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Chapter 50 The Middle Past 49

"Auntie, who did you have the best relationship with when you were in college?" The niece was going to report to school soon, so she moved into An Nannan's house in advance.

"An Ning." An Nannan's water-like eyes drooped to the lower left corner, and she fell into silence.

"Really? I have never seen or heard you say that you are not in contact with each other." The niece was originally curled up on the other foot of the sofa, and suddenly became more excited. "Is it because of the boy that you have cut off contact?"

"Stop watching those bloody idol dramas!" An Nannan reached out and slapped her on the forehead. The red beans on her left wrist rolled twice in the dice.Suddenly remembering that in college, An Ning always beat herself like this, while admonishing, "Don't watch those bloody idol dramas." Once, she was the most gentle and considerate fool.Bits and pieces of the past all jumped out in one go, just shaking and shaking in front of the eyes, making the eyeballs sore and astringent.

She gets up early every day to buy food, she beats up people for herself, she hands out popcorn while watching dramas, she rushes here just because of a phone call from a distance of thousands of miles, she is like a stove in winter, lying alone in bed She, who was looking at the distance and lost in thought... So many moments have passed, and they are all unspeakable stories.

An Nannan leaned back, leaned on the sofa, and said nonchalantly, "What's there to say!"

"Auntie, what do you miss the most about your first military training in college? Or the graduation ceremony?" The niece was full of interest.She has so many beautiful fantasies about tomorrow.But fantasies are like bubbles, they will burst after a few tosses, and they must burst.An Nannan felt more and more that nothing seemed real except her niece.

Once again the word graduation triggered the silence. "I still have to report tomorrow, go to bed early, or I will sue your mother." An Nan hurriedly dismissed her niece.

On the night of the graduation party, partly because of the effect of alcohol, and partly because of the infection of the confession on the spot, the atmosphere was so lively that the roof would be blown off.The waiter was used to the nonsense at the breakup meal, so he went to find a place to hide early.These high-spirited graduates were left in the huge room, cheering and crying.Anning that day was quieter than ever.Liu Huaiyu searched for An Ning's movements all night, and finally found her on the balcony behind the curtain.The two hid together behind the curtain for a while.

An Ning came over, leaned over and asked "Get out", An Nannan couldn't help frowning due to the smell of tar, and walked out of the private room one by one abnormally.

The windows in the corridor are all closed, and the wind is whistling.Responding almost instinctively, An Ning reached out and hugged An Nannan, wrapping her tightly.An Ning is a bit taller than An Nannan, like a tree that shelters from wind and rain, it is indeed warm.

"You went to smoke with him again?" An Nannan asked dissatisfied.

"Yeah." An Ning answered honestly.An Ning had her hair cut before the party, and it was cut very short.Originally, his face was a bit tough, but after cutting his hair short, he looked more like a boy.

"Smoking less, how are your lungs? If you continue like this, you will die of nicotine sooner or later... Didn't you guys break up and hang around with you?"

"You are jealous, can't you still be friends after breaking up?"

"whispering sound······"

"Just chatting occasionally. Don't worry, we will definitely not be together. And, I promise, Nan Nan, I will never fall in love until you find a lover..." An Ning became serious.

"whispering sound!"

The two were speechless.The corridor is really long and silent.They were probably the only ones left in the entire hotel.There was another burst of cheers from the box behind.The dim wall lamps are long, no matter how you look at them, they are ambiguous, in order to reflect today's atmosphere?

"A-Ning, shall we go out to play later?"

An Ning didn't answer.An Nannan looked up and saw her face, which seemed to have changed from the first time he saw her.It happened that she also lowered her eyes to look over, her face was red, maybe it was because of drinking or something else.Some wind blows from the window of the small room, bringing with it the coolness of the rainy night.

An Ning almost hugged An Nannan, squeezed into a small private room, and pushed against the door.The dim light from the crack of the door made it even more ambiguous.She may have gone mad at last.The breathing of the two became obviously rapid. An Nannan had never imagined such a scene, and now that it came, she was somewhat looking forward to it, and let nature take its course.

"Nan Nan?" She asked again, seeming a little anxious, so she wanted to quickly confirm An Nannan's existence.Slowly seeing each other's outlines in the dark, fingers can feel each other's body, her eyes are bright, eager, tentative, and afraid.

"En." An Nannan responded softly, raised her head, met her gaze, put her arms around her waist, and explored along the portrait.An Ning smiled imperceptibly, as if relieved.

