go the same way

Chapter 17

No matter which time and space Li Yan is, he is powerful and reliable, and he can detect the details, and he conquers everyone around him with gentleness.

But such a person, in Li Pei's original world, has endured a mountain of suffering for half his life, and in the end, he failed to get a good result.

Li Pei was unwilling and unjust, and the hatred in his heart was hard to get rid of.

After the truth was revealed, he felt like an old man walking alone in the desert, his heart and body were blown dry by the wind and sand, and in an instant, countless cracks appeared.

He felt that the death of his uncle, and his own, would put an end to everything, but it didn't.

His life is not over yet, he wakes up in this world and meets the person in his memory again.

At this moment, Li Peicai finally understood that what he most wanted to hear in his heart was not his own voice of letting go against his will, but his brother's voice of relief.

——Brother feels very sorry, and wants you to be a sanctioner yourself.

- We have to look forward.

Li Pei thinks it doesn't matter whether the elder brother in front of him is the Li Yan who was let down by fate.

No matter who he is, he has the same soul that he misses and loves so much.

Li Yan didn't pursue it, so he couldn't say he chose to forgive, he just felt sorry for his younger brother who was struggling with his death, and finally raised the butcher's knife himself.

With a sore nose, he hugged his elder brother violently, crying like a young child.

"Brother, I did something wrong...I didn't cherish you...I really miss you..."

Li Yan was stunned, he raised his hand, and patted Li Pei's thin back, remembering that when he was a child, Li Pei was crying in the cradle, and he gradually learned to hold the little baby, and slowly beat the time to lull his younger brother to sleep .He looked at the child who was as delicate as a peach in his arms, and at that time he felt that, as an older brother, he had to be the first in everything, and spend his whole life caring for this person, giving him the best that he could find in this world all.

But it seems that no matter which world you are in, you can't do it yourself.

He no longer comforted him, but said softly: "Thank you, Xiao Pei. My brother is also very happy to meet you."

You have worked so hard for walking by yourself for so long.

Here, take a good rest.

The temperature rises and falls frequently, and it seems that the four seasons are completed within a few days. Li Pei has no time to add or remove clothes, and the illness procrastinates for a week before he finally recovers.His resistance is too poor, and his body has no muscles after sitting in the office for a long time. It is only because he is thin that his stomach and arms are not loose.So with a hot head, I bought a complete set of all kinds of equipment. After buying it, it seemed that I had already participated in it.

He didn't like to move very much since he was a child. He could sit on the ground and watch the toy train running on the track for an entire afternoon. He would not chase and beat him back if he was bullied at school. He complained to his brother when he returned home. Dare to come again.Every time he got sick, Li Yan would tell him, but he just listened to it. Li Yan couldn't wake him up in the morning. He hid in the quilt, staring blankly, wondering why he was so strong, anyway, he had a brother.

Later, when Li Yan was not around, his body became more obedient, and his problems gradually ceased, probably because he knew that there would be no more people who would say they disliked him, but who were extremely caring, and read carefully by his side.

It is not far from Li Pei’s house to walk to Binjiang Avenue. The old men and old ladies in the yard like to go there for a walk in the morning, playing Tai Chi and playing swords. He is not very interested in the gym full of machines , I also knew that I couldn't bear the amount of exercise, so I chose to go for a morning run on a sunny weekend.

At the entrance, many nearby residents gathered for morning exercises. Li Peiduo walked inside for a while, and the people gradually thinned out, far away from the noisy sounds.

Summer is getting closer and closer, the morning is no longer cold, the river wind is blowing from afar, blowing over the treetops and cheeks, making a rustling sound, Li Pei picks off the leaves that hover and fall on the top of his hair, and suddenly understands Those who love to walk.

Walking in such tranquility, if you are traveling with close friends or lovers, the depths of the tree-shade seem to be far away, connecting the end of time.

A very close friend, it seems that he can't tell at once, his social circle overlaps with that of his elder brother very much, and his lover... used to be wishful thinking.

So this section of the road is destined to be walked alone, and then turn back at the end.

Li Pei picked up his pace and ran not too fast. The river scenery along the way passed by, and only his increasingly heavy breathing and the sound of the wind could be heard.

While shaking, he saw someone running in front of him, and that person gradually slowed down and finally stopped.

"Xiao Pei."

The wind disappeared, and Li Pei didn't know why, so he also paused, and met the man face to face: "Doctor Nie."

Nie Xunqiu came earlier than Li Pei, and ran in front, and now he is heading for the return journey. He sweated a lot, and there were deep stains around the neckline, and there was still sweat along his chin between panting He kept falling, and originally wanted to casually grab the hem of his clothes and wipe it, but with Li Pei present, he was a little embarrassed, so he could only wipe it with his dry arm.

