My brother became a love brain

Chapter 136

"Chi Rui, I really love you."

This is said with incomparable sincerity, like acting in an idol drama.

I forced myself to close my eyes and ignore his words.His hand took mine, and the bed sank down a bit - he was on mine, maybe looking at me.

He moved closer to me in silence until his breath could easily spray my face, I kind of wanted to open my eyes but I held back.

If he wants to act, he can discuss it with me, or give me a slight hint in the middle, even if he winks at me, I won't be so sad.

Even if he was afraid that my acting skills were not good enough, he could have explained the cause and effect to me after we returned to the room, instead of saying that abruptly after I rejected his marriage proposal.

His behavior just now, to put it bluntly, looks like a very hesitant scumbag. He hesitated between letting me give up completely and giving me a little hope, and finally chose to use lame excuses to temporarily coax my emotions.

But I don't think I'm a stupid person, and I don't want to continue to cooperate with his performance. If a relationship is more tired than relaxed, false than sincere, and disappointed than happy, then there is no need to continue.

My mood became more and more stable, my breathing became longer and longer, and my mind was blurred, almost on the verge of falling asleep. It just so happened that at this moment, Song Dongyang's kiss landed on the tip of my nose.

He was no longer cautious, but lightly pressed on my body, his hands grabbed my shoulders, rubbed the thin fabric on my body, and pressed against my body in secret, showing an inexplicable desire to control .

There was no way I could fall asleep in this situation, and I couldn't just lie down and let it go.I still closed my eyes, but raised my hand, touched the back of his neck along his back, and held the soft piece of flesh.

He took an inch and leaned over to kiss my lips. I clenched my teeth and squeezed the nipple tightly with my hands, but he squeezed my lips with his lips even more excitedly.

I frowned, and wanted to push him aside as before, but during the struggle, I realized that his legs had already locked mine, and he was pressing on me with his body weight. Can't move.

I loosened the grip on the back of his neck, lowered my arms, and didn't want to say anything - I guessed that the second I opened my mouth, he would stick his tongue in.

We remained silent and stiff for about 3 minutes. Song Dongyang let go of my lips and said, "We don't have much time."

"I'll give you a chance to explain."

Explain why you did that this afternoon, explain why you regretted lying to me again at night, and explain the reason for making this gesture at this moment.I still don't want to have unnecessary misunderstandings with him because of poor communication.

"..."

After a long silence, I opened my eyes, and it was really dark in front of me, and I couldn't see him.

"Speak." I urged him, only then did I realize that my voice was already hoarse, and the cold liquid rolled down my cheeks, wetted my long hair, and was hidden in the soft fabric. Too weak.

Song Dongyang let go of his right hand holding my shoulder. His hand touched my cheek gropingly, and wiped off the liquid on my face with his fingertips.

"Why are you crying?" His voice was steady and calm, but his movements were so gentle that I couldn't stop, tears pouring out as if I didn't want money.

Because I love you.

Silence was like an unflattering ball, he pushed it away and I caught it.

"If you stay here and stay with me forever, you will hate me."

I wanted to say that I wouldn't, but he covered the lower half of my face with his hands and didn't let me speak.

He whispered in my ear, "I know you love me, but can this love withstand time?"

"Just like those who give up better opportunities for love, when they decide to give up, they also think that they will never regret it."

"But when the love fades away, they will continue to think about whether they would be happier if they had chosen another path, and they will gradually develop endless boredom."

"Looking at the lover who is no longer young and beautiful around me, the scales in my heart have also shifted, and I begin to regret what I gave up for my lover."

"You have just been on this island for a year, and you may not be tired of playing enough. You have the idea of ​​leaving soon, and you can still endure it."

"But if you choose to stay, you can never go out again. If I beg you in the name of love, you will stay, right."

I asked myself, if Song Dongyang really asked me to stay in the name of love, I might hesitate, but I would still nod and stay - at least for me now, Song Dongyang is more than all people and things, It's all more important.

"I don't want you to hate me," Song Dongyang pressed his forehead against mine, "So I wanted to act like I didn't like you at all, and just sent you away like this, but I regretted it just now."

Unbearable, I opened my mouth and bit his palm with my teeth. His hand trembled for a moment, and then slowly retracted.

"Is this what you've been hesitating about?" I didn't even bother to take a breath, and asked him directly and quickly, "Song Dongyang, you should clearly understand how much I like you, right?"

"I don't know if I will regret it in the future, but at least for now, I want to stay and be with you."

"But I have failed." Song Dongyang buried his head in the crook of my neck, which made his words slurred, "I originally wanted to deal with those who supervised us, so where do we want to go? I can go anywhere, but my strength is too weak."

I hugged him tightly and forced myself to ignore the vague anxiety, I said: "It doesn't matter, as long as I have you, if this is a prison, I am willing to stay with you forever."

"You'll regret it." He said, but hugged me tightly.

"I may regret it," I never overestimate human nature, "but compared with future regrets, what I can clearly see is that if I leave you, I will not be happy now."

"Song Dongyang, I choose to stay, I don't want to leave."

Song Dongyang's shoulders shrugged slightly, as if he was crying. After a long time, he raised his head and said to me: "I will treat you very well."

"I love you, Chi Rui, I love you more than my life."

In the dark, we kissed lingeringly, absorbing each other's body temperature, and gradually overlapped.I still couldn't see his expression, which made me panic a little bit, and even wanted to turn on the light by the bedside.

Song Dongyang wrapped his hands around my waist, blocking my attempt to turn on the light, and said, "It's enough for you to feel me."

I fell back into his body, like shrinking into an extremely hard shell.

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