its life is floating

Chapter 20

"No way." The other person whispered, and after she finished speaking, she looked at Zhou Jixiao's seat, "But it's a little possible, you see she hasn't come yet, besides, isn't she mentally ill, you said yes I won't be sick anymore!"

After she finished speaking, she couldn't believe it, several people sat there and laughed, it was a kind of laughter without any emotion, for the first time, Shen Feng felt sad for Zhou Jixiao, deeply sad.

However, even Shen Feng was not sure whether such a guess was true or not.

He looked at Zhou Zitong's seat and sighed.

Zhou Zitong had lunch with Xiao Rui. Xiao Rui saw that Zhou Zitong was a little absent-minded, so he took the initiative to bring up the topic: "The boy who came with you that day is called Shen Feng, right? Someday you will call him to the store again, play Let's play, you are friends anyway."

"Well, I know." Zhou Zitong understood that Xiao Rui didn't know about his relationship with Shen Feng, if he knew, would she still treat him so well?Zhou Zitong is not sure, maybe she will feel disgusted.

Zhou Zitong still can't understand why it is always himself who has suffered a miserable fate.

"Xiao Rui, I mean, if one day I die, what will happen?"

"Huh?" Xiao Rui raised her head and glanced at Zhou Zitong, a little unbelievable, but after a while, she said, "I thought about this question when I was your age, or when I was younger, but suddenly In the meantime, I thought about this great country, which is still operating as usual without me, and I am still eager to pursue another world, so ah, this idea is hidden in my heart, and it has not been brought out until now But death is actually not terrible, people die easily, so living is precious, so I think from you, don’t think so much, is there anything you can’t pass?”

"Although my words are a bit wrong." She continued, "But as long as you think that there are more miserable existences in this world than you, then you will work hard to live. I didn't I thought that I still have the talent to be a confidant sister, but ah, my words are very sincere, if one day you can't hold on, remember to tell me, anyway, I will always like you Zitong."

"Won't your boyfriend be jealous when he hears your words?" Zhou Zitong couldn't help but chuckled, his smile covering up his expression of about to cry.

It's good, he thought in his heart, it's good that he can still have someone to accompany him until now.

"Cut." Xiao Rui pouted, "If he even eats your jealousy, then I won't be a couple with him."

"When are you going to get married?"

"Hey, it's really rare to see Zitong you are so curious, so I will tell you reluctantly." Xiao Rui paused, "He and I don't want to get married, and we don't want to restrict our freedom because of a small book. Besides, I Both I and him feel that true love should not be recognized by legal means, of course this is just my and his opinion, there is no other prejudice."

In the afternoon, Zhou Zitong entered the classroom, and the classroom was so quiet that they all stared at Zhou Zitong without speaking.Zhou Zitong frowned and sat in his seat.

Shen Feng didn't take the initiative to look for him either, the atmosphere was really terrifying.

Then, amidst the silence of the students, Zhou Zitong was called to the office by Cheng Ying.

They sat facing each other, and Cheng Ying took the initiative to pour Zhou Zitong a glass of water.

"You're about to be in your third year of high school, and you've gone through so many things. I'm wondering if you need a psychological counselor to help you adjust some of your mental conditions." Cheng Ying spoke slowly, as if Give Zhou Zitong time to react.

"No, I don't need it." Zhou Zitong refused without thinking.

He is healthy, Zhou Zitong said in his heart, he didn't want anyone to think that he was mentally ill.It doesn't matter if he is treated as a freak, and it doesn't matter if he is ignored, he just can't tolerate his psychological problems.

Cheng Ying's eyes were concerned, and she pursed her lips and continued, "Zhou Zitong, you have to know that seeing a psychiatrist is for your own good, and no one will say anything."

Sure enough, she knows everything, but teacher, do you know how the evil in human nature comes from?Time after time of prejudice and time after time of bullying have created all this.

You are too naive to think about your students.

"No, I really don't need it." Zhou Zitong looked up at Cheng Ying, his eyes full of determination.

Cheng Ying waved his hand tiredly, telling Zhou Zitong to go to class.

Listening to the teacher's eloquent talk on the podium, Shen Feng still couldn't concentrate, he kept looking at Zhou Zitong from the corner of his eye, and Zhou Zitong sat on the seat alone again.

Throughout the afternoon, neither of them left their seats.

After school, the students all went to eat, because now they have to go to self-study in the evening, so the time for eating is very tight. Soon, after Shen Feng rejected the invitation of several people who wanted to eat with him, only Let him and Zhou Zitong go.

Shen Feng sat next to Zhou Zitong.

Zhou Zitong glanced at Shen Feng, but did not speak.

After Shen Feng saw that there was really no one around, he held Zhou Zitong's hand, Zhou Zitong struggled a bit, and let him go without breaking it.

"Zhou Zitong, what happened to you today?"

Hearing no answer, Shen Feng asked again: "Today, a girl living in Xingguang Building said that someone jumped off the building last night. I don't know, but they guessed that person was Zhou Jixiao."

Zhou Zitong calmed himself down, then nodded.

He looked at Shen Feng's shocked expression, and continued: "She died in front of my eyes, I watched her jump from there."

Shen Feng opened and closed his mouth, but he couldn't utter a word for a long time, obviously, he was also frightened.

"She...why did she die in front of you?"

"...I don't know." The two of them were really close, and Zhou Zitong could clearly see his shadow in Shen Feng's eyes.

As if he was tempted by something, Zhou Zitong slowly moved closer to Shen Feng's lips, and left after just touching her.But as a result, both of their faces turned red.

Shen Feng held back his excitement, and said arrogantly: "Zhou Zitong, I knew it, you like me very much."

Zhou Zitong, who successfully changed the topic, said that he is also very happy now.

Then they left the classroom together, and what happened today is destined to be buried in their hearts.

The author has something to say: Ah, I'm so tired after kissing