I lost my memory after throwing the ball and running over the total crematorium

Chapter 35

He Jingnian froze on the spot, not knowing whether he should turn around or not.

The corner of the clothes was pulled up tightly, and he lowered his eyes, and what caught his eyes was a small round hand with five fingers clenched into a fist, and the back of the fleshy hand swirled like a little bun just out of the oven.

"Daddy? Are you GaoGao's daddy?" The little girl asked again, and hiccupped loudly.

He Jingnian lowered his head, trembling all over.What the little hand was holding was not his clothes, but his heart that was beating so hard in his chest that it ached.

Extremely slowly, He Jingnian turned around bit by bit, tears welled up hotly, rolled down the corners of his eyes, and drenched his pale cheeks.

"It really is Daddy!" Gao Gao yelled excitedly, almost like a little rabbit, with a flick of her braid, she jumped directly into his arms.

He Jingnian caught her and hugged her tightly, warm and soft, exuding an unbelievably sweet fragrance, fully soaking his chest.

"Daddy, you're finally back! I've always missed you, and Dad missed you, and we all miss you very, very much!"

The little girl hugged him and did not let go, rubbing her round face against his clothes. Although her eyes were still red, the tears had dried, and she had a big smile on her face.

"Dad tells me about Daddy every day, and also shows me Daddy's photos. In this way, when Daddy comes back, I can recognize him right away. Daddy, don't you think Cake is very smart? "

He Jingnian was so choked up that he couldn't speak, he just nodded desperately.

"Daddy, why are you crying?" Gao Gao held up a small flower handkerchief, trying to wipe his tears.He Jingnian grabbed the handkerchief and took his daughter's fleshy hand into his palm, tears streaming down again.

"Seeing GaoGao, I... I'm so happy."

GaoGao's big black grape-like eyes smiled into crescent moons, "GaoGao too!"

He Jingnian squatted down, hugged his daughter into his chest, and gently stroked her soft heart. "GaoGao, I'm sorry." He swallowed bitterly, "I haven't been able to see you, and I haven't taken good care of you. I even... even forgot that I still have you. I'm sorry...GaoGao, you blame me Bar."

GaoGao wiped his tears with a small flower handkerchief, "Dad said, Daddy is helping me buy presents. Because it is difficult to buy things, it will take a little longer, longer. But Daddy will definitely be able to I found it, and at that time, Daddy will return to Gaogui and Dad. Now, Daddy is indeed back!"

He Jingnian nodded desperately, he took out the hot box from his pocket, and put it in the small palm of GaoGao.GiaoGao chubby lifted the lid of the box with his hands, and his big eyes immediately radiated light, "Wow——"

"Do you like cake?"

"I like it!" GaoGao put his arms around his neck, "Bobo" kissed him twice, "It's more beautiful than Kululu's magic transformation bracelet, I like it so much, thank you Daddy!"

The sweetest and sweetest kiss in the world can melt people's hearts more than the purest honey.

"Daddy, can you take me to the amusement park?" Gao Gao looked at him with bright eyes, "Originally, Dad promised to take me and Lionia to play, but he said that he really didn't have time today."

He Jingnian wiped away tears and kissed her cheek, "Who is Lionia? Is it your friend?"

GaoGao happily opened the zipper of the small pink schoolbag and took out a bunny doll from inside, "Lonia is the bunny my father made for me!"

It was a rather delicate and lovely lop-eared rabbit, fluffy and chubby, wearing a princess dress full of bows and ruffles, so beautiful.

He Jingnian was slightly taken aback, he didn't expect Yuan Ci's voice to have such skill.

Gao Gao was very excited when he entered the amusement park, holding him by the little hand, chatting and laughing around him like a bird.

"Daddy, give me a hug." After playing for a while, Gao Gao's legs were sore, and he stretched out his little arms to hug him.

He Jingnian bent down and lifted the cake only a few inches high with all his strength.He was a little embarrassed, concentrated his strength on the waist, gathered enough strength, and finally hugged his daughter in one go.At the same time, he could clearly hear his own bones "click".

