Xiangye wants to brush the sense of existence

Chapter 89. Sleeping on the same bed

And why did he ever want to do things so badly, it was just because he didn't want to let his sister down again, he had let her down too many times, and this time, no matter what, he didn't want to break his promise to her again.

There was a silence in the empty room.

After a long while, Nan Puyue shifted her eyes to his face, looked at him for a moment with a calm expression, and then gently parted her lips and said, "Go see Jin'er tomorrow morning."

Showing a sour smile, Zhuge Yi didn't know what to say, the first thing he said in a long time was to ask him to see his sister, is this matter really more important than his own life?He sighed helplessly, then nodded solemnly.

ok, i'll go...

That night, the two of them did not sleep separately, they were naturally covered under the blanket, and finally fell into a peaceful state after hearing the rustling sounds.

From the beginning to the end, Nan Puyue never said a word, turned around, leaving him with a cold and slender back.

Zhuge Yi didn't care about this, knowing that he was exhausted physically and mentally, and his mood must be quite complicated, so he didn't ask any more questions, and simply let him sleep well.

In the quiet bedroom, thoughts are wandering.

In a light sleep, hormones are at work, so close to him, his breath can even pounce on his neck lightly, smelling the fragrance from his hair, Zhuge Yi feels very at ease, fortunately, fortunately, God did not take him away... …

An impulse filled his chest, and he couldn't help but want to hug him tightly. He had no other thoughts, but simply wanted to get close to him, stick to his skin, and feel his existence. That kind of real possession would always make him He felt very moved.

How far is the distance between a heart, maybe even the body can't have the final say.

After thinking about it, after a mental struggle, he finally couldn't help wrapping him around him gently from behind. His movements were very careful, for fear of frightening him, and he really didn't have any inappropriate intentions. thoughts.

Feeling the touch on her waist, Nan Puyue slowly opened her long and narrow eyes, then stared at her for a moment, neither stopping nor speaking, he was really tired, so she closed her eyes and let him go up.

In fact, in fact, the hearts of the two of them have already been cleared like a mirror, and it is clear that there are not many days to be alone like this, so the two chose to remain silent in a tacit understanding, and Nan Puyue gave herself a silent heart. The definition and understanding are: it neither expresses acceptance, nor does it mean that you are unhappy.His acquiescence was due to his own exhaustion, but it was more because he was really confused, unable to sort out the clues at all, all kinds of feelings came up together, whether it was love or hate, he didn't want to care about anything, he just wanted to Go to sleep quietly.

It's not just him who is in chaos alone, Zhuge Yi is also melancholy, he loves him clearly, but he can't get close to him again soon, he is someone else's husband, he has no right to express his feelings, maybe he will just live like this alone all his life , life is like a world, with a breeze in your sleeves, until one day, the years are old and the face is old, the hair is grayed by the annual rings, and they look at each other from a distance, and now they are smiling and looking at the pear blossoms...

The moonlight is beautiful, sprinkled on the brocade quilt of the flower and bird color picture, it is very warm, the wind outside the window is blowing gently, the shadows of the trees are whirling, the snow branches are floating, and some broken snow occasionally falls from the treetops, hitting the vast snowdrifts, night Xiao still yelled a few times from time to time, but fortunately it didn't wake up everyone's dreams. The boy on duty at night came in quietly at the second watch to add charcoal, and then there was no other movement. To brighten it up, everything is as usual, but the temperature of this night is obviously not less than the coldness of the past, but it reveals a different kind of warmth.

Waking up in the morning, the westerly wind blows snow outside the door, and it is bleak.

The two of them had just put on their clothes and tidied up their appearances. At this moment, a little maid slowly walked in from the outside with her head half lowered and a tray in her hand.

The fragrance of the medicine is pervasive, with a strong smell of Chinese herbal medicine. You can tell how bitter it is when you smell it. This reminds Nan Puyue of her sister who never leaves her mouth for medicines all day long. He is already used to smelling all kinds of bitter medicines every day. .

The little maid put her head down and put the medicine bowl on the table, Nan Puyue approached a few steps and asked in a low voice: "But you boiled it for me?"

The voice was magnetic and nice, but it was a bit more hoarse than usual. Also, after being ill for a day and a night, and enduring so much pain, it is not bad to be able to speak clearly at this time.

As if bewitched by it, the little maid raised her head involuntarily. She was about to reply, but she didn't want to accidentally catch a glimpse of Nan Puyue's handsome face when she raised her head. It's normal for the little girl to lose her mind when meeting such a beautiful man for the first time. Soon, she unconsciously lowered her head and blushed. She was so nervous that she even forgot how to reply.

It was so obvious, of course Zhuge Yi saw the clue, coughed displeasedly and said: "My lord is asking you something."

The little girl's heart trembled, she was a little flustered, she tried her best to calm down, she lowered her head and recalled that there was no third person in this room except Zhuge Yi and him, so she nodded nervously and said: "Of course, yesterday afternoon Steward Zhao specially explained Yes, it is said to have the effect of promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis, expelling cold and strengthening the body.”

With a wave of Nan Puyue's hand, she finally escaped with a sigh of relief.

There are so many women who admire him, this is actually just the tip of the iceberg, but to Zhuge Yi, he still couldn't control his jealousy, and he couldn't help feeling a little annoyed that he was really worthless, if that man got married in the future, wouldn't he Will go crazy? !

However, someone who survived the catastrophe did not notice these details. At this moment, the atmosphere was a bit delicate, and no one knew what to say. Zhuge Yi, who was supposed to leave for Ling'an Palace, didn't know how to start.

The past is unbearable. Last night, the two of them slept on the same couch. Although Zhuge Yi just hugged him quietly all night and did not do anything unspeakable, he still felt awkward. After waking up this morning, he Except for a few words before and after turning over his thick clothes for him to wear, he didn't say much else.

I still remember that when he stood in front of Nan Puyue, who was almost chiluo, holding the inner coat, the outer three layers of the middle coat, and a mink fur cloak, the first thing he said early in the morning was: Your clothes are dirty. I have no choice but to wrong you for wearing mine.

Nan Puyue didn't mind either. Of course, this kind of not minding was only relative to him. If it was someone else, it would be hard to say.

After he was all dressed up, Zhuge Yi's second sentence was also the last sentence so far: "It fits you well, so you look so good in purple."

His complexion was pale, and he looked away a little uncomfortable, muttering in his heart: Why is it so good-looking?