sinovels 52 Reasons for "Chu"
52 Reasons for "Chu"
"I miss you so much, miss you so much..."
"Hai Ping, you...don't do this." Siqi finally realized that something was wrong, she turned to me, "Xiaoning! She...we..."
I stepped forward to hold her hand, and this big gesture shocked the woman named "Hai Ping".I pursed my lips and grabbed her together, "This is not a good place to talk." I decisively made a decision for them; the three of us even left the staff behind and walked straight to the entrance of the exhibition hall.
I didn't realize it until I walked out the gate... Why did I bring my girlfriend's ex-girlfriend out of the venue?
When the cold wind blew hard on my face, I suddenly had the illusion of being slapped; I was holding Siqi, and Siqi was pulling her, and the three of us had a strange and intricate relationship.
That "Hai Ping" finally looked at me. She looked at our tightly held arms, and immediately smiled knowingly, and let go of the hand that tied Siqi.
"You are Siqi's girlfriend, right? The first time we met, I am Zhu Haiping, a former colleague of Siqi in the wedding dress studio." She smiled and stretched out her hand to me. I stared at her pale and sunken cheeks. When I heard her His whole body trembled when he said his surname.
I didn't hold it, and my eyes slowly locked on Siqi's face. "Her last name is Zhu?"
Siqi understood what I had realized, and immediately shook her head, "Xiaoning! Things are not what you think..."
"Your fan page, named after your ex-girlfriend? Is that right? Am I right?"
She is the reason why Chu is called "Chu".
Should have asked, shouldn't it?Why did she take another completely irrelevant surname as the name of her important fan page, even though her surname is Tao?Besides hiding from family members, there was another, more important reason.
But she was still unwilling to speak out.
Even after our relationship.
She immediately shut up. She who is so eloquent actually stopped talking because of my series of questions.I got it.
She don't start. "I want to change it back to Xiaojiu...that's the name from the beginning; you know."
"That's not a reason!" I smiled, but tears welled up in my eyes; the tingling feeling of being kept in the dark stabbed me severely. "Is it because if she didn't come to the door, you wouldn't tell me anything?"
I know I'm digging into a dead end!This kind of thing can be big or small!If she had told me clearly from the beginning, I would not have refused to accept it. She clearly has so many opportunities, but she insists on it!
I glared at her ex-girlfriend, the "Cheng Yaojin" who broke out halfway, "Why are you looking for Siqi? Can I find out?"
"It's just because I missed her book-signing meeting...Miss, please believe me, I just came to meet with Siqi and tell her by the way...some things, I don't mean to intervene in you .” Her tone was very sincere, and at the same time she showed her left ring finger.The center diamond on the wedding ring is dazzling.
Facing her peace, I blinked, and the tears finally fell. "Okay! Tell me, I'll just go back, I'll avoid it first!" I tried my best to break away from Siqi's hand, she was tall and long, and she was about to catch up with me soon.
"Don't you listen to what she has to say? She has come to look for you, the 'ex-girlfriend' you miss so much!"
She was in a hurry. It was the first time I saw her who had always been calm become frantic and agitated. "I just want you to listen to me!"
"I'll listen! I'll wait for you at home." I wiped away my tears and pushed her away. "Don't chase me any more, go catch up with Chu!" Then I ran to the side of the road and hailed a taxi; when the taxi left the side of the road, I saw Siqi's face was full of sadness and remorse.
I guess I'm probably the same?
I don't know if they talked or not, anyway, I came back first; back to the den where the two of us lived.
When I left the show just now, the sky was covered with dark clouds. The moment I closed the door, the cold air of the whole house came towards me like fog, and the sound of "tick-tick" rain came from the window; I took off my coat and turned on the light , I accidentally kicked something while walking towards the small sofa!It's all my fault for losing my mind.
I turned around and knew that I had kicked the notes that Siqi said to throw away.
The notebooks were scattered like playing cards, I hugged my painful toes, and scolded myself for being stupid while being sad...
One of the small hardcover books particularly caught my attention.
The plain red leather book, with a tie on the outside to prevent the pages from falling apart, is very delicate.This notebook is obviously different from other notebooks... What is written in it?
I picked it up, unzipped the tether, and I knew what the booklet was just after I turned the first page.
Their exchange diaries.Tao Siqi and Zhu Haiping's.
There was dust on the pages of the book, so I took it off, and the first page recorded Siqi's zodiac sign, blood type... In short, it's basic personal data, some of which I don't know yet!I raised the corners of my lips in a self-deprecating manner; the second page is of course Zhu Haiping, she is taller than me, her blood type is A, and her birthday is December [-]nd...
This birthday... same day as Tao Yi'an?
A cold and white scene suddenly popped into my mind!
"The snow on the roof of the world symbolizes the closest and farthest person in my heart..." That person, I always thought it was Tao Yi'an, could it be another answer?
Tears blurred my vision, I bit my lip and continued to scroll down.
After all, the diaries are written by two people in turn, some are very short, some are very long; most of the long ones are written by Siqi, Miss Zhu seems not good at writing articles, but the handwriting is very beautiful, Siqi looks flamboyant.
I wrote very frequently in the front, and I counted the days carefully, and found that almost no day was skipped; after reading for a long time, their past sweetness flashed in front of my eyes-until they suddenly jumped for several days in one breath.I stop turning the pages.
Turning back to the front, I found that it was written by Siqi that day.
