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Chapter 13

Perhaps because of the alcohol, I couldn't feel the emotion called anxiety, and my heart and eyes were full of bravery. I clasped my hands and prayed to the heavenly father to be a good person for 10 minutes.

The elevator opened wide, and I was too embarrassed to move my legs. When I raised my eyes, I met the person standing outside the door.

All the finished manuscripts were discarded, and I stood in the door, dumbfounded.He was still wearing his morning shirt, and it was past one o'clock now, and the long absence of staying up late made him look tired and his eyes were red.The glass windows on the floor were open, and the cold wind poured straight into the corridor.

There are four households on the first floor. We live in 1801, which is the closest to the window of the shared stall.

I didn't move for a long time, the elevator was unintentional, and would not empathize with me. According to the building standards, it slowly moved towards the middle on time.Shen Lu suddenly took a step forward, blocked the elevator door with his arm, the two doors met on the left and right sides of his arm, and bounced back.

He suddenly didn't feel the pain, but instead showed a relieved expression.

His pain must be retribution on me, otherwise how could I resonate everywhere.I gasped and approached him, like a bruised reed, a half-damaged lamp, holding that arm, and weeping.

After more than 20 years, I finally regained my child's instinct and cried loudly.

Shen Lu frowned slightly, he saw that I was drunk, he resigned to his fate and picked me up, as if he was checking in some valuables, and carefully took me home.

He put me in the tub, half full and half full of foam.I closed my eyes, pretended to be a child, and let him apply the shower gel for me.

Shen Lu taught me, baby, it's late now, so I can't disturb other residents.

It was rare for me to be smart today, and I firmly grasped the thing that confused me, and asked him why you were standing at the elevator waiting for me.

In case I don't come back all night, wouldn't Shen Xiaobai have to stand all night?From what I know of him, perseverance is one of his rules of life.

Shen Lu wiped my face with a towel, I really don't understand why he loves me - I am stupid, twisted, mediocre in social status, and not as good-looking as a teenager, but I know very clearly that he loves me.

No one will be obedient to an irrelevant person unless he asks for something.

I can't give Shen Lu anything.

No matter in which city, there will be hundreds of men or women who are smarter, more beautiful and capable than me, and they will come to love him one after another.

But he has a person in his heart that he will remember to this day.

I am the most suitable person for him, he is reluctant to part with me, pity me for my innocence, miss me to rely on him, tie me to his side tightly, and then love me.And we know each other well that this is another dimension of love, with the same name and surname as love in the narrow sense, but it is very different.

If I just fell asleep at this point, it will be a brand new five years when I wake up tomorrow, a five years of continuous reincarnation.

But I'd love to live, and I say—

Shen Lu, why are you so cruel.

Being together forever is a curse, a curse that I can never break out of.

He was so surprised, the hand that twisted the towel stopped slightly, Mount Tai collapsed in front of him, and it changed for a moment before returning to its original appearance.His cuffs were folded in two, exposing his strong forearms, and he wrapped me in the towel.I don't want him to hug me, I raised my legs and stepped out of the bathtub, barely stood still, and wiped off the water stains on my body indiscriminately.

Shen Lu was at a loss, he saw that I was already sober, except for my bodily reactions, I was no longer dominated by alcohol.

Baby, did something happen at night, he asked me.

What can happen is that I dressed up to attend, and made a special trip to vent the grievances that have been broken for ten years.It doesn't look rosy right now, that's all.

I have never talked about our feelings openly with him, except for the joke-like explanation back then, I also overestimated the degree of fit between each other.

——Going to the class reunion was originally my idea.The leader notified everyone, I was no exception, I knew Xia Yi was going.It is so simple to untie the bell and tie it.

I imagined that he would have a little extra affection for me, but unexpectedly, he still acted like he was tolerant and generous, blessing his friends.

I was so good-for-nothing, I was preparing my lines, but the tears came down first.

Coaxing me is an established program that has been set in his body for 28 years. He wiped off the water marks on my face with his fingertips and whispered, baby, how can you call me cruel.

I started to tell him what happened tonight, and he listened carefully. He frowned when he heard that Xia Yi wanted something from him, and then looked up at my expression.He said that the work should follow an objective process, but if he makes it difficult for you, I won't accept ten times the fee, okay?

I nodded, looked directly at him, and said, Lu Er, let me tell you about Xia Yi and I.

Shen Lu lowered his head and said yes.

There was nothing to say, and I didn't speak fast, and it didn't take me a few minutes to speak.It included how he made provocative words in the corridor of the dormitory, and how he aggressively threatened me to go to the bar.At that time, I would compromise because I was afraid that he would publicize his sexuality. Now I can go to the Bund and pull up a banner to expose myself.

I paused and said, "How could I like a bastard who sexually harassed me."

It was the first time for Shen Lu to hear me say these things, and he seemed to freeze, momentarily speechless.He may be able to realize that my indifference and disdain for Xia Yi now, he attributed it to the price of growing up, children will continue to deny their past self, this is an inevitable path.

It wasn't until the time I saw Xia Yi on the TV show that I realized how much negative effect this person played as a fuse.Two months later, Shen Lu educated me in a more cruel and direct way.

I curled my toes and curled up under the covers, and it was really hard to say what I had to say next.After thinking about it, I decided to start from five years ago.

"As for seeing Xia Yi on the TV show that time," I was embarrassed again, lowering my head and almost buried it in the pillow, "I went to see Cheng Lin, a college teacher friend, but I didn't actually meet him a few times. I agreed to try with him because, because—”

I tried my best to lower my voice, and said in an inaudible way: "I'm so angry, I've told you about Xia Yi many times, but you don't believe it every time, and that night you directly...directly..."

Speaking of this, I was overwhelmed with frustration and shame, and I simply buried myself in the pillow, not daring to look up at his expression.

"I don't like that teacher, I'll make it clear to him soon," I sniffed, trying to keep my tone normal, "Then, then you were with someone else in the city where you were on a business trip, and you came back You looked very sad that day. I think Brother Lu must really like that person. "

"Xia Yi asked me in the past, Ruan Yan, do you like Shen Lu? It's too difficult. I don't understand, just like I didn't know Xia Yi's despicableness until I entered university two or three years later, I was a long time late to sort out the mess in my heart. "

"Before you always told me that when I have someone I want to fall in love with, you will support me. But there is no such person, no, Brother Lu, only you, I really like you so much."