Yes or no

Chapter 41 The Middle Past 40

Seeing that An Ning wrote doubts and surprises on her face without saying anything, Liu Huaiyu immediately understood that the text message was not sent by An Ning, unless she had another personality.Borrowing a car, planning the route, and the squad leader made a phone call. After 5 minutes of departure, the squad leader also re-selected the destination, and by the way, the main theme of this trip was "revisiting the old place"---going to the place where I went on a freshman trip Pianlinzi, once the proposal was released, it immediately received three votes, more than half.The silent atmosphere in the car made even the hero feel dull, so he kept telling cold jokes one after another until An Nannan couldn't take it anymore and spoke to stop him.The air began to freeze again.

The weather is just right.It rained a little at night, and the sky looked very high early in the morning, clear and bright.An Nannan, who was sitting in the back row with Daxia and the squad leader, seemed to be in the same bad mood.No matter what topic the class monitor said, she didn't have the heart to talk to her.Tranquility is even more so.

The changed color of the leaves dangled from the branches.After getting out of the car, An Nannan's expression softened immediately, and An Ning was finally able to laugh.The squad leader patted Liu Huaiyu on the shoulder and said nothing.

The three of them were fishing by the river, intentionally excluding Liu Huaiyu and An Ning.

"The river in the distance gradually becomes transparent

Floating all the way to the sandy land on the other side

The ups and downs there are full of temptation

The sleepy sun is resting

In the distance is a green forest

Recorded every move of the wind

There are always some lovely little flowers in the wind

never fastened the purple hood"

She avoids the shadow of the tree and sits under the sun, which is still the small slope three years ago.The vegetation is luxuriant, and the rustling autumn wind sets off the sky with high clouds and light people.She is very similar to Autumn Mi.

"Long time no see." Liu Huaiyu greeted and sat beside her.

Her long hair was fluttering, and there was a shadow dangling in Liu Huaiyu's chest like a leaf.

There is a word called "things are right and people are wrong", which means things are still the same, but people are no longer the people they used to be.It was also autumn, and the scenery was still alluring, but she was also very charming, but she was no longer the girl sitting in the shade of a tree three years ago.It couldn't be more suitable, things are different.

If you want to buy sweet-scented osmanthus with wine, it doesn't seem like you are a teenager.

"Long time no see" An Ning repeated, feeling surprised.

Liu Huaiyu picked up the small stones around him and threw them into the distance. The stones continued to fly in the wind. She refused to wake up after a long dream, and had to fall hard on the ground, unwilling to admit that it was just a dream.Finally, it fell down in a patch of grass, silently.

Silent.

"An Ning?" Liu Huaiyu called An Ning's name. As soon as the words landed, he hesitated again, and then said, "I read Gu Cheng's poems later... The grass is growing its seeds, the wind is shaking its leaves, We stand and don't talk, and it's beautiful."

"I know", An Ning also hesitated to speak.

"Is it the text message An Nannan sent?"

It must be her.It took her three years to speak ill of Liu Huaiyu in front of An Ning, and she spent a lot of thought to prevent them from being together, but in the end, she wanted to be a month old to facilitate this marriage.

The small stones around him were all thrown to the grass pit in the distance, and he had no choice but to support his hands on the compact and dark ground, his upper body bowed into a long bow.The body is scorched by the sun, and a fire is about to come out.He is still him.It doesn't matter if we don't see each other every other day or ten years, and it doesn't matter if we meet every day.He does not change his mind, and his edges and corners are not smoothed out.

Her bundled long hair hung in the air, but she inadvertently teased someone who cared.With just one glance, Liu Huaiyu quickly turned his head away.There is a lot of suffering in this world, which can all be attributed to not getting what one wants.No wonder it is said that cultivating in the deep mountains and cultivating the mind in the world of mortals.

"A lonely pillow is born with a butterfly dream, Yin Xie is afraid of going to the Phoenix Tower.

This love should be long-lasting, if you don't have the heart, I will rest. "

I don't know if Zhang Ruoxu really let go of his affection when he finished writing this poem. Liu Huaiyu knows that his own virtue cannot be compared with Zhang's.Liu Huaiyu couldn't let it go, was not reconciled, and had nothing to do for the time being.

"Do you still remember the person Miao Miao talked about back then? During the winter vacation in freshman year." Liu Huaiyu looked up at the crown of trees above her head.Floating leaves become poems, what a beautiful autumn.

Remember.There are also the expressions of the other six people listening to the story, especially the attitude when they heard those three words.

"I heard that his parents accepted... Well, if you need to talk to someone, you can talk to me." He didn't look at her, so he couldn't understand her emotions.She didn't look at him either, but knew he was real.

An Ning really needs someone to talk to, not the professional who sits on a chair with his legs up and doesn't care, but a person who is really willing to empathize with him. He doesn't need to give professional advice or cooperate with professional medicine, as long as he can listen So, it's best not to have doubts on your face.It took An Ning almost a year to say everything he was willing to hear from professionals before he was able to exchange for the freedom that followed.

An Ning has too much to say, An Shaolin's disappearance, growing up without love, suffering from nightmares, the disgusting office at school, the aftershock of the confession incident in junior high school, and of course love... An Ning, who is least willing to cause trouble to others, can't trouble others with her own shit.