"Before," Nie Xunqiu referred to his previous life, "I used to run along this road, two round trips, ten kilometers."

It was very early. Li Pei hadn't woken up at this point. He knew that Cunhe would go out except on rainy days, but he didn't expect to be here.

After exercising, Cun He had to go home to wake him up, prepare breakfast, and send him to work.Come pick him up after get off work, if there is extra work, he will lock himself in the study that night until he falls asleep.

I can only be lazy on weekends, ask Cunhe to accompany him to watch movies, soak in hot springs, and when he is on annual leave, he will arrange a trip that does not exceed a week. In the first two years of the relationship, he had sex three times a week. Sleeping pills, turned out every day.

The two have been together for so long, but he still doesn't know what Cun He is doing most of the time.No friends, no parents, the center and surrounding of life, in fact, it is really all about him.

He never felt that there was anything wrong with it.

At that time, he unilaterally felt that they were already together, but the real ideal state between partners is a physical and spiritual fit. They are very compatible in sex|things, but they don't know much about each other's spirituality. In terms of needs, Li Pei relied on him wholeheartedly, and was willing to talk to him about everything, but basically never asked him what Cun He wanted, and never paid close attention to his mood.That person's language habit is to answer. If he doesn't ask, he won't speak.

On the contrary, the other party is very clear about the meaning of his gestures, knowing all his likes and dislikes.

In fact, he doesn't quite understand how to love someone well.

I only know how to give blindly and one-way, and give with all my brains, thinking that it is a gift, but Cunhe doesn't necessarily think so.

"Don't be so nervous, I know it's a coincidence." Li Pei calmed down a lot, "Do you want to talk?"

Nie Xunqiu paused, then nodded.

This road faces the river. In order to make it easier for people to take a rest after walking halfway, and overlook the river view by the way, many small pavilions have been built for people to go in and sit.Nie Xunqiu found a nearby grocery store, bought two bottles of water and a pack of wet wipes there, carefully wiped off the sweat on his hands, unscrewed the cap easily, and handed them to Li Pei.

"I didn't expect you to be a doctor here." Li Pei took the water, took a sip, tasted the faint sweetness, and felt that he was really thirsty. "How did you come here? Did you come here suddenly? ,still……"

Still like him, reborn after death.

"Well," Li Pei didn't know which answer he agreed with, "After closing my eyes, it seemed like I had gone through a journey. When I woke up, I found that the time had been dialed back, to a long time ago."

Nie Xunqiu spoke in a cryptic manner, and after listening to it, Li Pei understood that it was the latter that he "hmm".

How did he die then?

Whether it was controlled by the police, collected evidence and executed, or died accidentally, or died of old age.

He can be sure that Cunhe came to this world one step ahead of him. It is not surprising to everyone that the timeline is disordered. After all, he himself has no perception of time after death. Maybe this short moment, maybe this distortion Many years have passed in time and space.

Weird, but none as powerful as regeneration.

Nie Xunqiu seemed to be thinking about something far away: "Well, he died of natural causes. Mr. Li's case is very big, and it took a long time to liquidate the assets, because new ones are constantly being discovered, and the suspects involved in the case are getting more and more serious. There are more and more people working for him all over the world. Zhu Fengjin and Li Cong are not in danger, they live together well."

Regarding the later, Nie Xunqiu spoke vaguely, he didn't care much about those people, and he didn't really see the ruling made by the law.

It was a natural death, and he wasn't lying.

After discovering that the traces of sleeping pill powder left behind had been wiped off, Cunhe had been waiting.

Waiting for Li Pei to expose it, he was also waiting for another order from Li Huisheng.

Still waiting for a result.

Assuming that there are traces of pointing the finger at Li Huisheng in Li Yan's relics, Li Pei also understands Li Huisheng's ambitions. Combined with the timing of this bodyguard's appearance, it is not true that he is Li Huisheng's person. Disaster.

Li Cong usually studied abroad, and went to study at Li Pei's company during the summer vacation. It was rare that Li Huisheng also happened to return to China. There were not many opportunities for the two of them to be together at the same time, so Li Pei took advantage of it and held a family banquet. People called together and brought him along specially.

He didn't know what Li Pei had arranged in private, but he knew that Li Pei wanted to find out some clues to judge his relationship with Li Huisheng.

Li Pei bribed the waiter, attacked Zhu Fengjin, and took him into an adventure full of loopholes. Cunhe's brain never denied that Li Huisheng was his real master, and was afraid that the waiter would cut him a second time. Li Pei wished to look at the lord who was slightly different from Li Pei's position.

Controlling the assailant, Li Pei asked him to send Li Huisheng home who was still in shock. He drove the car and waited for a red light to react. This was Li Pei's desperate temptation.

—He gave the man a cruel answer.

