I lost my memory after throwing the ball and running over the total crematorium

Chapter 39

He Jingnian hugged his knees and huddled in the corner of the room.

He's been here all day.

Although Yuan Cisheng didn't really lock him here, he didn't have his mobile phone with him, he had no money on him, and he was surrounded by desolate suburbs, so he didn't know where to go if he wanted to run.

Besides, Yuan Cisheng has always been sticking to him, guarding him inseparably.He Jingnian ignored him and ignored him, treating him like air, and he could enjoy himself by being around.Hug him for a while, put your face against the back of his neck and smell his smell, hold his hand for a while, and tell him the good memories between them tirelessly.

He Jingnian really couldn't take it anymore, his mind tensed up into a thread that would break at the touch of a touch, this kind of torture like a blunt knife cutting flesh.

The sound of the original speech trapped his people and bound his heart.He didn't do anything, just resisting the pervasive erosion of the original speech, and exhausted all his strength.

Unknowingly, he huddled against the corner of the wall, like a frightened and exhausted animal, trembling, and fell into a deep sleep.In the ups and downs of consciousness, he knew that Yuan Cisheng stretched out his arms to hug him, and pressed him heavily and hotly.In a luxurious castle-like mansion, they stubbornly curled up in a corner of the dark room, so ridiculous and so embarrassed.

He Jingnian didn't sleep for too long, the morning sun shone directly into the window, making it blindingly bright.He opened his eyes sleepily, and found a little rabbit wearing a cake skirt dangling in front of him. He raised his eyes, and a round pink face came into view.

He woke up suddenly, "Cake?"

"Daddy!" GaoGao jumped into his arms happily, "GaoGao misses you so much, but Dad said that Daddy is very busy with work, so I can't come to see GaoGao these days."

He Jingnian stroked her little head, his heart was soft and sad.He didn't want to lie to his daughter, and he didn't want to tell the truth, he was always in a dilemma.

The door opened, and Yuan Cisheng walked in.He changed into a full set of outfits, with the same luxury and extravagance.Her hair was neatly combed and neatly tied up with a black ribbon, exposing her handsome and smooth face.

"Good morning." He smiled, showing his white teeth. "Breakfast is ready, go and eat."

He Jingnian looked at him in disbelief.Is he crazy?How could he play a game of pretending to be real with himself so calmly and naturally.

"What exactly do you want to do?" He Jingnian questioned, "Why did you bring GaoGao here?"

"GaoGao's kindergarten is on vacation these days, so I'll bring her to live here for a few days, and our family will have a good get-together." The original voice gently scratched his daughter's little nose, "GaoGao, Daddy can finally be with us. Are you happy to be together?"

"Happy!" Gao Gao was super happy, holding He Jingnian with one hand and Yuan Cisheng with the other, shaking her small body, and Lionia in her pink schoolbag also swayed her rabbit ears.

"Daddy, when you were not around, GaoGao was thinking about you every day, thinking about what Daddy was doing now, and whether he was thinking about GaoGao too."

"Of course, Daddy loves GaoGao as much as Dad does." Yuan Ci looked at his daughter lovingly, "Daddy works so hard and still has to find time to come here to accompany GaoGao. Daddy thinks he is working too hard."

Gao Gao let out an "ah", waved her two little round hands, and said, "Then I will beat Daddy's back every day from now on, so Daddy won't be tired."

"Niannian, look, GaoGao likes you so much." Yuan Ci smiled with his lips curled up, and a pair of green eyes glanced at He Jingnian.He Jingnian secretly scolded him for going too far, for using his daughter to control him.However, with GaoGao's innocent smiling face waving in front of his eyes, his heart softened uncontrollably.

"GaoGao go have breakfast first, okay?" He Jingnian kissed his daughter, "Daddy and Dad will come over later, you can help us spread jam on the bread first."

"Yeah!" Gaogao moved her short legs nimbly, and ran out with a rattling sound.He Jingnian watched her back. The little girl was wearing a gorgeous and lovely dress, socks with ruffled leaves, and black leather shoes with silver buckles. Her hair was braided into two little buns and tied with a bowknot of the same color as the clothes. Fairytale elves.

He Jingnian knew that Gao Gao's hair was combed by the original Ci voice.Gao Gao told him that her father specially learned a lot of ways to tie pigtails, and could change her up every day. The teacher in the kindergarten with the most dexterous hands was not as good as him, and all the girls in the class envied her.

Thinking of this, He Jingnian became dumbfounded, lost all confidence, and said in a muffled voice, "How could you do this."

The original voice was puzzled, "What's wrong?"

"How can you use your children to play emotional cards? We shouldn't get involved in our affairs."