Although kid GaoGao is a bit fatter and rounder than his peers, but he is already a father, so it is too useless, right?

He Jingnian tried his best to hold on, pretending to be lifting weights lightly, and playing around in the amusement park with cakes in his arms.GaoGao wears the hair accessories of the magical girl Kululu on her head, and sings the theme song of the cartoon in her mouth.

He Jingnian's back hurts, but his heart is soft and sweet.Looking at Gao Crayon Shin-chan's side face, he couldn't help wondering if such a soft and sweet little girl was really born to him and Yuan Cisheng?It really doesn't sound like the original speech at all!

"Daddy." Gaogao called him, "Can you open my schoolbag for me?"

He Jingnian unzipped the small pink schoolbag on her back as promised, and Lionia's round rabbit head poked out immediately.

"It's the first time for Lionia to come to the amusement park. I want her to see the scenery. She is a very curious little rabbit." Gao Gao said sweetly.

He Jingnian squeezed Lionia's rabbit paw cooperatively, "Hello."

He found that Lionia's necklace and headdress were not only expensive antique jewelry, but also that pair of eyes were inlaid with very high-quality rubies.This is not like a little girl's plush toy, it is simply a jeweled lady in a rabbit.

Looking at Lionia's two sparkling red eyes, He Jingnian couldn't help feeling a little lost.He thought of the ruby ​​anklet he had kept with him since he lost his memory.

A few days ago, he asked the dean to contact a very powerful jewelry appraisal expert in the industry and finally gave him an answer.He once asked the other party to look at the ruby ​​on the anklet for help, maybe he could know its origin.After the other party saw it, he was amazed by this ruby, saying that he had been immersed in this way for decades and had never seen anything comparable to it.

In the end, he and several friends in the same industry agreed that this ruby ​​is very likely to be the "Nightingale" that was taken from Sotheby's by the late well-known designer Xie Lisi more than 30 years ago.

Xie Lisi loves the nightingale very much, and has taken it to participate in world-class exhibitions such as the Paris Antique Biennale and the TEFAF Maastricht Art Fair. Every time it shows up, it always attracts countless people.

However, as a first-class designer favored by collectors all over the world, Xie Lisi did not make Nightingale into finished jewelry from the moment she got it until she lost her creative ability due to illness after marriage.

No one knows why.

"Haoo—" Gaogao yawned big.

He Jingnian came back to his senses, and lightly rubbed his forehead against her little cheek, "Tired from playing?"

GaoGao's little head was getting sleepy little by little.

He Jingnian smiled, "May I take you home?"

"Is it going back to Daddy's house?"

"It's going back to Gao Cake's own home."

GaoGao looked at him in a daze, "But, isn't GaoGao's home the same as Daddy's home?"

He Jingnian was stunned and didn't know how to answer.

"Daddy." The little girl leaned over softly, blinking her big eyes and asked, "I want to go home with you, is that okay?"

He Jingnian hugged her tightly and said in a low voice, "Okay."

Back at the apartment, Shen Tangfeng saw that he brought the child in, and he didn't have any abnormal expressions. He even greeted Gao Gao and Lionia with a smile, just like a kind and gentle big brother next door.

"Daddy, I'm hungry." Gao Gao's stomach began to growl.

He Jingnian smiled, "You watch cartoons with Uncle Shen first, and I'll go and cook you something delicious right away."

GaoGao jumped off the sofa, "I want to be with Daddy!"

Shen Tangfeng also stood up, "Niannian, I'll help you."

One big and one small are like two pieces of brown candy, sticking to He Jingnian and entering the kitchen together.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang, three times with regularity.

He Jingnian walked over, and when the door opened, he couldn't help being stunned.Yuan Cisheng was standing there, as if he had predicted that GaoGao would be at his house.

The light in the porch shone down, reflecting Yuan Cisheng's beautiful and moving face, and the soft light radiated from the folds of the pure white shirt.

