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Chapter 100 Missing You Suffering

"Jiang Yu, the mail room says there is your letter, go get it yourself."

The class monitor who took the express back to the classroom brought him the news.

As soon as he heard the letter, Jiang Yu flew out.Not long after, he came back out of breath, with sweat still shining on his forehead, and an obvious happy face.

"There is a letter from you every month, who is it?"

"Does anyone still have pen pals in this day and age?"

"It's so romantic, and I wrote a letter by hand."

"It can't be a girlfriend, right? Your girlfriend is from another school?"

Jiang Yu always received letters every now and then, but today's letter completely aroused everyone's curiosity.In the second year of high school, although they were divided into classes, almost all of them were from the same class.After everyone gets acquainted, they can also boo and joke.

"If it's a brother, take it out and share it with everyone."

"A letter written by someone's girlfriend, what do you want to share with you?"

"Whether it's a girlfriend or not, tell me honestly. If it's a girlfriend, we won't look at it."

Jiang Yu nodded implicitly: "It's my girlfriend, I can't show it to you." After he finished speaking, he lowered his gaze, and his cheekbones blushed a little.

"Tsk, it's gone, it's the sour smell of love."

Throughout the afternoon, Jiang Yu was very happy.Some hard envelopes were in his trouser pockets, and if he moved a little, they would bite his thighs.Every time he hit him, it was like reminding him that there was still a letter from Qi Nuliang that he hadn't read.

He resisted the urge to tear open the envelope until he got home from school.

When doing homework, put the envelope next to it, and take a look at the gap between calculations.When I was eating, I put the envelope in front of my eyes, and sometimes touched the "Qi Nuliang" written on the sender's column.

After finishing everything and taking a shower, he carefully opened the envelope and unfolded the letter in front of the desk.

Only one page.Although the quarto letter paper is filled with words, one word occupies three lines, and there is not much content in a letter.

Qi Nuliang said that everything was fine with him, and he was reforming well, and asked Jiang Yu to take care of himself and study hard.The last sentence is the time he needs to serve his sentence, and there is still one year and eight months before he is released from prison.

The contents of each letter were similar, but Jiang Yu still read each word over and over again several times.It was not until the melons were thoroughly cooked that they were neatly folded, put back in the envelope, and stuffed under the pillow, together with other letters.

Looking at the time, it was already ten o'clock.He took out the pen, re-absorbed the ink, took out the colored letter paper that was very popular among his classmates, and began to write a letter to Qi Nuliang.

He lowered his head and wrote every word seriously.Handwriting is like a person, Jiang Yu wrote clean and beautiful handwriting.

He told Qi Nuliang that he had won first place in the recent monthly exam, and had won a prize in the math competition in the city, and that the school was about to hold an autumn sports meeting, and he had signed up for many events.Tell Qi Nuliang that he made friends at school and let him not worry.

After writing these, he also wrote about his imagination of future life. Naturally, in Jiang Yu's imagination, Qi Nuliang is everywhere.He wants to be admitted to the best university, wants to go to Beijing together in the future, and wants to see the Forbidden City and the Great Wall together again.

In the end, he knew that Qi Nuliang would be worried when he saw this, but he couldn't help but write——

Brother, I really miss you.

I really hope that time will pass faster, I will be in the third year of high school earlier, you will come out earlier, and we will be reunited earlier.

We must not be separated like this in the future.These days when you are not here, the house is empty, and my heart is also empty.

I dreamed of you coming back last night, and I was so happy that I woke up with a start.When I woke up, I realized it was a dream.If only I wasn't so happy, at least I wouldn't wake up in the middle of the night without you.

Don't worry, I'm fine, except I miss you.

Best wishes and good night!

The hands of the alarm clock jumped to 12 o'clock with a "tick".

Jiang Yu folded the letter paper and stuffed it into the envelope. It was a thick letter, and it weighed heavily in his hand.This stack of letter papers all carried his heavy thoughts.

I have been happy since I received the letter.However, after writing the reply letter, he was tormented by the undispelled longing in the middle of the night, which made him sad and wronged.Thinking of Qi Nuliang, his heart throbbed with slight pain.

He climbed onto the bed where Qi Nuliang used to sleep, hugged his old clothes in his arms, felt his primitive impulse that could not be dispelled, and wanted to cry at the same time.

Qi Nuliang's clothes were stained, but the fine throbbing and pain did not pass away, the nasal cavity was still sour, and the eye sockets were still moist and warm.

He originally thought that it was the most painful thing for Qi Nuliang to have such a nasty desire, but what was ten times more painful than this was that the other party was far away from him, invisible and intangible, and he could only think about him over and over again.I miss it thousands of times, but the longing of the soul still can't be relieved, and it still doesn't help this kind of unspeakable depression.

Jiang Yu didn't know what happened to him.

Is this love? —Yellow peach—

Qi Nuliang said that a lover will become happy even if he sees the other person happy.

But all he felt was just the pain of self-torture.

The school conducts fire drills, which require the cooperation of all teachers and students in the school.When the organization was evacuated, the class committee was not enough, so the class teacher temporarily ordered some students to help, and Jiang Yu was among them.

