miss the rain

Chapter 9

Happy days are always fleeting

When I came back from vacation, I found that Shushu was always distracted, and she wouldn't say anything when I asked her, it was a lot abnormal...

Finally one day I couldn't hold it anymore, so I said to Shushu: "Honey, we've lived together for five years, just tell me what's the matter, I don't want to see you so unhappy every day..." Not yet Waiting to talk, my wife was crying so hard...

After crying, she told me all about her situation... As a result, I found that I was the stupidest person in the world, I have no words to describe it...

"Yu, I'm sorry, we have been together for so long, I have been deceiving you, in fact, my father is in foreign trade, and my mother is an office cadre of our National Taxation Bureau. I have never mentioned it to you all this time. And my family, I'm afraid you'll hate me, I'm afraid I'll lose you, I'm sorry, Yu, forgive me for my selfishness..." As she spoke, Shushu's tears kept flowing...

"Actually, when I celebrated your birthday that time, the second sister and the others knew about it, but I told them not to let them tell you. I was afraid that you would hate me like this, and I was afraid that you would not be with me. To be friends, to be buddies, because I love you, and I'm afraid of losing you, so, these five years, I have been hiding these things about me..." Hehe... How ridiculous, the wife who sleeps with her arms around her every day is actually a full-fledged The rich second generation, and she has been cheating for five years... I looked at her, I didn't have anything to say, she continued to talk...

"My dad asked me to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and I would go to Singapore with her after I got the degree certificate. I gave up. I don't want to go there. I want to be with you. Years ago, my father asked me to leave my job and go to Singapore to settle down. I still didn't agree... When I went home during the holiday, I quarreled with my family. This was the first time I quarreled with my parents very rebelliously. My mother was so angry that I was hospitalized. When I came back, she still In the hospital..." Shu Shu continued to talk, my mind went blank... Tears flowed down uncontrollably.

"Yu, I decided not to go home, and I won't go with them. No matter what, I will choose to be with you... Can you trust me?"

I couldn't speak anymore, looking at the woman in front of me who lived with me for five years, I really had nothing to say, hugged her tightly, and cried bitterly...

Shushu's phone calls increased, and relatives at home began to persuade her, finding all kinds of reasons... My happy life is slowly disappearing like this... Shushu cares about me more than before, and takes care of me more Yes, the more she behaves like this, the more uncomfortable I feel... There is always a sense of guilt...

Everyone has parents, everyone has relatives... But the woman in front of me, who was so kind to me, betrayed the parents who gave birth to her and raised her for a love that was not accepted by the world, and left the happy life that should belong to her ……What should I do?God, can you tell me?

Struggle hard in my heart... The unit was anxious to get scientific research results, and finally fainted in the laboratory one day...

When I opened my eyes, I was already in the hospital, at eight o'clock in the evening.Shushu was lying in front of me with tears in her eyes. The unit didn't know my home phone number, but only knew that a classmate was working in a cooperative company, so she notified Shushu.I wiped away her tears and said to her: "Thank you, my wife..." I cried again. I can't remember how many times we cried together...

The unit gave me a three-day holiday and asked me to rest at home...

In the past three days, I have talked a lot with Shushu, from parents to family, to future life...

She even talked about her parents... "You are the only child in the family, and your mother's health is not good. How can you let the old man worry about you? Go back and have a look. If you really go to Singapore one day, you can take care of yourself." Work, when you have the strength, take me there too, I want to go abroad too..." Saying this, I don't know what it feels like... It's like several steel knives being pierced in the chest at the same time... I do, let me stop persuading her, but I'm still telling her...you can't be selfish.My mother told me when I was young: Do things with a conscience, and don't do things that are unconscionable.Although my mother is uneducated, she taught me the principles of life.Slowly, Shushu stopped making trouble, and gradually accepted my thoughts.Go to Singapore, settle down with her parents, and she will come back by herself...

I know that she will definitely come back, but I don't know when it will be...

