its life is floating

Chapter 19

The ambulance came soon, because Zhou Jixiao hit someone else's car when he fell, and the car's alarm made the security guard come in to check.Zhou Zitong thought that he might never be at peace.

He stood at the place where Zhou Jixiao jumped and looked down. With his good eyesight, he could see a blurry, twisted body under the streetlight.

Zhou Zitong looked up at the sky, breathing loudly.The stars in the sky seem to have flowing colors, blending into one with fantasy and inconceivable.The moon was still bright, but now it looked dim too.

The policeman pushed open the door of the roof, and when they saw another person on the roof, they yelled loudly, making that person turn around and raise his hand.Zhou Zitong was still a little dazed, but he did as he did. He knew that the police had misunderstood.

"You've been here all this time?" A man who looked like the boss stepped forward, and he frowned at the man who could only be called a boy in front of him.

Zhou Zitong didn't dare to look at him, not because he was guilty, but because he felt that the man's eyes were too scary.

Zhou Zitong shook his head. He said, "The girl who jumped off the building asked me to come." His words made the police officer in front of him frown even more, and then he was taken back to the police station to take notes.

The room was empty, with only a table and two chairs, but the light was good.Zhou Zitong put both hands on the table, digging at each other with his manicured nails.

Soon, the door opened.The police officer came in with a glass of water just now, and put the glass in Zhou Zitong's hand: "Drink some."

Zhou Zitong shook his head, he didn't ask anything, and he didn't complain about anything.

"My name is Wang Qian, don't be nervous." The police officer sat on the chair opposite, and he smiled at Zhou Zitong, a very kind smile.

Zhou Zitong nodded, and then said, "She committed suicide."

"I know. But why are you there?"

"I gave you my mobile phone. Zhou Ji smiled and told me to come over." Zhou Zitong took a sip of water, and suddenly his mouth felt parched.

Wang Qian tapped his hand on the table very steadily, as if he was waiting for something, and then he asked, "Why did she send you a message?"

Zhou Zitong wanted to smile, but he couldn't. His lips trembled a little, but he spoke very calmly: "I don't know, maybe it's because she doesn't like me, so she wants to die in front of me... maybe , she thinks I'm very similar to her, she thinks I can understand her behavior, she wants me to remember her forever...it's all possible, but she must have gone to another world..."

Wang Qian asked, "How is her mental state at school?"

"I can't tell." Zhou Zitong stared straight ahead, his eyes passed through Wang Qian, and looked towards the corner, "She has a history of mental illness, and her classmates don't welcome her very much."

"What about you?"

"Me? I don't know, maybe, she really looks like me."

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It was already the morning of the second day after leaving the police station, and Cheng Ying came to pick him up.

Zhou Zitong looked at Teacher Cheng's concerned face and smiled a little ugly.Cheng Ying sighed, stepped forward to pat Zhou Zitong on the back, and took him into his car.

"Don't think too much about Zhou Jixiao." Cheng Ying noticed Zhou Zitong's absent-mindedness.

"I haven't." Zhou Zitong leaned against the glass window and shook his head slightly, his voice was a little dry, as if he was swallowing, "I was just wondering if she was really relieved if she died. If so, I would rather she die .”

"This is not something you children should think about. I'll take you home. Then take a good rest and reorganize your thinking."

"But, I don't want to go home."

My home smells of death.

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Xiao Rui's milk tea shop has reopened, and it's not too busy now, but she really hopes that Zhou Zitong will come to help, but she won't be able to find him after the Spring Festival holiday.

Today she opened the door very early in order to prepare today's materials. She thought that no one would come in the morning, but the door was pushed open.

Xiao Rui was taken aback, a little surprised, when she looked up at Zhou Zitong standing at the door, she smiled happily.But soon, she found that today should still be a working day, and she asked, "Are you not going to school today?"

"No, I'm on leave." Zhou Zitong said as he walked to the bar and sat down.

"Physical discomfort?"

"No."

Xiao Rui didn't ask any more about this matter, she changed the subject again: "Do you want a cup of milk tea?"

"Chocolate, thank you."

"Didn't you say you don't like such a sweet taste?"

"I want to try it."

Then, Zhou Zitong looked at the busy Xiao Rui and said, "I want to help in the store."

"Okay." Xiao Rui said, "I'm worried that I won't be able to find you."

Zhou Zitong had a sore nose, and he smiled bitterly.The feeling of being needed by others is really good, he can suddenly understand Zhou Jixiao's feelings.You obviously live in this world, but no one cares about you; you once had a happy family, but it was broken; you are so lonely and want to find someone like yourself, but you are constantly hated by others...

He understands, he understands, Zhou Jixiao is right, the two of them are the same, it's just that he won't give up his life so easily, and he will live well with his mother's share.

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Shen Feng looked at the two vacant seats and felt uneasy, but he could not express his uneasiness to anyone.He didn't want anyone to know the relationship between him and Zhou Zitong. It was a secret relationship that he didn't want anyone to know.

It's just that there is still no way to ignore the emptiness in my heart.

The head teacher didn't come this morning, so he knew something must have happened.People like Zhou Zitong would never ask for leave easily. Shen Feng always thought that he understood Zhou Zitong, but now he felt suspicious again, and was so flustered for the first time.

He didn't listen carefully in several classes, and the teacher selectively ignored what this good student did.

After the third class was over, Shen Feng finally couldn't bear it anymore and wanted to find the class teacher. It happened that Cheng Ying came back. She looked at Shen Feng who was standing at the door and shouted the report, and knew what he came for.

Cheng Ying felt for the first time whether his original decision was wrong, and Shen Feng actually cared about Zhou Zitong so much now.

So, before Shen Feng asked, she first said: "If you want to ask Zhou Zitong, I can't tell you. However, I still hope that you can focus on your studies, you care too much about Zhou Zitong. "

"It wasn't the teacher who asked me to sit at the same table with Zhou Zitong and help him?" Shen Feng smiled, he was a little flustered.

"That's right, but you are a student, and a student's bounden duty is to study. I don't deny that you are a good student, but I think you should keep it up and set an example for your classmates. This is the only way to be true to Zhou Zitong." Cheng Ying was a little serious, "Okay, class is about to start, you go back to the classroom first."

Shen Feng was not reconciled, but he couldn't do anything, he could only wait quietly.

Back at his seat, at his deskmate, the girl with freckles was talking to someone else, those gossips finally flowed into Shen Feng's ears.

"My family lives in the Xingguang Building. Someone jumped off the building last night. I heard it was a female high school student. Tell me, could that person be Zhou Jixiao?"

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