Yes or no

Chapter 53

to reunite

The last gathering was a break-up meal when they were graduating, and the world has been boundless since then, and their futures have gone their separate ways.In the year of graduation, the group always discussed "when will we get together" and everyone chatted and joked, just like in class.In the second year, there was no one chatting in the group for some reason, and the QQ group was no longer used, and the WeChat group was rebuilt, and only some notifications were sent for a long time.By the third year, there was no notice at all.

When they got together again after four years, the 42 people couldn't get together anyway.People keep saying that distance is not a problem, but in fact it is not, distance is the biggest problem.The farthest distance in the world is not when I stand in front of you but you don’t know that I love you, but when you love each other clearly, but you have to separate Yin and Yang, and the two places live apart.Having said that, there is also a problem with this statement. After a person dies, does love still exist?

Cough, what do you love or not? It's not a girl from Huaichun!

It doesn't matter if they don't get together, anyway, once they get together, something will happen!

Hero originally didn't want to attend any party, even this wedding.Daxia’s junior high school history teacher is radical in thinking, and moral education teaching takes up 45 minutes in series during class.From the historical significance of the French Revolution, to the fact that the people who participated in the class reunion were worthless, the characters who appeared in the middle of the show hurriedly had a face-to-face meeting and were pulled down.Later, the history teacher passed away unexpectedly. It is said that because of participating in a class reunion, he drank too much alcohol and froze to death at the gate of the community.how does this count

It’s been a while since I’ve been back to China, and now I’m free again, and my roommate, Grace, came to China for the first time from thousands of miles away to join Daxia.The girl's impression of China is basically a combination of the disheartened depression in Chinese movies and the unbelievable science popularization of "War and Sudden Bureau". The misunderstanding is so deep that it is embarrassing.Grace has a kind of urgency for Chinese culture, cities or people, and wants to correspond to the impression in her heart.You can't sweep away her sexuality, and of course you can't waste an opportunity to export culture and show the charm of the motherland because of your own selfish distractions.So before leaving, the hero said to himself that it was all for her, and even more for the mother of the motherland.

When I came to the wedding, I deliberately didn't fly, but let my roommate experience a Chinese high-speed rail.

Li Yiming went on to study as a graduate student after graduation, so he was recommended.Originally, his grades were good, and with the addition of outstanding student cadres, Shun Dang continued to hang around in the ivory tower for two years.He was originally a fine person, so he probably fooled the students in the school a lot.The most unsuitable place for a person like him is school, but he just stayed in school for the longest time.I just don't know, is he still like that? Probably not much difference.Hmph, the dog can still stop eating shit. The hero is really too lazy to see that heartless dog! But he can't see it, and the dog really cares about people's hearts.

There were less than ten people on the table, counting the family members. While drinking, they planned to go to An Nannan's house to have a bridal chamber after the end.The plan was miscarried as soon as it was formulated. Ge Rushuang waved his hand, breaking everyone's thoughts. After all, An Nannan wanted to have a baby, so what trouble did he make?

Yes, the youngest one is going to be thirty.The children I saw when I went out opened their mouths to be uncles and aunts, and they didn't bring their children.Compared with the supervisors in the unit, this crop is still young leeks, ready to be slaughtered; looking at the newcomers who have grown up, they are old cucumbers on the seedlings, they can’t be pretended to be tender, and they have to be picked off early.

The girls chattered and laughed.Married ones ask each other if they have bought a house and a car, and by the way, unmarried ones ask when they plan to get married.Except for Liu Huaiyu and Daxia, the ten people are basically working hard in this city, but they don't have many opportunities to get together.What about kissing classmates? The hero doesn't even see his own parents very often.

The boys gathered in a bunch, talking about promotions and salary increases, houses and cars, and prevention and treatment of hair loss and premature ejaculation.Because he is an old friend, after learning about the current situation, he is basically reminiscing about the fleeting years.

They are all one among all living beings, and they cannot escape Wuzhishan from the big rules.Marriage, having children, making money, what should come, none of them can escape.

