.

An Ning, who was quite proud, wrapped her hands in his own as much as possible, passing on all the warmth.After a while, the heat remained constant, and An Ning's hands were also flushed from the cold.Feeling the loss of heat, An Nannan withdrew her hand and continued breathing into it.Still cold.

The sky is very low, and the whole city seems to be put into a jar, and it is gloomy.

"Come on!" An Ning grabbed her hand again and quickly stuffed it into her pocket. An Ning was still holding the other hand. An Nannan struggled a bit and agreed.After all, there is no wind in the pocket.The two girls moved forward awkwardly, and it took half an hour to move into the teaching building.Of course they were late, and the two of them were sitting in the first seat with so many eyes, but they were still leaning against the door.cold.

The professor didn't even want to take off the wool scarf, and stood on the stage with his arms folded, pacing back and forth.

An Ning sat for a while, then took off her coat and put it on the back of the chair.Not only An Nannan was dumbfounded.

"Are you cold? What if you catch a cold if you don't wear clothes?" An Nannan was surprised, holding the clothes to put on An Ning.

Anning nuzzled, "It's not cold." Stopped her hand.

The classroom was clear and cold, and even the popularity of the voice could not cover the chill.

Hearing the sound, An Nannan immediately turned around, wrapped herself in clothes, heh, the warm sunflowers were about to bloom, and An Nannan seemed to really smell the smell of sunflowers in a daze.

During the break, An Nannan didn't want to move, she huddled in her chair and lost interest in everything.At this moment, she is like a frog in winter, preparing to sleep.The reaction was also slow, and I couldn't care about anything.The voice in her body kept saying to her, go to sleep, go to sleep.

An Ning was lying on the table with only a thin hoodie on her body.Of course the coat was still on her.Listening to the pop music playing in her earphones, watching the red earphone wire connecting the two of them together, as if tied by a red rope.

Finally it snowed.

The snowflakes drifted unhurriedly, drifting, drifting all afternoon, covering all the roads and all the voices of people.

Although An Nannan was excited, she couldn't bear the cold. She hugged An Ning's arm and dragged An Ning to the cafeteria door in fear, unwilling to stay outside for the slightest bit.Accompanying her back to the dormitory, An Nannan immediately got under the covers, turned on the computer, and followed the drama with a cup of hot milk tea.An Ning stood in front of the window watching the people coming and going outside, the snowflakes fell on their shoulders or the ends of their hair without distinction.What are they thinking? Are they sad or happy? In fact, they like people. They like to hide in a safe place and watch them. They like to secretly speculate on their thoughts.

"A'Ning, do you think Liu Huaiyu likes you?" She poked her head out from under the quilt on the bed.

"What does he like me for?" An Ning turned around and smiled, without turning on the light, An Ning turned her back to the light outside, An Nannan couldn't see her expression clearly.

"Ah Ning, I think he's not that reliable, he's a sweetheart, so many girls are jumping on him, he's already spoiled him, just like that Jin Yanxi. Do you know if Jin Yanxi is him, sir? It must be pretty good-looking, and the person is not bad, and the name is also artistic, and it is useless to put it on him..." An Nannan pressed the pause button of the computer.

An Ning didn't follow for a while, was she talking about Jin Yanxi or Liu Huaiyu?

"Do you two have any blood feud? Why does Dudu have such a deep prejudice against him?" An Ning couldn't help laughing.

"Who knows, I just don't like him." An Nannan got back under the quilt, pressed the space bar, and the screen began to scroll.

An Ning also turned around and went back.It's getting dark.

A man walks along the lake, leaving footprints in the snow.

When it was snowing when he was a child, An Yan would chase An Ning all over the yard, crying, "Wait for me, An Ning, wait for me!" An Yan would deliberately speed up, throw him away, and wait for him to cry behind him.Usually at this time, An Shaolin would hug An Yan, let him ride on his shoulders, and carry him on to continue chasing.Du Yun would stand on the porch in heavy clothes, nervously scolding, "Slow down, don't drop the child!"

It seems that since childhood, An Ning is not afraid of the cold.

An Ning likes the first snow and the first shortened day for no reason.The first semester was drawing to a close, and An Ning finally got used to the pillows in the dormitory, and was finally able to sleep peacefully.Since returning from the field trip, Lin Xiao's expression towards An Ning has become worse and worse with the weather, but An Ning seems to be unable to see anything.Especially in front of people, he is more willing to chat with Lin Xiao, smiling and not at all like An Ning.

Do evil, do evil! An Ning blames herself every time she sees Lin Xiao's face full of anger and holding back her anger.

Liu Huaiyu seemed to be looking for footprints, but she seemed surprised to see the deer at the end of the path.