Facing the answering voice of the other party, An Ning kissed her involuntarily, her lips touched for a moment, the soft and cold touch almost made An Ning's head explode.All I want is more.An Nannan struggled a bit, but couldn't break free from the entanglement.Maybe it was destined, the two of them knew each other's minds well from a certain moment, but they deliberately didn't reveal it.Only in this way can we enjoy every minute and every moment together with peace of mind, without restraint, advance can be attacked, and retreat can also be defended.

An Ning's lips moved behind her ears, and her body was pressed tightly against the wall. An Nannan felt that she couldn't move.The smell of cigarettes that belonged to her lips and teeth still lingered on her tongue.An Nannan had no choice but to obey or join in.Her body attached to her was as hot as a stove, she was burning with lust, and she just wanted a proper vent.

An Nannan's blurred eyes greatly aroused the other's nerves. She put one hand into An Nannan's hair to stabilize her head, and the other hand cruised on her body, all the way down, over the obstacles Over the mountains and ridges to reach the destination.She sucks greedily and imprints on her body domineeringly.

An Nannan closed her eyes, feeling the other person's nimble tongue wandering wantonly between her lips and teeth again, this strange feeling made her heart itch.

want more.

Not enough, far from enough.

The heartbeats of two people are superimposed, the bodies of two people are superimposed, and the lips of two people are superimposed. No, it feels like there is a lack of oxygen.The more I feel suffocated, the more I cannot leave her lips.The mind is empty, those rules and customs and the world are all put aside, at this moment there is only her and her peace, only this desire that will be suffocated and rises endlessly.

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter anyway.

Don't even think about it, it's useless anyway.Just enjoying the moment is enough.

Pleasure pierced through her body like an electric shock, her breathing was the same heavy, and their rhythm was the same.

There was a sound of joking and squabbling in the corridor. An Nannan got smart and pricked up her ears to detect the sound outside vigilantly. An Ning stopped her movements and exhaled lightly.Her hands were still pinching An Nannan's waist, and her head was still resting on her shoulder.

"Hey, Young Master Liu, how many of us brothers are still waiting for you to confess your love? Graduation dinner is the best time to confess your love and break up. Why is there no movement?" the squad leader asked excitedly.

"Yeah, yeah, straight to the wall in public, and then a forced kiss. It's not in vain for you to be so determined in the past four years!" The hero chimed in.

"That's right, if you followed other people's buttocks and passed cigarettes every day to explain the philosophy of life, you wouldn't have made any substantial progress..." the squad leader added.

"If you don't say it, it doesn't count. It's just like a marriage proposal. Without ceremony and agreement, it is zero! Even if you hold hands, kiss, or have sex, as long as you don't propose marriage, you are just friends..." The hero gently touched with his elbow Liu Huaiyu.

"Oh, you won't be unresponsive when facing her."

"How come, he is like a beast, he doesn't need any physical contact, just a look from him..."

"Then why has there been no progress, platonic love? Don't you know, if you don't show something in this regard, other girls will think you can't do it... If you can't arouse your desire, what a failure..."

"Kiss again, XX, if you hold hands, I lose!" The squad leader laughed at the side.

"Fuck you uncle!" Liu Huaiyu responded with a smile.

The sound went away, and the two girls in the room came back to their senses.An Ning held her tightly in her arms, for fear that she would fly away.How to start the next move, An Nannan didn't even think about it, her mind was still empty.At this moment, An Nannan couldn't find any excuses to excuse each other's behavior just now. Friends would never and should not have such kisses and behaviors.It turns out that excuse doesn't work anymore.An Ning wants to explain, but forget it.

An Nannan took a deep breath and adjusted her facial expression.

"Nan Nan," this sound is very sure, she is a real entity that really exists, not an echo or a phantom.Maybe that's enough.

"Yes." An Nannan replied softly.

"I'm going back to the dormitory first, you should be careful."

An Ning's heart was churning up and down, almost on fire.

An Nannan who returned to the crowd pretended nothing had happened, and continued chatting and joking with her classmates calmly, but she drank too much.

I don't know who opened the window of the room, and the curtains blown by the wind danced by themselves, like drunk friends.What's the good behind the curtain?

An Nannan opened the curtains, closed the window, and sat in the chair An Ning had just sat in, feeling her breath again.Cigarette butts scattered randomly on the windowsill, as if blown by the wind.Because An Ning will definitely arrange them neatly, obsessive-compulsive disorder.

The rain had stopped for a while, and the drops of rain dripping down from the eaves were becoming thinner and thinner.The big trees outside the window cast hideous shadows on the road and water.Shadows with fangs and claws are most likely to trigger horror fantasies.Has she arrived at the dormitory?Will you keep walking back?It must be stepping in the water again.An Nannan turned her attention away from the shadow, and thought of An Ning uncontrollably.