The day of parting is approaching day by day, and the pain is also tormenting us...

On the last day, I got up and washed as usual, but there were a few drops of sweat in my eyes...

Shushu lay on the bed and cried... "Yu, I want you to hug me all day today..."

Putting down the toothbrush in my hand, I ran to the bed and picked up the woman who lived with me for five years...

At noon, I made her favorite cola chicken wings. We both drank red wine...drunk...Shu Shu drank a glass of white wine by herself...drunk and fell on the bed together...we were crazy...

We usually talk a lot, we don’t sleep and don’t shut up, but now we feel that there is nothing to say... She hugged me tightly and kissed me frantically... Let her climax again and again... Maybe this way, can I Let us forget the sadness of parting...

Time is a monster, the more she is allowed to stay, the faster she passes...

Shushu's unit sent a car to take her to the airport...

Shushu's hand has been holding my hand tightly, for fear that if I let go, I will disappear... I came out of the house, crying all the time, crying to the airport... I have already boarded the plane and passed the security check, but she still does not let go open. "Honey, it's time for a security check, go there, don't cry, remember our agreement, work hard, and then take me to Singapore..." I still smirk, if I cry, I believe she will return with me went to...

Seeing her back disappearing from my sight little by little, I finally couldn't help crying out loud... The driver, Sister Huang, was confused by me, hugged me...and said: "You two This classmate, I will pay my life. Having such a classmate in my life is worth it!"...

Yes, it’s really a fate. In this life, with you, I am willing to die, Shushu... I hope you are doing well... Watching the plane carrying my lover take off, tears blurred my vision...

I don't know how I got home, the house is empty, from now on, I can't find those familiar things again...

Looking at the bedside table, there is a diary in it, which is used by Shushu to keep notes. When she opened it, tears flowed down again:

"Yu, I know you will persuade me to leave, I know you too well, I promise you to leave, but I promise you, I will definitely come back. Yu, can you wait for me? I will definitely come back... in During the time I am away, you have to promise me to take good care of yourself. You have a bad stomach. I have prepared stomach medicine for you and put it in the bottom drawer of the bedside table. I also prepared cold medicine for you. If you find If you catch a cold, remember to take your medicine in time, and don’t always say it’s okay. Remember to take the key and leave in the morning. I put the key on the hook at the door, and you will remember to take the key when you go out. Rain, water and gas bills at home , I saved [-], and I saved [-] for the electricity bill. The list is all in the drawer of your computer desk, you have to keep it well..." I didn't dare to look down anymore, and wept bitterly... Shu Shu... you Do you know how much I love you, do you know how much I miss you?

At this time, when I think of the words recorded in that diary, I will cry, and I will also think of these things as if they happened yesterday...

During the days when Shu Shu left, I didn’t dare to go home, and I lived in the dormitory of the unit all the time. I was afraid that when I went home and saw those familiar things, I would cry, I would recall, and I would think of that woman...

Shushu called me at night when she got home, we chatted for a long time, she also asked me if I had eaten and if I had had milk...

Even now, I dare not drink milk. When I see Mengniu milk, I will think of those happy times... If I love her, it will really hurt... I have never done anything for her with my heart, think about it. I'm sorry Shushu...

Day by day, I am depressed day by day... In one month, my weight dropped from 120kg to 1.6kg. My [-]m[-] height weighed [-]kg. My colleagues felt distressed after seeing it. , Always ask me what happened, how can I become so thin.I smiled wryly and said "I'm losing weight...", except for this reason, I couldn't find any suitable answer...

Shushu and I can still send messages, make phone calls, and make videos... But we cry every day... When she saw that I was so thin, she cried on the other end of the video... Must buy a plane ticket come back to me……

I promised her that she would gain weight in a week, and it took me a long time to persuade her...

And I really can't get fat...

You will know how strong the wine is when you are drunk, and you will know how heavy it is when you are in love... Every day, I use overloaded work to numb my mind, but in the dead of night, I still think of Shushu...