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Chapter 46 Part 1

The moment she opened her eyes, what penetrated her nose was the familiar smell of disinfectant water. Zhou Mei realized that there was a figure in front of the bed in a daze, but she was not yet awake, so she couldn't recognize it clearly.

"You're awake, Miss Zhou." A rare smile appeared on that firm figure.

Zhou Mei blinked vigorously, and then realized that the familiar double-breasted black jacket and the gold-inlaid jade pipe in his hand, except for Shi Liu, there is no other person in Chongqing who can wear this outfit.

"Sixth Master, why are you here?" Zhou Mei slowed down and said in a daze.

"Major General Jing has already arranged a caretaker for you. The mansion is investigating this surprise attack. Commander Liu asked him to investigate thoroughly. When he left, he entrusted my fourth brother to help take care of you."

"Since there is a caregiver, why bother the sixth master?" Zhou Mei felt bitter and astringent in his mouth, and there was still a stick stirring in his stomach.

Shi Liu kept smiling, and picked up the sugar water beside him, "Drink some, the doctor said, you definitely want something sweet when you wake up."

Zhou Mei's acute gastric hemorrhage really scared Jing Yuan a lot this time, the doctor even used first-aid equipment and inhaled oxygen, and now he can lie here comfortably.

"Six Masters"

"Miss Zhou, please tell me." Seeing that Zhou Mei didn't intend to drink sugar water, Shi Liu naturally put down the bowl and said patiently.

"This time about Xiaobai, can Liu Ye help me and deal with the funeral?"

"I've already arranged for Huang Que and Dong Chi to go. Funerals and folk customs are naturally very complicated. She is a woman, so it's really difficult for her. However, it's easy for me to do it. The key lies in whether she will let me Intervening." Shi Liu also felt a little helpless on his face, "You also know that there is a deep misunderstanding between her and me."

"She probably won't refuse this time." Zhou Mei smiled wryly, fearing that Xiaobai was powerless to refuse at this time.

"You should rest at ease, don't think too much." Shi Liu patted the back of Zhou Mei's hand, wanting her to let go of her defenses. He was surprised to find that even in such a moment when she needed someone to take care of her, Zhou Mei still had a There is a sense of alienation that makes people retreat.

Zhou Mei is not pretending to be strong, but she understands that the sudden warmth, even if it is a timely gift, can't make her feel at ease in the slightest. Liu Wei is so old-fashioned, she must have noticed the relationship between her and Xiao Bai, at this time, all she can do is to show weakness in front of Shi Liu and try her best to protect Xiao Bai.

"Master Liu, can you let her go?" Zhou Mei turned her palm over and pinched Shi Liu's rough hand tightly. She looked into Shi Liu's deep eyes, her face full of pleading.

Without Tang Xiangwan's Xiaobai, it is like losing the flowers in the greenhouse, which are fragile and fragile. At this time, Zhou Mei can't let her suffer any other harm.

"Miss Zhou..." Shi Liu smiled lightly, and also tightly held Zhou Mei's hand back, "Don't worry, Shi is not that bad, and it's not the fault of a real man to make things worse at this time."

For Shi Liu, Xiaobai is his friend, and he has done great things for him, and lost his beloved son because of it. For a gangster like him, the most important things are rules and kindness, and he will repay his kindness with revenge. He really doesn't bother to do such a thing, not to mention that in his eyes, Xiao Bai's temper is just like a child's, and it's really demeaning to care about her.

"Thank you sixth master for completeness." Zhou Mei's tense nerves seemed to have finally relaxed, she sighed softly, and slowly closed her eyes.

"Actually, if she's willing." Shi Liu twisted the pipe in his hand and raised his eyelids.

"Huh?" Zhou Mei opened her eyes again.

"I can accept her." A strange smile appeared on the corner of Shi Liu's mouth, "My wife has a rich family, an embroidered mother, and a girl. They usually hum a little tune and it's okay. If it's a rap show, who sings it in Chongqing? "Guo Xiaobai"

Zhou Mei frowned, supported the bed with both hands, trying to struggle to sit up, "Master Liu is joking!"

"You can think I'm joking, at least she followed me, and I have a reason to protect her." Shi Liu looked regretful, "When Tang Sheng left like this, how many people stared at her, do you know, if I don't send someone to guard her?" I'm afraid that tonight, she will be ruined by someone."

