i can't like him

Chapter 53

In the next few days, Qin Hexuan's family tried every means to contact the leader of the track and field team, hoping not to expose it.

The leader promised not to disclose the matter of his purchase of prohibited drugs. After all, spreading the matter would damage the image of the national team. As for the matter of the suspension two years ago, they asked Sheng Xinghe individually what he meant, and asked if he would accept it privately. solve.

Sheng Xinghe was unwilling to accept it, and asked the team to fully restore the cause of the incident and publish it on the association's official website and Weibo, just like the process of publishing the suspension announcement back then, to return himself and the coach's innocence.

The leader had a terrible headache, and immediately called Bian Hanlin: "It wasn't you who did it, what crime did you commit for running out back then? Aren't you talking nonsense?"

Bian Hanlin was also exasperated: "If I don't do it, it will take four years! Can athletes afford the four years!"

This nonsense has been wrangling for half a month, and finally came to a conclusion.

The association issued an announcement to clarify the cause of the incident and lift the ban on Bian Hanlin, which means that as long as he wants to come back, he can return to the national team to lead the team at any time. At the same time, he will stop paying Qin Hexuan's subsidies and bonuses as punishment for violating professional standards. .

Cutting off the subsidy and approaching was almost like laying off employees in disguise. Qin Hexuan packed his bags and left two days before the announcement.

After two years, finally he was wronged, Sheng Xinghe felt relieved and sent a video to He Qinian who was far away in Italy.

He Qinian is preparing for the competition abroad.

The biennial Summer Universiade will be held in Naples this year, and three days have passed since the Year of He Qi, so it is necessary to adapt to the climate and environment there in advance.

"Then did he say anything to you before he left?" He Qinian asked.

Sheng Xinghe recalled the scene at that time.

There is no sunny passage, and it is a bit cold. Qin Hexuan is pulling a huge suitcase and passing by his dormitory, his eyes are blank and empty.

I used to love her for more than ten years, but once my dream died, I was in a mess.

Qin Hexuan stood in front of him, hesitated for a while, his lips moved, Sheng Xinghe thought he would blame himself for being cruel and ruined his last thought, but the result was quite unexpected.

"I don't know when it started. High jumping can no longer make me feel happy."

Sheng Xinghe's left hand clenched the crutch in his hand, and the tip of his nose felt a little sore, because he not only understood the words, but also felt quite touched.

The road of sports is getting more and more difficult and disappointing.

Just like an adult has the ability to buy several large boxes of snacks, but can't buy back the pleasure of childhood, now crossing 2 meters 28, there is no screaming or excitement, only feeling that I have not played my best level .

"But no matter what, it used to bring you happiness and satisfaction." Sheng Xinghe said.

The smile on the corner of Qin Hexuan's mouth was faint, looking very tired.

Sheng Xinghe struggled to stand, and adjusted his angle slightly: "What are your plans for the future?"

"I'm going to take a test for a referee certificate," Qin Hexuan said, "How about you? How long are you going to continue dancing?"

As parting approaches, the dialogue is unexpectedly peaceful and calm.

Sheng Xinghe looked down at the plaster cast on his leg: "I don't know, wait until the injury recovers."

"Last time it was a torn Achilles tendon. This time it's a torn ligament. When will the next time I fail to keep it together? It may be more serious. Are you sure you really want to jump like this?"

Sheng Xinghe frowned, and Qin Hexuan looked at him: "I have talked a lot with my family these days, and I suddenly realized that I had been in a misunderstanding before, thinking that I was good for nothing except high jump, but actually quit the high jump team, There are still a lot of choices, and I have to thank you for pushing me out of this circle and giving me the courage to face other options."

"Are you kidding me?" Sheng Xinghe felt that the last sentence didn't sound like a good word.

"Believe it or not, although I don't know what the result will be, it won't be worse than it is now."

Qin Hexuan turned around and wanted to leave, but after walking a few steps, he turned his head again and said softly: "I was the one who let you down for that year and a half, and I just pretended not to know anything about you and He Qinian."

His own dream has been shattered, and other people's glory has nothing to do with him. He had no intention of revealing this at all, but just wanted to frighten Sheng Xinghe, at least let him survive this world championship.

But I didn't expect that this fifth time, I still passed by. This is probably the legendary good luck tricking people.

He also blamed himself for being obsessed with ghosts at the beginning, everything has a cause and effect.

"I'm leaving, take care." The wheels of the suitcase made a sound.

