sinovels Chapter 36
Chapter 36
He Jingnian panicked when he heard the news that the cake had disappeared.God knows what will happen to such a small child running around outside.
"Where are you now? I'll go find it with you...!"
He raised his hand to stop the car, and rushed to the place Yuan Cisheng said anxiously.
"Master, please hurry up, please hurry up." He patted the driver's back partition, and the driver was terrified when he saw his pale face in the rearview mirror, "What's wrong with you? Are you sick? Don't worry , coming soon! Hold on!"
On the wide eight-lane road, there is almost no traffic flow, the sun is shining brightly, and the world is very clear.He Jingnian huddled in the car and shivered. The car was speeding on the road like a crawling beetle.
When he got there, he got out of the car with weak legs and couldn't even stand still.
"Niannian!" Yuan Ci's voice rushed over and grabbed him.
He Jingnian pushed him away, "Where is GaoGao? Did you find GaoGao?"
"I called the police, and I have already sent someone to look for it." Yuan Ci raised his head, his pupils constricted suddenly, "Cake!"
I saw a little girl walking unsteadily across the road.When she saw them, her face burst into a smile, and she waved excitedly and shouted: "Daddy! Dad!" Then she ran towards the opposite side.
great!she thinks.Daddy really won't want me, and I will be able to be with Daddy and Dad forever in the future!
"GaoGao, don't run, go back!" Yuan Ci shouted anxiously.
But Gao Gao couldn't hear it, her little heart was full of joy, she wanted to run over quickly, asking Daddy to give her lots of kisses and hugs!
In an instant, that cheerful figure had broken into the rushing traffic.She was such a small, little girl, she was quickly submerged in the traffic.The siren blared for a long time, and the headlights of the car flashed randomly, converging into a terrifying wave of sound and light, as if it only took a moment to completely swallow her up.
Yuan Cisheng's eyeballs trembled violently. The scene of He Jingnian rushing into the traffic on that stormy night came again like a nightmare that could not be dispelled.The sun at dusk was very good, but he felt as if he had stepped into a hole in the ice.
"Cake—!"
He rushed towards his daughter desperately, and one car after another roared past him, which was really extremely thrilling.He Jingnian was paralyzed all over, and his limbs seemed to be broken.His eyes ached, he had a headache, and his heart ached, as if a sharp chisel pierced his chest, causing him to break out in a cold sweat.
Suddenly, an extremely sharp whistle blasted from the air, and a car sped towards Gao Gao.Gao Gao should have been terrified, and stood still in place without moving.At this critical moment, Yuan Cisheng jumped forward, stretched out his arms and hugged his daughter into his arms, the two of them fell to the ground and rolled several meters away.
He Jingnian watched the wheel run over the corner of Yuan Cisheng's clothes, and he was only a second away from being rolled under the wheel.
"Why are you disobedient? Don't you know how much we worry about you!" Yuan Cisheng reprimanded his daughter harshly for the first time.His forehead and cheeks were all bloody and scratched due to the violent friction with the asphalt road. In addition, his hair was drenched and his body was covered with dust, making him look very hideous and terrifying.GaoGao stayed there for a few seconds, then her mouth shrunk and she burst into tears.
"I just want to find Daddy, I want to bring Daddy home...Even though Daddy has come back, why can't he be with us all the time...!"
The little girl blushed from crying, and her shoulders twitched.He Jingnian's heart was also in that weak choked sob, engulfed by a strong sense of guilt.
After going to the hospital, the doctor checked that there was nothing wrong with Gao Gao, but Yuan Cisheng was seriously injured. A large piece of gauze was pasted on his head, and many parts of his body were tightly wrapped.He Jingnian looked at his back as he was limping and walking with difficulty, and he was in an unprecedented embarrassment.
"Father, are you in pain?" Gao Gao's eyes were full of tears, puffing up her cheeks and whistling to Yuan Ci, "It hurts so much, it's all flying away."
"GaoGao, I'm sorry." The voice of Yuan Ci patted her little head, "Dad shouldn't have hurt you in front of you. Dad apologizes to you."
"We have found Daddy, can Daddy go home with us?" Gao Gao asked in a low voice.
Yuan Cisheng looked at He Jingnian, and cast a pleading look at him with his beautiful eyes that were not covered by the gauze.He Jingnian turned his face away, lowered his eyes and said, "I'm leaving."
The original speech was startled, and he said hoarsely: "Can you accompany me to send Gaogai home? Gaogao has always missed you, and she clamored to see you every day."
He Jingnian hesitated for a moment, but finally agreed.
The car stopped outside the carved iron gate, and He Jingnian walked in with Yuan Cisheng, holding Gao Gao in his arms.Just two steps away, he felt a strong sense of sight.Once inside the house, this feeling is even more intense.Countless invisible spider threads seemed to grow in the air, entangled his hands and feet, and every step became more and more sticky.
