That's it

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The lazy life in the countryside makes Xiangping spend more time in a state of missing and thinking every day.When he was free, he couldn't stop himself from thinking about Su Ran.Suddenly there was more feeling left by that person last night.There is always a happy smile on his face when he is alone.

At night, Xiang Ping stayed in front of the computer earlier than usual.I have looked at Gu Ben's profile picture countless times.He no longer has any interest in the chat room, and all his expectations are concentrated in that avatar.Sitting in front of the computer, he deliberately washed his face a little cleaner, chose a dress that he thought was good, and waited beautifully.

Sun Qiang pushed Xiangping's door open as if he had learned that he had cancer.Xiang Ping was so scared that he immediately turned off QQ.

"I'll stay with you tonight." Sun Qiang said.

"Are you fighting with your wife again?"

"No." Sun Qiang was already lying on another small bed in Xiangping's bedroom.Arms covering eyes, painful self-struggle.

"Then you are going to die? What are you doing here!"

Sun Qiang didn't speak for a moment.Then he said coldly, "Can you give me the computer tonight?"

"No. The computer is the meaning of my existence. You can use the bed to reflect, but you can't count on the computer. There may be none at all." Xiang Ping said in an uncharacteristic tone.

Since this QQ can't be used, he is disgusted with Sun Qiang because he can't see the lonely copy.At least the QQ in life is not afraid of him knowing.Su Ran's message made him hesitate for a long time.It's all about talking about her own pain and her boyfriend's troubles.Xiang Ping is very clear that he likes Su Ran, and he seems to be able to feel Su Ran's kindness towards him after meeting her a few times, maybe Su Ran has not realized such kindness.Xiang Ping didn't want Su Ran to fall into chaos, and he was reluctant to cut off contact with her.

About ten o'clock.Xiang Ping saw that Sun Qiang might have fallen asleep.Then carefully open another QQ.He could no longer hold back.Seeing the messages sent by Guben at different times, there was a smiling face first.

Gu Ben: Are you there?Just saw you were online.

Gu Ben: I miss you very much.

Ping Ping: The opportunity was not at the right time, and a friend came and was forced to close.After waiting for a long time, I finally had the opportunity to come up to take a look, but it was closed again when you were away.I think about you all day today, and miss your smile in my mind.

Gu Ben: You didn't make me wait in vain, you finally came.I can't sleep without seeing you.

Ping Ping: Exaggerated!Although I want to see you too, it's not convenient now. My friend is still here. He lives with me tonight. I'm worried about being seen by him.

Guben: What friend?

Ping Ping: My place is a safe haven for my friends to divorce and quarrel, and he is one of them.Now lie in bed and reflect.

Gu Ben: Then you need to comfort me.

Ping Ping: It may become more chaotic, let him figure it out by himself.

Gu Ben: I was thinking today, you gave me the urge to date, I have been busy with work, and now I finally want to have a relationship to pin down.When you are older, you should have a stable residence.

Ping Ping: Hehe.I still have such a great role to wake you up.

Gu Ben: Before I knew it, I told you so much yesterday.I rarely chat so much with netizens, you are the first one.

Ping Ping: You gave me a different feeling from other comrades.I don't have much contact with you, but you are the most memorable to me.

Gu Ben: I don't need to make money now, and I don't know how to enjoy it. Now I just want to have a safe and secure home to live in.

Pingping: You said that I can’t give it to you. Although I want to do it a little bit, I can’t do it.

Gu Ben: I know.It's not difficult for me to find it. There are people around me who are pursuing me. If I'm not interested, I just keep working.I haven't been in touch with the circle for a long time, and I happened to meet you yesterday.

Ping Ping: I dreamed of you last night, and you kept laughing.

Gu Ben: I dreamed of sleeping with you last night.

Ping Ping: Together, you smile and watch me sleep.

Gu Ben: I smiled and told you to sleep.

Ping Ping: Haha.I like to walk around, meeting is not necessarily impossible.

Orphan: Here comes our war for three days and three nights.

Tranquility: Stop being obscene, haha.I don't think so.

Gu Ben: Then let's drink and chat.

Ping Ping: Do you like playing?We can be together then.

Guben: When I was alone, I traveled in order not to let myself think of loneliness in my spare time. I have been to many countries.Want to settle down now.I can accompany you when you come.

Ping Ping: I'm really envious. I like to travel but I haven't been to many places.Start when you earn enough money, and realize it bit by bit.

Gu Ben: You are still young, don't worry.I'd like to see you?

Tranquility: Leave some suspense, otherwise it will soon lose its novelty.

Gu Ben: Take a look, I want to see you.

Ping Ping: No way.It's really inconvenient today. I hung up when someone found out.

Gu Ben: You are the most handsome I have seen on the Internet, some are very scary, and you also talk about how good you are, it will feel like a waste of time to meet.

Calm and flat: each other each other.But I don't have you kinky.I want to talk to people more, so it doesn't matter what I look like.I have two very qualified gay netizens, neither of whom I have met.Talking to them feels superficial and benefits a lot.In fact, I am also a superficial person, but fortunately they do not reject me sometimes.

