i can't like him

Chapter 52

After Qin Hexuan's expression thawed, he began to explain: "I really didn't intend to harm you, it was a complete accident that time, you took away my water first, I wanted to change it secretly, but you drank more than half of it .I was obsessed with ghosts at that time..."

In fact, Sheng Xinghe couldn't remember the details of the day when the incident happened. The deepest thing in his mind was that someone notified him that the urine test result was positive, and he was completely stunned.

He couldn't recall the details Qin Hexuan said, so whether he took it by mistake or Qin Hexuan deliberately changed it is really impossible to figure out, but one thing is certain, Qin Hexuan bought the medicine two years ago.

The scary thing is that I still regard him as my brother all the time.

The anger in Sheng Xinghe's heart was hard to calm down, his blood rushed straight to the sky, and he was so angry that he was shaking all over, no matter how hard he suppressed it, he couldn't suppress it.

The mood was like knowing that my wife slept with a good brother, and the brother said, I didn't mean it, it was you who didn't like your wife.

Sheng Xinghe has almost used all the swear words he learned in the past 27 years, but in the end he couldn't hold it back anymore and started fighting.

Qin Hexuan didn't dare to fight back at all. He was punched firmly in the stomach twice and almost vomited.

The effect of force is mutual, Sheng Xinghe's fist is also red.

Seeing him stop, Qin Hexuan bowed his head and said, "You can fight, I admit that I am sorry for you, I will fight as you like, until you are satisfied."

Sheng Xinghe: "I still think my hands are dirty."

Qin Hexuan slapped himself, stunned Sheng Xinghe, and then slapped himself resoundingly.

"I'm sorry for you! At that time, I was too afraid to admit it, and I didn't want our relationship to be ruined like this."

Sheng Xinghe turned his face away: "Who the fuck has something to do with you."

With another sharp slap, Qin Hexuan's face turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"Do you know what kind of person I hate the most?" Sheng Xinghe asked.

Qin Hexuan looked at him, and answered with a self-awareness: "My kind."

"I hate people who don't follow the rules," Sheng Xinghe said. "Who in this world doesn't want to win, but if they want to win, they must win cleanly. Once the rules are broken, the game will lose its meaning."

"But what if it's not discovered?" Qin Hexuan stared at him as if he had found a breakthrough, "When a new drug has not been banned, it is not considered a banned drug. How do you know that other players on the field are useless?" What? Is this fair to us?"

Sheng Xinghe's pupils dilated suddenly, and he was stunned: "Your idea is too ridiculous! It's already wrong to take the initiative to take it when you know it's a stimulant drug, and you still find a reason to excuse yourself?"

"Am I ridiculous or are you naive?" Qin Hexuan's eyes were red, and he growled, "Do you really think that as long as you put in your time and energy, you will be rewarded? Some things are predestined! Can you be more sober? You After dancing for so many years, if it wasn’t for the mistake of taking medicine last time, would you be able to pass the 2 meter hurdle?”

Every word that came out of Qin Hexuan's mouth turned into a sharp knife tip, piercing Sheng Xinghe's chest.

He really can't jump over it, and he doesn't know if he can jump over it in the future.

Helplessness and annoyance coexist, but what annoys him is not that he can't jump over, but Qin Hexuan's already distorted three views.

Sheng Xinghe had a fever in his chest, and he tapped his chest angrily: "You are the one who needs to be sober! I have my goals and ideals, and even if I can't jump for the rest of my life, I won't win a meaningless medal in this way! "

"But for me, and for the entire high jump team, this step is of great significance."

"You also took medicine before?" Sheng Xinghe frowned suspiciously.

"No," Qin Hexuan admitted frankly, "but I want to enter this year's World Championships. I have missed it four times. I really don't want to, and I can't wait any longer."

Sheng Xinghe fully understood his helplessness and the pain of not being able to break through the limit. He changed his mind and continued to persuade: "Then you haven't even tried this medicine, are you sure it won't be discovered? Once it is discovered, it will take four years." ban."

Qin Hexuan was silent for a few seconds: "The chance of being randomly checked is very low."

It is stipulated in the competition that those who break the record must pass the doping test, and the others are spot checks. The probability of the high jump being spot checked is very, very low, and only events like track, weightlifting, and swimming are especially common.

Back then, Sheng Xinghe was the only high jumper who was spot-checked, and he could only be blamed for being unlucky.

What's more, the seller said that this is a new drug, even if it is randomly checked, it may not be found out, so Qin Hexuan decided to give it a try.

What if it works.

In the men's high jump event, no one from the Chinese team has made it to the final for decades. Once someone wins a medal at the World Championships at this time, it is bound to be a big hit. The commercial value behind this cannot be summed up in a few words.

Even if he wants to retire in the future, there is still a wider road to go, the entertainment industry is a good choice.

Qin Hexuan thought so.

Because he had heard from his friends before that if those little-known athletes casually endorsed, the last variety show would be worth the income of ordinary people for several years or even most of their lives.

Even if he loses, he admits it, it's better than retiring without trying.

Of course, he didn't express this clearly, and he still wanted to join Lasheng Xinghe in the water.