"Hey, I thought it was An Ning who came back." Liu Huaiyu sat next to her, and then asked, "Can I continue smoking," before she finished speaking, she took out her cigarette and lit it without waiting for a response.A cluster of bright spots, shining.His smoke is the same as his.

People who are choked by the smell of smoke are uncomfortable.But in the past four years, I have become more or less familiar, especially after moving into An Ning's apartment.Not to reject, to get used to, to accept, probably because An Nannan's lips and teeth are filled with the same taste right now? "An Ning likes this brand of cigarettes?" An Nannan picked up a cigarette butt and looked at it carefully.

"Well, she prefers mellow flavors. You don't know...do you want to try it?" Liu Huaiyu noticed something strange on An Nannan's neck.

no.An Nannan waved her hand.

"Liu Huaiyu, do you really like our An Ning?" An Nannan bit her lower lip, it took a lot of strength to ask this question at this moment.

"Yo, fools can see it." Liu Huaiyu deliberately provoked An Nannan.

"Then why did you still break up with her?" An Nannan recalled the conversation she had just heard.

"Break up! When have you ever been in love? Have you ever seen a third person in a relationship and kissed me? You are really stupid to say you are a fool! You have never held hands!" Liu Huaiyu groaned complain.

What was that kiss? An Ning once vividly described the kiss that happened on a rainy night.

Oh, it turned out to be a temptation.It's a pity that I knew it too late.

silence.

"Where did she go?" Liu Huaiyu quickly changed the subject.

"You've been possessed by the monitor and asked so many questions." An Nannan became anxious.

Hey hey.He actually laughed.Then he went on to say, "You two are so funny."

An Nannan turned to Liu Huaiyu suspiciously and waited for his explanation.He unhurriedly poked the butt of the cigarette on the window sill, and lit another cigarette, "Deceive yourself, how's it going?"

One sentence is a knife, and the knife is stabbed in the heart.This is also a disease of all mankind, and no one can be cured.

Turn around, turn around, turn around. More than 30 people crowded in the narrow alley and moved forward slowly.The drunken Miao Miao sang with a broken voice, the fat man held her shoulders, and reached out tremblingly to cover her mouth.Fatty and Miao Miao have been in a noisy relationship since their freshman year, and when they graduated, both of them got their marriage certificates.The two who are at the forefront of happiness are the envy of others.

The moss-covered stone wall was slippery and shady, and An Nannan suddenly felt lonely in the crowd.Is this emotion contagious?How fast, four years have passed so fast.Like an arrow with the handle off the string, it hits the bull's-eye with a swish.The target that was shot through did not even have time to look back.That's it, it's over.Maybe she shouldn't have been allowed to go back alone just now.Recently, An Nannan tends to feel regretful.There is really no perfect way in this world?

"You are imitating her and not talking. The two of you have more and more in common." Liu Huaiyu moved closer.

An Nannan raised her head and gave him a blank look.

"Are you that happy?"

"Are you so unhappy?" Liu Huaiyu asked back.

"Fool" An Nannan muttered in a low voice, lowering her head again.

"Hey" Liu Huaiyu sighed for no reason.

An Nannan was impatient.

"What do you think is good about you?" Liu Huaiyu held An Nannan to look carefully for a while.The crowd walked ahead, and found that two people were behind, and they continued to be dragged forward after booing and making noise.

An Nannan knew what he meant very well, and felt guilty and embarrassed for a moment.

"Rolling Rolling" An Nannan hurried forward after getting rid of the entanglement.

An Nannan is 22 years old. Thanks to her parents, her life has always been filled with warm sunshine and gentle breeze.For An Nannan's family, the dark cloud of An Ning cannot float into their yard and stain their innocence.

"Are you refusing or agreeing? Why don't you just do it a little bit, so I can have a chance to fight for it again." Liu Huaiyu chased after him.An Nannan competed with herself, was that a confession just now?She didn't say anything, how could she refuse, or agree?If she really said it, would she refuse, or agree?How did you bring her into your big yard and tie her to a tree?An Nannan's head was filled with countless questions, and her head hurt.That night, An Nannan didn't go back to the dormitory. She drank more and more and vomited several times. Luckily, Liu Huaiyu was always looking after her. It took An Nannan almost three years to believe that Liu Huaiyu wouldn't mess with An Ning. Finally abandoned, almost a year full of guilt for him, and more and more bored.

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This chapter was actually written first.