Sheng Xinghe looked at the figure that was about to disappear at the end of the corridor, and took two steps forward: "Brother..."

Qin Hexuan suddenly turned his head.

He joined the team earlier than Sheng Xinghe. At that time, everyone was not familiar with him, and he was called respectfully. Later, when he became popular, he started to call Lao Qin Lao Qin, and he didn't need to knock on the door to enter, and he even squeezed through a bed.

After so many years, when this title was mentioned again, both of them were quite touched, as if their souls had traveled back to when they first joined the team.

The pictures in memory are still colorful.

Qin Hexuan smiled and waved at him: "If it's okay, then take my share and work hard together."

Sheng Xinghe didn't dare to tell the big vinegar jar, he just said hello, and Qin Hexuan promised not to expose their relationship.

He Qinian pursed his lips, a little surprised: "Can he count on what he says?"

"Except for the crazy thing about buying medicine, it's quite normal at other times." Sheng Xinghe said.

He Qinian nodded, and changed the subject: "Is your leg hurt better? Will it hurt?"

"No, I don't feel anything anymore, I'm waiting to remove the plaster cast." Sheng Xinghe said.

"That's good."

When He Qinian received the video, he had just finished a few sets of core exercises. The sweat on his forehead was dripping down his neck. He was wearing a sports vest with the collar hanging loosely, revealing the gap between his neck and chest very ambiguously. The erogenous zone, which rises and falls with the breath.

He raised his head to fill water, his protruding Adam's apple rolled back and forth, Sheng Xinghe felt a little thirsty inexplicably, and took a couple of sips from the water glass next to him.

He Qinian screwed on the bottle cap with one hand, and while there was no one in the corner, he acted like a baby to the camera: "Brother, I miss you."

Sheng Xinghe pursed his lips and fell on the bedside: "How much do you think?"

"I dreamed of you for two consecutive nights." He Qinian couldn't help sharing his dreams with him.

The kind with color, and it's very explicit.

Sheng Xinghe's stomach tightened when he heard this, and his ears turned red, so he quickly interrupted him: "All right, all right, let's talk when we meet later."

After He Qinian teased, he smiled: "Then I'll go to training first." He pursed his moist lips, kissed the camera, and said softly, "I love you and miss you too."

The sparkles in He Qinian's eyes made Sheng Xinghe unable to hold back, his brows and eyes were crooked with a smile: "I miss you very much too."

Before He Qinian hung up, he asked again: "Why didn't you say you loved me?"

Sheng Xinghe pulled up the blanket to cover half of his face: "It's too nasty, I can't say it."

"It's just three words, what's so disgusting about it?" It's okay if you don't mention it, but at this mention, He Qinian stuck with these three words again, "Hurry up, I'm waiting, don't say it I won't hang up."

Sheng Xinghe thought for a while, and typed the application: "Can I type it? Or copy it by hand a hundred times for you."

"No," He Qinian insisted like an obsessive-compulsive disorder, "Just say it, look me in the eyes and say, be affectionate and sincere."

Sheng Xinghe curled his lips: "You really ask a lot."

He Qinian looked up at the coach not far away, bowed his head and said, "The coach is here, remember that you owe me once, and I'll take care of you when I go back."

Sheng Xinghe was startled: "You still dare to punish me?" No matter in terms of high jump, judo or age, how can this guy compare to him?

Where did the confidence come from?

"Hang up!" He Qinian quickly pouted at the camera, making a slight kissing sound, "I love you!"

After the call ended, the screen switched back to the chat interface.

Sheng Xinghe recalled the dream that He Qinian said, and his body had a very subtle reaction.

what--

He turned over, plunged his head into the pillow and beat it several times.

He Qinian made him unhealthy!

After the suspension was over, Sheng Xinghe put his mind back on the high jump.He went to the hospital to remove a plaster cast, and then slowly began rehabilitation training.

The coach told him not to worry, anyway, the World Championships will not be able to catch up, so he should just take a good rest and wait for next year's Tournament and Diamond League.

Sheng Xinghe tried hard to adjust his mentality.

A week later, the Universiade ended, and He Qinian flew back from Italy. He broke through the height of 2 meters in this competition, and raised his PB to 25 meters. He was catching up with the speed of a typhoon.

People in the team and fans have given him a new nickname-Nian Shen.

Sheng Xinghe's hard-working mentality collapsed.

He felt that if this went on like this, he might lose his chastity that he had kept for 28 years.