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Chapter 14 The Middle Past 13

Christmas is approaching, and there are still advertisements for discounts and promotions on the street at nine o'clock at night, and there are tireless Christmas lights, twinkling, twinkling, twinkling.Stupid human beings like to waste their efforts and not say anything, but consciously proud.There are obviously twinkling stars in the sky, genuine goods at a fair price, and they don’t bother to appreciate them, so they create some poor guys who rely on electricity to maintain their lives, and self-righteously describe them as "like stars!" How could they be like stars.One attracts attention because it is out of reach in the high night; the other is gaudy and gaudy on the branches of plastic trees.

"Well, I'll be straightforward. You must not fight Lin Xiao after you go back. Now that you have been punished, it would not be a good thing if you do it again!" The squad leader sat in the seat next to An Ning.He took off his glasses and pulled his sweater to wipe the lenses.

"I know." An Ning bowed her head deeply, blaming herself.

Ever since the first snowfall, An Ning has determined to abandon the unpleasantness of the past and live a good life, but life has played a big and small joke, forcing An Ning to do things against her will, both for A Ze and for Lin Xiao.

"Eh...Lin Xiao treated you like this because of Liu Huaiyu." The squad leader stretched his arms and legs, bent his back, and turned his head to An Ning.

"I don't know," An Ning replied without confidence.Women's jealousy is sex, no, jealousy is sex.It could have been avoided, but it's a game anyway, it doesn't matter if you don't answer or say anything, it makes sense.But An Ning couldn't bear it at that moment.An Ning could hear the malice in that question. At that moment, if no one was present, An Ning would still be the same as last time.

"An Ning, you know Lin Xiao, she doesn't have any schemes. It's just spoiled, it doesn't matter..." The squad leader hesitated to speak.

"I know." An Ning didn't look at the monitor.It is justifiable, and it is also the result of love.

Near ten o'clock, An Ning returned to the dormitory, the squad leader trotted with arms folded, and then ran towards the dormitory. When there was a phone call, he reluctantly reached out and took out the phone to answer the call.

He wanted to be a transparent person, but he was pushed to the forefront again and again.Life is reincarnation, so why not history? An Ning is like the protagonist in a horror story, repeatedly hurt by events that recur in life.The head is the tail, and the tail is the beginning.An Ning didn't dare to imagine that if her past was revealed again, would she be able to continue living in the nightmare?

An Ning walked heavily, and the shadow under the old light bulb followed listlessly, dragging a mark on the dusty stairs.An Ning came to the basement on the seventeenth floor as soon as she left the dormitory.I haven't been here for a long time. The small black house is not the decadent atmosphere full of cobwebs and dust as imagined, but on the contrary, it is clean without any trace.Of course there was still no light, but there was enough light in the corridor.In the corner where An Ning used to be, there is now a single beanbag sofa, shaped like a sandbag, with no color to be seen, and it feels soft.The small black house has obviously changed hands, and this has been announced everywhere, but An Ning is basically desperate.Curled into the corner again, An Ning was finally able to cry without hesitation.Like an ordinary girl who has been wronged, she doesn't care and just wants to vent.There was someone outside the house, but An Ning was so caught up in her emotions that she didn't notice.The loud music next door was playing even louder.

An Ning has no escape.

One can only hope that the students in college are not as short-sighted as the stupid kids in junior high.As they get older and more experienced, they may try to understand and be considerate, and even better, they are as cold as adults and don't care at all.

In the era of new media, all kinds of news and people's conscience are dismembered. As long as it has nothing to do with oneself, everything is a side dish for dinner.Just because they don't care doesn't mean they don't pay attention or discuss it.

There was never a time when An Ning felt that complete indifference was also a good human quality.

But they not only wear masks, but also cover their hearts.

The wind howled between the buildings, making a whistling roar.The shriveled branches of the locust tree swayed in the wind, as if vigorously.Occasionally, two pedestrians passed by downstairs, and they couldn't help hissing and haha ​​because of the freezing wind.

The key turned twice in the lock, and there was a "click", but there was no one in the dormitory.Ge Rushuang wanted to take the evening train home, and set off at dusk.The entire dormitory complex seemed lonely.Whether it's the lighting or the people who come and go, there is nothing to do with each other.An Ning had no joy or sorrow, and no resentment towards Lin Xiao.

Three of the four beds had quilts folded squarely, and the other bed was empty with some dust on the bed board.On one of the four desks, some books that cannot be placed on the bookshelves are neatly arranged. On the right hand side is a transparent white glass water glass, half filled with water, and the other three desks are empty.On weekdays, the basins, shampoos, and clothes that are always disliked on the shelves and on the beds and tables are now honest and well-behaved, at least not obtrusive.An Ning came to the window, the curtains separated the cold and sparse light outside, and occasionally there were a few human voices, probing like a joke.It will always be quiet at night, no big deal.A lamp hung from the roof above the washstand, glowing white.