"The weather was fine on March [-]. I was working well today. I went back to the studio after successfully filming a group of newcomers, but I found you were not there; You, the phone is turned off.You finally called me at night, you know I'm worried?Why shut down?I know that no matter what, I can't come to find someone.never mind!I'll keep the diary first. '
Then I danced for several days, and at a glance, I knew why.
'The weather on March [-]th is overcast, has this diary lost its reason to continue exchanging?This is your answer to me?our result? 'The handwriting is even messier than before, and I have to rely on the context to guess the whole picture of the article.
So the reason is...Zhu Haiping finally betrayed?I immediately went back to look for the last handwriting left by Zhu Haiping, which was dated March [-]th. It recorded their experience of eating the night market, and said that they recently felt pain in their lower back for unknown reasons; that's all.
No sign of it at all.
'The weather is sunny on March 22. It's done. I did what you asked for. This is the most difficult filming I've ever done.If this is the result you expected, a method deliberately used to hurt me, Ms. Zhu Haiping, you have achieved your goal.Congratulations. '
How many tears and sighs did she shed to write this "Congratulations"?
By the way...wedding photos!
That group of wedding photos in the computer.
I jumped up, grabbed the diary and went to her computer; the group of wedding photos flashed past my eyes only once, I wanted to see...see how she took pictures of Zhu Haiping and the boy she married .
Even with her permission, I rarely use her computer, not to mention that I have even moved my own, so I don't need to borrow it...but this time I have to.
This computer is an operating system that I am not familiar with, and it took me a while to find that folder; fortunately, she has done a thorough job in classifying and managing the data, so that I will not find a needle in a haystack.
I finally found it.Newcomers in other groups will directly mark their full names, only this one is different, the folder is simply marked "Zhu & Huang".
I clicked on it, and a dazzling array of photos were completely listed in front of my eyes; many of them were taken again and again from the same scenic spot and angle.And I couldn't help but question Zhu Haiping's vision for choosing a partner for a while... Hey!I'm good or bad, that's not the point!
I carefully observed one by one, from the scenic spots taken outside, the white gauze to the evening dress, among the hundreds of photos, I found a common point from Zhu Haiping—it was true.
The photo taken in the studio was put at the end, and it was also the only solo photo of Zhu Haiping, the one I had seen before.
Zhu Haiping in the photo looks very young, with plump and healthy complexion, and has black hair longer than mine; staring at the beautiful bride in the photo, I can’t compare the person I just saw with the photo. She is linked together.
It's only been three years, isn't it?If it is said that it was destroyed by the years, it would be...too tragic.
This face looks like me but not quite like me.
Did I remind Siqi of Zhu Haiping?Is it because I have a face similar to her ex-girlfriend that she will accept me without thinking?
Thinking about it carefully, the connection between us is actually very inexplicable. Before being abandoned by Lu Hanjun, we were just ordinary friends. Although we often met, I just came here every day to borrow the TV. There is no deep friendship at all...
But when she saw me crying and fainting, she took me back to her room without hesitation and took good care of me.It was she who took the initiative and decisively to take that step.
Our relationship has completely changed since then.
When I turned my gaze back to the diary, I turned down all the blank pages; there were only a dozen sheets of paper left, and the exchange diary so far...
I flipped and flipped until I saw the handwriting again when there were less than five pages left.
It was written by Siqi.
'I left, leaving the place where I used to live with her; Yuhang felt sorry for me, and they kept lobbying me to stay.Probably because the already short-staffed studio couldn't bear the loss of two people. One was the secretary who knew all about the wedding dresses in the studio, and I was the photographer with the heaviest workload.But I know very well that I can no longer take pictures; I can only say sorry to the guests who originally appointed me; I still love photography, but from now on, I don't want to take pictures of people anymore.
'Before leaving, Xiao Le stuffed a bag for me; she said it was your intention, I don't understand why you have to tell her to give this to me, what reason do I have to wear it?
'Can a sleep make me forget all this?If possible, I hope I never wake up from this. '
So negative.
My fingers lightly slid across the four words "Don't wake up". If it was at the moment when she wrote these words, I would definitely be very nervous, but she survived, at least she didn't really go stupid and go to a dead end... …
That page is indeed the final text.
But on the last page, she drew a picture.
It is a dress with a simple and elegant style. It is cut flat and designed around the neck. The lower body has an asymmetrical design with soft slits...
'What reason would I have to wear it? 'So it's a dress.
Zhu Haiping is the secretary of the ceremony—the dress secretary; the person who chooses the dresses for the brides who come to the door in the wedding dress studio.
I put down the diary and locked my eyes on the cabinet where she organizes her clothes; from a girl's point of view, her clothes are very small, and only two large collection cabinets are needed to store them all.
'Just an ordinary dark purple one-piece dress. 'No, it's not just a one-piece dress, it's probably a purple tux—'Or do you want to see me in a dress?I have it! '
Could the "skirt" she was talking about be the "one hundred and one pieces"?
I opened one of the boxes, and it was filled with jeans of various styles. Apart from blue in different shades, the jeans were only monotonous black and white, which is not available here.
I opened the blouse closet; she had a colorful blouse with an off-the-shoulder collar!It's summer clothes, I really want to see her wear them.I put it aside and continued to rummage deep.
It's like looking for a lost treasure. When I touched the flowing chiffon yarn, I made a bet and pulled out the clothes that couldn't be confirmed with my eyes and were buried in the deepest place!
Sure enough, it is purple!I shook my head, "This is..."