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Chapter 12

In the next month, I lost interest in everything I did. I stayed at home for 30 days, and Shen Lu’s circle of friends updated a lot. It was obviously two people’s activities, eating and watching movies, and even taking a break from the busy schedule. Go to Disney.

I don't know if that person is a man or a woman, at most only one arm is shown in the photo, and I, a petty man, stretched out my arm in front of the mirror and looked at myself carefully.

White is white enough not to bask in the sun, but it is better looking than that arm.But I either manipulate the mouse or hold the pressure-sensitive pen all day long, with a thin callus on the tiger's mouth, which is far worse than that beautiful palm.

I couldn't stand such a meaningless comparison, so I simply cut off all contact methods.After all, Shen Lu still cared about me. My fellow university classmates in Shanghai knocked on the door and saw me dying.I lay on the bed and closed my eyes tightly. My classmates thought I was asleep, so they rolled up their sleeves and called Shen Lu. Hey, hey, that's right, it's me. Brother Shen, um, I saw Xiao Ruan, and I'm at home.

Hearing my name, I pricked up my ears and did the scandalous thing of eavesdropping.

The classmate was hesitant, and then called another classmate. When he learned that I had broken up with the associate professor, I wondered how it was involved.He dialed the phone, and Shen Lu connected again. The classmate said, Brother Shen, I asked. Xiao Ruan and Teacher Xie broke up a few days ago, and Teacher Xie hasn't seen him these days.

——I scolded these bastards under the quilt and told Shen Lu what to do. He enjoyed morning tea and wandering the night streets with Master Tongxin in Guangzhou, so he didn't have to worry about my trivial matters.

I coughed a few times, the classmate hung up the phone, came in to show me some care, and then left.

Only a day and a half later, at around ten o'clock the next night, I sat on the sofa and gnawed a peach, the sound of jingling keys was close at hand, and Shen Lu dragged his suitcase into the door, full of dust.

I just gnawed half of the peaches, and I was a little timid, I haven't seen him for two months, I asked, Luer, is your case over?

He was empty-handed, dressed neatly, and came straight to the sofa. He picked me up with [-]% of his strength, and my lower body was off the ground. I raised my calf in fright and hooked his waist tightly.The peach juice on the two fingers dripped into the gap between the fingers, Shen Lu grabbed my fingers and licked them gently to prevent the peach juice from continuing to twist.I shrank my hands, feeling embarrassed, spit on him, is it dirty?

Shen Lu didn't speak, raised his head, aimed at my two lips, pried them apart, and kissed me in a rush.I haven't been so close to him for a long time, and suddenly my head was empty, and I instinctively catered to him, panting, he carried me into the bedroom, I suddenly woke up, and struggled to break free from his arms.

Luer, aren't you—are you in love?

I also follow the so-called moral standards, always keep in mind the positioning of our relationship, and rein in the precipice at critical moments.

Shen Lu said the first sentence of the night, and they broke up.

What a coincidence, I just kicked off a university professor who I couldn't get along with just a month ago, and he also parted ways with an interesting confidant from Guangzhou.

I half-kneeled on the carpet, looking up at Shen Lu who was sitting on the edge of the bed.As soon as he came out, his tie was rubbed crookedly by me.I know it's the best solution to untie it and hang it up for him when I'm home, but I don't want to.I took two steps forward, knelt on the ground, refastened his tie with both hands, and smoothed the slightly wrinkled shirt with my palms, and it was another complete sinking road.

Shen Lu clasped my hand, looked down at me from above, I saw a ghost, I suddenly found the bloodshot eyes in his eyes, and a tear that couldn't be shed.

I tore him off, pulled him to the ground, and sat there facing me.I was shaking all over, he stopped talking, the air conditioner whimpered, and the continuous operation made it exhausted, so I chose to mediate myself at this moment and stop for a while.

—he needs me.

I quickly realized this fact, I quickly crawled over to hug him with my hands and feet, my chin rested on his collarbone, it hurt so much, but I didn’t feel it, I wished for more pain, it’s best to let his pain All transfers will be accepted by me.

Obviously, God didn't give this a chance.I had no choice but to bite my lower lip tightly, oozing blood, and pained with him in a clumsy way.

How could anyone not love Shen Lu?

Is it because he wants to go back to Shanghai, or is it because he can't stay in Guangzhou? The more I think about it, the more confused I become, and I can't figure out how anyone can't love him.If it were me, let alone Guangzhou and Shanghai, I would chase him from the other side of the world.

That was the first time Shen Lu killed me, he didn't move a single soldier, it was really bloodless, it made me die from the inside out.

A few hours ago, he did the same trick again. A living corpse wandered the streets. The 10-minute drive turned into more than an hour's journey.

The seldom embarrassment in my life was in front of him, and today I made an exception and showed it to the people of Shanghai.A clumsy drunk man held on to the railing, spanned several kilometers, and performed a drunk performance art performance along the way-shaking, walking one step and resting three steps.

The gatekeeper of the community naturally recognizes me and knows that I live with Shen Lu.The old man put on his glasses and poked his head out of the sentry box to talk to me, Mr. Ruan, is your friend at home? Would you like me to dial 1801 and ask him to come downstairs to pick you up.

With a rush of blood, I refused again and again, clutching the railing with my fingers, and said to the old man, thank you, no need, I just go back by myself.

I entered the corridor and sat down at the elevator entrance.On a November night, the wind was blowing. Fortunately, the community was well managed. As soon as I stepped into the corridor, the coded door closed with a sound, cutting off the night wind outside.

The tiles are cold, just treat me sober up.

I think--

What an idiot.When I was a teenager, I could still be called a beautiful idiot. This is a compliment, and I will be 29 in just over a month. How can I afford the word "beautiful".

I should go upstairs and tell him that I, this useless piece of shit, from head to toe, from body to heart, live or die, belong to him entirely.

I said this ten years ago, and I still couldn't learn how to express it, so I said it out loud, brother, I don't like Xia Yi.But I forgot how I praised Xiao Dou Wei vividly in front of him before, how cool he was, I like it very much, I really like this feeling.

Sorry, I should bang my head twice to apologize to Dou Wei.

Given the circumstances at the time, it would be strange for him to believe it.

I'm downcast, it's not my fault, a fool like me always has to die once before he knows what's good or bad.In the next few years, I came back to life through mending, how long I can live depends on Shen Lu's orders.

On the surface, he obeyed my words, but here I am - there is a time bomb, he presses it, and I will rush to die lightly.

I really want to live. There are several potted flowers on the small balcony of my house. They grow in spring and grow in summer, and are harvested in autumn and stored in winter. I always go to see them when I wake up in the middle of the night. Seeing such beautiful flowers, I can’t help but want to live.

The voice-activated light clicked on, I sneezed, and opened the elevator door before the lights dimmed.