see you late summer

Chapter 11 What qualifications do you have to ask for forgiveness and say you love me?

When Shen Lufeng found the man, his words were almost frozen into a popsicle, and the man was dragged into the car in a daze. In the small space, only silence spread.

"When did you know?" The voice of the wind blowing all night was dry and hoarse, like a handful of old and broken copper.

"A month ago," Shen Xunfeng lit a cigarette: "I fucking thought you were very caring, and I received the news early in the morning, but it turned out that the blind and deaf did it all, and they didn't even know the fart."

"I don't know, I don't know, why, why don't you want me all of a sudden?"

"Why does he want you?" Shen Lifeng spoke sharply, wishing to slap him: "Why do you want a man who doesn't take him seriously and cheats on you?"

"I didn't talk to them..."

"Yes, you didn't go to bed with them." Shen Yufeng's face darkened, and it was the first time that he sternly said to this person: "You want to say that you just want to play, touch, and kiss others? It's okay to go too far." Just to let someone tell you? Anyway, you didn’t step on the red line of cheating, right?”

"It's not that you didn't go to bed, it's not cheating. You flirt with others, kiss skin to skin, say things that only lovers would say, do things that only lovers would do, and you swear that I didn't cheat;"

"It's more extreme than if you go straight to bed with someone."

"Those things you have done, you no longer regard him as your lover. Even if you chased him because of a bet with someone in the first place, since you caught up with him, why did you humiliate him like this? You knew it from the beginning. He didn't play with him before." Those people who have passed away knowingly committed crimes, who wants to sympathize with you? Let me leave the words here," every word clearly came into my ears: "Not cherishing Xia Chenyan will be the most regrettable thing in your life. "

The man in the co-pilot looked like a haggard tree, and Shen Lufeng's eyes were half angry and half pitiful.Anger is to hate him for not living up to expectations, pity is to see him sad and pitiful.

But to put it bluntly, it's not over yet.

It's just a prelude to regretting and continuing to make mistakes.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, Yuan Zhixin knocked on Xia Chenyan's office door with a smile: "Xia Xia, you can leave work early today."

"Okay," turned off the computer and picked up the coat: "Thank you, senior."

Yanyan, who had slipped away in advance, was going to Chi Lin's company to pick him up from get off work, which was a surprise.When passing by the snack street, I found a newly opened milk tea shop - the one Chi Lin likes to drink.

"Why do you love sweets so much?" Xia Chenyan, who had just discovered Mr. Chi's hobby, was very puzzled, this doesn't look like a person who loves sweets.

"Because it's delicious."

Standard late reply.

There were a lot of people, Xia Chenyan still chose to queue up.

Unexpectedly, I ran into an acquaintance whom I hadn't seen for a long time.

"Why are you here?"

"I... just followed you..." I didn't sleep all night, ran out of Shen Lufeng's house and drove around aimlessly until I found him in the crowd.

Xia Chenyan didn't speak, it was not something he could decide whether to follow or not, he just turned his head and didn't look at him.

The first time Yan Zhiyang learned of his enemy's name, Yan Zhiyang had someone check Chi Lin, and knew that this was the office building of Haiyue Technology, so Xia Chenyan must not have come here just to buy a drink.I don't want to think about it, the people in front of me seem like a lifetime away, but those forgotten and buried past events are suddenly clearly vivid in my mind.

Before Xia Chenyan came to the company to pick him up, what did he say? Did he tell him not to come to the company to shame him, or did he dislike his mother-in-law?

Opposite the snack street is Xia Chenyan's favorite ice cream when he was in college. He said it was a coincidence. When he was queuing up, he ran all the way to buy it, squeezed into the shop and handed the ice cream, with a flattering tone: "Xiao Yan, Here's your favorite ice cream, a scoop of crushed Oreos with a scoop of diced mango and cranberry sauce."

The person in front of him didn't reach out to take it, and the cold starry eyes were like a ray of wind: "I don't think Shen Yufeng may have told you, so let me tell you again;"

I don't want to see him pronounce the sentence in person, but I hear the clear sentence: "I like someone else, just say it;"

"There is no relationship between us."

"I'm sorry for all the troubles I've caused you in the past three years. If you don't have a good break up, don't be an enemy."

Snapped!

Yan Zhiyang was so emotional that he grabbed him and refused to let go: "You, if you give me another chance, I will definitely change;"

"I didn't agree to break up, you can't talk to yourself;"

"Let's write off the previous things as if they never happened. Let's start again. I will treat you well."

Xia Chenyan looked at him seriously, impatience, irritability, indifference and disgust would appear on this man's face, but he shouldn't have any regrets: "No."

"You, what can't you say?"

"I said, it's all gone;"

"I don't like to eat ice cream from this store now, so I can't eat ice cream;"

"There is no possibility of repeating the same mistakes between us, so neither will we."

Yan Zhiyang almost vomited blood, his heart felt like a falling steel needle, every inch was red.

"Are you so cruel? How can you let go of our three-year relationship in less than three months?" As proud and conceited as he was, he said this with humiliation.But he missed it too much, even a shallow breath or a frown made him unable to bear the greed in his heart.Xia Chenyan is his sunny air, because it is commonplace everywhere, so he doesn't know how to cherish it.When he threw himself into a snare and drowned in the deep sea, no one cares about him, he struggled desperately to get ashore.

I don't want to argue endlessly with Xia Chenyan, anyway, he will never stop here.

"You... since when did you like drinking milk tea?"

He didn't want to pay attention to him, but only perfunctory: "Occasionally."

"The queue time for this store is quite long," he licked his dry lips, and began to find nothing to say: "If you like it very much, I can join or buy a store for you, and I will only do it for you alone."

"No need." Seeing his pretentious appearance, there was no wave in his heart: "Yan always doesn't need to bother."

"No trouble," Yan Zhiyang has never felt so clumsy with his tongue: "I just think it's hard for you to line up, I understand it too late, but I really want to make it up..."

"It's really not necessary," the clerk was already packing, restraining the sneer at the corner of his mouth, leaving him with the last bit of decency: "I like to line up to buy by myself, not to mention it's for Chi Lin, I don't think it's hard work."

"Yan Zhiyang, don't you really understand?" The person in front of him showed a confused and painful expression, but he was the one who was hurt and he was the one who stabbed the knife, but the assailant looked victimized: "In other words, even if it is I love to drink milk tea, but I don't want to drink anything related to you—whether you buy it or give it to me."

"You said it yourself, it's too late."

"Since it's late, don't use it."

"Xia Chenyan," the man's eyes were filled with pain when he left, "You are so cruel."

No, I am not cruel.

What is cruel is that your blunt knife has delayed my three years, shredding my love and hope piece by piece.

What qualifications do you have to ask for forgiveness and say you love me?