Feelings are just pediatrics

Chapter 16

The moment he saw Sijing, tears welled up in his eyes. Fortunately, with the sunglasses blocking him, Kaixuan didn't want to let her see the eyes that he loved her so much that he loved her to death after being bullied by this woman.

This is so embarrassing.

The two looked at each other silently for a long time, not knowing where to start to say a thousand words, and chose not to say a word with a tacit understanding.

Finally, Sijing finally broke the silence and asked timidly, "You... why are you back?"

Kaixuan immediately raised her right eyebrow when she heard the words, thinking in her heart: "Why, do I need a reason to go back to China?"

Very good, it's not a welcome word, Lin Sijing, you are really nice.

Being able to clearly feel the cold air emanating from Kaixuan's body, coupled with the sneer at the corner of his mouth, Sijing quickly realized that he had said something wrong, and unconsciously stepped back a small half step, lowering his head and not daring to look at that frosty face.

"I was invited to have an operation and return to America this evening." After a long time, Kaixuan replied coldly.

Sijing raised her head suddenly, with regret in her eyes. Everyone didn't tell her that Kaixuan was back, and she was leaving in a few hours.

But after thinking about it, it's useless even if I tell her, isn't it?I am a coward, and I must not dare to go to her.

Thinking of this, Sijing nodded silently, not knowing what to say for a while, and lowered her head unconsciously.

Seeing this person wanted to cry but couldn't cry, his pitiful appearance really made people feel distressed, Kaixuan's heart softened, she unconsciously softened her tone, and said softly: "They said, you opened a restaurant and the food is delicious. good."

Seeing Sijing raised her head with hopeful eyes again, the arrogant Kaixuan started to feel awkward again, her voice was deliberately displeased, like a child being driven to do homework, and said: "I must come and try taste."

"Then... please come in?" Sijing finally mustered up the courage to look at Kaixuan's bright eyes, which had already taken off his sunglasses, and said softly, "I'll ask Jeremy to cook some dishes that suit your taste."

"No." Kaixuan flatly refused, Sijing was a little startled, and could only hide his disappointment with a helpless smile, but he heard Kaixuan say, "I just want to eat your cooking."

Facing Tsundere Chen for so many years, Si Jing has long practiced the magical skill of coaxing instinctively, and without thinking, he blurted out: "Let me make you some dishes you like, okay?"

With sweet words and a doting smile, Kaixuan seemed quite satisfied, and hummed in her ear softly.

This is their unique way of getting along. Kaixuan acted arrogantly and domineeringly, while Sijing doted on her submissively without a bottom line.

Different from the hesitant footsteps when going out, Sijing led people into the restaurant with light steps, and was a little carried away with joy. Sijing wanted to hold those gentle hands several times, but every time the thought came up, She would return to her rationality, and she was particularly afraid of being rejected. After hesitating again and again, she had been seated for a while before she came back to her senses under Kaixuan's questioning gaze.

Instantly blushing, Sijing hurriedly ordered Wang Zi to prepare a cup of her favorite lime drink for Kaixuan, three limes, half a teaspoon of sugar, and more mint leaves.

Kaixuan listened to her carefully explain to others how to prepare the drink that best suits her taste, and the corner of her mouth couldn't help but a very satisfied smile.

Perhaps it was the right decision to change the flight ticket specially for her.

After explaining, Sijing rushed into the kitchen and competed with Jeremy who was working hard to cook.

In the back kitchen of the French restaurant, Jeremy was so angry that he looked at her with his hips on his hips. She carefully cooked a Teochew steamed sea bass, then fried a plate of assorted vegetables, and prepared a dish of scallion eggs (that is, scrambled eggs with shredded onions).

When she brought the dishes to Kaixuan's table with a full face of excitement, she couldn't help but attract the attention of most of the customers in the small shop.

What kind of food does this restaurant serve? ? ?

Sijing couldn't take care of that much anymore. How long had it been since they sat down to eat calmly?

When Sijing ran back to the kitchen to help Kaixuan refill a bowl of rice, Kaixuan also helped them set the forks and spoons, Sijing naturally sat beside her, and quietly began to eat together.

Sijing didn't have to ask if these dishes suit Kaixuan's taste. They have been in love for many years, and Sijing's superb cooking skills have always been very suitable for Kaixuan's taste. For Yu Kaixuan, this is the taste of home cooking, which makes people warm and satisfied.

Sijing also habitually serves the arrogant Chen Baobao. Dr. Chen likes to eat fish but does not like steamed fish without bones. He would rather eat boneless fish and chips. In order to let her eat healthier, Sijing will always He picked the thorns and served them in a bowl to her.

Just like the snow-white fish in this small porcelain bowl in front of her, Sijing didn't forget to pour some delicious soup on her, and added some pickles and tomatoes as side dishes, and garnished with coriander to ensure the color, fragrance and flavor are complete. Seduce Baby Chen to eat more.