The original voice was silent for a while, "GaoGao wants to be with you, and I want to be with you too. What's the problem? Don't you want to be with GiaoGao?"

He Jingnian was almost laughed at by his crooked manner, "I think, but it's definitely not like this. I just got engaged yesterday, and you brought me here without permission. You only do what you want, and you never think about it. my feeling."

Yuan Cisheng's face turned pale, and he held his hand without saying a word, rubbing his palm with hot fingertips.He Jingnian shuddered and wanted to pull away, but was held even tighter.

Yuan Cisheng dragged him half-forcedly to the living room.Passing through the dimly lit long corridor on the way, He Jingnian was a little flustered, afraid that Yuanci's voice would hug him and kiss him hysterically again.He didn't heave a long sigh of relief until he saw GaoGao sitting at the dining table, and his mood became warm and bright.

The daughter is the tranquilizer of Yuan Ci's voice.With Gao Gau, he will always restrain himself to some extent.

"Can we start?" Gao Gao stared longingly at a table of delicate and sweet snacks, "Wait, wait, if you still don't come, your stomach is almost empty."

He Jingnian felt distressed, "Hurry up and eat."

Then Gao Gao picked up a muffin filled with maple syrup with a small fork, blew it twice, and put it into his mouth in one gulp.

Delighted by the softness and sweetness of the freshly baked muffins, little stars popped out of the big black eyes of the cake. "The muffins are delicious!" She showed an extremely happy expression, "Dad, Daddy, hurry up and eat strawberry toast!"

He Jingnian and Yuan Cisheng both had a piece of bright red toast on their plates.GaoGao has a very thick and thick strawberry jam on it, and almost used up half a bottle.He Jingnian picked up the toast and took a bite. The sweet and sour taste wrapped around the tip of his tongue, and his heart was filled with the heavy sweetness of strawberries.

"Daddy, is it delicious?" Gao Gao asked expectantly.

He Jingnian nodded slowly.

"GaoGao also likes the strawberry jam made by Dad the most." GaoGao held her round face and imagined with great anticipation, "Dad is super good at making sweet things, such as cream puffs, chestnut cakes, creme brulee... ..."

GaoGao chattered a lot, and He Jingnian listened, thinking that there was a reason why GaoGao was rounder than ordinary children.

"Why do you feed your children all these sweets?" He couldn't help complaining in a low voice, "GaoGao should eat more fresh fruits and vegetables."

Yuan Ci was taken aback, as if he didn't expect him to take the initiative to talk to him, and quickly said, "I see."

"Father!" Gao Gao puffed up her cheeks, "I definitely don't know how to eat vegetables!"

The original voice went to coax the daughter again, "If you don't want to eat or not, Dad knows."

He Jingnian frowned, "What did you say?"

Yuanci poured black tea for him flatteringly, "This is Dianhong pine needle golden silk bud tea. It smells like honey. Drink it while it's hot."

He Jingnian didn't want to pay attention to him, but concentrated on feeding GaoGao.The cakes are delicious, and the corners of the mouth are covered with crumbs.Just as He Jingnian was about to wipe it off for her, a slender hand stretched out and skillfully wiped Gao Gao's mouth clean.

He Jingnian turned his head and saw Yuan Cisheng looking at his daughter's gentle side face.The sunlight diffused, scattered colorful halos in the air, adorning his eyelashes curled up like butterfly wings, and seeped into those thick green eyes little by little.

Perhaps it was because of the bright light, He Jingnian was dazzled by the flash, as if he was in a dream again.He stared at the picture in front of him silently, feeling confused for a while.How could it be like this, GaoGao is here, everything has become so normal, and it even feels like a home that is fake and real.

After breakfast, GaoGao took He Jingnian by the hand again, saying that he was going outside to play with Snoopy.On the lawn, a fat and strong dog with big ears is having fun.As soon as he saw them coming, he ran towards them, put his front paws on He Jingnian's legs, wagged his tail and stuck out his tongue, barking with excitement.

Cake commanded, "Snoopy, sit down."

Snoopy immediately sat up straight.

"Get down."

Snoopy "Chi Liu" lay down into a fat dog pie.

"Roll."

Snoopy rolled hard, his two big ears fluttered, revealing his fat and soft belly.

GaoGao and He Jingnian squatted down and touched its big ears and round belly.Snoopy enjoyed it very much, and twisted and twisted even more vigorously.The voice of the original speech stood tall and tall, no one paid attention to him, and regretted bringing the big-eared flower dog here as well.As soon as the dog came, the wife and daughter completely lost themselves in their eyes.