At any time, he looks like those too-beautiful models in high-end advertisements, lofty and unreal.

"I'm going to cook today." Yuan Cisheng held up a huge plastic bag with one hand. It contained chicken, duck, fish and everything, and there were two green scallions stuck in it.

The room was unusually quiet, only the sound of the original voice chopping meat and vegetables in the kitchen was particularly distinct.

"My dad's cooking is super delicious!" Gao Gao raised her head and said proudly.

The little girl didn't exaggerate. When the dishes were put on the table, He Jingnian couldn't help being a little surprised after taking a bite.

Each dish is not only beautiful in color, but also rich in aroma, whether it is heat or seasoning, it is perfectly mastered.Although they are all home-cooked dishes, while maintaining the original flavor, they also have a sophisticated sense of quality, which is not much worse than those high-end dishes in Michelin restaurants.

He Jingnian felt that Yuancisheng had not only learned it on purpose, but also learned it very seriously.

"Niannian, what do you think of the taste?" Yuan Ci asked him, his expression a little nervous, and he relaxed when he heard him say "delicious", showing a slight smile.

He Jingnian lowered his head, not looking at him.

GaoGao happily shook her short legs, "Daddy, Dad said, you used to cook for him. When you come back, he wants you to eat what he cooks every day. Now, you finally It's time to eat."

He Jingnian pursed his lips and said nothing.

Shen Tangfeng raised his eyes, saw that Yuanci's voice was still there, and said, "Aren't you going to eat together?"

Yuanci smiled, took off the apron on his body, and very naturally raised his hand to pull off the hairband used to tie the ponytail when cooking. The soft and half-length curly hair was folded and hung down on the shoulders, giving it a dazzling luxury.

"Okay." He sat down gracefully and smiled brightly.

Shen Tangfeng sneered in his heart, cooperating with the front so much foreshadowing, just for the opening of the screen for a few seconds.

affectation.

"Niannian, eat more, I see you have lost a lot of weight these days." He put a piece of braised pork in He Jingnian's bowl.

"Thank you."

"Niannian, I made this steamed sea bass very well today, please try it soon." Yuan Cisheng gave He Jingnian a large piece of meat from the belly of the fish.

Shen Tangfeng noticed that Yuan Cisheng had deliberately rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, exposing a complete section of his slender forearm with beautiful lines.

Contrived to death.

Ever since, the two of you kept serving dishes to He Jingnian.He Jingnian didn't have time to eat. Seeing the pile of vegetables in the bowl, he couldn't bear it and said: "Enough."

The two looked at each other, and turned away bitterly.

A sweet and playful music prelude came from the TV, and Gao Gao hurriedly ate the last bite of the meal, "Magic Girl Kululu is about to start!"

After sitting on the sofa, she turned her head and shouted the original speech, "Dad, come quickly, let's sing with Kululu!"

Yuan Ci's figure suddenly froze. "Dad is going to die today..."

"Ah, why?" Gao Gao puffed up her cheeks in disappointment, "Didn't Dad sing with me every day? Don't Dad want Daddy to listen too?"

"That's right." Shen Tangfeng raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Can the child still be dissatisfied with such a small request?"

"..."

On TV, Kululu with pink twin tails held up her magic wand and sang sweetly.In front of the screen, the cake girl and her tall father sang along:

"Cosmic meteors are shining, and there is courage to shine in your heart. Happy! Girls in love, a cute smile is a nirvana. Lucky! Unleash the strongest magic with all your strength and attack your heart. Smile! Yeah!..."

He Jingnian praised his daughter: "Gao Gao sings really well."

Yuan Ci cast his gaze over, as sticky as ever, unable to shake off, and with a little expectation, as if he also wanted to be praised.

He Jingnian don't overdo it, tease his daughter.

Shen Tangfeng smiled, "I didn't expect Director Yuan to be able to make clip sounds."

"..." Yuanci took a breath and held back.