The wine glass was filled up, and the white wine had a special mellow aroma, wafting around the mouth of the glass.For the first time, Li Yiming didn't stop the wine being poured for the hero, even though he still subconsciously wanted to stand up and reach out, tsk tsk, what a bad habit.Hey, I have grown up a long time ago, so I guess there are not so many taboos.

The squad leader was smoking behind the desk, laughing at the foreign friends from time to time, he couldn't explain what he was laughing at, the hero who laughed didn't feel safe at all.When did the hero who started smoking so frequently clearly remember that he used to hate the smell of cigarettes the most.At that time, when the dormitory was circled, the hero was most willing to watch dramas with a cigarette, and was scolded by the monitor almost every time. "Hate my life too long," he likes to say.

The hero suppressed the anger and true energy churning in his body, and tried not to look at his face.It's been four years, that smirk is only real in dreams, and I can grasp it. When I wake up from the dream, I often have to work hard to clean up the follow-up.He could be unscrupulous towards him in his dream, but now he is sitting at the other side of the table, but the hero dare not look at him.After a second look, the hero was also afraid that he would not be able to control himself, so he rushed up to beat him up.

So the hero listened to everyone chatting one after another, and the voice drifted farther and farther away in his heart, and he drifted to the city that could be called his hometown, the school that could be called his alma mater, the easiest place to get online on campus The library, and the quadruple dormitory where only three people live, his sheets have light blue checks and a faint smell of soap...

"Hey, monitor, why didn't you bring your girlfriend?" Miao Miao asked while picking shrimp threads.The little fat man was placed at home, and without the torment of his son, Miao Miao seemed to lose the halo of maternal love immediately, and returned to the original Miao Miao who was like a bean sprouts like a woman and a man.Miao Miao giggled, her eyes narrowed into a line.

The souls of gossip among the students here were successfully rekindled, and they talked a lot.

The squad leader was not in a hurry to answer, first glanced at the foreign friend, and said with a half-smile, "Hey, what girlfriend. It's not worthwhile to confess yourself so early in such a good time, isn't it! It’s so hard to think about it like you and the fat man, and it’s such a big hole that you still jump into it without thinking about yourself..."

"Get out! I'm so talkative! Why are you so talkative!" Miao Miao snorted.

One is right, I don’t know who I’m asking.

The hero raised his head, just in time to bump into Li Yiming's smiling smile. "You bastard," Da Xia scolded him secretly.

"Yes yes yes!" Liu Huaiyu raised his glass and lightly touched the monitor's.

"That girl in the morning is so nice, gentle and beautiful, she can show it, what else is there to dare to admit! Why, I'm not satisfied." A female classmate thought that the monitor was setting off smoke bombs.

"Hey, gentleness and beauty are not my thing! I assure the organization that the girl is really an ordinary colleague, and she has nothing to do at noon today, so why don't you just do it!! You know me, and I always take saving the common people as my mission , I see those who can’t eat..." The squad leader drank a little wine in the glass.

"Okay, stop talking! If you want me to say, the girl is willing to accompany you to the wedding, it must be interesting to you..."

"Hey, I assure the organization with my personality that my relationship with that girl is absolutely innocent!" The squad leader made a V sign with his right hand, pretending to swear, and was knocked down by Liu Huaiyu.

"I also promised to the organization that your family political committee brought your girlfriend here today!"

Everyone laughed.

"However, Miao Miao, I really envy you two. You and Fatty are really successful! Now that the children are so big. You said, there were several couples in the class who were in love at that time, right? They were the only ones who were in love. People finally get married!"

"Giving you the experience of those who have been here, the general trend of the world, the long-term unity must be divided, and the long-term must be united! It is normal to separate and unite! When two people are together, there must be countless moments when they strangle each other. After that moment, it will be done!" Miao Miao said. Said, the hand did not stop.

Those "untrained" people in the seat didn't know whether they listened or not, but the hero got into his ears and heart verbatim anyway.On-off and on-off are the norm, so

The hero's impulse to beat Li Yiming to death loosened.It is normal for others to separate and combine, and it may not be unsuitable for me, right?