No matter what you are talking about, you will never feel bored or tired.Xiang Ping looked back at Sun Qiang from time to time, for fear that at some point he would suddenly realize that he would open his eyes and see himself chatting with a man, which would be difficult to explain.He found a mirror and placed it in front of him, so that he could see Sun Qiang's every move without looking back.The good times are coming to an end soon.

Ping Ping: The time is too fast, it's past two o'clock.

Gu Ben: If I talk like this for a few more days, my body will not be able to hold on. I would think a few days ago that if I don’t vent, I will feel uncomfortable.It will be a long time now to think that sexual desire is no longer the same as it used to be, and cannot satisfy you young people.

Ping Ping: Then you still look for young ones, you will be overwhelmed.

Gu Ben: If it were you, I would die.

Tranquility: Don't be hard on yourself, and don't involve me, I can't satisfy you, and I'm not as chaotic as you think.I hope to talk about other topics in the future.hehe.

Gu Ben: I am disrespectful to the old.

Ping Ping: Be it!Ha ha.Let's rest!Lots of time later.

Gu Ben: Let me take a look at you, I want to sleep with a smile on my face.

Tranquility: I think so too, everyone should control it!It's even more uncomfortable to think and not get it.See you in a dream.

Gu Ben: Let me see you so that I can find you in my dream, otherwise I am afraid that I will find the wrong person.

Ping Ping: You can find mistakes, I don't mind.

Gu Ben: You are very good at torturing people.That 886

Ping Ping: Good night.

Sun Qiang's snoring did not affect Xiang Ping's good mood at all.He opened his eyes in the darkness, with his hands under his head, thinking about the only copy.Imagine the scene where they are together, imagine the feeling of holding him, and imagine his smile.Accustomed to the complex thinking habits of mistakes.Sometimes I think of Su Ran, and when I think of Su Ran's sad expression, I have a sad expression again.Even Xiang Ping was afraid what if Su Ran fell in love with him?He thought that if he married Su Ran, he would betray Su Ran psychologically.

A few days of greedy online chat with Gu Ben made Xiang Ping realize that he had to control his strong desire to like men. He could no longer control his thoughts and missed him all the time. Even during the day, he would secretly open that QQ just to watch A portrait of an orphan.Or looking forward to seeing his message will be a big surprise.So now he wants to see Su Ran even more.Use the feeling of seeing Su Ran to resist missing him.

The weather continues to be fine.The crops are at their most luxuriant period, and everywhere you look, there are lush and lush scenes.Rock music was playing in the car.Xiang Ping drove Su Ran to a mountain village more than ten kilometers away. This village is next to the mountain and has a large reservoir.Xiang Pinghe's first love, Zhao Siwen, also came here and left good memories.The car drove into the mountain, and the road became rough. After walking not far, it stopped by a pond.There are hazelnut trees and some scattered pine trees around the pond, and the car is parked under a big willow tree, and the pond is connected to a small stream.The water is very clear, and the river pebbles under the water can be clearly seen.They squatted by the stream and washed their hands, then sat on two big bare rocks, lit a cigarette to Ping and looked at her happily smiling.

"It's really nice, the sound of water is so nice." Su Ran sighed with happiness.

"Well. I heard that this kind of water can be drunk directly, and it's very sweet. I'm afraid that the old cows and herders will pee in it."

"Don't drink it, there must be parasites."

For a while, the two of them didn't speak, enjoying the beauty of this place comfortably, and brewing what they wanted to say.

"Don't you really like him?" Xiang Ping asked.

"No. He urged me to go to Harbin every day recently. I don't want to go, and I don't want to stay at home. If I stay here, I'm going crazy." Su Ran said with a bitter face, her voice was weak.

"Don't you want to be with him?"

"I don't want to. No, I don't want to now. I want to be quiet, but he annoys me every day."

"When are you going?"

"Maybe the autumn harvest is over. I have to cook for them in a while. Your family is so nice that you don't farm any land. Now when I think about harvesting the land after a while, I'm going crazy again. Why is my life so hard?" Su Ran didn't feel a wry smile, it was just a complaint.

"At that time, I will be busy too, and I have to collect melon seeds. I only earn some money in these few months a year, or I won't spend it next year. I don't want to stay at home like this all the time. If I don't have money, I can't go out. Here." Xiang Ping took a cigarette and handed it to Su Ran with a serious expression.

"Hmm..." Su Ran shook her head violently.

They laughed.

"Have you lived together?" Xiang Ping asked.

"No. He thought about it, and I didn't agree."

"Don't you want to?"

"How can it be possible if you're not married! That's too frivolous. I can't do it." Su Ran felt shy about sensitive topics, her face turned red, and her expression became unnatural.

"What era is it? Thanks to you still going to college."

"Actually, I understand, but I can't do it. If I'm not sure about marrying him, it's definitely impossible."

"Aren't you afraid of him being with others?"

"That's better. I can break up with him directly. But I know she won't. I still believe him on this point. I guess he wouldn't dare either. "

"Are you sure he treats you well?"

"Well. I think it's just too kind to me. Oh! Are you really planning not to get married?"

"Well, not necessarily, but you definitely don't want children when you get married."

"Why?"

"I told you. Why are there so many? Let's go. Someone will see us later and think what's going on with us here?" Xiang Ping got up and was about to leave.

"Well... I'm so reluctant to leave, that's great." Su Ran said.