"Are you here too?" he said.

Eileen Chang said, when you meet the person you meet among millions of people, during thousands of years, in the boundless wilderness of time, neither one step too early nor one step too late, if you happen to catch up, then there is nothing else to say, only Someone gently asked, "Oh, are you here too

Yes, you are here too.I had looked forward to it with joy, searched for it, and went around in a big circle. The man waited in the dimly lit place, so naturally he had nothing else to say, and all he said was hypocritical.

"Yes!" Anning replied.I'm right here.

He just laughed.The canine teeth are stuck in the corner of the mouth, pure as if untouched by the world.An Ning thinks he is really beautiful.From the time he said "I'm with you, it's very beautiful without talking", An Ning recognized his clean soul under the appearance.Even if he always has a cynical attitude towards people, or is ambiguous with someone, An Ning can still see that his pure heart is more beautiful than anyone else.

"Hey, where's An Nannan?"

"Dormitory. She is afraid of the cold"

"It's rare, you two are not together. Hey, do you think you were made of snow?" Liu Huaiyu caught up with An Ning and stood shoulder to shoulder.Snow fell on their shoulders, and they were like any other couple in love.

An Ning stopped in her tracks, not knowing why.

"I saw you give An Nannan your clothes in class, you weren't cold." Liu Huaiyu wanted to shudder when he thought about it.

"It's okay, she's afraid of the cold." An Ning explained.You didn't look at her face, it was purple from the cold.

Two figures walked by in front of them, in white and pink coats, their arms were linked.

Not wearing glasses, Liu Huaiyu looked at An Ning in a daze, and asked, "What are you thinking?"

The lake water has frozen, and the snow on the ice looks purer.There are no footprints on it, only a few withered and yellow leaves, like embellishments.

"I was thinking, in summer, there must be crowded lotus leaves here, with lush vegetation and blooming flowers...now the snow has covered everything!"

"You don't like snow? At this time, there is no snow, no flowers and no grass! You don't like snow days?"

"I just miss summer a little bit. Liu Huaiyu, do you want to see snowflakes?" An Ning suddenly laughed, her voice full of brilliance.

Liu Huaiyu raised his head to look at the sky, followed with his hands, trying to find the most complete snowflake to see.The raised sleeve was pulled down, and following her slender fingers, she found a glistening snowflake on the tip of her nose, about to melt.

Her complexion was crimson like a peach blossom.The eyebrows and eyes are stretched, like a rainbow.

If there is an island, Liu Huaiyu is willing to learn from Huang Laoxie, planting peach trees, looking at the flowers in spring and the fruits in autumn.It is best to be able to look at his beauties all year round, frowning or smiling.

"Hey, you're back." An Ning greeted the person opposite, and Liu Huaiyu was dragged into reality at once.

Lin Xiao and Ge Rushuang. "Look at your leisure and elegance!" Ge Rushuang responded with a smile, "Let's go." After speaking, he pulled Lin Xiao, who was ashen-faced, and left.The poor girl didn't even bat an eye.

"Lin Xiao doesn't seem very happy, do you think I'm going too far?" An Ning asked in a daze, Liu Huaiyu was confused.

"Where are you going?" The sky was gloomy, and the entire campus sank into ink.An Ning felt that it was time to break up with him, tortured by self-blame and guilt, An Ning was about to explode at any time.And for such a beautiful person, it's best to let him see everything.

"Where are you going?" Liu Huaiyu didn't want to say goodbye.

"Library. Goodbye!" An Ning forced a smile, then turned and disappeared down the path, merging with Moshi.

The hair was covered with snowflakes, and the first to fall had melted.An Ning didn't really go to the library, but just walked around the 17th floor, and then stopped on the steps outside the building.Unnamed dead vines and vines entangled the dilapidated gray wall, trying to hide it.

On the days of Chuxue, it is best to have someone to accompany you, and you can do whatever you want, or as he said, do nothing, say nothing, just stand there and it will be very beautiful.An Ning wanted to talk to someone.

"The road is covered by snow. I got lost on the 17th floor. Do you want to come and pick me up?" An Ning finished editing the text message, hesitated to press the send button, and then deleted it after thinking about it.We only separated for a while, hypocritical, why are you so hypocritical, it doesn't look like An Ning at all.

"It's not so cold now, what are you doing?" An Ning sent the message to An Nannan in the dormitory.

1 minute, 2 minutes, 3 minutes, no reply.

