flawed

Chapter 102 "Teacher"

After entering the deep part of the park, Jiang Yu finally saw someone.

There were groups of three or four standing under dim street lights, and some sitting next to each other on park benches.

The former are leaning on the lamp post, or crossing their arms, chatting and laughing with each other, and there is a sound of "hee hee haha" from time to time.You also touch my face, I pat your butt, and each other stretches out insect tentacles like tentacles.The figures of the latter were all close together, hidden in the thick night, only a black mass could be seen.

But without exception, no matter young or old, the people who come here are all men.From the dim light, it can also be seen that these men are neatly tidied up, wearing very fashionable clothes, and combing fashionable hairstyles.

Someone walked towards them, Jiang Yu stopped, and Zhang Xiaoqiang also stopped.

The person who came was an uncle in his forties or fifties, and his woolen coat couldn't cover his protruding belly, and his half-bald head was also covered with overly long sideburns as much as possible.He greeted him with a flattering smile: "You brought a newcomer, Qiangzi?"

Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't bother to talk to him.

Regardless of Zhang Xiaoqiang's displeasure, he approached Jiang Yu with a flattering smile: "Everyone calls me Uncle Guan, I know this area best, you can ask me anything."

"Get out!" Zhang Xiaoqiang shouted in a low voice.

The uncle continued to talk to Jiang Yu as if he didn't hear him at all: "Is it the first time you come here? You are really tall. How old are you?"

As he spoke, he raised his hand, trying to remove Jiang Yu's baseball cap that covered most of his face, but before he touched it, Zhang Xiaoqiang grabbed it and twisted his wrist: "I told you to get out, can't you hear me? "

"Oh, ouch, I'm going, can't I go? Why are you so fierce, do you know how to respect the old and love the young?"

Zhang Xiaoqiang let him go.The uncle walked to the side in a desperate manner.

Seeing this scene, other people laughed at him: "Old Guan, you are almost at the age of grandpa, you can't bear this kind of young man, be careful and get caught up in the wind."

"Fuck you, make fun of me all the time. Everyone will grow old, and you will have this day too. Then you will not be as good as me. Just wait and see."

Avoiding these people, Jiang Yu asked Zhang Xiaoqiang in a low voice: "Are they all gay?"

"Ah."

"What are they doing here?"

"It's a relationship." After thinking about it, Zhang Xiaoqiang felt wrong, and added, "It should be said to be hooking up with each other."

"Why are you here?"

"I'm afraid people will see it." Zhang Xiaoqiang looked around, "I'll tell you slowly after that."

There is a toilet in front of it, and there is a pine forest when you turn around, and then you go out of the park, and there are no people in the pine forest.Zhang Xiaoqiang wanted to take Jiang Yu there for a while, secretly thinking of it as a date.

As a result, as soon as he turned around, he saw one sitting on the bench under the pine forest, and the other was kneeling under his crotch, struggling to get up and down.

Zhang Xiaoqiang scolded "Fuck me", and hurried to cover Jiang Yu's eyes, but Jiang Yu had obviously seen this scene.

He took Jiang Yu's arm, turned around and left, cursing as he walked, "What a fucking disgusting person, this kind of person really pollutes the environment. Let's go, let's go out first."

After turning around, there are still fewer people at the entrance of the park, but there are no street lights or benches here.Zhang Xiaoqiang had no choice but to wipe the side of the flower bed with his sleeve and let Jiang Yu sit down.

"In a small place like Hongcheng, many people don't understand us like you. If you don't like it, they will scold you and discriminate against you. So you only have to sneak around and don't let people see you."

"You come here often too?"

"I don't come here very often, I just chat with people online. I want to take you to see a lot of homosexuals. Now that the weather is cold, there are few people coming out. If it is summer, there will be people all night. I just want to tell you, and It's not just you and me, there are many people like us. So you can find someone else if you like that guy and he's not interested in you." He said with a light cough, "I just want to tell you this, I don't want to Let you see that just now."

Zhang Xiaoqiang was filled with righteous indignation: "Damn it, there is a hotel right next to it. These rotten people are reluctant to spend dozens of dollars."

Jiang Yu didn't have any special reaction, and his voice was still cold and clear: "Men and men have sex in this way?"

"Ahem..." Zhang Xiaoqiang choked on his saliva out of thin air, he never dreamed that such words would come out of Jiang Yu's mouth.