At noon, GaoGao clamored for a picnic, and Yuan Cisheng spread a picnic cloth under the tree.The wind blows, and the sweet-scented osmanthus that falls from the treetops, rustling like broken gold, is full of fragrance.He Jingnian hugged his daughter, helped her remove the flower grains stuck between the hair clumps, and leaned down to kiss her little head. It was a sweet and fragrant sweet-scented sweet-scented osmanthus cake.

"Every year."

He Jingnian turned his face to the side, and Yuan Ci lowered his head and said, "It seems to be on my head too, can you help me take a look?"

"..." He Jingnian picked up Snoopy who was lying on the side, and picked up its round dog's head again and again.

Snoopy rested his head on He Jingnian's knee, rolled his big black eyes, and glanced triumphantly at Yuan Ci's voice.The voice of the original speech was angry and sour, and it was hard to say anything, and it was impossible for people to know that I was angry with the dog.

In the evening, He Jingnian coaxed GaoGao to sleep, closed the door and went out. He once again told Yuan Cisheng that he wanted to go back. in a hurry.

But Yuanci's voice was just pretending to be deaf and dumb, or talking about him from left to right.He Jingnian was helpless, for the sake of cake, he really didn't want to quarrel with Yuan Cisheng anymore, and really wanted to get along with him, but he was so stubborn and stubborn.

During the stalemate, there was a sudden coughing sound from the bedroom.The two hurried in, only to see GaoGao's little face was flushed from holding back, her little body was trembling, and she was coughing badly.

He Jingnian had never taken care of the child before, so he was panicked and at a loss what to do.Fortunately, Yuan Cisheng is very experienced. He quickly took out the appropriate medicine from the prepared common medicine box, mixed warm water and fed it to Gao Gao, and adjusted the position and height of the pillow so that Gao Gao could breathe smoothly.

After less than an hour, Gao Gao's symptoms quickly eased.He Jingnian sat on the edge of the bed, looking at her little red face that was still coughing up, feeling pain in his heart.

Seeing his frown, GaoGao stretched out her small hand to help him rub gently, "Daddy, GaoGao doesn't feel bad anymore. GaoGao just misses Daddy very much. It's good to see Daddy."

He Jingnian closed his eyes, his chest became more and more sore.

"Daddy, I heard it earlier. Did you tell Dad that you have to go?" GaoGao held his finger, "GaoGao knows that Daddy has important work to do. However, I am still very reluctant Daddy. Every time Daddy leaves, I don't know when I will see you again. "

He Jingnian patted her little head, "If Daddy doesn't leave, Daddy will stay here with you."

"Daddy, why do other children in the kindergarten always stay with their parents, but I'm different from them?" Gao Gao's big eyes were full of confusion and sadness. "At every garden party, everyone can play with mom and dad and have a great time, but I only have dad to accompany me."

He Jingnian moved his lips, he couldn't answer his daughter's question.During this period of time, he remembered many things, especially about his mother when he was a child, and the memory of being adopted by a couple after his mother died.

At that time, I often felt confused and troubled, why I was different from other children, why I couldn’t have a perfect and warm home, why God couldn’t give me the same happiness as others.

Now, his children have encountered the same troubles as him.He doesn't want his cake to be unhappy, he wants her to be carefree forever.However, in GaoGao's small heart, there are also many small concerns hidden, and all the unhappiness comes from his incompetent father.

"GaoGao has had a bad throat since she was a child, and she coughs easily when the seasons change." Yuan Ci said, "But don't worry too much. After taking the medicine and taking a good rest, you will recover quickly."

He Jingnian nodded and said in a low voice, "Thank you, and thanks to you."

The original speech was slightly startled, as if a little flattered, and then naturally put an arm around his shoulder.He Jingnian didn't break free, and chose to act out this family harmony drama in front of Gao Gao, with the original words.

Time passed by the "tick" of the pendulum of the grandfather clock. He Jingnian had been sitting by the bed watching the cake, and it was midnight in a blink of an eye.The tiredness gradually rose up like a thick fog, and he tried his best to hold on, but his eyelids were as heavy as lead, and he was drowsy.

Half asleep and half awake, He Jingnian felt a pair of warm and strong arms hug him up, his whole body seemed to be floating in the clouds, and then he carefully and carefully put himself into the soft mattress.

He Jingnian and a half raised his eyes, the light from the night light was as soft as gauze, covering Gao Gao's sleeping face, sweet and pure, like a little angel descending into the world.

He reached out and took his daughter into his arms.The little girl's hair was soft, with a bit of natural curls, and she hugged him warmly, rubbing his cheeks itchy and tender, and her heart was so soft.