As soon as Shi Liu's words fell, Zhou Mei's tears welled up, as if a broken thread, followed the trend.

"It's too late for you to meet her. Have you seen Xiaobai from back then?" Shi Liu narrowed his eyes, as if his memory was still fresh. The girl from the family, she has such a pretty smile, many rich and powerful people stare at her, blocking her in the background every day, but she has another hobby, which offended many people, those people want to revenge on her, they have been Don’t even dare to start, now is the best time.”

"..."

"You are going to get married soon, but something like this happened to her. Don't you find a way out for her? What will she do in the future?"

"Stop it!" Zhou Mei covered her stomach, beads of sweat rolled down.

"I shouldn't have told you all these things at this time." Shi Liu helped Zhou Mei to lie down, and hurriedly asked the attendant who was guarding the door of the ward to call the doctor.

Seeing Zhou Mei's painful expression, Shi Liu also felt a headache. He really wanted to use this to force Zhou Mei to make a decision, because this is the best chance, only her words can make Xie Bai completely give up, and only her can make Xie Bai Give her up completely.

I don't know whether it's God's will or something, the sky in Chongqing these days is overcast, and the inside and outside of the Tang mansion is even more bleak. Shi Liu's Huangque and Dongchi brought all kinds of sacrifices to help , all the reflective glassware or mirrors in the inner room were pasted up with old paper. Bai Yuan knew them, and for the first time, she didn't drive them out. They took photos of Tang Xiangwan's military uniform, so they quickly set up Tang Xiangwan's mourning hall, which looked decent.

Although Jing Luo was shot in the arm, fortunately it was only a bruise. After a simple bandage, he rushed to the Tang mansion to guard Bai Yuan, and together with her received batch after batch of condolences from old friends who hadn't seen much in the past. The opera singer started to cry, but she didn't react, she still maintained a numb smile and nodded her thanks.

After a whole day of tossing like this, from morning to night, Jing Luo was afraid that she would be too sad, so she coaxed Bai Yuan to sleep. On the other side of the mourning hall, Huang Que and Dong Chi were guarding in shifts, and tributes were also placed on Tang Xiang. Xiaolongbao, my favorite food at night, keeps the lights on.

In the bedroom, Jing Luo put the quilt on Bai Yuan's body and coaxed softly, "Let's sleep for a while."

Bai Yuan stretched out her hand subconsciously, and grabbed Jing Luo's clothes.

Jing Luo smiled, sat on the edge of the bed, rubbed Bai Yuan's hair, "I'm not leaving, go to sleep"

Her eyes had been out of focus all day, but now they fell on the bandage on Jing Luo's left arm, and when she spoke, her voice was a little hoarse, "How are you?"

"If something really happens, I can't be here either." Jing Luo couldn't help being a little happy, "Don't worry about others, you should take care of yourself."

"Thank you for all these years"

Jing Luo was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly panicked, "Xiaobai!"

"It's my fault"

"Xiaobai, you want to open up..."

What a blow Tang Xiangwan's departure was to Xiaobai, Jing Luo knew in her heart that even though she didn't feel well in her heart, thinking that she might be Xiaobai's only reliance in the future, she felt a little bit of relief in her heart .

"I won't commit suicide. I just regret it. Why didn't I listen to you back then?" Bai Yuan smiled wryly. She has two lives now, and Tang Xiangwan's flesh and blood are pregnant in her stomach. Belittle yourself.

Thinking of the nightmare last night, it wasn't a coincidence or an accident, it was a trap, it was her, she killed Xiang Wan, if she hadn't provoked her back then, she wouldn't be in such pain now, knowing everything, But nothing can be done, nothing can be said.

"..." Knowing what she meant, but thinking that she meant something else, Jing Luo could only sigh. In fact, she was not sure whether Zhou Mei would marry her after all these changes. elder brother.

"What about her?" Bai Yuan asked in a muffled voice.

I vaguely remember that in the chaos, she was hurriedly carried away by Jing Yuan, her face was like paper, and she didn't seem to be pretending.

"Stomach bleeding, I have been rescued twice, my brother is taking care of her." Sensing her hatred, Jing Luo felt helpless, "She is also having a hard time, so don't be so desperate, okay?"

Oh, the culprit is worthy of a serious illness, being taken care of by others, and begging for forgiveness, oh no, she doesn't need her own forgiveness at all, she will be the honorable Mrs. Jing in the future, she will have everything she wants, but she has nothing .

