My brother became a love brain

Chapter 135

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, there is only one month left to the year we agreed upon.

Song Dongyang is still the same, he doesn't look very busy, he basically sleeps next to me, we occasionally chat, the frequency is not high, but we chat often, like friends who talk about everything.

My paper version of review materials has become soft due to frequent flipping, and there are not many traces on it, but there are three large volumes of notes recorded. At the beginning, I would avoid Song Dongyang and let him try not to read it.Later, Song Dongyang accidentally saw it once, and didn't say anything, so I didn't cover it up at all, and reviewed it openly.

There is not much time left, and it seems that I can start to plan what to do after going out. Reason tells me that I should make a resume, but when I really sit in front of the computer, I suddenly procrastinate and don’t want to do anything.

Song Dongyang moved a coffee machine back some time ago, and occasionally ground coffee for me.So on a sunny afternoon as usual, Song Dongyang ground a cup of coffee, brought it to me, and asked, "Have you thought about what to do in the future?"

At that moment, my emotions were very complicated. In addition to the happy emotions, I also felt a little lost and reluctant.

"Let's take one step at a time, maybe go see a friend first."

"That's good too." Song Dongyang's expression became very polite, and he insisted that his attitude towards me was more like a friend. "There is still one month, and the time is not very long. It will pass after a while."

My feeling was very subtle, I even wondered if there was something wrong with me, Song Dongyang obviously let me go, I still felt very unhappy, and even had the urge to beat him up.

I looked past him and looked at the blue and false sky, and I couldn't help but think of the romantic starry sky a few months ago.

I finally understood the reason for my anger - "Song Dongyang, do you really like me?"

He raised the corners of his mouth and gave me a perfunctory smile. He said, "This question is meaningless."

If you like me, I can stay.

This sentence actually circled around my mouth, and it took me a lot of effort not to say it.

Obviously, the current situation is that I am self-indulgent, and Song Dongyang chooses to keep his promise.We did tell each other about our love, but we never promised each other to be together for a long time.Now that the one-year contract is over, he let me go, and if I do extra things, I can only say that I am humiliating myself.

My fingers even trembled slightly, and my whole body was shivering from the cold under the warm sunshine. Song Dongyang watched me peacefully, and I didn't see any guilt or pity from him.

My appearance is reflected in his eyes, I can't hide my embarrassment, he can see clearly, his voice is very low, but enough for me to hear: "Love has a shelf life, I'm sorry."

"You don't need to apologize," I forced myself not to dodge, to see his appearance clearly at the moment, "You don't think you are at fault, so why apologize."

He leaned forward slightly, his eyes were full of tenderness, and he said: "I will give you a house, a car, and a sum of money. If you need a suitable job, I can also help you arrange it."

"...No need."

I may be too young, because I am young and have enough courage to refuse the compensation and gift that make me sick.

"what do you want?"

I want that Song Dongyang who used to live with me in the dormitory.

I want that Song Dongyang who said he loves me under the night sky.

"...I don't want anything."

"If possible, I hope to leave this island as soon as possible."

"Okay."

I picked up the coffee cup and drank the cold liquid inside.

"I still have some things to do, I have to go to work first," Song Dongyang said in a calm manner, but with a firm attitude, "I should go."

"Well, you're busy."

I watched Song Dongyang turn around and walk forward leisurely, a little bit away from my sight.

"Goodbye."

I am like every day in the past, afternoon tea, reading, dinner, washing, going to bed, when I lie on the soft bed beside Song Dongyang, everything seems to have not changed, but everything has quietly changed.

"Chi Rui."

It was Song Dongyang who broke the silence. I didn't understand why he continued to lie on my bed, and I didn't know what he wanted to say to me.

I was in so much pain that I wanted to reach out and cover his lips, trying to make him shut up and not speak.But I tightened my grip on the bed sheet under me, and said in a calm and even sleepy tone: "What?"

"Do you want to do it?"

doing what?

What can two people who have had countless intimate relationships lie in bed?

"never mind……"

My words were hidden in his cool lips, he was extremely enthusiastic, as if the person who drew a line with me during the day and told me clearly that love had expired was not him.

My body reacted, my hands clung to his shoulders, and then I clenched his muscles and threw him under the bed——I half-supported my upper body, wiped my lips with the back of my hand, the darkness Covered his expression, also covered my expression.

After a while, he gave a low laugh and said, "You are really angry."

"Get out——" these three words were almost squeezed out between my teeth.

"Because of what I said today?" He didn't give me time to answer, and continued, "Those words are to deceive the people who monitor us, not my real thoughts."

I let myself lie on the bed, like a puddle of ooze that has lost its strength.

"Chi Rui, I like you so much, how can I change my mind so easily, I just need to put on a show

......"

"Song Dongyang." I called his name, and he stopped talking immediately, but my bed sank slightly for a moment, and he probably laid his hands on the edge of my bed to show his care and desire for me .

"You've played me too many times, I'm tired."

"Maybe you're telling the truth, maybe you're telling the lie, but that doesn't matter."

"You always say that I'm a love brain. I go in my left ear and go out in my right ear. It's not good."

"I won't be in love anymore, and I don't want to like you anymore."

"It's only been about a month, we live in peace, let's get together and get away."

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