He is now like a gambler on the poker table. In his eyes, the benefits are infinitely magnified, and the consequences are infinitely reduced.

Qin Hexuan squeezed Sheng Xinghe's shoulders, and lowered his voice: "Would you like to try it with me?" His eyes were like a drug addict who lures others into the bait, "You are going to retire soon, before you retire In no mood……"

"You are really hopeless!" Sheng Xinghe roared.

He originally planned to spare Qin Hexuan in the past few years because of his brotherhood, as long as he repented, he would not reveal what happened two years ago, but now it seems unnecessary.

Holding the phone, Sheng Xinghe turned and walked towards the door: "I won't hide this matter for you."

Qin Hexuan stared at the back of his head and said, "Then I won't hide it for you."

Sheng Xinghe turned around and snorted coldly: "I don't need you to help me hide something."

"Really? Are you sure?" Qin Hexuan asked.

Sheng Xinghe frowned inexplicably, and walked out on crutches, Qin Hexuan reminded: "For example, let's talk about your relationship with He Qinian."

Sheng Xinghe was stunned, and turned his head again: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Is it nonsense that you know it in your heart," Qin Hexuan said, "I advise you to think carefully before deciding whether to report me."

"You still want to frame me?" Sheng Xinghe sneered, "Then tell me, what do I have to do with He Qinian?"

Qin Hexuan: "A relationship that is not allowed."

"ill."

Sheng Xinghe didn't remember how he walked out of Qin Hexuan's room. Logically speaking, he held Qin Hexuan's two incriminating evidence in his hands, and he was sure of victory, but he still felt like he was being pointed at the cold muzzle of a gun.

The left hand holds the truth, the right holds the future.

It's hard to choose between the two.

"Are you stupid, brother?" He Qinian patted his thigh after listening to his confession, with a smell of broken jars, "You let him explode, we just don't admit it , He got you banned for one and a half years for nothing, did you forget about the pain when your scar healed?"

Forget about the pain, it's not that bad, but this year and a half has already passed, even if Qin Hexuan is suspended for life, it won't help, it's nothing more than trying to gain credibility and keep the coach innocent.

Being in a relationship is a big or small thing, and he doesn't know if Qin Hexuan has any substantive evidence.

Shouldn't there be?

Is it just two similar strings?Or is it a thermos cup that looks similar?

How can these things prove that they are in love.

Could it be just an empty plan to scare him?

Sheng Xinghe lay face up on the bed, and sighed heavily.

He just wanted to simply jump high and talk about a secret love in a safe way. How could so many things happen to him!

It's fucking annoying.

"Don't sigh, there is always a way. Didn't he want to report our relationship? What if I have a girlfriend?" He Qinian said.

Sheng Xinghe raised his neck: "What do you mean?"

"Gossip! It's such a simple thing! I'll contact my mother, find any female artist to hold hands with, and help the TV series become popular by the way. I've already thought about the title, a secret meeting in a certain hotel, Xiao Xianrou, How about it?"

Sheng Xinghe looked disgusted: "Secret meeting in the hotel, you are so beautiful, do you just want to hold hands with beautiful female artists?"

He Qinian was just about to say why you always deviate from the point, but then he thought, Sheng Xinghe is jealous, and he is flattered.

"Don't worry, I won't be interested in a woman lying next to me naked," he touched Sheng Xinghe's inner thigh with his hands, "I'm just greedy for you, it's more exciting to do it."

"Fuck," Sheng Xinghe's entire face instantly turned red into the sunset glow in the sky, and his palms were sweating, and he recovered after a while, "The gossip has affected your image too much, how old are you, how old are you? Secret meetings and returning the hotel are too unhealthy, you are now a national team player, okay, your image has to be positive."

He Qinian lay on top of him, rubbing his chin like a big dog: "Then what do you say? Walking the dog hand in hand? Or visit Disney?"

"Disney, it's more in line with your age." Sheng Xinghe said.

"Disney is facing the front?" He Qinian turned over and lay on the bed in a large font, "I don't understand, we are all adults, why should we hide when others can sleep."

Sheng Xinghe turned his head to look at him: "You want to have a secret meeting with someone in a hotel that much?"

He Qinian became anxious, raised his head and shouted: "What! I mean you and me!"

Sheng Xinghe savored what He Qinian said just now, and blushed again: "Your thoughts are not healthy! You are not healthy at such a young age!"

He Qinian hugged him and arched, and started to tickle again, "I'm not healthy anymore, what do you want me to do?"

"Hey, don't make trouble!" Sheng Xinghe patted his back, "The plaster is about to crack."

He Qinian kissed him on the forehead.

Afterwards, Sheng Xinghe called Coach Bian and talked about Qin Hexuan.

Bian Hanlin was silent for a long time, as if he couldn't believe it: "He really bought the medicine?"

"Well," Sheng Xinghe said honestly, "He was going to use it at the World Championships, but I drank that bottle of water."

Bian Hanlin: "I didn't expect him to take this wrong path."

Although Sheng Xinghe was surprised, he also understood Qin Hexuan's desire to break through. No one wants to win the championship.