"Who was there when our class fell in love?" The last question was a bit cruel and unimaginable for couples in love, so everyone changed the topic and continued to recall.

"Master Liu and..." Ge Rushuang paused for a few seconds, and then added, "With the beauty of the history department, it didn't take long for me to get well and die without any problems. At that time, I like to see them together the most. They are so concubine-loving and enviable! The point is explosive! Alas, do you remember when he kissed a historical beauty, we even took a photo... the most exciting topic in the barren school days..."

"Oh, what you girls are focusing on is...pornography!" A boy joked, and the female compatriots attacked him together.

Liu Huaiyu chuckled, it's the past.If it weren't for the reminder, who would still remember such a beautiful woman? But then again, Liu Huaiyu's girlfriend is not ugly.

"There are also heroes and class monitors!" A classmate suddenly mentioned, "It's also giving us dog food every day! We also secretly discussed in our dormitory, the two of them..."

Hearing the sound, the hero stopped chopsticks in his hand.

The seat was suddenly quiet, and Ge Rushuang coughed twice, which seemed a bit redundant, and the speaker also realized at this moment that he must have stepped on a thunderstorm.The person next to her secretly kicked her under the table.

All of a sudden, the smoke filled the air.

"Why, we broke up with you?" the foreign friend asked slowly in very unfluent Chinese.The girls sighed secretly, what kind of state is this girlfriend! Such a heart! She is so heartless!

Miao Miao hurriedly educated her friend, "Girl, that's not how to break up!"

The squad leader lit a cigarette again, and smiled, as if what was said in the seat had nothing to do with him.

The hero's heart turned over several times in just ten minutes.What is he laughing at?

"You don't like him anymore." The foreign friend finally figured out how to use breakup, decided to rephrased, and after finishing speaking, he took a special look at Miaomiao.It seems to be asking, am I using this right!

That's right, but Miao Miao couldn't fault it either, pretending to be busy grilling shrimp, ignoring the turmoil on the table.He secretly glanced at Ge Rushuang, and at the girl who slipped her tongue.

The hero raised his eyes and looked into the monitor's eyes, trying to see the result from him.The squad leader probably changed the glasses again, and the thickness is more than doubled than before.His eyes were not erratic, as if he didn't care at all.Of course, he didn't seem to hear the foreign beauty's question, he didn't open his mouth.

The hero was furious, and immediately fell into despair again.

For four years, Daxia has always held a trace of fantasy. Even a few minutes ago, he still thought that the result of not having "harmony" was because he did not reach the end.Really retarded, should he write popular novels? The hero finally made up his mind, and made his decision after four years.Heart like a knife.

The hero imitated his smile and asked slowly:

"Why did we break up?" Just by hearing the tone, it was hard to tell whether it was a joke or serious like before.

When they were in school, the two of them pretended to be lovers all day long, pretending to be CP and selling rottenness, cuddling and hugging were no problem, and the sweet talk once filled their ears.Even hearing the two of them call each other daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law, it was not so awkward and uncomfortable.Today, the hero only said "break up", which shocked most people.

Heroes seldom dress properly.The shirt was worn snugly on the body, and the chest muscles could be seen vaguely.This kid has finally learned how to keep fit after being corrupted by capitalism after going abroad for several years.When I was studying, for heroes, time could never be wasted on things other than games and watching dramas.The clothes I wear have always been to buy three pieces of the same type, and I change them, and the color does not change.As for the socks, it is even more difficult to wear different styles and colors into a pair.

At this moment, the hero sitting at the other end of the table looks like a dog, but it will be different if he has a girlfriend.

The wine glass in front of him was still full and untouched.

After flicking the cigarette ash, the squad leader naturally lowered his head and didn't look at the man's face. He hadn't seen him for many years, and he seemed much better-looking than before.After all, he has grown from a boy to a man, with a bit of maturity.I want to tell him all my thoughts, or cut myself open to show him clearly.But then what to do still have to face.Li Yiming knew what the hero was thinking. He wanted a result, or a statement, instead of hiding in a closet for a lifetime and having fun secretly.Why can't I give it to Li Yiming.