"Yes, no, men and men can do the same thing as men and women, but from another place." He leaned close to Jiang Yu's ear and whispered two words.

Following Zhang Xiaoqiang's face became hot, and his throat was so dry that he couldn't open it.But the more this happened, the more some hidden impulses encouraged him to say some obscene words: "The man's place is very sensual, it's refreshing, and it's easy to become addicted."

Jiang Yu didn't speak.

Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't know what Jiang Yu was thinking, but his brain was already very hot, he kept swallowing, and couldn't help but whispered to Jiang Yu: "Should we open a room, I, I can give you a room." It's very comfortable to do oral sex."

Jiang Yu turned his head and looked at him with a slight frown.

Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't dare to look into his eyes, and moved his eyes down, staring at his crotch: "You don't need to touch me, I will do it for you, to make you feel good."

Jiang Yu didn't speak, he said again: "To enter this circle, you need a 'teacher' to guide you, let me guide you, just this once." While speaking, there was already a bit of humble request tone.

He mustered up the courage to look up at Jiang Yu, expecting to see a face full of embarrassment, but he didn't expect him to ask calmly, "Why?"

Whether it was Jiang Yu's attitude or his rhetorical question, Zhang Xiaoqiang was stopped by the question.

"what why?"

"Why do you do this kind of thing, as you said, you won't have pleasure if you don't fuck your ass."

Just saying such words from Jiang Yu's mouth gave Zhang Xiaoqiang goose bumps all over his body, and his pores trembled with excitement.He swallowed saliva frantically: "As long as it's with you, no matter what I do, I will feel happy, because... because I love you."

"You love me so you want to do this to me?"

"Yeah, you are the first person I fell in love with. I have never loved anyone so much in my life, and I will never love anyone more than you in the future. I know you won't love me, it's okay, I just want to do it for you Once, as a souvenir, okay?" All of a sudden, Zhang Xiaoqiang's feelings and desires poured out humbly in front of Jiang Yu.

Jiang Yu wasn't moved, but he wasn't angry either. He didn't even show his disgust towards Zhang Xiaoqiang at the beginning, and just listened quietly to what he said.

"You said that you need a teacher to guide you to enter this circle, have you ever had a teacher?"

"Meet it before, when I was in Guangdong."

Zhang Xiaoqiang is talking about his experience of working in Guangdong.The so-called "teacher" is just a man who is much older than him. It was the man who let him know what was going on with him, let him know that he liked Jiang Yu's inexplicable emotion, and it was the man who taught him how men and men are. How to go to bed, and all things gay.

"What I just said...how do you think about it?" Zhang Xiaoqiang asked nervously with a glimmer of hope.

"It's getting late, I want to go home."

"Isn't it okay once?"

Jiang Yu only said: "I don't need a teacher to guide me, and I don't want to enter this circle."

Even though he knew there was nothing to do, he still couldn't hide his disappointment, because he knew this was the closest he could get to Jiang Yu.If not, there will be no possibility in the future.

"This is today's meal money and movie ticket money."

Zhang Xiaoqiang was stuffed with a hand of money, and suddenly felt like he was being tricked, and he stood up "shua".

"Jiang Yu, what do you mean?"

Jiang Yu also stood up, took off the hat on his head and returned it to Zhang Xiaoqiang: "It's nothing interesting, I hope you don't misunderstand."

"..."

"I am leaving."

There were not many people in the bus. In the rickety carriage, Jiang Yu propped his head up and looked out the window at the vast night.

Today's time was finally not wasted, at least he knew what was going on with him, and more importantly, he knew that his feelings for Qi Nuliang were not as complicated as he thought.

Those excessive attachments, strong desires, excessive needs, and dirty desires... All his feelings for Qi Nuliang, apart from the complicated relationship between them, actually boiled down to the same as others.In the final analysis, it is what ordinary people call "like" and "love".

All his entanglements and tortures stemmed from complicating and sanctifying his unknown emotions. In fact, it was as simple as he liked Qi Nuliang and he loved him.

My heart suddenly brightened, and those entangled doubts and worries were completely untied, leaving only sadness.

The sadness came from the fact that while Jiang Yu clearly understood his own emotions, he also understood that he could not get the same love as Qi Nuliang.

Many things are doomed to have no results from the beginning.