After singing the song, GaoGao still chattered about the latest animation plot with the original speech.

He Jingnian noticed that Yuan Ci's voice did not respond perfunctorily just to coax the children, but discussed with Gao Gao very seriously.The two even argued over whether the mysterious boy who kept appearing in Kululumeng to guide her was the big boss of the villain organization "Dark Demon Star".

"Obviously, they are the same person, and the dubbing list has been spoiled." The original speech said, "The authorities are obsessed, so the protagonist can't tell the difference."

Cake is puzzled, "But the mysterious boy is the person that Ku Lulu likes, but the big villain is the person she hates the most. The mysterious boy also said that it is because the big villain appeared that he had to disappear. Ku Lulu I have been very sad because of this, no matter how powerful her magic becomes, it is impossible for the mysterious boy she likes to appear again."

The original voice shook his fingers, "Did you pay attention to the end of the last episode? The mysterious boy said to Kululu, no matter what I become in the future, please don't regret meeting me. The hint is already obvious. "

He Jingnian was taken aback when he heard this. Are the cartoons about fighting and friendship for children now so heavy?

GaoGao opened her mouth wide with an "ah", "Dad, what should I do? Isn't Kululu so pitiful."

"It's okay." The original voice touched GaoGao's little head, "Dad can buy this animation production company and make cartoons that GaoGao likes."

"..." He Jingnian raised his forehead.

After the animation was finished and everyone had almost eaten, Yuan Cisheng got up to wash the dishes.He Jingnian hesitated for a moment, and went to help, then Shen Tangfeng also joined in, and in the end, Gao Gao also squeezed to the side of the sink.

As a result, the four of them washed the few tableware together, and Yuan Cisheng and Shen Tangfeng almost got into an argument over throwing basins and bowls because they rushed to wash them.

After everything was cleaned up, it was getting late, and Yuan Cisheng seemed to have no reason to stay here anymore.

"Take Gao Gao back, the child is sleepy." Shen Tangfeng looked at him, "Niannian and I should also rest."

Yuanci's eyes turned cold, and then he calmed down as usual.He picked up his daughter, "GaoGao, say goodbye to Daddy."

"I don't want it!" Gao Gao struggled desperately in his arms, "I don't want to go back, I don't want to see Daddy again." She stretched out her hand to He Jingnian, pulling half of her body away, "Daddy, don't you Is it sweet? You're back, why don't you come home with us?"

He Jingnian couldn't answer, he could only watch his daughter crying and was carried out by Yuan Cisheng.Watching them leave, his heart also seemed to be hollowed out.

Since this night, the weather seems to have entered autumn all of a sudden.He Jingnian's body didn't get hot anymore, he just felt cold, as if the wind had been blown through with holes.After a few days of restlessness, his eyes were red, and he finally asked Shen Tangfeng to break up.

Now he has completely lost the qualification to be with such a good person.He had a husband and children, how could he act as if nothing had happened and plan their future happily as before.

"Niannian, you have disappointed me so much." Shen Tangfeng blushed for the first time in front of him. "It turns out that our three-year relationship has only this weight in your heart? Because the two of them have appeared, everything else has become unimportant, has it?"

Seeing the man's unspeakable pain, He Jingnian was heartbroken.In his limited memory, Shen Tangfeng was the best person in the world and the best person to him.He will never forget who held his hand and brought him out of the darkness bit by bit when he was desperate and numb.

"I'm just... I'm just in a mess. I've been thinking about Gao Gui, and how she was crying when she left." He Jingnian couldn't hold back his sobs any longer, and tears rolled down his face.

"I'm a terrible person, you are so good, I don't deserve you, I... I really don't know how to face you in the future."

Shen Tangfeng held his hand, and the warmth passed through the ring and landed on his skin. "Niannian, don't forget that you promised me that no matter what happens in the future, you will never waver again."

He Jingnian pursed his lips tightly and looked at him with teary eyes.The mind is in a mess of twine, tangled and knotted, blocking the chest.

