Give it a go, a man becomes a wife

Chapter 82 Listen to me, don't think too much

Everything around was shaking, so Pei Le found a pair of pants for Cheng Yi from the closet, the kind with buttons on both sides that could be buttoned all the way.

But there was no underwear, so Cheng Yi could only hang up a vacancy reluctantly, and comforted himself by the way, it would be nice to have a pair of pants to hide his shame, better than bare buttocks, right?However, when Cheng Yi saw the trousers, he was even more sure that Pei Le had planned it for a long time.

He didn't know when Pei Le started to lock him up, let alone when Pei Le hated him,

There are too many regrettable things in this world, such as his past life, such as the love between Dongzi and Lin Mei, such as the car accident in which Sanbangzi and the others were involved in a car accident. , They had an unusually tacit understanding and never mentioned anything about Sanbangzi again, because there was no way, except for nostalgia and remembering, they had no way to prove that Sanbangzi had actually lived.

That's how it is, Cheng Yi thought, if Pei Le really listened to him and went to the north and abroad, then he would go to Bai Yi, and he would die together, or he would die. In short, it was time for Bai Yi to be resolved For so many years, it is true that although Cheng Yi has done so much and stayed there for seven years, a life is not just gone, nor can it be offset if it can be offset.

This is also Cheng Yi's second reason for wanting Pei Le to leave. He doesn't want to see Bai Yi do anything else. He is even more afraid that Bai Yi will find Pei Le again sooner or later.

However, all thinking about human nature stopped abruptly the moment Pei Le locked him up, and then that hug that night, Cheng Yi's thoughts were shaken in that hug.

He was thinking whether he should tell Pei Le everything, but at the same time, Cheng Yi became overwhelmed again. He could bear the troubles he caused by himself, so why bother to involve others?

Cheng Yi still couldn't think of a suitable reason to convince himself that he had no reservations about Pei Le. That was not sharing, but imposing pain on Pei Le.

After that night, Pei Le suddenly became busy, and went out after making breakfast for Cheng Yi in the morning. Sometimes even when Cheng Yi woke up, it was already completely cold around him.

At noon, Pei Le will come back to make lunch for Cheng Yi, and Pei Le doesn't seem to be very interested in doing anything now, Cheng Yi sometimes finds Pei Le's mind wandering when he talks to him.

Is something wrong?

Cheng Yi bit his lip, feeling a little uneasy.

Is it a company?Or school?

Or maybe Bai Yi appeared in front of Pei Le again?

It has been dark for a long time, it will be nine o'clock soon, and Pei Le hasn't come back yet.

The winter nights are always extraordinarily long, and the hands of the clock always move very slowly. Cheng Yi's fingers tapped on the soft bed, even though there was no sound at all, but his heart became more and more anxious.

He wanted to do something.

If something really happened to Pei Le, can he do something?

Will he be expelled from school?

Or did this matter cause trouble to the company and affect Pei Le?

Sure enough, he should not come to Pei Le first, but should go to Bai Yi first. No matter what, kill Bai Yi first, Cheng Yi can think about it now.

Wrong, wrong from the start.

He shouldn't have tolerated Bai Yi for so long. Although he owed Bai Yi, he had already paid it back for more than 20 years. He clearly remembered that the hands that held him up at that time were his uncle.

Another regrettable thing, if it wasn't for some reason, they wouldn't have appeared on that road in the middle of the night... When they were eroded by the past, the door rang.

Cheng Yi turned around and saw Pei Le walking in from the door with a tired face.

The tie around his neck was loose, and Cheng Yi couldn't help frowning.

"Busy?" Cheng Yi stood up and asked.

"Yeah." Pei Le responded, took off his coat and threw it on the bed, and then he fell on the bed and closed his eyes, looking almost unconscious.

It's so strange that he didn't care whether he was hungry or cold, and even had only one word in response to concern.

Cheng Yi looked at Pei Le lying on the bed, and couldn't help pinching his fingers, why?

Are you so busy that you can't even talk?

A few days ago, it was obviously fine.

Cheng Yi sat back on the bed and stretched out his hand to gently push Pei Le.

"What's wrong?" Pei Le's voice was tired and a little cold.

"Pei Le, is there something wrong with the company?" Cheng Yi asked.

"No." Pei Le replied.

"Is that a school?" Cheng Yi asked again.

"No." Pei Le continued to reply.

"Then what happened?" Cheng Yi asked unwillingly.

"It's okay." Perhaps because the lights were too dazzling, Pei Le raised his hand to cover his eyes.

Cheng Yi stopped talking, had nothing to say, and had nothing to ask.

His original intention was to care about Pei Le, that's all.

Pei Le's attitude seemed to invisibly confirm a certain sentence of Bai Yi, "All the feelings in this world can never compare to guilt."

At that time, Cheng Yi was silent for a long time when he heard this sentence, and then said "Fuck your mother". Bai Yi's words were nothing more than showing off his power in front of him, mocking Cheng Yi as a trash who could never shake off his guilt.

Thinking about it now, Bai Yi's words made sense, and they were very reasonable. At least in Cheng Yi's view, his tolerance towards Bai Yi was indeed due to guilt. Compared to him, Pei Le didn't feel sorry for him at all. So even if Pei Le wanted to leave, Cheng Yi had no reason to keep him.

