Give it a go, a man becomes a wife

Chapter 83 Listen to me, find him

"Short and pointless."

Turning over the unnecessary pages in front, Pei Le only wrote these seven characters on the first page.

Cheng Yi frowned, short?Meaningless?What is Pei Le referring to?

He stopped for a while and continued to scroll down, because Pei Le's handwriting was too scribbled, and Cheng Yi was still illiterate, so Cheng Yi could only recognize a few words in many sentences, Cheng Yi was confused, and he knew it should be An essay to record his mood or something, and he could tell that Pei Le was in a particularly bad mood when he wrote these things.

Because there are many cursive characters in the characters he knows.

"I threw away a lot of things, Cheng Yi's clothes, Cheng Yi's shoes, Cheng Yi's socks, and even the bedding. I thought it would be useful at least a little, but there are still Cheng Yi's clothes in every corner of the house. smell."

"I'm banging my head on the edge of the bed, praying for a good night's sleep tonight."

"I'm going crazy, my mind is telling me I'm going crazy."

The more you go to the back, the more scrawled and more obvious the handwriting is, which means that Pei Le is writing these things more and more forcefully, and the pen tip has scratched the paper in some places. Cheng Yi stared at the sentence "Pray for a good night's sleep tonight." It feels like a long time to watch.

He could imagine what kind of posture Pei Le was in at that time. He squatted in front of the bed, grasping the edge of the bed tightly with both hands, bent over and put his head on the edge of the bed. With a bow, the straight spine became concave and convex, and there was even an arrogance that wanted to break through the ground.

Cheng Yi's breath paused, and he thought of Pei Le's sentence, "You don't know how much trouble you have caused me after you went in. Now it seems that the word trouble can sum up these scattered and broken handwriting?"

Pei Le was still kind-hearted, he didn't expose anything, and he didn't make any sense, because Cheng Yi himself understood that he still couldn't understand the word "deep love", and there was no reason to talk about love. .

Therefore, even if Pei Le can reason with Cheng Yi and tell him that I have liked you for a long time, I have never forgotten every day and every second, if I really want to get up, I can take you all over the world, and see all the prosperity of the world, and then we will live together forever. In the end, if no one sees us off, we will raise a dog, and if the dog barks twice, it will be regarded as someone crying.

It's useless, no matter how nice and deep Pei Le's words are, it's useless even if he wants to die with Cheng Yi, or be buried in the same coffin when he dies.

Because Cheng Yi doesn't believe it, as long as he follows his words, he will become more suspicious. People are cheap sometimes. The more Pei Le says he loves him, the more he suspects that love is not such an easy thing, even if Pei Le has nothing to mess with. What about him?

He sometimes wonders if he has some kind of persecution paranoia.

It's also very strange, really strange, Cheng Yi himself doesn't know what's going on, he just feels that what he firmly believes has been deeply ingrained and no one can shake it, he feels that as long as he makes a little change or concession, it may cause serious problems. His spiritual level and practical social level have completely collapsed.

Is Bai Yi the reason?Yes, and no, to be precise, Bai Yi was one of the reasons, but the influence on Cheng Yi was far from being torn apart.

This decadent and declining thinking erodes all the possibilities of moving forward. On the other hand, Pei Le has been firmly moving towards Cheng Yi, but when a certain limit is reached, Cheng Yi will start to retreat.

If this has always been the case, Pei Le will never be able to walk by Cheng Yi's side.

"I seem to see Cheng Yi, he is standing in the corner covered in blood, my scalp is numb, my hands and feet are trembling and I run to the corner, but the only one I reach out to hug is myself."

"I started to have hallucinations. The reason I discovered this fact was because Cheng Yi, who was covered in blood, actually appeared in the school."

"I approached him very slowly, trying not to disturb him."

"He stayed longer and longer, and the smell of blood on his body became stronger and stronger."

"I asked him like crazy what happened, but he just looked at me blankly."

"I hugged him, but only for a moment, and he quickly disappeared again."

"Cheng Yi rejected me."

"Why? It's just a hug."

"Maybe he discovered my little secret."

"So, the thing between him and me was pierced by my own hands. When the protective film dissipated, I could feel that Cheng Yi suddenly became at a loss in this world. Only then did I realize that Cheng Yi is a A very late bloomer, except for ten years of bank statements, I have never seen him do any other things with a very serious attitude.”

"What am I in Cheng Yi's heart?"

"Is it the evil in the mouth of the Buddha?"

Cheng Yi flipped through the pages one by one, his eyes were already sore and swollen, he couldn't tell if he was tired or wanted to cry.

A very sudden feeling, he seemed to be able to see Pei Le who had endured silently during those seven years through time.

As if a hand covered with ice had scratched Cheng Yi's heart fiercely, he had a feeling of difficulty breathing.

Cheng Yi is not a romantic person, he seldom gets in touch with girls, and even if he does, he will at most use the most embarrassing expression and say a few words that are the most unbeatable to consolidate his status and face as a gangster.

In short, women affect the speed at which he draws his sword.