But when he asked such a sentence, the originally tense strings were loosened.He, I just like this man, even if he wants him, no one can stop him!

The squad leader regretted it a long time ago. There are so many men and women who are together smoothly. Why can’t I be like them? Don't delay and treat yourself badly.Is there anything wrong with that?

The family's repertoire for New Year's and holidays is that the seven aunts and eight aunts take turns to urge the marriage. Of course, the squad leader thinks that his parents' loving state is enviable, but he has met a lot of people when he really finds a woman. I was also picked and picked by the women, and I found more and more that it was still the man who liked me.Moreover, what should I do if I really marry a woman and come back, and I can't confess that Li Yiming has never doubted his attributes as a good person, and delaying a woman's life against his conscience, Li Yiming thinks it is too wicked to do so!

So he naturally chose to escape.

Li Yiming has many friends, and also many friends in that circle.Just because they are too familiar with their current situation.Li Yiming can control himself, and has never had that overflowing sympathy and open sexual attitude, so disease prevention and treatment can save a lot of effort.In addition, the most important thing is the pressure from society, and there is also discrimination, the most terrible of which is the pressure from people around you.Who can really ignore other people's eyes and live on their own? Isn't that nonsense?

As soon as he graduated, the squad leader said goodbye to the hero and never contacted him again.Being together is the fetter of each other, it is better to break up early and quickly.What is the name of that lyric? There is a kind of love called letting go. Four years pass in a flash. Ten years or eight years, isn’t it the same? After seven years, all the cells in the body are renewed. Who remembers who? Yeah, it's just a little bit of youthful past that was extremely boring when I was a student.As long as you don't waver in these ten or eight years, stick to it.Just like practicing kung fu, if you make a careless move, all previous efforts may be wasted, but if you survive the battle, you will be a great god above the world! With such a big position, there is no need to worry about any grudges!

But what's the point when you're done with nothing?

Li Yiming contradicted himself and couldn't figure it out.For a hero, he is still thinking about it, but he can't say it.As long as we don't meet each other and don't waver, there are still three years left, and Li Yiming feels that he can successfully pass the test.After leaving the customs, do you really understand?

The students in the seat looked at each other in blank dismay, thinking in their hearts, there must be something wrong with their relationship!

The mouthful of bone soup that Liu Huaiyu just drank sprayed Miao Miao all over.Seriously? I have long thought that they are abnormal! The squad leader has always been ignorant of his sexuality, but the seeds in the hero's computer are enough to be used as food for the male compatriots in the school. Will be bent by Li Yiming

"I said, you are a male god, you have to be a bit of an idol!" Miao Miao wiped off the soup stains by herself.

"Hey, squad leader, I want to ask you something!" Liu Huaiyu threw his arms at the people around him, Liu Huaiyu held a heart of sincerity to watch the excitement.Thinking to himself, what's wrong with this world? An Ning's matter is like a thunderbolt to Liu Huaiyu, and he hasn't recovered completely, well, the heroes and the others are fighting again!

"Miao Miao just explained to your girlfriend the applicable scope of breaking up, and immediately you come up with a wrong example"

Now he can talk.

The hero hesitated to speak.

"Can you respond positively?" Liu Huaiyu was good at knocking on the table. For this kind of thing, it's best to talk about it openly, and the taboo is to cover it up.

"Stop talking nonsense, in front of other people's girlfriends. If this matter is small, it will destroy the family harmony, and if it is big, it will hinder the friendly exchanges between the nations... In turn, the hero will be fined to kneel and rub his clothes Board!" The cigarette in the squad leader's hand was about to run out.

"One girlfriend at a time, you really don't know." The hero stared at him.

The kind classmate explained to the foreign friend what is the operation of kneeling on the washboard. The friend frowned, as if he couldn't figure it out. Why do people kneel when there is such a deep hatred?

The hero pushed forward the chopsticks, bowls and plates at hand, and the squad leader knew that this basically meant that something was going to happen.Sure enough, every party, accidents are bound to happen.