Immersed in this precious tranquility, He Jingnian finally regained the peaceful sleep he had not had for a long time.Cake hugged his chest, like a small warm stove, ironing and filling all the wrinkles and wounds.That feeling, like owning the whole world, is extremely satisfying.

Yuan Cisheng always sat on the sidelines, silently watching over his wife and daughter.When he was not smiling, he always showed a handsome face with arrogance and ruthlessness, but now when he was staring down, there was a sense of affection flowing out of it.

This is his kingdom, and he is the master here.At this moment, there is no other king in the world who can compare with him. The happy ones are not as rich as him, and the wealthy ones are not as happy as him.If time could stand forever, even if the castle turned into sand and the gems turned into gravel, he would be willing to do whatever it takes.

There was a hasty doorbell ringing outside, although it was a few doors away, it was extremely noisy in this quiet late night.

The voice of the original speech remained motionless, as if it hadn't heard it at all.

After a while, the doorbell stopped and the door was pushed open.As if he had known that someone would come looking for him, the door had never been completely closed.

Shen Tangfeng broke in, wearing the chill of the late autumn night.He was so anxious that he was going crazy, he couldn't even imagine what terrible things would be done to his fiancée after being taken away by that messy crazy man.

I am even more afraid that He Jingnian will repeat the tragedy of Aunt Xie Lisi back then.

He knew the original speech too well.Yuan Cisheng was taught by Yuan Zhengye, just like his father, he is the kind of person who will do whatever it takes to achieve his goals.

Even, if you can't get it, you are willing to destroy it.

Back then, Yuan Zhengye was obsessed with Xie Lisi's outstanding beauty and the so-called noble blood in his eyes, and launched a crazy pursuit of her.But Xie Lisi already had a lover who was like her at that time, so she flatly rejected him.

Yuan Zhengye did not give up, and set up a scheme to make Xie Lisi's lover fall into a bottomless business trap, owe sky-high debts, and lure Xie Lisi's mother's family with huge benefits, and finally succeeded in forcing Xie Lisi to marry this man who was ten years older than her. .

Xie Lisi hated him poisonously, and would not yield or obey.In order to cut off all thoughts of his disobedient wife, he used Sheng Heng's uncompromising ability to rule in the jewelry industry, so that Xie Lisi could no longer get a job, and forced her to obediently become his accessory, return to the family, and have children. .

At that time, Xie Lisi's career was in full swing, and several works were included in the collection of the National Museum of Natural History at a young age.She had an infinitely bright future, but was completely ruined by her husband, and she even had major mental problems.

The kind-hearted Aunt Xie Lisi is as gentle as a mother to everyone, but she has never been able to wait for someone to save her.But He Jingnian is different, He Jingnian has him.

Shen Tangfeng clenched his fists and lingered in the long and dark corridor.He wants to be a lonely and fearless knight, and he comes to the domain of the evil king, determined to bring back his kidnapped lover.

Finally, Shen Tangfeng tremblingly pushed open the last bedroom door.The moment it was turned on, he didn't even dare to open his eyes, for fear of seeing the terrifying picture in his imagination.

That night, when he saw the red wound on the corner of He Jingnian's lips, he made a tender and distressed look, but he didn't know that it was a limit that could be broken with a single poke, and his heart was almost swallowed by the darkness of jealousy and anger.

If, let him see more cruel scenes, he will definitely go crazy.

but……

Shen Tangfeng opened his eyes slightly, and what was reflected on the pitch-black irises was a completely different picture from what he had imagined.

The pure white curtains fluttered, and the shadows were indistinct, disturbing the bright moonlight of the autumn night.He Jingnian was hugging Gao Gao, falling asleep very sweetly.Yuan Cisheng was lying on his side, propping his head with one hand, and gently patted He Jingnian's back with the other, his eyes were full of warmth.

Shen Tangfeng's footsteps stopped abruptly, as if his chest had been hit hard, it was difficult for him to move forward.

Everything is so beautiful, so warm, so natural.His position was instantly reversed, as if he was the saboteur, eager to break up the happy family in front of him.

He Jingnian...does he really need to save him?

So far, what he has given He Jingnian is really salvation, not atonement out of guilt and self-blame?

Shen Tangfeng supported the door frame, pinching the hard and cold ebony with his fingertips until it turned white.

It seemed that he hadn't discovered his existence until now, and Yuan Ci's voice finally responded.He slowly turned his head, put his index finger up to his lips, and slowly raised the corners of his mouth, revealing a shockingly beautiful and shrewd smile.

"Shh."

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The original dog made up for "The Legend of Zhen Huan", an idea, not necessarily right