"Okay." An Ning took a long breath.

"Hey, do you believe in love at first sight?" Liu Huaiyu turned to look at her, her shadow was comfortably attached to the ground, enjoying the cool breeze and embracing the soil.

"do not know."

"I really like you at the first sight. So many times, I regret it. Maybe I should confess my love for the first time I saw you. Do you think we have a chance to be together? If I express my heart from the beginning" Liu Huaiyu Feel the wind brushing against her skin as it passed her face.In the woods is the smell of leaves about to rot.

"Maybe!"

She smiled, facing Liu Huaiyu.The two laughed for a while.

The three of them by the river got together and whispered a few words, and then they took turns to get up and visit the "lover" on the small slope behind them. An Nannan seemed to have scruples, turned around reluctantly, looked up at her and him The trees behind are all tall and beautiful.The two of them were laughing, affectionately.Only now did An Nannan understand the deep meaning of the two delays that Liu Huaiyu said the day before.him and her.

Liu Huaiyu felt a strange look in An Nannan's eyes.Even at a distance, Liu Huaiyu could only see the outline of the people by the river.

Everyone knows that there is a secret. Some people clearly know its content, and some people just know that there is a secret. The tacit understanding is that no one wants to tell the secret, and no one asks.

On the return journey, the squad leader drove, and the hero sat in the co-pilot as a matter of course.After the squad leader started the car, he touched the hero on the head, and joked with a smile, "This is so good, just like my little daughter-in-law!"

"Fart, I'm your husband!" The two started fighting.

"Childish! Drive hard!" No one echoed the joke, only An Nannan spoke to stop it.

Within a few minutes, An Nannan tried to liven up the atmosphere, but luckily she succeeded.Heroes can talk endlessly once they talk about their novels. Topics such as the awakening of supernatural warriors and rebelling against the dark lord are obviously more interesting and resonant to boys.The three boys couldn't stop talking to each other. An Ning felt sorry for hooking An Nannan's hand. She wanted to let her relax, but she didn't feel relaxed.An Nannan leaned her head against the side of the car window, closed her eyes and fell asleep.She had lost so much weight recently that her eyes were so sunken in their sockets that she could even feel the bones in her hands.

An Ning had thousands of distressing words to say, but she just couldn't say them.After An Ning's [-]th holiday, An Nannan never showed up again.If you think about it, it's like hiding from someone on purpose, but fortunately, An Ning didn't have time to think about it.The message from Lin Yanning made An Ning feel uneasy.Her intuition said that he was the real insider, An Ning suppressed her intuition, and tried her best to arrange a full schedule, cleaning, writing, and even researching recipes.

One week, two weeks.

One month, two months.

An Nannan has been immersed in her studies in the library and has no time to spare.

On December 12, An Ning packed her things and prepared to go home before New Year's Day.Quitting her internship, An Ning thought, it would be nice to serve a garden of apples and oranges like Du Yun did, or go to the grassland to herd sheep.The idyllic life is most desirable when it encounters setbacks.

An Nannan suddenly appeared at the door, bang bang bang—bang bang bang bang bang, she knocked on the door like a musical instrument.His face was red, his lips were purple, and he kept calling cold.She smelled of alcohol all over, and hugged An Ning's waist with a smile, "Why are you so thin?" Then she giggled happily.

"What to do, my dad must be very disappointed, you say, Aning, what to do"

Probably the written test did not go well.

"It's okay to drink so much, anyway, you are not very willing to study, it doesn't matter if you don't do well in the exam... Besides..."

"An Ning, let me tell you, I didn't blackmail you. The reason I did poorly in the exam was because of you!" She didn't want An Ning to finish speaking, and she didn't care about her comfort. .

It was the first time I saw An Nannan drunk like this, with a sober fascination.

"Okay, because of me." An Ning pulled away her cold hand, turned around and tidied up the clothes on the bed to make room for her.

"You have to be responsible! You have to be responsible to me!" An Nannan wrapped her arms around her waist again from behind, and pressed her head against her body.The sweater An Nannan was wearing radiated heat, An Ning's nose felt sour, and tears welled up in his eyes.

An Ning pulled her, placed An Nannan on the bed, and turned around to pour water.An Nannan lay on the bed obediently and waited, her eyebrows covered by a thick printed quilt, as if shy.

"What about Liu Huaiyu"

"broke up."

Someone in the park secretly set off fireworks, which bloomed in the corner of the window, colorful and gorgeous, piercing the neon lights and lights between the buildings.

An Nannan tilted her head under her arm, her skin itched with the breath she exhaled.

"Do you want me to stay with you for New Year's Day?"

"Ah Ning, those festivals don't matter...it doesn't matter what day it is. It doesn't matter if you are a monster, what matters is that you are you, I am me, and we are us." An Nannan circled around, I fell asleep peacefully.An Ning looked at her, almost as if she was looking at her own child.

I don't understand your thoughts, I only know that I can't let go of you in my heart.It doesn't matter whether you are a human or a demon, a man or a girl, as long as you are you.I can't promise forever, but I can promise you will be happy.As long as you are willing, as long as you say, you are willing.