"Song Xia!" The squad leader said seriously.No matter what to say, what kind of temper, no matter what in private, in front of those people, the squad leader didn't want to come out, let alone prepare.The high-spirited spirit just now wilted in an instant, for fear that the brat Daxia would say anything without concealment.There's nothing wrong with hiding this kind of thing, right?Li Yiming, who is usually eloquent, couldn't say a word other than calling him by his name eagerly.

It is this eagerness that stimulates the hero, no matter how dull the hero is, he will know that he will leave after saying goodbye to him.Also suddenly, I remembered the lyrics of a song called "Dedicated to the World".The hero seemed to have made up his mind and ignored him.Just now he pretended not to see or hear anything, but what kind of wishful thinking did he get so quickly? I don't think so! So far, the darkness in Song Xia's heart has completely occupied the commanding heights.

"There's nothing to say, right?" The hero drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, the pungentness went straight to his heart, then he wiped the corners of his mouth, and continued, "Listen well, I happen to have one. Gray is my roommate, not a girl. Friend. I'm afraid you may have misunderstood something. Now let me tell you clearly. Listen clearly, Li Yiming, I just like men, and I don't think there's anything shameful about it. This time, why did I come all the way to attend An Nannan's wedding? Because of the deep friendship between classmates, I just want to see you through the introduction. Well, you are really the same as before! Well, I am relieved! Even if this article is finished, you go to harm Others! It’s done, I’ve finished what I want to say, you guys have fun, I’ll go first..." The hero picked up the coat that was draped over the back of Grace’s chair, and forcibly led the Grace applauded and left the room.

Liu Huaiyu spit out another mouthful of soup, and Miao Miao cursed in a low voice, "Damn it."

The squad leader's cigarette was caught between his fingers, trying to burn it out.

"If you don't chase after me," Ge Rushuang reminded, "If you don't chase after me, people will be abducted! Sooner or later you have to answer that sentence. It's a moment of pleasure to chase people, and chase them into the crematorium!"

The squad leader's face is as stable as Mount Tai, but his heart has long been turned upside down.

Heroes have been hiding in the past, hiding from their drunken father when they were young, and hiding from themselves when they grow up.Hiding in this way, one-third of my life has passed.I wanted to say these words a long time ago, so the hero felt like a real hero, fearless and fearless.During the more than 20 years of schooling, I was reminded to be honest and brave almost every day. After suffering so many losses of honesty and bravery, the hero became a real hero this time.

Grace trotted along with the hero, and asked, "Xia, why don't you have a good chat?"

What to talk about, talk about going around for so many years, still have no more love for him, or talk about how that bastard can be so cruel that he has no phone calls or text messages, let him make it clear in person, what was it back then, was it a man's wishful thinking or a man Cowardly?

Let him go, I really feed the dog with my youth and thoughtfulness.

The hero's eyes were red, and he couldn't help but want to cry.

At night, the street lights are like daytime, and the flow of people is thicker than during the day.For a while, the hero didn't know where to go.Now, it should be the same wherever you go.

"Xiaoxia," Gray stretched out his arms to give the hero a hug at the right time.

Two people standing on the street, at first glance, seem to be no different from the intimacy between lovers.The tolerance of this society is increasing day by day. Fifty years ago, a man and a woman hugging in the street was considered inappropriate and disregarded morals. Now, kissing and hugging in public does not feel inappropriate.

What if the hero is hugging a man and kissing a man?Would it take another 50 years to be blatant?

The squad leader still didn't chase him out.

After the hero completed such a pioneering feat, his heart was surging for about 3 minutes before he began to regret it.The words are so blatant, what should he do? I am not close to my family, there is no difference between inside and outside the cabinet, but he is not!

After ten o'clock in the evening, the TV program was incomprehensible, and it was turned off immediately after flipping through it.Grace changed her clothes and went out two hours ago, saying that she was enjoying the night view, and the hero knew that she probably went to a nearby bar to hang out.I don't know why, Daxia always has friends with alcohol problems around him, maybe because of some kind of attraction.

After a moment of joy, the hero fell into a strange mood and was lost.