"I don't care about your past at all, what I like is the you I know." Shen Tangfeng raised his hand to gently wipe away his tears, and said with emphasis, "Niannian, you think you are not good enough for me, but for me , you are the most beautiful and cleanest person in the world.

"And I..." He paused, and his crow's eyelashes drew down, hiding the dark emotions in his eyes. "It's not as good as you imagined. You think I saved you and helped you, but you don't know that you are the one who really saved me. I can't leave you, don't let me leave you."

He Jingnian listened in a daze, his heart seemed to be severely crushed.He fell into Shen Tangfeng's arms and burst into tears unbearably.

How could he have the heart to break up with this man, he was just powerless and helpless.He was sorry for Gao Gao, and also for his kindness to himself.The feeling of being in a dilemma is driving him crazy. Why is there always so much pain as long as people are alive, no matter whether they are confused or sober?

Shen Tangfeng hugged him, patted his back lightly, and comforted him like a child.During the days when He Jingnian was hospitalized, he used this to soothe his emotions countless times, so many times that He Jingnian had already developed an instinctive attachment, and tried everything.

"If you think that I would mind the existence of the cake, you don't have to worry about it at all. As long as you want, I am willing to be with you to make up for the lack of concern over the years." He shook his hand, and the rings Touching, as if reminding them again, they are a match made in heaven, and should be together for a lifetime.

The wedding must not be delayed any longer.

Just when He Jingnian was struggling, Zhuang Manyin came to them.Knowing what was going on, she expressed even more strongly than Shen Tangfeng that she absolutely did not want them to separate.

"It doesn't matter, nothing matters." For the first time since she recovered, she showed that expression of extreme panic on her face again. "Niannian, please, don't feel any psychological burden because of this. You and I, Uncle Shen, only hope that you and Tangfeng can be together well. You are my child, you...you can't do without your mother, you can't Get away from mom!"

Zhuang Manyin hugged He Jingnian tightly, and began to cry as she spoke, and those almost begging words became blurred.He Jingnian has always regarded her as his mother in his heart, and seeing her go crazy, he was terrified, and his heart felt like a knife was twisted.

Panting hard, he felt that his whole body was about to be torn apart.If... If it can really be torn into several pieces, it would be great, he will give himself completely like this, no one owes anyone, everyone is good, everyone is happy.

On the weekend, He Jingnian and Shen Tangfeng went to choose a wedding venue together.Shen Tangfeng asked several places to be chosen, the seaside, the lakeside, and the church, all of which are the most suitable places to witness the fantasy and beauty of each other.

Listening to Shen Tangfeng's narration of various ideas about the wedding, He Jingnian couldn't help being distracted, and his thoughts drifted far away.

In my ear, it seems that someone is saying to myself:

"When you are well, let's have another wedding."

"Just me and you and the baby, no one else."

"Our family will be together forever and happily."

Whether it was a hallucination or a memory, he had no way of judging, only the sore pain in his chest was very real, and the impact made his eye sockets steam.

"Niannian?" Shen Tangfeng stopped looking at the album, and looked over with black eyes, "Are you okay?"

He Jingnian rubbed his eyes, smiled and said, "I think they are all good, but I really can't choose, you should decide."

"Okay." Shen Tangfeng told the planner the selected location, and then said to He Jingnian, "Let's go and have a look at it later."

"Is it okay to be a little later? I have something to do in the studio." He Jingnian looked at the time on his phone, "You go first, I will come by myself, and I will be there before four o'clock in the afternoon."

"Be careful on the road." Shen Tangfeng kissed his forehead, "I'll wait for you."

After returning to the studio, He Jingnian finished the urgent work at hand as quickly as possible.Just as he was about to leave for the wedding venue, his phone buzzed and vibrated, it was Yuan Ci's call.

"Niannian, did GaoGao go to your place?" In the loudspeaker, the voice of Yuan Ci was more anxious than ever. "GaoGao was clamoring to find you a few days ago, but I didn't expect to sneak out today!"

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