After putting GaoGao on the bed and coaxing her to sleep sweetly, He Jingnian walked to the door lightly and said to Yuan Ci, "I'm leaving."
The original voice was silent, "Do you want to see Snoopy? It has grown so much that you can't hold it when you walk it."
"Is Snoopy my puppy?"
Yuan Ci nodded quickly.
"I don't remember." He Jingnian looked at him, "I don't remember anything, so even if I see it, I won't be happy."
The original speech made my heart throb.He really wanted to tell He Jingnian that he didn't believe that he had forgotten everything, and begged him, even if he could remember a little bit.However, when I really remembered, I was not far from being sentenced to death.
He is a liar, pretending to be He Jingnian's favorite young master, asking for false love and honey, turning it into poisonous wine of evil and deceit.
Drink together, go crazy together, go to hell together.
"Every year, every year..." Yuan Ci had no words to say, he could only hold his wrist tightly and call his name over and over again.He Jingnian wanted to get away, but saw that the gauze on his arms and legs was stained red with blood again, which was extremely shocking.
"You... you sit down, don't move around, I'll re-bandage you."
After bringing the medicine box, He Jingnian helped him remove the gauze circle by circle.After the gauze was soaked in blood, it was tightly attached to the wound, and it was already a little sticky.
"How could this be? Didn't the bleeding stop? Why did the wound rupture again?" He Jingnian couldn't help frowning.
"It's okay, don't worry about it." Yuan Ci stared at him for a while, then smiled, "Niannian, thank you for caring about me so much."
He Jingnian didn't answer, just said: "I have to sterilize the wound first before applying the medicine, please bear with it."
The hydrogen peroxide soaked the wound surface, and a few small bubbles appeared on the bright and dripping flesh, which hurt even just looking at it.He lowered his head and bandaged Yuan Cisheng as quickly as possible. He was just thinking about how the other party seemed to have no pain, and even his breath was not disturbed, when a few drops of hot and humid liquid suddenly fell on his neck.
Then, it slid down the collarbone, and the hot track drilled all the way into the heart.
He Jingnian didn't raise his head, remained silent for a while, and asked, "Does it hurt?"
"Yeah." The original speech had a strong nasal voice, "Niannian, I'm dying of pain."
"There's no way around that."
"I don't believe there are unsolvable things in this world."
"Today, I'm going to see the wedding venue with Tang Feng." He Jingnian got up, "Okay, I really have to go, you should be careful."
The hand was pulled, Yuan Cisheng's forehead was pressed against his back.Through the thin fabric, he felt two spots of hot steam seeping in and directly touching his skin.
"Are you really going to marry Shen Tangfeng? Really... don't you want me and Gao Gao?"
He Jingnian sighed, "I didn't want cakes."
"Then you just don't want me."
The back feels hot and humid.He Jingnian turned his back to the original voice and said, "GaoGao is my daughter, but we have nothing to do with each other anymore, we broke up long ago."
"No!" The original speech suddenly raised its pitch, "We never broke up, it was Shen Tangfeng who abducted you away from me! Year after year, we used to love each other very much, really. You love me very much, and I love you too , we were...happier than anyone else."
In love... He Jingnian felt that he didn't understand this word. "I know that you don't like me and treat me badly. I also know that our marriage is just for the sake of our children. It was all fake. Why are you lying now?"
"I didn't!" Yuan Ci's voice tightened his grip on his waist, distinguishing with trembling voices. "I didn't... How could I not like you. I just never loved anyone before I met you. When I fell in love with you, I didn't learn how to love. But, I will later, I really will. "
He Jingnian was dumbfounded.To love is to love, not to love is not to love.Isn't it natural to love someone?How could someone justly use not being in love as an excuse.
"Whatever you want, it has nothing to do with me." He went to break off the hands that were fettering him, but those hands seemed to have merged into his flesh and blood, and they were still tightly clasping his fingers.
"It doesn't matter! Year after year, I've been living a life of death these years. You don't know, when I saw your work at the design exhibition, I was so happy that I was going crazy! If I don't find you again, I really don't know." It's almost unbearable."
Yuan Cisheng turned around him, put his arms around him and buried him in his arms.He was obviously much bigger than him, but at this moment he looked like a poor and helpless child, throwing hot tears and scorching breath on his body indiscriminately.
He Jingnian couldn't move, the original speech made him flustered.He couldn't beat him, scold him, or even push him away.Now he has become a strong man, possessing the ability to control the opponent's life and death.But Yuanci's voice was very humble, and he became a beast for fear of being abandoned by him, and suffered numerous injuries.In the end, he could only say helplessly: "I beg you to calm down, don't be like this."
"I'm very calm. I've thought about everything about you tens of thousands of times." Yuan Cisheng looked up at him.It was dark, but his exposed eye was extremely bright.Through the green iris, He Jingnian saw his own face reflected on it, a small and white one.The original speech prestige him like a star out of reach, that's wrong, he thought.The original speech should regard him as the gravel in the eyes, which must be blown out.