There is a famous saying that goes like this - if there is a 20.00% profit, capital will be eager to move; if there is a 50.00% profit, capital will take risks; if there is a [-]% profit, capital will dare to hang its head Dangerous; if there is a [-]% profit, capital dares to trample on all laws in the world.

This principle is actually quite common.

People's desires are always expanding. If it is really guaranteed to be 100% undiscovered, it is estimated that many people will choose to give it a go.

This is the game between conscience and greed, and many choices are between people's thoughts.

"Let me call and talk to him." Bian Hanlin said.

Sheng Xinghe responded and hung up the phone.

During training in the afternoon, Qin Hexuan was still the same as usual. He didn't look like he was caught buying medicine at all. Sheng Xinghe still admired him. If he was caught buying medicine by himself, he would have been lost for a long time.

Qin Hexuan seemed determined that he would not report.

Sheng Xinghe did not report it upwards, but He Qinian was the type who could not hold his breath. After struggling, he handed over the recording and the evidence of buying banned drugs to Lin Jianzhou,

Soon, Qin Hexuan was called away by the leader of the team.

In the evening, a leader searched Qin Hexuan's dormitory and took away his laptop and mobile phone. After some investigation and confrontation, Qin Hexuan had nothing to say, and offered to withdraw from the competition and threatened to withdraw from the track and field team.

These are nothing, what surprised Sheng Xinghe was a phone call from another place - from Qin Hexuan's parents.

Sheng Xinghe met Qin Hexuan's parents on the field. The old couple were older, they didn't know what they were doing, their skin was tanned, and they came from their hometown to watch their son's game.

The doting of the parents on their son can also be felt across the screen.

"Xiao Sheng, uncle and aunt here implore you to let him go this time, the past is over, he knows he made a mistake, and he dare not do it again, Coach Bian has already forgiven him."

When Qin's mother said this, she broke down in tears, "Please forgive us, Xuanxuan, you entered the national team together, so many years of brotherhood, what he owes you, we will try our best to make up for it, please, auntie really I beg you...forgive him this time."

Sheng Xinghe had no parents since he was a child, and he never experienced the feeling of being protected by his parents, but when he heard the crying on the other end of the phone, his eyes were slightly red, and he had mixed feelings.

In addition to being aggrieved, tired, and helpless, there is also a trace of pity.

They still don't know their son's true state of mind, so they are still desperately defending it.

Qin Hexuan's father lowered his posture and tentatively offered attractive conditions.

Sixty thousand hush money.

I hope Sheng Xinghe will not spread this matter, so that his son can retire smoothly.

Sheng Xinghe turned on the loudspeaker, and He Qinian was also listening. His boyfriend was framed and could not be clarified, and he was so angry that his blood flowed backwards.

"Stop your 6 yuan? You only care about your son's reputation, have you ever thought about how other people have lived in the past year and a half? Don't be miserable, your son's mistake is wrong! Why let others take the blame? "

"Xiao Sheng? Are you Xiao Sheng?"

"It's me," Sheng Xinghe leaned over, "The one just now was my friend, and I was listening too."

Qin Hexuan's mother's voice was trembling, "Auntie, I beg you, since this matter has passed, can you hurt one less and hurt one less?"

"Sorry! No way!" He Qinian poked his finger decisively and hung up the phone for Sheng Xinghe.

Sheng Xinghe was a little dazed: "Is it a bit too unreasonable?"

"Are you stupid, brother?" He Qinian widened his eyes, trying to shake him awake, "Don't just listen to a few soft words and become soft-hearted? The person who made the mistake is Qin Hexuan! What does it have to do with you? What do you want to be close to?" Favor? You really healed the scar and forgot the pain."

Sheng Xinghe looked at him, stroking the darkened phone screen with his fingertips.

Hearing the voices of the old couple's soft heart is true, and it is also true that the tone in his heart has been hard to swallow for the past two years. He is very conflicted in his heart. At this time, he needs someone to tell him firmly that you are right, don't doubt, don't shake.

And He Qinian looked at this matter completely from Sheng Xinghe's standpoint, anyone who would harm Sheng Xinghe's interests was an enemy, no matter how pitifully he cried, in his eyes, he was selling poor bones.

"You have such a temper." Sheng Xinghe pinched He Qinian's face.

He Qinian curled his lips: "I just can't see it. If you have a good temper, you will always be bullied, and you will always be patient. Why? If you don't want to be a bad person, then I will be it. I said I will protect you. I'll take care of it, don't worry!"

The words "I will protect you" sound nasty, but there is a bit of sincerity unique to young people in the nasty.

From the point of view of people in society, he is not tactful and reckless in dealing with the world, and sooner or later he will be beaten by reality. But if you look at it from another perspective, he is very simple, brave, and stubborn now, and he can fight for the one he loves. People, no hesitation.

Sheng Xinghe looked at He Qinian, and felt that he was full of stupidity, but also a little handsome.

No no no, he is very handsome.

He hooked He Qinian's neck, moved forward, kissed the center of his brow, and then touched his lips.

In the next second, someone bit his lips.

They were red and swollen when they parted, as if they had eaten Chongqing hot pot.