53 Wear it for me
53 Wear it for me
Hearing the sound of the door lock opening, I hugged my diary, slid my foot on the computer chair, and deliberately went to the door first to stand by.
She stepped into the house with red eyes, "Xiaoning..." She called me, as if surprised by my deliberate waiting.
I shook the hardcover diary. "Before throwing away this kind of thing, don't forget to destroy it first; how can such a precious thing be thrown away in its entirety? Your personal information, including Miss Zhu's, has been leaked."
"Have you seen it?"
"Well, didn't read it all." But I believe I've seen the "point" I wanted to know.
She lowered her shoulders, but still said calmly: "It's fine, it's fine if you read it... I originally wanted to hand it over to you, let you see it, but in the end I left it to fate; it's fine if you read it."
"You... don't you have anything to justify?" I bit my lip, "It's been so long since we broke up, and you said she betrayed you at the beginning, but you still think about her..." I turned around, and the computer still Open the wedding photo folder. "Not only did I save the exchange diary until now before I decided to clear it, but I even kept the group of wedding photos... Obviously, I am dying of pain."
"It hurts!" She shed tears just after she said three words; her tears made me feel heartbroken, and I was about to go up to her and hug her.
This is not the Tao Siqi I know.
She took off her coat and threw it on the small sofa, "But that was my past, the things that happened... Without these things, I wouldn't be who I am now; I can pretend that I didn't do anything, without you knowing Get rid of these under the circumstances, and pretend to be with you innocently...but I know that is deception, and I don't want to deceive you no matter what. "
She approached, and I looked up, "What did she tell you?"
"Tell me why she left me! She came to say goodbye."
"Is her body... all right?"
"A lot of treatments have been done in the past few years, and the current situation is considered stable...Why do you ask?" She knelt down beside me in surprise and held my hand in a humble and apologetic manner. "Are you not angry?"
I shook her back, "I'm angry, it's just why you don't want to be honest with me; it makes me think that you still think about her when you're dating me, and you only like me because I look like her , and what scares me the most is that I worry that you just think of me as her..."
"If I have any intention of using you as her substitute, I have no right to say I love you!"
I smiled and stopped her eager clarification tone with one hand. "I know, I know you don't... I know you have made all the preparations before dating me." It's amazing, whenever I feel restless, just touching the amethyst can bring me happiness. A strange sense of stability.
"Also, I seem to have figured out why Zhu Haiping really left you."
She froze, "You know?"
"Well, did she just finish chemo?"
"Is it because she's wearing a baseball cap and her hair is so short?"
That's right, Zhu Haiping, who suddenly appeared today, has hair that is much shorter than Siqi's; I saw Zhu Haiping's birthday, she was two years younger than Siqi, how could a 26-year-old girl deliberately wear that kind of hair?
I took a deep breath and touched her forehead, "She knew she was sick and didn't want to drag you down, so she made up her mind to lie and leave, and handed herself over to another man, am I right?"
"My Xiaoning... why do you seem to have heard our conversation? Have you installed a bug on me?" She said to me in an intimate and admiring tone.
"This is what I do!" I poked her cheek lightly, "Her husband...maybe he likes her very much? But, the person Zhu Haiping loves is you, always you."
Her expression instantly became complicated. "How are you sure?"
"I've seen all the wedding photos, and found that she hardly looked at the man next to her, but instead focused on the camera in every photo... That is to say, all the people she looked at were photographers, that is, taking pictures of - you."
She gasped in surprise and glanced quickly at the computer screen.
"I've confirmed it, that's it." It seems that she didn't notice... Also, just by taking this group of wedding photos, she is already covered in bruises, I believe she must have kept them all these years and never looked at them carefully. "And before you met me, there was always nothing around you; based on your conditions, it is too easy to find another suitable girl. It is because you still have her in your heart, so you are not willing to talk about it easily. A relationship?"
"I'm afraid I'll be in pain again. As I said, I'm not as strong as you think... I cried almost every day during the month when I was broken up, and I couldn't do anything. It was Tao Yi'an who called me every day. Thanks to him, Otherwise, I might not be here anymore."
"So, Tao Yi'an is the person that the snow scene is talking about, right?" The person who is farthest and closest to her is indeed talking about Tao Yi'an.
I turned to the page with Zhu Haiping's personal information. "For this birthday, I also checked the text you wrote that day, whether it is 'he' or 'she'."
She smiled wryly, "I didn't expect you to be so sensitive."
"Because it's related to our relationship!" I pinched her nose angrily, but she didn't resist, and let me rub it round and flatten it! "Stupid Chirp! Do you know how sad I was when I realized you used her last name as the name of your fan page? I thought you were still thinking about her."
"You found out that Haiping looks a bit like you. I admit that I care about you because of this... But when I met you downstairs who was broken in love and heartbroken, I seemed to see myself back then. I Knowing how difficult it is for you to be in such a predicament, I can't bear to... can't bear to let you be alone."