"Niannian, don't you leave, okay?" Yuan Ci's voice was still pleading. "Give me a chance to start again, I really can't do without you, neither I can do without you."
"Even if we're not together, I can still love GaoGao." He Jingnian watched his gradually gray expression, "Besides, I can't do without Tang Feng. Tang Feng is a very good person, I am I really want to marry him."
As soon as these words came out, the original speech sounded like a beast stabbed at the most painful part of the wound, and its facial features were distorted for a moment. "Sincerely?" He laughed hoarsely, "Where did you get your sincerity from him? You have already given all your sincerity to him..." He stopped abruptly, licking his thin lips fiercely with the tip of his tongue, "You are not Don't love him!"
These words were like stray bullets, which hit He Jingnian's chest unexpectedly, and angry tongues spread all over his body. "I don't love him, do I still love you? I just love him and want to be with him!"
The original speech was stunned, He Jingnian never said that he loved him, and all the confessions to him were to the young master.But now, He Jingnian was sober in front of him, saying that he fell in love with another person.This is far more painful than He Jingnian hating him and forgetting him.
"I don't believe it... I don't believe it!" He growled desperately, "What's wrong with Shen Tangfeng, how could you fall in love with him!"
At the beginning, I treated He Jingnian with all my heart and soul, threw away all dignity and begged him to love him, and even willingly acted as a substitute in front of him.But what a surprise year?From the beginning to the end, He Jingnian didn't have him in his eyes, he just hated him, was afraid of him, and avoided him like a devil.
In the end, he completely forgot about him and fell in love with someone else instead.
In love with another man.
"I...how am I inferior to them?" Yuan Cisheng staggered to his feet, his tall body cast a dark shadow, covering He Jingnian. "How are they worth your life? I'd love to know, can you tell me why? Huh?"
He asked viciously, the hands that were still infinitely attached to the other's waist just now became bulging with veins, and he firmly held the thin shoulders.He Jingnian was so painful that he almost cried out, but before he could make a sound, the shadow in front of his eyes dropped suddenly, and there was more severe pain from his lips.
The voice of the original speech was venting its anger, like a wild beast, and the bloodthirsty light flashed in the green eyes.He Jingnian turned his head to hide, and he chased after him even more fiercely, his long eyelashes swept across his cheeks, causing his heart to writhe in his chest.
"You let... um...!"
He Jingnian couldn't even utter a word, the original speech clamped his cheeks, his sharp white canine teeth bit down angrily, and blood was about to ooze from that sweet lip.The fiery breath invaded frantically, insisting on staining his insides with his own mark.
Amidst the timid whimpers, the oxygen was slowly withdrawn, and his mind also collapsed.Those white hands that were desperately hammering on the man's chest gradually slipped down feebly, and even that thin and thin body fell limply with trembling.
Yuan Cisheng stretched out his long arms, easily pulled him into his arms, and pushed him on the sofa in the living room.
"Don't marry others, don't fall in love with others, they can live well without you, but I can't, I will die, I will die..."
He is like a big wolf dog who has taken his liberty, licking the young man's beautiful earlobes, cheeks and neck, and also licking away the blood stains from the corners of his mouth, pursing his thin lips vigorously, pondering the fishy and sweet aftertaste.
No matter in terms of size or strength, He Jingnian was far from his opponent. Fear and embarrassment intertwined and shocked him. He was trapped under his strong figure, unable to move, trembling in vain.
The gauze wrapped around his body began to ooze blood again, but Yuan Cisheng didn't feel any pain at all, and his heart was so numb from the pain that he had long since lost his sense of pain.Randomly unbuttoning He Jingnian's shirt, he impatiently pressed his face against the white and warm skin, sniffing deeply the clean and fragrant smell.
The soul that was as dry as scorched earth was nourished in an instant.He sighed with great contentment.For more than three years, he has never had such a moment of peace and joy.
"Yearly... every year... every year..." He kept murmuring this name, which was originally a title that belonged to him, but now it was being repeated by another man every day.
Even, not just the name.He Jingnian's breath and body temperature, love and sincerity, hugs and kisses, were all captured and occupied by that shameless kidnapper.
Certainly, when he was looking for He Jingnian and his heart was burning with madness, He Jingnian was being held in the arms of that despicable villain, deceived and deceived by hypocritical sweet words and sinister sweet words, and willingly opened up everything to him.
Yuan Ci's voice shuddered, and he felt that he couldn't think about it anymore, and thinking about it again, he was really going to die.With extremely sore and bitter strength in his mouth, he suppressed He Jingnian's limbs that were thrashing and resisting.
While struggling with greater magnitude, the clothes barely covering the young man's body made rustling and rubbing sounds.Then, following the sound of the original speech, I pulled and flung it hard, and it just slipped loose and fell to the ground.
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