Seeing Kaixuan eating deliciously, Sijing was also very happy, and began to plan the rice with big mouthfuls, but a snow pea suddenly appeared in the bowl. This is a vegetable that Sijing hates. Health is good, Kaixuan will put it in her bowl every time.

They have been in love for ten years, and every detail in their lives has memories that belong exclusively to each other.

As doctors, it was a blessing to be able to sit down and eat during their busy schedules. The dining table has always been the best platform for them to communicate. Whether it is a failure of an operation or progress in an experiment, the two of them will choose to talk to each other while eating.

The habits of many years cannot be changed in a short time. Now, Sijing has a lot to say in his heart, but he doesn't know where to start.

What I want to say the most is I'm sorry, all her deeds not only hurt herself, but also hurt others. As the most innocent person, Kaixuan has endured too much for her.

Sijing knows that he still loves her. The heartbeat in her chest is very active and hard to beat after seeing her is the best proof, but Sijing feels that he has no face to ask Kaixuan for anything. Agreement, but also engaged in a leave without saying goodbye.

And Kaixuan signed the divorce agreement, which also clearly expressed her attitude.

Is not it?

Si Jing was eating and his mind was wandering away, the appearance of being out of mind was very similar to the appearance of the last days before leaving.

Kaixuan's heart sank to the bottom again.

Why, why does the little guy look like this every time he comes by his side?

But she can show a positive side of life in front of others, and even pick up a stethoscope to go to free clinics?

It seems that the problem is with me, right?I can't bring positive energy to her.

The day when she asked Sijing tearfully why, she would rather cover my photo with white paper than see my face in her mind, she said that Xuyan was too much like me, she couldn’t breathe when she saw me, So we can only escape.

is that right?

Still chatting with the director, Han Tong tilted his head and looked at the two people who showed a tacit understanding in getting along, but the atmosphere was a bit tense, with puzzled eyes.

They got along well just now, but why did the atmosphere suddenly turn sour?

Concerned about their own concerns, he finished the meal numbly, put down his chopsticks lightly, and Sijing turned everything he wanted to say into a sigh.

This sigh grabbed Kaixuan's heart and twisted it hard.

Sighing silently, she suppressed the complex emotions surging in her eyes, and asked in a low voice, "Will you still be a doctor?"

Sijing lowered his head, thought for a long time, then shook his head, raised his head and looked at Kaixuan, his eyes full of sorrow.

The heartache made her fingers curl up uncontrollably, and Kaixuan's hand suddenly clenched into a fist, tightly suppressing everything she wanted to say.

No longer wanting to be a doctor, it means that Sijing still can't get out, no matter what she says now, it will only scare the little guy and hide him further away.

Kaixuan once felt that she knew her woman quite well. Back then, she believed that Sijing would be strong enough to survive this hurdle, thinking that the little guy just needed space and time.

She gave her such a long time, but waited for an unsatisfactory result.

After a long silence, Kaixuan confirmed that the heat in her eyes had subsided, and then she said, "French cuisine really lives up to its reputation. Even your boss can't feed you enough, and you are getting thinner and thinner."

Looking innocently at Kaixuan, facing her sarcasm, Sijing could only shake his head helplessly, how good is Kaixuan herself?As thin as a cardboard man.

Although she was skinny and skinny, Sijing still wanted to hug her.Thinking of this, Sijing's hand slowly moved forward unconsciously, moving a little bit towards the white and thin wrist that was placed beside the glass, the fingers as slender as onions, the fingertips were dotted with tender red...

The innocent look in the little guy's eyes made his heart skip a beat. No matter how much this heart was tossed and hurt by her, it still wanted to get closer.

What should I do with you?

Kaixuan's eyes darkened, and the atmosphere became very oppressive. She seemed to have sensed Sijing's intentions, and cautiously withdrew her hands and folded them on her lap. There is no silver here.

After Kaixuan looked at her silently for a long time, the urge to kiss her neck and red lips and make her melt in his arms finally dissipated, Kaixuan softly proposed to leave, and asked Wang Zi to call Dean for her. scholar.

The boss was at the side trying to wink at her, even shook his head, Wang Zi looked at the two of them inexplicably, and shrank back after Si Jing was stared at by the beauty, Wang Zi nodded in agreement.

It's not that he has no eyesight, Wang Zi hesitated to call a taxi, but the car seemed to have broken down on the road, and when the taxi finally arrived, Sijing had no choice but to silently send Kaixuan out the door.

The driver spontaneously got out of the car and put the luggage in the trunk. After confirming with a smile that he was going to Changi Airport, he returned to the driver's seat on his own.

After silently looking at her beloved for a long time, when Kaixuan was about to turn around and get into the car, Sijing finally couldn't help stretching out his arms to grab her skirt, begging in a trembling voice: "Don't go..."

The author has something to say: whether to leave or not is a good question.