Why do I like football so much?

Chapter 13 Chapter 13

While I was speaking, no matter how long there was a pause, Xie Jiahe didn't make a sound, just held my hand and rubbed it lightly.

"It's okay, the main reason was that the turning point was too big, otherwise it wouldn't have happened." I smiled and said.

Xie Jiahe put his arm on me and rubbed his head against me, his voice muffled, sounding very reluctant, "I think he wants to study hard, and he really likes you."

"It doesn't matter, he can think whatever he wants," I stared at the ceiling, "Actually, at first, it was like getting angry from embarrassment. At that time, he sent a lot of messages. I was annoyed and deleted all his contact information. After I calmed down, I felt that I was completely unreasonable, and I didn't express anything clearly, and everything was my own feeling, who can tell whether the feeling is true or not?"

"Even if I don't mention anything else, I am very grateful just because he made my high school life so comfortable. In the past two years, I have thought about whether to explain this to him several times, but I have never been able to explain it to him from the beginning to the end. I got through it, but it didn’t take long after the beginning. It was you who gave me courage.”

Not Liang Jingru.

Speaking of this, I was so sad that I wanted to laugh, so I held back, and leaned over to touch Xie Jiahe's lips.

Xie Jiahe kissed him like a reciprocal gift, and then said: "Then what you said that night was also because of him?"

"Yes, I may indeed be—" I hesitated, but said it anyway, "mentally unhealthy."

Seeing his eyes widen, I quickly covered his mouth, "Listen to me first. Except for the age when I don't know shit, I always seem to be against myself. If you want to say that you are tired of studying, everyone is tired of studying, but There are not many people who have the same reaction as me. I tried to tell people before, but as soon as I said a little bit, they said, "Please, brother, you are so depressed and you have such a high test, so let me live." This kind of The reaction, although I didn’t say it clearly, but the meaning is: What’s the hypocrisy, isn’t this a disease-free thing?”

"At that time, I especially liked listening to Xu Wei's songs. I imagined that I would go wandering at a young age like him. But he had a guitar in his hand and love in his heart. What did I have? I didn't even have a reason. Before my age Small, I can’t think of any results and I dare not continue to think about it. But since I said that I will start winding wool balls that day, I have been going down this line of thought, and I think I have figured it out a bit.”

"Study weariness is just a warning to me, and it can also be said to be a motivation to force me to look for something. I don't want to go to such a school, I feel that I am wasting my life, so what do I really want? I want to put Where is my life spent? That's probably what I'm really struggling with."

"After so many years of tossing around and spending so much effort on both of us, the result is that the ball of wool entangled in the end is so simple and clear that it can be seen everywhere in the chicken soup text. Do you want to hit me?"

I blinked, turned sideways to face him, and pulled the corners of my mouth as far as I could.

"I really want to hit you," Xie Jiahe puffed up his cheeks and slapped my claws away, "This is a fart that is mentally unhealthy, how can you say that about yourself, you just have high expectations of your own life, so to think so much.”

I unconsciously lowered the corners of my mouth and froze.

Xie Jiahe stretched out his hands and rubbed my face, relaxing the stiff muscles, "Like me, I have hardly used my brain in the past ten years, and I have no concept of the meaning of life. When I was young, my uncle took I play football, I like it, and I have been playing it until now. If it is not an emergency, I will not think about why I like it, how much I like it, and what I will do in the future. I just stare at the goal. But it happens Ah, can't we just complement each other?"

I held his wrist, looked at him frowning seriously, and suddenly felt a rush of heat from the soles of my feet to the Tianling Gai, and my whole body was about to burn.

"Yeah." I nodded vigorously, and this time I smiled willingly.

After talking about sad subjects, I'm hungry.Stretching my arms and dragging the shopping bag over, I plan to start enjoying the wonderful life after rebirth with Xie Jiahe.

TV, beer, food, lovers.

But I don’t know why, his reflex arc dragged on a bit today, until I finished eating two chicken feet, he suddenly remembered something, and turned his head, “You like the person before because you are in the same position as him. Get in the mood to do other things, have a good time, and now you're with me, and I asked you the other night if you've been unhappy lately, and you said yes."

"Wait, I don't believe in this logic." After Xie Jiahe finished speaking, he froze for a moment, shaking his head into crazy mode.

I glanced at my shiny fingers and hesitated for a moment, but seeing that he didn't show any signs of stopping, I quickly took out two pieces of paper to wipe it off, and hugged his head.

What can I do if I am stupid.

After Xie Jiahe was fixed by me, he blinked at me and pursed his lips.If it was an exaggeration just now, it is very serious now.

"Doesn't that show your magical power even more, so I like you even more?"

At such a serious moment, I am still teasing him unscrupulously. Am I a scumbag?

Before he could react, I spat at myself and said what I really wanted to say, "This is completely different. His vitality drove me, and my little sparks that love life came back again. It's on fire, but you made me really decide whether it's drilling wood to make fire or something else, don't rely on others, and spontaneously combust."

At the last two words, some horrible news flashed through my mind and I quickly threw them out.

"Indeed, from the beginning to now, I haven't regained my interest in my previous hobbies because of you, but I feel calm, that is, although I am disappointed, I don't bother myself so much anymore, and I can have time to shake hands and make peace. This It's so important to me."

"Xu Jin is like a lighter. When I feel that the fire is about to go out, I light it again, but the oil is limited, and it will be gone when it is used up. You are amazing. You are my stove. Well, in this way, if the wind comes, it won’t blow away, and if the rain comes, it won’t stop pouring it out, so I can stay in it and study fire techniques with peace of mind. It’s amazing.”

Seeing that he was still stupid, I hugged him and kissed him.

When I woke up the next day, it was past ten o'clock, feeling refreshed.

After the two of us washed up, we were ready to check out. Seeing that his schoolbag was still relatively deflated, I took the leftover snacks from last night and planned to stuff it into it.I opened the zipper and saw that there was a plastic bag inside. I couldn't see what was in the bag. The name of the big pharmacy opposite the school was written on the outside of the bag.

I didn't want to open it at first, but Xie Jiahe rushed over suddenly and scared me.With a shake of his hand, the mouth of the plastic bag revealed the contents inside.

No one told you to tie a plastic bag tightly.

I glanced at the words on it, then turned my head to stare at Xie Jiahe, "I said what did you go shopping yesterday afternoon, and that kind of reaction."

I don't know if he blushed when he checked out, or if he was even redder than now. After all, it was the first time he bought adult products such as condoms and lubricating oil, and he was underage.

When he just called yesterday, he said embarrassingly that he was not ready. He did not expect to be so active. He first bought this, and then checked the operating specifications online. The material preparation and technical support are all in place.

It turned out that there was this kind of content last night, so miserable.

I couldn't help laughing, tied the bag again, patted his flushed face, and comforted him: "Keep it well, use it for summer vacation."

When I arrived at the dormitory, I began to sigh, this person really can't just mock others casually.

Last night, I felt that Xie Jiahe was slow to react, but now I realized that I was really not giving way, and I completely forgot my original purpose.

Turning on the phone, I sent him a WeChat message.

- I almost forgot, when are you going to tell me about your affairs [raise eyebrows]

He: I don't think I can tell you clearly in person, why don't you wait for me to wrap the ball of wool before writing you a letter?

-Then I am waiting for your letter.

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Letter, what did you write?