But she was powerless to be angry, and also powerless to care about it, because it was her choice, but she didn't expect the result to be so bad.

"You are still injured, so stop taking care of me and sleep with me."

"Of course I want to sleep with you, I won't leave even if you drive me away"

It wasn't until today that she realized the coolness of autumn. Jing Luo took off her earrings and necklace, turned off the light and went to bed, and surrounded Bai Yuan from behind. Fragrant.

"Okay, go to sleep, you don't eat or drink, you always have to rest"

"Will you leave tomorrow?"

"No, I've been here for the past few days, dear"

It has to be said that Mayor Pan is also extremely gracious, not only allowing Jing Luo to take care of Bai Yuan here, but also sending Dr. Li to the Tang Mansion regularly to change Jing Luo's medicine.

"In a few days"

"..." Jing Luo's heart tightened.

"Why are you all leaving?"

And why, before you leave, you want to take everything from me.

"Xiao Bai, I will always protect you, even if I am married, I will always protect you." In the darkness, Jing Luo put a kiss on Bai Yuan's forehead and said softly.

Hot tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, and Bai Yuan laughed at herself, "She can't even coax me like this, what am I trying to do?"

"You asked for it." Although Jing Luo felt sorry for her, she had to complain, "Since you love her, don't regret it."

If she had known this, she would not have driven Zhang Jianrong away. At least in this way, she would still have someone to accompany her and never leave her.

Because of excessive exhaustion, Jing Luo hugged Bai Yuan and soon fell asleep, but Bai Yuan was still awake. She got up softly, walked to the study, rummaged through it, and finally found it in a heavy dictionary. a letter.

She stared blankly at the letter in her hand. Suddenly, there was a gust of wind outside the window, and then, a flash of lightning flashed across her pale eyebrows. The light in the hall was still on, and it was about to rain, so Lulu also got up and was helping the oriole to close the window of the living room. Bai Yuan looked out and saw Dong Chi holding an oil paper bag in his hand from a distance, covering it with his hand. The raindrops that had been dripping from above his head were running towards the mansion with his extremely flexible legs.

One second before the rain became heavier, Dong Chi jumped up the steps with a tiger. The few hairs on the top of his head were already drenched by the rain. He tidied his hair randomly, and stood respectfully and peacefully at the top of the stairs. The white kite nodded, opened the oil paper bag in her hand, and handed the steaming oil cake to the yellow bird. The two of them looked very winking, and they both walked out, only sitting on the steps outside the threshold of the mansion, side by side. Listening to the sound of the rain, Bai Yuan lowered her eyes and thought about it while wolfing down her food. She called Lu Lu to cook some hot glutinous rice balls for the two of them.

The night is long, and the night watch is the hardest thing to endure. She knows that she can't fall down at this moment, so she can only rely on them. This time, Shi Liu finally has some conscience. Because of this, she felt a little more relieved.

Even the person I hated the most in the past has turned into the rain and dew at this moment, but what about that person?Bai Yuan sat in the study room, stroking the book in her hand, biting her lower lip tightly until she tasted the blood, and frantically brushed all the poems that she held on her lap and recited carefully to the ground, She doesn't understand, she really doesn't understand.

Zhou Mei, you usually talk about etiquette and morality, the righteousness of your family and country, your position is the sky, and the life and death sufferings of others are all ants, you are sure that I will not hurt you, so you are so unscrupulous.

She hated Zhou Mei, and even more hated herself who couldn't do anything.You are obviously not strong, but you like a woman whose personality is stronger than a man. You know that she is ruthless, but you imagine that a ruthless person can have true feelings for you.

It seems that after sleeping for a long time, she is finally willing to wake up. She approached you at the beginning, seduced you, and then fell in love with you suddenly. Now it seems that everything seems to be a dream. When you came out of Sheng's house, you should have I see, why are you so naive, why are you so stupid.

But are her kisses, her tears, and the emotions she couldn't hide all fake? At that moment, she clasped her wrist tightly and dragged herself back, and that sad look in her eyes was also fake.

If it was fake, she should have let go.

Like a lunatic, Bai Yuan was caught in the battle of souls. Seeing the two phantoms tearing each other apart, she stumbled and fell on the ground. She turned out the envelope covered with paper and held it tightly in her palm.

