sinovels Chapter 10 Missing Becomes Zhang Yi
Chapter 10 Missing Becomes Zhang Yi
Shushu is gone, and my life will go on, but there is no smile on my face. My colleagues say that I have something on my mind and I don't like to smile anymore.My joy has been taken away by my lover, and I can't laugh anymore.I dare not go back to the rented house and live alone in the unit's dormitory.After get off work in the evening, I will turn on the computer to see if there are any messages from Shushu...to see if there are any emails from Shushu...the happiest thing every day may be these few hours at night...we are sticking together and telling each other... …
But this happy day did not last for a few days. Shushu and her parents were leaving Harbin for Singapore. Before boarding the plane, she sent me this message: "Yu, if I don't come back after a year , you have to forget about me. Find someone close to you to take care of yourself, you are too bad at taking care of yourself, I will feel sorry for you." I quickly replied with five words, "I will wait for you to come back".In this way, Shu Shu left me and this country.
In the first year, we still had chats and messages at night. Gradually, there were fewer messages and no more time for chatting... I noticed a change in Shushu...she was avoiding it on purpose Me, she is making me forget her... Even if it is a chat, in the end she will say find someone close to her and let her take good care of you... Then I will be very angry and say to her: Don't always talk about this topic with me , I will take care of myself.If you really love me, take care of yourself.In fact, Shushu has also lost a lot of weight...
Without her information, I would think wildly, with thousands of random thoughts... There is nothing to do in the institute. I only eat and miss Shushu every day.
At this time, the unit where Shushu used to work wanted to hire a production manager, and asked me if I was interested?Under the coordination of the company and the unit, I took the flower project of the unit and became the production manager of that company, which is the same position as Shushu used to be.In the third month after Shushu left me, I took her place.There, I looked for the shadow of Shushu...Because of her good work performance and strong coordination ability, she was transferred to the sales department as a manager. In this way, I found a position suitable for my development in this company, and at the same time I saw my future direction.Later, I discussed with the leaders of the company and the unit, and I decided to work in this company.In fact, the leader of this company is also from the municipal party committee, and he was only temporarily transferred to work on an agricultural project.
In this way, I was transferred from a public institution to a private enterprise.Continue to be my sales manager, but also about flowers.Slowly, although every day is very tiring, it is very fulfilling.Sometimes I will receive messages from Shushu, which is a little sweet in the bitterness, and this kind of life can be regarded as happiness.I am a person who knows how to be content. With a little bit of happiness, I will be satisfied and I will cherish...
At the beginning of the second year after Shushu left, I went to QQ and found that she had disappeared from my family and the class group at school. The phone was always turned off. I found all the classmates in the class who could be contacted. A little news about her, she seems to disappear in this world, so I don't know what to do...
I haven't heard from her for a long time...Because of this incident, I asked the company for a week's leave and stayed at home for a whole week. I really lost my strength and shattered my only hope. Five Years of feelings, how can you just let it go, how can a woman's heart be so cruel... I just think like that...
I chat in the class group every day, and ask my classmates to help me pay attention to Shushu's dynamics. If anyone can contact her, let me know.One month, two months, three months... There is no news at all... I know she loves me, I have not given up, I have been searching... Finally, on the morning of the Dragon Boat Festival, I received such a message Message: "Rain, happy holidays! Remember to eat dumplings stuffed with sauerkraut" I hugged my phone and cried loudly, it was Shushu, it was really Shushu... When I called, neither of us said anything , just crying like that... Then I said: "You are sick, you dare to delete my Q number, and you don't even notify me when you change your phone number. What do you want?" Shushu didn't speak. After finishing, she said: "I just want you to forget me, you can't take care of yourself. Forget me, you will find someone who is sincere to you, she can take care of you, and I can rest assured. Yu, in the future It's agreed, I will only contact you on important days, don't contact me at ordinary times, we will just be a pair of ordinary friends, I want to get married, and I want to find a boyfriend..." Hearing this, my head went crazy Like being hit by a heavy object... I don't know what to say... I just said lightly: I wish you happiness... Just like that, I hung up the phone...
After those calls, it was exactly as she said, no matter how I sent her a message or called her, she wouldn't reply, she would hang up... It turns out that she really wants to start a new life... …
But this relationship, I will never forget it, it will always be in my heart, and I will inadvertently think of those bits and pieces...
Later, our contact really became less and less, and we really only sent messages to wish each other blessings on birthdays and festivals... But not being in touch doesn't mean we don't miss it... She still keeps in touch with the eldest sister and the second sister Yes, sometimes I will hear some news about her from the eldest sister and the second sister... I know that she is doing well, and when I was chatting with the eldest sister, the eldest sister once took a picture of her during the video with her , I saw a photo of her, it has been a year and a half since we separated, she still wears the glasses I bought her... she lost a lot...
If I have less contact, maybe I will forget it slowly. Life will go on, and sometimes my family will rush to go back to go on a blind date. Regarding these issues, I always feel lost because I am busy with work and have no time.The ones at home can be pushed, but the kindness of colleagues in the company can’t shirk it. There is no other way, so I was forced by my colleagues to go on a blind date, but when I saw that boy, I couldn’t accept it, no matter how tall he was. Handsome, my first reaction when I saw him was: I really want to beat you up!As a result, the first blind date failed, reason: we are not suitable.I don't like this type.
Later, many colleagues wanted to introduce someone to me, but I refused because I was too young. I was 26 years old at the time.Many colleagues in the company are the same age as us, and everyone is single, so each of us is happy that we are single!
They really haven't found the one they love, and I have a person in my heart, but I can never be together... It's really like there is a grave in my heart, where the widow lives...