At this moment, the door next door made a muffled bang, like a heavy object hitting the door.It should be Grace, probably because she drank too much again.The hero wrapped his nightgown tightly and walked out the door, wanting to say hello and see if he needed a hand.Most of the time it doesn't need to be, Grace is a smart and resourceful girl who seldom walks away empty-handed unless extremely drunk.

With his hand on the doorknob, he heard his own door slam loudly.

The hero was shocked.

The door was opened, and the person leaning on the door fell into the room following the door.The rare cool night wind blows away the intentional drink, the person at the door leans back against the back of the door, retreats all the way, closes the door behind him, and leaves a not too long not short distance in front of the two of them.

He raised his head slowly, looked at Da Xia with a pair of eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, and looked him over carefully. His glasses were not on the bridge of his nose, and he didn't know where he had gone.He ticked the air with his hand, motioning for the hero to go over.The hero leaned forward obediently and obediently.He was used to holding the cigarette with his left hand, (the hero suddenly realized the difference between left and right) tapped the dimple on the hero's right face, and said softly, "Hey, you had a great time today! Hero."

The hero was speechless, trembling all over.

Just when there was no hope, the appearance of this man was like a violent electric shock to a patient in shock. The heart was pounding in the chest cavity, pounding, pounding, and the blood flowed instantly, and his face turned rosy .

"What are you doing here!" He still had to pretend to be angry when he said it.The hero clenched his fists, ready to punch him on the nose at any time, then open the door and throw him out, or pull him into his arms, hold his head so that he couldn't break free, and then chain him forever , whether he likes it or not, whether he likes it or not.

He was hesitating which plan to adopt, but Li Yiming ignored the hero's words, straightened his body, and using both hands, he unbuttoned his white shirt in twos and threes, and threw it on the ground.Li Yiming is the kind of person who can't tolerate a wrinkle on his clothes. How can he stretch himself and throw his shirt on the ground? Is he Li Yiming?

His strong chest was unobstructed, and his once-proud abs were still there.

"X you uncle!" The hero knew that the man in front of him had never been skinny and shameless, so how could he have the nerve to clean himself up neatly?

"My uncle is not interested in you, the one who is interested in you is your uncle!" He poked his nose with his hand.

Then you have no news for four years, not even a fart?

"What are you doing in a daze, catch up with the progress, I have been guarding myself for more than two years for you!" The squad leader kicked off the pants that fell on his feet, and smirked at the hero who stood there dazed and somewhat at a loss, "What are you doing?" Why don’t you move, oh, sorry, don’t intervene. Come, come, uncle will help you!”

As he spoke, he threw himself on the hero crookedly, tightly wrapped his arms around the hero's waist, and never let go.Through a nightgown, I could feel two hearts colliding and beating violently.

The resentment that had supported the hero for four years was completely dispelled by his embrace.It was originally rootless, as if it had been piled up for four years after preparing for the moment of collapse.

The squad leader put his mouth on the hero's shoulder and said vaguely, "Didn't you say you won't force me?" Afterwards, the hero felt two drops of saliva or tears dripping down his back.

Yes, I said it, the hero said it.But there is only one good heart, and the mountains and the sea are far away, driving good people to go crazy, not to mention the heroes who are easy to get into the horns!

After a while, the squad leader skillfully reached into the hero's robe, touching it lightly and heavily, and the hero's body was set on fire.

He leaned into the hero's ear softly, and said, "It seems that my charm is still the same as before. I only touched it twice, and you reacted like that."

"You're such a jerk!" The hero pushed him against the mirror at the door, and Li Yiming immediately groaned.Unable to control, the hero eagerly moved forward to express himself with actions.all the way down...

The past grievances and grievances are wiped out, and the future will be discussed later.

"Song Xia, I miss you. I dare not dream about it. When I see you, I feel like I'm alive."

"What about those two years?"

"Because I don't want you."

The two hugged each other and lay down.The neon lights outside the window were flickering and swaying. After many years, in a foreign country, Li Yiming finally got close to his body, touched his heart and by the way, saw himself clearly.

No dodge, single-minded.

"Whether his heart is black or white, it is mine." The hero thought.

The years are quiet and the world is stable, that's enough.