Three days later, Zhou Mei finally pulled out the needle in her hand and was about to be discharged from the hospital. Although the nurses took good care of her during this period, her image was not as glamorous as before. She washes her hair and wipes her face to keep her beautiful. Ordinary nurses will only focus on her health, and don't care about eating, drinking, and messing around. So when she got into the Jing family's car with unkempt hair, she was laughed at by Jing Luo for a long time.

In this surprise attack, six officers including Gao Jianqin and Tang Xiangwan died unfortunately. The Chairman Lei Ting was furious and directly appointed two lieutenant generals to Chongqing to rectify the army. Jing Yuan has been ordered to take over the No. 20 Sixth Division of the Central Army and is busy The sky was dark and the sky was dark, and he didn't even have time to go home, so he could only ask his younger sister to pick up Zhou Mei.

The car was driving slowly on the muddy road. It has been raining in Chongqing for three days and it hasn’t stopped yet. It reminds me of last year’s mountain torrents. Seeing that Zhou Mei started to feel unwell again, Jing Luo rolled up the window , took out the cigarette case from the bag, took out one and handed it to her.

Zhou Mei took the cigarette, Jing Luo took the fire and lit it for her, and Fu took another cigarette by himself, and just put it in his mouth, Zhou Mei said softly, "How is she?"

Jing Luo bit the cigarette holder, stuffed the lighter into her handbag, turned her head, put the cigarette in her mouth on Zhou Mei's butt, took two puffs, and the cigarette ignited. She observed carefully Looking at Zhou Mei's expression, she said softly, "Why don't you get married?"

Zhou Mei was taken aback for a moment, and immediately pinched the cigarette, and the cigarette end was crushed directly in the palm of her hand. She turned her head away, with an anxious expression, "What's wrong with her?"

"No." Jing Luo thought it was funny, and shook his head, "If you continue like this, it will be over."

"Xiao Luo..." Zhou Mei took a deep breath, her tone softened, it could be seen that she was never good at asking for help.

"She went to Peiping, that's the only thing I know." Jing Luo gritted her teeth, and tears welled up in her eyes, "I can't control whether she is good or bad in the future."

"Why did she go to Peiping?" Zhou Mei was stunned for a moment.

"You still ask me! Didn't she stay with you all the time before the accident! Don't you understand her feelings and thoughts at all!"

"..." I vaguely remembered that Xiaobai seemed to have mentioned that Mei Heming had recommended her to go to Wang Lao's opera school for further study. Zhou Mei felt that those futures must have nothing to do with her, so she didn't take it to heart.

"I don't care about the house or the car. I didn't move any of Tang's pocket money. I sent someone to check and found out that she bought the ticket to Peking yesterday."

"Oh." Zhou Mei responded lightly.

"You really are!" Jing Luo couldn't bear it anymore, "How can she bear you, what's so good about you, don't be my sister-in-law, hurry up, hurry up and go to Peiping!"

Wars between sisters-in-law are common, this sister-in-law is a little too strong, but Ms. Zhou is not a vegetarian on weekdays. The driver, old Yuan Zheng, listened enthusiastically and tapped the brakes. He really wanted to see Zhou Mei's expression, but he couldn't. It was so obvious that he could only tilt his head slightly.

"Drive your car! Don't fucking look around! Keep your mouth shut!" Jing Luo snarled, and Lao Yuan shivered in fright.

The silence in the car was restored, except for the sound of rain.

"Go home and take a shower?" After a long time, Jing Luo turned around and asked.

"Not your sister-in-law"

"..." Jing Luo felt a gust of cold wind behind him, "Don't! My brother will kill me!"

"parking"

Lao Yuan was stunned for a moment, and stopped abruptly.

Zhou Mei opened the door and got out of the car, and walked down the side mountain road in the rain.

"Hey! Sister-in-law!" Jing Luo also got out of the car, and shouted to Zhou Mei's background, "Where are you going! I was just joking!"

Afraid of being scolded by the elders of the Jing family, Lao Yuan lamented the waywardness of the young girl while taking the umbrella and hastened to hold it up for Jing Luo.

In the heavy rain, all the sounds were not very real. Looking back at Zhou Mei, the corners of her brows and eyes were wet from the rain, and her hair was stuck to her forehead. At this moment, Jing Luo seemed to be hallucinating, because Zhou Mei's actions and demeanor were too Like Xiaobai.

Zhou Mei didn't respond to her, but just continued to float away in the rain and fog.

Just like that person back then.

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