"So you carried me back to your room and took me in, who was almost heartbroken."
She nodded, "Your fragility makes me unconsciously want to protect you, I want to take care of you. I am very happy to see you gradually come out of the pain, but I also inadvertently fell in love with you because of your kindness and tenderness." You Xiaoning, you are you, you are not Haiping, not anyone, you are you, and I fell in love with such a simple and fearless Yu Xiaoning."
"If you still have a chance, please take this passage as a confession to me!" My eyes became hot, and I finally reached out and hugged her. "I love you...Damn it! At first I thought... I thought that if she dared to turn around and snatch you from me, I would treat her like I did to Lu Hanjun... As a result, as a result, I came back and saw the diary, and I started to go crazy Seems like looking for clues, only to find that all this is not what I thought! I am so angry!"
Her tense body finally relaxed, "No one can replace your place in my heart. The reason why I used Xiaojiu at first, and then changed it to Chu is indeed related to Haiping, but I don't want her. She has her life. , I have mine... I just want to cherish you and work hard to meet the next journey."
"Change it." I used her as toilet paper to wipe away my tears. "Anyway, the title of your book is called 'Xiao Jiu', not to mention, if you are 'Jiu', then I am 'Xiao'!"
She laughed softly, "Thank you for thinking about it! Okay, I'll change it back later..."
Before she got up, I gave her a kiss. It was rare for her to put on lip gloss. The touch of the kiss was different from usual, but it was just as sweet.
I get up and give her the chair as she walks to the computer, "Also, I found that dress."
"Gown?" She looked at me, and I pointed to the dark purple evening dress I found. "Oh... this one."
"The only dress you ever talked about?"
She looked at the dress with nostalgia. "Yes, although apart from the original fitting, I only wore it once."
I turned to the drawing on the last page of the diary, and the dress was [-]% similar to the style drawn. "She picked it for you, didn't she?"
"Well, she's Li Mi."
I looked at the dress, "As expected of your ex-girlfriend, she picked a dress that suits you very well."
Siqi raised the corners of her lips, and went forward to grab the evening dress for comparison. The dress was in the form of a tie around the neck, flowing chiffon yarn and lace, cut with a flat neckline, and a silky soft skirt. The slit on the left brought out a trace of The sense of asymmetry, coupled with the deep purple color matching, looks like a tailor-made match with her fair skin.
She blinked and chuckled, "Want to see me wear it?"
My heart trembled slightly, as if being electrocuted. "Are you serious?" In a tuxedo in a room that's only fourteen degrees?
"Yeah." She raised her eyebrows, and I throbbed because of her smile. "I'll put it on and let you take a picture of me."
"Use that D90 you lent me?"
"Well! Don't you want to see it?"
I bit my lip, I couldn't resist her proposal. "I want to see."
Then, in front of me, she took off all her clothes—all but the purple tuxedo.
Wear it for me.
I tightened the straps for her, and it happened that she was wearing makeup today, and she didn't feel weird wearing it at all.
"I don't have any heels to wear." Only floor shoes.So no matter how tall she was, the skirt still dragged a bit.
"It's okay, that's enough." I looked at her bare arms and her flawless back with fascination. After three years, this dress still fits incredible.
She flicked her hair and came to the bookshelf, and I held the camera in my hand, "Then, shall I take a picture?" Before pressing the shutter in front of such a beautiful woman, I felt inexplicably nervous and hesitant!
She laughed teasingly, and casually posed with her hands on her hips, "The cameraman's hands are shaking a bit exaggeratedly!"
"Less, less wordy!" Pressed a few times to test the flash, I grasped the angle and then pressed the shutter, and she changed a few more actions; even though she has been a photographer for many years, it may be left over from the wedding dress before Intuitively, she also looks skilled and natural in her poses.
And, it's really beautiful.Her figure, her smile, and—the eyes.
The way she looks at the camera makes my heart beat faster.
After taking a dozen or so photos in a row, I put down the camera and went straight up to hug her.
"Stop shooting?"
"Well, I want to hug my bride."
She lowered her head and grabbed my lips, I hugged her and turned, and pushed her directly to the bed; her skirt was slit to her thighs, I touched her tender legs fascinatedly, and slipped into her skirt.
As mentioned earlier, apart from this dress, she has no other clothes.
She opened her eyes wide, "You want me to wear a dress with you..."
I turned my face sideways, showing a mischievous smile. "No. Okay?" My fingers deftly found her sensitive spots, and I lightly touched the hot and soft thighs, attracting her tempting breath.
I lifted the hem of the skirt slowly and provocatively, smelling the familiar and sweet scent of sex. "I can't wait to kiss the bride, how about you?"
She let out a groan, and swallowed in anticipation——
"At least, turn off the lights."
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