Is it over?

Cheng Yi bent his body and stared at the ground in a daze. After his attitude softened, Pei Le's attitude changed, as if on purpose, Pei Le was waiting for an opportunity, so that he could know what it's like to be treated coldly?

This undoubtedly made Cheng Yi feel embarrassed.

He moved his feet, and the iron chain still made a not-so-pleasant sound, but it seemed to be heavier than before.

Too ignorant, Cheng Yi laughed at himself, he is 35, yet he can still be played by a child.

The night adds a bit of loneliness to people's mood, and those empty ideals seem more and more out of reach.

What the bright red heart blooms is not necessarily roses and romance, it may also be to remind myself not to repeat the same mistakes with the only remaining rationality after separation.

It's all just adding to the sadness.

The days went on in an ordinary way, except that Pei Le's attitude became more and more indifferent.

The conversation became less, and then basically the two of them stopped communicating.

The young lovers upstairs are very lively every day. They are either arguing or fighting. After arguing, they start crying. Repeating the same life, Cheng Yi felt that he was not far from going crazy, and the two people upstairs could still guarantee that none of these steps would fail, so Cheng Yi felt a kind of sincere admiration for them again.

If it goes on like this, he doesn't know if other people have any opinions. Anyway, he doesn't even have anyone to talk to now. If it doesn't work, he will be dumb one day. Sometimes Cheng Yi wants to help when there are quarrels upstairs. Here's a review of what his tongue does.

fuck it!

Pei Le went to the company again. Cheng Yi lay on the bed staring at the ceiling for a while, then got up and walked up and down the room, then opened all of Pei Le's cabinets, dug out all the things inside and threw them on the ground. Clothes were thrown all over the place.

As if feeling puzzled, Cheng Yi went up and stepped on it several times with his bare feet.

Damn, what a fucking 35-year-old fool!

Cheng Yi kicked the closet door again, he gasped violently, and scolded Pei Le thoroughly in his heart.

It's too fucking useless, and I still like it, like it for the rest of my life, I can't do without him, and even locked him up.

This carefully planned event almost moved Cheng Yi into a fool, oh no, now he is really a fool.

He should have known that there is no such thing in this world that will remain the same for a lifetime, and he can't say that there is no such thing. Cheng Yi punched the wardrobe again. At least many people have dreamed of these four words for a lifetime.

After resting enough, Cheng Yi began to rummage through the boxes and cabinets to find tools for unlocking the lock. Pei Le must have hidden the key somewhere in the house. This indifferent attitude just wanted him to leave on his own initiative.

Just like he once did to Pei Le.

"Little kid, you have a lot of thoughts." Cheng Yi gritted his teeth and made a mess in the room.

Not to mention clothes, bedding, thrown on the floor, underwear, new, Cheng Yi unpacked, thrown on the floor, socks?Cheng Yi glanced at it and threw it directly into the trash can, as well as the tie. He tied all the ties together and tied one end to the doorknob and the other end to the wardrobe door.

Not to mention, although Pei Le's place is not big, it has a lot of outfits, and the floor is covered with wardrobes that haven't been emptied yet.

Cheng Yi frowned, and threw out the contents one by one. At the end, Cheng Yi found a wooden box in the corner of the closet.

He was surprised for a moment. He took the box and looked at it. He had some vague impressions. After looking at it for a while, Cheng Yi remembered that this box was the one he always put on the top of the closet a long time ago. Normally, he would only put it in it. Some sundries like nails and screws, but he obviously didn't have the weight of those things when he picked it up.

This box has been around for a long time, a very small lock with a trace of mystery, but the lock has rusted into bad shape, he opened it with a light pull, Cheng Yi put the lock aside, and opened the very small lock with curiosity. Something with a sense of age.

With a very pungent smell, he could see the contents inside at a glance. He paused and took out one by one, two test papers, several notepads, the lighter he used before, his mobile phone, and even There was a half pack of cigarettes that he hadn't finished smoking. Looking at these things, Cheng Yi had mixed feelings in his heart. He didn't expect these old things that could be called garbage to appear in front of his eyes after so many years. The mobile phone was not working. The lighter is so rusted that I can’t even press it, the half pack of cigarettes is almost on the verge of rot, and the handwriting on the two test papers can no longer be read clearly, and the creases have burrs, as if they have been opened many times , and folded it again, only those few notepads can still see the text information in it, which is something from Cheng Yi before, and all the things on the construction site and other people's contact information are recorded on it.

Cheng Yi casually picked up a book and looked at it. There was a silver mark on the black cover, and the silver had almost been worn away. From the edge, it could be seen that the paper had changed color.

Cheng Yi looked at it for a while, then opened it, and was greeted with a very stale smell, like the smell of paper that had gone bad, and Cheng Yi frowned.

After thinking for a moment, Cheng Yi continued to scroll down, trying to figure out what the paper would look like after so many years.

Huang Bulaji, with the decay of time and Pei Le's handwriting, yes, the book he is holding is not his broken notepad at all, the handwriting on it is all Pei Le's dog crawling characters.