Why do I like football so much?

Chapter 12 Chapter 12

Graduating from elementary school marked the end of my silly eating and drinking era, and also marked the beginning of my weariness of studying.

The reason is simple. When we were in elementary school, we were almost freed. We had no homework and no exams. At that time, we didn't even know what ranking was.There have been four parent-teacher meetings in six years, including the day of the graduation ceremony.In addition, my parents believe that childhood is to enclose a safe area for you. They only guard the outside, and you can grow up in it as you like.You can imagine my life at that time, almost doing whatever I wanted to do.Read extracurricular books, draw pictures, participate in Olympiad competitions, learn math and chess, join the pottery club to play mud, skateboard...

Now that I think about it, it’s unbelievable that I had so many things I liked back then.But in the blessings, you probably don't know the blessings. Only when you enter the cage later can you truly appreciate the previous days.

When I went to junior high school, I finally found out that our elementary school was a special case. The students around me were envious after listening to my natural description.But elementary school has passed, and it’s useless to be envied. The junior high school I went to and the later high school were all in line with the characteristics of the public education system with Chinese characteristics.

It’s fine as long as I eat Wowotou all the time. It’s too uncomfortable for someone like me who is going halfway from white noodle steamed buns to Wowotou.

It is very important to study hard, and it is also important to learn how to take exams and be good at exams. I was honed by a knife, I learned these two points, and I did it, even now that there is no teacher watching.

But I don’t know if it’s because I’m not strong enough. In the three years of junior high school, I became more and more numb in the hall of sacred knowledge. A full score math paper doesn't feel much anymore.

It is said that you can't think in the dead of night, but I just tortured myself.Every day I wonder what the hell I am doing, why the hell I am here.There is no answer.

The teacher persuaded, and the parents also comforted: Everyone came here from that time, and it is enough to survive these few years.

It may be that my mental quality is not enough, or it may be that the people who have been here are more forgetful. They just calmly say that it will be fine to get through it, but they don't say what to do if they can't make it through.

Without Xu Jin, I might not be able to make it through.

It was a high school at that time, and my enthusiasm for life had been worn down to a few sparks.I guarded them with my hands tremblingly, and started to prepare to mention quitting school with my parents.

Losing school is a small matter, but losing one's life is troublesome.

But during the preparation, the teacher rearranged the seats and put me and Xu Jinan together.

Before that, the only impression I had of him was that he was always smiling.

I don't know how he can still be so energetic in such a boring school, giving me a feeling that even if everyone eats shit together, he can eat shit more happily than others.

This made me so jealous that I watched him from the moment he sat next to me.He chatted with me, I cooperated, he invited me to eat together, I accompanied him, he invited me to play basketball, I sat and watched on the sidelines.

I don't know when it started, but the strength gradually returned to me.After finishing my homework, I began to secretly read extracurricular books in the evening self-study, and I read them with gusto.Being ridiculed by him for being like a weak chicken, I angrily decided to go for a run on the playground during dinner time.After he accidentally found out that I could draw, I was forced to show my skills.

My enthusiasm seems to be back.

I was so happy that I didn't remember my plan to drop out until the end of the semester.

After eating Wowotou for so long, I suddenly encountered a piece of braised pork, what should I do?

Of course it's a desperate hug.

I started to respond positively.During class, during class, and after class, we are almost always together, and even on weekends we often make appointments to go to the library.I used amazing patience to explain to him what questions he didn’t know. I also helped him organize his notes and choose suitable exercises. I hoped that his grades could be improved and we were still in college together.

At that time, he didn't think of going there until a girl in the next class confessed to him.He was very lively and handsome, but he refused.His friend joked: "Isn't this in line with your aesthetics? Why did you reject it? Or, after staying with you for a long time, you don't like others?"

I even brought this with me, just to mock me for looking like a little boy.

"Go away, I'm afraid of delaying my studies." He said.

No wonder his friend sniffed, because even I thought his reasoning was too perfunctory.Afraid of delaying study?How can it not be the reason for the reciprocal grade to refuse the positive age.

After getting more and more familiar, he also spoke unscrupulously.

"Hey, beauty, please help me correct my English composition."

"The sushi made by myself? It's too virtuous, I want to marry."

"Hey, I think you are really suitable for such a domineering name, Jiangshan, you have attracted heroes from all walks of life to compete for it."

The mouth grows on his body, I can't control it, but listening to these out of tune words, I gradually become uncomfortable.

One night during self-study, he started talking nonsense again. I turned my head and gave him a look, but looking at his smile and crooked eyes, I suddenly had an absurd idea, which scared me and quickly lowered my head to read the math paper.

Didn't it mean that the biggest illusion in life is that he likes me?

But at that time, after I found out that I liked him, I felt that all his familiar behaviors at the beginning were explained-he liked me.

With this thought, I feel empowered, like eating a lot of spinach.

Even in the third year of high school, I didn't feel depressed anymore, and insisted on going to the playground to exercise every dinner time, either running or walking in circles.

The goal at that time was also very clear, to study hard with Xu Jin and make progress every day, and confessed his love after the college entrance examination.

At five o'clock in the afternoon on June 2016, 6, the bell rang for the end of the English test, and high school ended.

I suppressed the excitement in my heart and walked out of the No. 1 teaching building. The intersection and square in front were full of students and teachers, and there were even some parents holding flowers.No matter what the exam was, everyone laughed happily.

me too.

Almost bouncing all the way back to the class, I saw Xu Jin was already in his seat.I put down my schoolbag and called him out.

I plan to complete this life event in the pavilion that the school just built last year.

Before I arrived, I always thought that the scenery there was quite good, and now the sun has turned orange, big and round, very suitable for being a witness.

Overconfident.

"Ah, I, thank you, but..."

After I said that sentence with a smile, Xu Jin's eyes froze, and he couldn't speak clearly, jumping out word by word.He was so polite, my face froze unconsciously when I heard the 'thank you'.

Thanks to my parents, for giving me a clever mind and allowing me to think in this embarrassing situation.

"You don't like me, do you?" I asked as calmly as possible after my enthusiasm dissipated.

Xu Jin scratched his head and glanced down, "Of course I like you, but it's not like this..."

I took a deep breath, pressed my index finger, and it rang, "Then can I ask if you know everyone?"

……

I don't want to recall our conversation anymore, let me just explain his things in my own words.

It was true that Xu Jin was at the bottom of the grade at the beginning, but it was also true that he wanted to start studying hard.His mother has always been a headache for his prodigal son, and she doesn't know whether they had a serious fight or a fight, anyway, he said that his prodigal son turned back.

He begged the head teacher to move him next to me during the routine fine-tuning of seats at the end of the midterm exam, saying that he wanted to learn from me, so he was very attentive from the beginning.

Haha, learn from me.

No matter how I heard it, I thought it was nonsense, just like when I heard that he rejected the girl on the ground of 'fear of delaying study'.

He said that the usual nonsense was due to him, sorry.

But why doesn't he owe others?See if I'm the best bully?

All that came out of his mouth formed a hand in the air and waved towards my cheek. I could almost hear the sound of it tearing the air and the crisp sound of the flesh sticking to the flesh at the end.

High school is over, and the big, round sun bears witness.

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