Looking at the person in the mirror from a distance, An Ning seemed to meet her for the first time, and it was the first time to look at her, so she was meticulous and did not hesitate.She is not afraid of people, not shy, her eyes are somewhat contemptuous, and she doesn't care about An Ning's scrutiny.The woman in the mirror has two slender and thick black eyebrows, her skin is not delicate, without makeup, it is clear and plain, but also has a special taste.There are light yellow freckles on the tip of the nose, which can't be found unless you look carefully.The acne that just popped up on my chin in the past two days has not gone away.The neck is very long, and there are no ornaments around the body.The collarbone is well defined and joins the shoulders.

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The face of the woman in the mirror changed, her eyes drifted away, as if she was finally disgusted.

She seemed to want an answer, but she couldn't ask for it.

The bones are the clear lines, and the blood is the color of the rendering.In the mirror, she shed tears silently for no reason, as if she couldn't help herself. Her calm appearance was like a tree with flesh and blood.A tree of self-loathing, wanting to be freed and wishing for it.

An Ning didn't know why she was crying, and she didn't want to speak out to comfort her.Watch her slide down the mirror until she can no longer be seen.Even though she could no longer see, An Ning knew that she was squatting on the cold floor tiles and buried her head in her knees.She was barefoot, naked, and there was an almost painful cold stimulation under her feet in this painful winter night.

An Ning felt the same coldness as the woman in the mirror.

Lin Xiao was going home by car after six o'clock in the morning. Before dawn, Liu Huaiyu was smoking at the door of the dormitory. On the road not far away, a blue taxi poked his head out, also smoking.After waiting for less than 5 minutes, Lin Xiao dragged her suitcase out of the dormitory building. Liu Huaiyu stepped forward and took the suitcase and backpack from her hands naturally, stuffing them all into the trunk.The car drove away, carrying two passengers.

In front of the ticket gate at the station, Liu Huaiyu turned on her phone to check the time, and there was an unread text message on the screen, two words "scum", the sender was An Nannan, and the time was eleven o'clock the night before.

In the information age, the speed at which information flows cannot be underestimated.Liu Huaiyu still didn't open the book, turned off the phone, and kicked it back into his pocket.Turning around, he said to Lin Xiao, "I have plenty of time, and I still have time to have breakfast."

The crowd is noisy and meaningless.

Lin Xiao took the sandwich and juice and noticed that he glanced at the phone from time to time, as if waiting for something.The lights in the waiting room were brighter than the sun, but the shadows they cast were feeble.

"You really don't like me, do you?" Lin Xiao asked bluntly.

"Ahem..."

"You don't need to cough, and you don't need to answer. I like you very much, you know it. It's fine if you're not interested. Anyway, I heard people say that first love didn't end well...then you really like An Ning so much"

"Do you know why An Ning beat that boy? People in the dance club said that An Ning always went to the basement on the seventeenth floor. The two of them had been together secretly for a long time... and do you know why she changed schools? They said it was because of seduction The teacher at her school, something happened, and her mother wanted to sue that teacher, but in the end it was nothing... Do you know that her father left home when she was very young? Her mother always treated her Neglect of care, most of the children who grow up in such a family have various mental illnesses. Childhood shadows! What kind of expression are you Liu Huaiyu, you are so stupid. Yes, you must think I am despicable, but Liu Huaiyu,

"I just want to tell you, don't be fooled by her. She looks pure and innocent, but her heart is darker than anyone else!"

"Let's go, it's time to check the ticket." Liu Huaiyu urged after checking the time.

"You guys are so stupid!" Lin Xiao dropped a sentence, dragged the box and left, "No need to send it, thank you."

Liu Huaiyu obediently did not follow.He listened to everything, word for word, even if he knew it was a rumor, but this kind of inadvertent memory was the deepest.The brain loves to joke the most.

There must be a reasonable explanation for the story that happened to An Ning.She was so young and immature at that time, so she was naturally easily deceived by adults. What's more, the father's love that she lacked since she was a child must be made up for somewhere.Even if what Lin Xiao said was true, it would only ignite Liu Huaiyu's stronger desire to protect, and not disgust.Although he really wanted to know what happened back then, but An Ning couldn't ask if he didn't say anything.

The point of singularity is that whatever happened or existed before that point is meaningless.For Liu Huaiyu, An Ning is that point, all the past before the encounter, whether it is An Ning or Liu Huaiyu, are all false and meaningless.