In fact, neither is Pei Le, he is a man of action, he can do whatever Cheng Yi likes him, and he can let Cheng Yi do whatever Cheng Yi wants, as if to say, even if Cheng Yi pokes a hole in the sky, Pei Le Le can also throw Zhao Ritian up to fill the hole.

After living together for so many years, Bai Yi was the only accident.

"My life is short and meaningless."

"I can't even remember the faces of my parents, but I started to hate them. I don't know why. After thinking about it for a few days, I think that it should be because I don't want to blame Cheng Yi for my hatred. So the person who abandoned me in the first place became an outlet for my hatred."

"Even though he abandoned me because of another person, I feel that I am very painful, but I can still write these words very clearly under the pain, maybe because I don't want to splash on the words, or because I I am used to living in this mood, which is undoubtedly a good thing, and three years..."

Cheng Yi's heart trembled, he stretched out his hand, and touched the words carefully. He remembered that Pei Le said he hated him, and even told him that he didn't see him for seven years because he hated him. This kind of hatred is not without reason Because, after all, everything about Bai Yi's matter has completely overturned Pei Le's perception of Cheng Yi.

He suddenly discovered that his closest brother actually had another side, and even another person. Pei Le slowly made up for what Cheng Yi had done for Bai Yi, but Cheng Yi didn't think about it at all. But how much sincerity is contained in the liking that Pei Le said - even hatred, it has to be grafted onto someone else, and then after a few rounds to find a suitable time to tell Cheng Yi, I hate you.

Cheng Yi thought that the reason why Pei Le talked about love and hate during this period was because he couldn't run away by himself, and he couldn't drive Pei Le away.

In a person's life, it doesn't take long for people to be unscrupulous. It was hard to find one time. Pei Le has already expressed his inner thoughts and love clearly, but he is not a romantic person, so he can only repeat word by word. I am you in this life, I only want you, your body and mind can only be mine.

The reason why love words are beautiful is that they can touch people's hearts.

Most of Cheng Yi's concessions were to pity Pei Le.

There are still conflicts between them, and Cheng Yi still doesn't see his heart clearly.

It's not that he hasn't moved, but he is still ignoring Pei Le.

Even if you follow up with an explanation, what I said is true.

Cheng Yi didn't want to read it. He put down his notebook and let out a very heavy breath.

He may have realized some problems, so what he wants to do most now is to find Pei Le and ask him to clarify.

Why not wait for Pei Le to come back?

It may be because Cheng Yi also suddenly wanted to express his determination.

The room can be said to be a mess, but Cheng Yi doesn't have the heart to take care of the clothes in this place right now. He wants to see Pei Le immediately, and Cheng Yi suddenly has a flash of inspiration. He really doesn't have this without tools to open the lock. Skill, he tried this chain, but it was really helpless.

But is there a possibility that after the method between one source and the process is broken, will the method appear in another source?

To put it simply, although one end of the iron chain is on Cheng Yi's foot, there is no way to cut off his foot, but the other end of the iron chain is on the bed leg. Compared with the other end, this place is better You can even do it without tools.

Cheng Yi has observed that this bed is an ordinary bed, and the bed is made of wood. He tried it and it can be moved, but it is difficult to remove the iron chains from the legs of the bed while moving the bed. After all, Pei Le basically left no gap between the bed legs and the iron chain.

Therefore, Cheng Yi threw all the things on the bed on the ground, and then moved the mattress, which reduced the weight of the bed, and then he directly dismantled the bed, and it took 5 hours to buckle and pull the bed while sitting on the ground. Minutes to get the chain off,

Cheng Yi scolded grass very excitedly, and then began to search for clothes all over the floor, and then he found that the sweater was spread on the bottom by him, and the sweater and sweater were in the same position. Maybe he thought that the clothes in Pei Le's closet were Formal clothes should be more expensive, so he just threw the shirt and suit on top of all the clothes without even folding them.

Put it on, Cheng Yi took a black shirt and put it on himself. He originally wanted to get the blue one, but he seemed to have stepped on that one just now, so he gave up.

Then he found his trousers again. Originally, the two were about the same height, and in terms of figure, Pei Le was a little thinner than Cheng Yizhuang, so Cheng Yi could also wear Pei Le's trousers.

A black shirt with black trousers looks very social at first glance, but it is more difficult to get rid of when wearing trousers, because the chain is still on Cheng Yi’s feet, so he needs to put the iron chain through the trouser legs before it can reach him when he puts on trousers , Cheng Yi was impatient, went to the kitchen to find a pair of pliers and opened the lock.

The moment he broke free from the confinement, Cheng Yi felt that he was ten catties lighter.

After putting on the coat, Cheng Yi also took a short down jacket from the ground.

Money, I have it in the drawer, Cheng Yi casually pulled out two pieces and stuffed them in his pocket. When he went out, he specially wore Pei Le's leather shoes to match his outfit. You must know that he was wearing sneakers when he came, Pei Le Le washed it for him, and it is now in the shoe cabinet.