An Ning stood in the open space behind the building, leaning against the shadow of an old tree in the snow, feeling some warmth and support.Some people need the warmth of noise, some people need light, and some people long for light but can also be warmed by darkness.An Shaolin taught the two children to appreciate the natural scenery, feel the rising and setting of the wind and clouds, the rising and setting of the sun and the moon, the changing of the rain and snow, and the warm wind on a sunny day.At every moment of the first snow or rain, An Ning had to think of An Shaolin.That man who was so determined to abandon his family and children, why did he become a father.

Given another chance, will he choose to marry Du Duyun?

A group of boys dressed in street clothes appeared on the path behind the tree. The earphone in the middle was hung around the neck, surrounded by stars like the moon. The group obviously did not expect the existence of An Ning, when she was just a ball attached to her Shadows in shadows.After all, she was in a daze, almost indistinguishable from a ghost.

"I'm going, scare me!" A boy on the opposite side really jumped exaggeratedly, and then cautiously approached the old tree, as if wanting to find out the truth of the shadow.The light of the street lamp was [-] meters away, shining faintly on the snow, "If it's a zombie, will I be sacrificed?" He turned around and joked, guessing that the shadows were mostly plastic bags wrapped around trees, or old newspapers .

Shadow was stunned, at a loss.

"I owe it to you. Can you go?" The boy with earphones in the middle beckoned the others to leave indifferently.

"Hey, classmate, what are you doing so late at night! You scared me to death, are you frozen?" He stretched out his finger to poke Shadow's shoulder, but was knocked off by An Ning, and he returned to the team knowingly.Perhaps because of standing outside for a long time, An Ning's eyes were cold and sharp.

A group of people on the opposite side laughed secretly, and stepped into the 17th floor along the edge of the street lights. The 17th floor is dedicated to community activities. There are three floors in total, next to the library. There is a small empty room in the basement, as if it has been forgotten, where An Ning can get a strange sense of belonging.

The reply came, "Look at Sadako. Ah Ning, I might have a nightmare tonight."

"Don't come back too late, it's still snowing."

The light from the mobile phone also shone faintly on her snow-like face.

It's really not cold when it snows.An Ning was still standing under the tree, with the first snow that was far away from home on her head, and there was a fire in her heart that was eager to ignite.An Ning wants to make a break with the past.Those years of unexamined and unbearable looking back are all thrown away, and I don't care about the likes and dislikes of the world.Just go after it, face it.After being washed by the first snow, An Ning felt that she was completely new. She was an innocent and good girl, and she deserved all the good things in this world, and she had the right and obligation to pursue good things.Thinking of this, I immediately felt at ease, and the fire in my heart ignited violently, turbulently, with the momentum to devour everything.

Burn it, burn it.

Reluctantly slapping the snow off her body, An Ning went back into the dark room in the basement.

The next door finally didn't rehearse a play today. To be honest, An Ning is really tired of their lame lines and their pretentious and exaggerated acting skills.Next door tonight is the gentle sound of the piano, even though it comes through a rough speaker, it still sets off a peaceful heart.

The basement was darker and more sedate than the night outside.You can't see anything in the dark, so you don't have to worry about it.An Ning felt peaceful, even as gentle as the piano next door.

"A Ning, I'm a little scared, I always have that Sadako in my head..." After receiving An Nannan's text message, An Ning decided to go home.

The sudden sound of footsteps came from far to near, and he hesitated at the door for a while, then the thin door panel was unscrewed, and the energy-saving light bulbs in the corridor cast a crooked piece of light on the floor of the originally dark cabin, and the fireworks light in the corner appeared at this moment. So inconspicuous, not worth mentioning.

He stood in the light with a burly figure, and the light on the ground was almost filled by his shadow.An Ning who had just obtained a moment of tranquility was disturbed again, An Ning in a rage prayed for the other party to leave quickly.But no, he opened the door to the maximum, and now the light is all over the room. At this moment, she would rather turn herself into a tattered mop standing in the corner.

"It's your classmate again, are you a ghost?" He first saw the situation in the room clearly, and was very surprised.She was leaning against the wall, a stub of cigarette dancing between her fingers, her hair was tucked into a hoodie, a small tuft, like a lilac tree in midsummer.

Ghosts would rather be ghosts.

An Ning stood up against the corner of the wall, threw the cigarette butt on the ground, stepped on his shadow, and walked by his side as if no one else was there.His face is like a child's, childish.

"Xiao Hei, it's time to practice, what are you doing!" the boy with earphones poked his head out of the rehearsal room to say hello.

"Hey, know who's smoking next door, it's that girl again!"

An Ning couldn't hear what the other party responded.Emotional music and rhythm sounded from the bottom of the stairs.And An Ning returned to the ground.The snow stopped.Shining brightly under the street lamps.At the door of the opposite library, there is an awkward figure, the computer in his hand is held high above his head, shaking left and right.