Delivering Li Huisheng home safely, he sat in the unlit compartment after the engine was turned off, knowing that the buried truth would resurface in the near future, and he had lived by Li Pei's side for so many years, and it finally came to an end when.

There is no winner or loser in this game, it was a dead end from the start.

That night, he calmly confessed everything to Li Pei.

Li Pei shed tears again.

He has seen Li Pei's tears many times, but he never felt that those tears would be so hot, so scorching.

So much so that the place where the mark was left was stinging and painful, even if it was wiped off vigorously, the pain could not be driven away.

Li Huisheng is an old ginger, he quickly realized that the matter had been exposed, and went to find him in a rented house on the outskirts of the city, and asked him to get rid of Zhu Fengjin and Li Cong, who were investigating to the end, and do it as cleanly as possible, just like Murder plays the same.

Cunhe lowered his head and wiped his gun, and Li Huisheng knew he had listened.

The old man said hypocritically: "You have moved your hands for me so many times, and you have been useless by Li Pei's side for so many years. I know you don't like this kind of life. When you solve them all, you will be free. I like boats What? You can sit on it and go out to sea.”

Useless?

He does not advocate violence, does not need money, does not care about power, and has nothing to think about.It's just that, for a lunatic who doesn't fit in with ordinary people, staying next to a cowardly and willful person, perhaps in Li Huisheng's view, he is really useless.

What would a life like that be like?Probably, the cherry-flavored spring and summer, the lazy and short autumn, and the snow-covered winter are like a handful of ordinary water, not as colorful as Medellin, but...

Better than being a blood-stained steel knife.

He didn't answer Li Huisheng, thinking, can he really be free?

Li Huisheng kept his word and showed him many types of yachts. He didn't want that kind of troublesome one. He just wanted a small boat, which was strong enough to hold some supplies and accommodate two people.

It seems to be good to follow it to drift into the distance.

Cunhe waited patiently for a week, and placed a homemade bomb under a car near Zhu Fengjin's house. When the number of targets was more than one, he used this method to increase the success rate.The plan went smoothly. He successfully hijacked Li Cong, leaving Zhu Fengjin helpless, but he didn't expect that Li Pei would suddenly appear with Li Huisheng who had been shot in the body. Said: "Don't move, if you shoot, I will too."

You will not shoot.

As he thought about it, he turned a deaf ear to Li Huisheng's outburst of abuse because he was too slow to move the gun away. He threw away the one in his hand, but there was a smaller one hidden by his ankle, and he could subdue Li Huisheng quickly. Pei, to ensure that the other party will not hurt Li Huisheng and Li Pei himself.

Cunhe stared fixedly at Li Pei's eyes, trying to find some softness in them, but failed.

Then, he heard two gunshots, without gap or hesitation.

He smelled the long-lost and strong smell of blood and gunpowder, and heard someone's shattered cry, Li Pei fell straight down, but he didn't catch him, like falling into an underground river, frozen in a thousand feet of ice .

Aren't you... the most afraid of pain?

Did you know that one shot will kill you?

It turns out that you can also not be afraid of pain.

After Li Pei died, Cunhe hid.

In fact, he didn't hide, he brought supplies heavier than a person, and drifted aimlessly in the small boat, which was either calm or turbulent in the river.The boat doesn't have a shed, so when it rains, it drives to the shore, and sits in a place shaded by trees so that I won't be so embarrassed.

The boat gradually became lighter, and by the time he was alone, it was already autumn.

Supported by the calm river water, they escaped from the city, and there was a gray mist in front of them, covering the stretching mountains like Daiqing.

The wind blows, the water rises, and a cold rain falls, melting the sand between his brows.

It's raining again.

Cunhe raised his hand, took a handful of rain with his hand, and washed his hands carefully. Those hands were full of scars and calluses, as well as invisible stains and blood. Washing it off is just a ritual.

He drove the boat to the shore, and there were lush weeds where he settled. He remembered that he had seen it somewhere, and the word "Pei" could refer to a place with water and grass.

Here it is.

The rain did not stop, and it fell on the flat and wide river one after another, causing ripples.

He sat on the ground with his back straight, watching the mountains and rivers connect, and imagining what he would look like after the rain stopped.

He hadn't eaten for a long time, and he had forgotten the feeling of hunger. After sitting for a short while, he felt a little tired, so he simply lay down. The tough grass pierced his back and cut his hair and weather-beaten cheeks.

Surrounded by gray, he turned his head and caught a bright color in his eyes.

It is a small wild flower that blooms out of season, and it is very beautiful.

Li Pei is also very beautiful.

Intense pain poured into his heart, he stretched out his hand, and picked it from a distance, in his empty hand, it was like a bouquet of flowers blooming.

He looked at the endless rain, blinked slowly, and closed his eyes.

Let's leave when the rain stops.

He didn't wait for the rain to stop.