Xiangye wants to brush the sense of existence

Chapter 88. Heartbreaking Pain

The person on the couch was struggling between dream and reality, but he could vaguely hear someone calling him, his eyes were closed and his brows were slightly raised, he was completely unconscious, and he didn't know where the real world was, but only with this With a little awareness, he still regarded this sound as a noise.

When the mind gradually cleared up, before I could open my eyes to see who the person around me was, the pain just now erupted again in an instant, and the whole body felt like needles being pricked by fire, not like the pain of a knife wound, but a kind of pain. Unspeakable pain, as if his body was on fire again, but it was also like being wrapped in a thick layer of ice. The combination of ice and fire made him curl up in pain, unable to hold on any longer. After all, a roar came from his throat.

Startled by the painful roar, Zhuge Yi suddenly felt that the situation was not optimistic, so his heart that had just settled down was lifted up again at this time, and he hurriedly asked nervously and worriedly: "Yue~ you What's wrong? Don't scare me."

The brain circulated rapidly, the consciousness quickly gathered, and when they finally gathered together at one point, the person on the bed suddenly opened his eyes, but he didn't want to be fully awake, and the pain hit him more clearly, which instantly aggravated his eyebrows. Within a moment, he let out a heart-piercing wail, and after the wail, he was seen clutching the brocade quilt tightly with both hands, his dry lips were slightly opened, his eyes were staring hard at one point, and his chest trembled and heaved. , gulping, it was so unbearable, as if accepting the cruelest punishment in the world, it seemed so tormented.

Seeing him in such pain and perseverance, Zhuge Yi was so frightened that he couldn't speak anymore, he was obviously at a loss what to do, this situation seemed to be in response to what the doctor said.

Panic!

At a loss!

anxious!

All kinds of emotions came up, but Zhuge Yi couldn't do anything for him. Annoyed that he was useless, he pulled the weft yarn off the side of the couch. Very sad, very much like Zhuge Yi's state of mind at this time.

Hugging his head with deep pain, and then stroking his black hair, seeing him trembling in pain, trying to calm down and comfort him: "Don't be afraid, bear with it and it will pass."

That being said, what about himself?His voice was visibly trembling, and he didn't need to think about it to know that he was more afraid than anyone else.

There was no response, and I don't know if he listened or not. I saw him slightly parting his upper and lower lips, and moaning from time to time as he exhaled, and the tearing sound from his throat was painfully pinched. Zhuge Yi's heart.

It's hard to imagine how much pain he has, but judging from this performance, I'm afraid it's absolutely unbearable.

"Yue~ Promise me, you must make it through, as long as you make it through, I will go see your sister, did you hear that?"

That party was unstoppable, so he communicated with him with encouraging words, hoping that this would reduce his pain.

Obviously, this had a good effect. When he heard the word "sister", he slowed down the grimness on his face. There seemed to be something to say in his throat, but he could only pant dryly due to the pain.

"As long as you persist in the past, I promise you, I will do whatever you ask me to do." Zhuge Yi took the opportunity to say quickly, for fear that he would start to fall into the torment of illness again.

He listened to these things vaguely, but his body was like tens of thousands of ants biting him, scratching his heart, gnawing at his bones, densely packed, it was hard to describe, how could he keep calm?Not caring about his words, she pushed away from his shackles, hugged the quilt carelessly, and buried her head in it. It was uncomfortable, but she really didn't want others to see his pitiful appearance.

And Zhuge Yi, who knows him very well, of course knows how arrogant he is. At this time, he still has to take care of face. At this time, I really don't know whether to feel sorry for him or to be annoyed. With his strong self-esteem, anyone He is always unwilling to expose his vulnerable side to others, Zhuge Yi couldn't bear to see him so persevering, he stretched out his arm and said, "If it hurts, bite me."

He actually wanted to say: In front of me, when will you stop pretending to be strong...

His back was already covered with beads of sweat, and his black hair was soaked in cold sweat, sticking to his back in a messy and submissive manner. His skin was like jade, black and white were distinct, and his dilated pupils were full of hard work.

Nan Puyue definitely would not accept his kindness, only to see him lift up his lotus arm, bite it down fiercely, and then let out a trembling neigh from his chest, and the two rows of clear teeth marks instantly Formed, digging into the flesh, even though it was biting on his own body, it hurt deeply into Zhuge Yi's heart...

The night was as cool as washing, and the moon was as cold as a knife. From time to time, in the pitch-black sky above the snow, the shrill and long cry of the night owl could be heard, accompanied by the howling of the cold wind, which was a bit strange and a bit dead silent.

In the dormitory, the dimming oil lamp was about to be burned out. Not long ago, those alarming voices lasted for a few hours before disappearing. At this time, the two people on the couch were snuggling together quietly, warm The brocade quilt covered the two of them, as if they were a loving and sweet couple.

Zhuge Yi gently hugged his shoulders, closed his eyes and meditated, no matter what, he finally saved his life.

And Nan Puyue has been tortured by the illness and almost lost her strength. At this time, her body is leaning against him limply, without any superfluous expression on her face, she doesn't move at all, she doesn't even say a word, she doesn't have the arrogance of the past Unruly, at this moment, he was so perverse as if he was a docile sheep.

At this time, Zhuge Yi finally broke the silence, and with a tone of self-blame, slowly said: "I'm sorry~ I didn't expect you to be so persistent. If I knew you didn't leave last night, I wouldn't let you go like this You hurt yourself." As he spoke, he tightened his grip on his side, "You know, at that time... At that time, I almost thought that you would never come back..." At the end of the sentence, there was already a trace of nasal sound.

Nan Puyue didn't respond, her eyes were a little heavy, she looked at the floating veil for a while, and recalled many things in her heart, the despair of last night, the sadness of being alone in the storm, it seems to be still in my ears. The cold and biting wind and frost whizzed clearly, and after that, I only knew that there was a flower in front of my eyes and a plant in my head, and I couldn't remember what happened...

hate it?All of this was done voluntarily by him, he didn't blame anyone, he only knew that his sister was still waiting for him, he wanted to go back quickly, and this time when he went back to see his sister, he had to take him with him no matter what.

"Don't do such stupid things again, okay?" Zhuge Yi looked at him worriedly, afraid that he would do such extreme things in the future, and that would make his life worse than death.