It was not the first time for a rehearsal, everyone filed out, went downstairs in an orderly manner and gathered in the middle of the playground.

The first phase of the evacuation drill ended, and the second phase of the fire drill began.

Fire extinguishing invited professional members of the fire brigade to show teachers and students how to use various commonly used fire extinguishers and how to escape correctly when a fire breaks out.

Jiang Yu was a little surprised, he saw a familiar face among the group of firefighters.

After a while, Zhang Xiaoqiang turned out to be a firefighter.

The last time I saw this man was two years ago.At that time, Zhang Xiaoqiang came back from working outside and came to the school to find Jiang Yu, saying that he liked him.

That was the first time Jiang Yu was confessed by a boy, and he was only shocked, puzzled and disgusted.He punched the opponent so that he would not appear in front of his eyes again.

However, this unexpected meeting, looking at this originally hated person, I suddenly had a new understanding.If Zhang Xiaoqiang hadn't joked with him then, would he have had the same troubles as he did now?Is it also afflicted by this?

"Jiang Yu, go and help me too."

At the end of the fire-fighting drill, the head teacher ordered a few students to carry water in the office, and Jiang Yu was also called.

A group of people brought several boxes of mineral water and sent them to the stage for the firefighters who were practicing.

Zhang Xiaoqiang stopped suddenly while holding the fire extinguisher, and he didn't come back to himself until his teammates reminded him to continue.

After the demonstration, the next step is to let the students come up and try to put out the fire by themselves.

Zhang Xiaoqiang's eyes wandered among the crowd in the audience, and soon locked on to Jiang Yu who stood out from the crowd.Unfortunately, he was not among the students who were called up to try. Zhang Xiaoqiang was in charge of guiding a small boy.

All the rehearsals were over, and the students in the audience dispersed in a swarm.When he put away the props for the practice and looked up to find someone again, Jiang Yu had disappeared.

He knew that Jiang Yu was admitted to Hongzhong.Although he never appeared in front of Jiang Yu since he said he didn't want to see him that time, he still couldn't help inquiring about the other party's movements.

He was not originally selected for the drill in Hongzhong this time, but Zhang Xiaoqiang insisted on coming.He didn't know what else he could do besides practice even if he came, but he still wanted to come.

After the end, he didn't intend to go to Jiang Yu, he knew that the other party hated him, and he didn't want to make trouble with him.

Just as Zhang Xiaoqiang was leaving with the other troops, he found Jiang Yu standing at the school gate.The two just looked at each other. Although they didn't know the reason, they knew that Jiang Yu was waiting for him.

"Captain, you go back first, I will ask for a leave in the afternoon."

Their team leader looked at the tall boy standing by the side of the road, and then at Zhang Xiaoqiang: "Know him?"

"Former classmates."

The team leader smiled and patted him on the shoulder: "Your classmate is good, you can be admitted to Hongzhong. Go, I will call you if there is anything to do."

Everyone else left, Zhang Xiaoqiang walked up to Jiang Yu with his hands: "What do you want me to do?"

Jiang Yu didn't speak, turned around and walked out of the school gate.

Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't say much, and followed behind him.

I don't know where Jiang Yu plans to take him, but no matter where it is, he seems to have no reason not to follow.With seven turns and eight turns, Jiang Yu took him to a deserted alley at the back of the street and stopped.

Zhang Xiaoqiang looked around, and suddenly laughed twice: "Why, find a place where no one is around and beat me up?"

Jiang Yu was already a few centimeters taller than him, Zhang Xiaoqiang had to raise his eyes to see his face.Anyway, I confessed my love to Jiang Yu before, but I was too young and useless at that time, so I made it very embarrassing.The most humble look has been shown to the other party, and at this time he didn't bother to hide it, and looked at the other party with a very explicit look.

"You can beat me up if you want, but say yes first, I will fight back. If I win, Bao Buqi will do something to you, so you should be mentally prepared."

Jiang Yu hated Zhang Xiaoqiang's sticky eyes, but he just looked at him quietly and didn't speak.

Zhang Xiaoqiang met Jiang Yu's scrutinizing gaze, and did not urge him.Facing Jiang Yu, he had plenty of time, and wished that this time would continue indefinitely.

He walked up to Jiang Yu, took out a cigarette, lit it, and handed over the case: "Do you smoke?"

"Don't smoke."

"What a good student. I heard that there are students in your school who smoke."

The smell of tobacco floated along, since Qi Nuliang left, he seldom smelled the smell of smoke anymore.A similar smell evokes strands of longing in his heart.

"You said that you liked me...are you serious?"

Zhang Xiaoqiang suddenly turned his head with a look of astonishment.He opened his mouth eagerly, but was choked by a puff of smoke and couldn't breathe.When he finally managed to catch his breath, he answered with a choked voice, "Of course I'm serious. Actually, I'm now..."

"Why?" Jiang Yu looked puzzled and troubled, "Why do you like me?"

"What?" Zhang Xiaoqiang immediately realized that he had misunderstood Jiang Yu's words before the surprise could spread, but he really didn't understand the question.

"We are all men, how can men like men?"