sinovels Chapter 10 9
Chapter 10 9
Lee packed her luggage neatly, and I sat by the window, watching her,
"Filming? What do you do?"
"To be a car magazine, my brother tempted me to go back to China to run a niche magazine. It is specially made for people who love cars. Don't look at them like this, but they are all experts! Why~ suddenly you are interested in my work? "
Lee stopped what he was doing and looked up at me.
"Nothing! It's just that I don't seem to know you very well!"
I poured a glass of water to drink, Lee came over, took a sip from the glass and put it on the table, knelt down and held my hand, raised his eyebrows, flirting with his eyes,
"Isn't that enough just now? How about I take off my clothes again and let you get to know each other better!~"
I pushed her away angrily.
"Rogue!~"
Lee laughed and took two steps back,
"Little lady, you are even more shy when you are angry! It makes my heart itchy!"
I turned my head and looked out the window, ignoring her teasing.
Seeing that I didn't respond, Lee came over and took my hand. I wanted to pull it away but was held even tighter. I turned my head angrily and saw a face staring affectionately.
"Remember, no matter what kind of background I have, what kind of family I have, you don't have to care."
Lee took my hand and held her face,
"Remember, this is the truest me, the one who loves you, loves you, and will protect you for the rest of your life."
In a trance, I saw a little bit of light shining in those expressiony eyes.
I don't want to believe that those are tears, it should just be the light reflected in the sun.
Before getting in the car, Lee gave me a small pill, and I lay down in the car and fell asleep again. After an unknown amount of time, Lee woke me up.
She took me to see the calm lake, the sky is very close, the clouds are very low to connect with the water, and reflected in the lake, as if you can touch it with your hand.
Riding horses and galloping wildly on the vast grassland, there is a faint fragrance of green grass, and you can enjoy the cool breeze slowly.
Looking at the towering snow-capped mountains, looking at the cattle and sheep in the distance, enjoying the blooming flowers.
Calm your heart in the vast cloud and light wind.
The splendid and majestic temple is built on the mountain, and the golden tiles and red walls show the solemnity and thickness.
The believers climbing up the rock on the way are full of sincerity.
I folded my hands and knelt in front of the temple, praying devoutly for inner peace.
Lee said:
“You don’t have to hide yourself to be at peace.”
I turned around and saw her bright smiling face in the backlight, with the corners of her mouth raised. It was a smile that was more heart-warming than sunlight.
Participating in the Tibetan bonfire at night, Lee danced joyfully, and I was drawn to join in.
The simple smiles of the Tibetans are not mixed with any distracting thoughts, and I am also happy to enjoy it.
I like people with pure and warm smiles.
At night, lying on the prairie and looking at the sky full of stars, we were quiet, not talking, and surrendered all our bodies and minds to this vast and pure world.
The lights in the distance were brightly lit, shining golden light, Lee gently kissed my ear, the wind blew with coolness, I was deeply intoxicated by such a peaceful beauty, and so was the beautiful woman around me.
Zhiqing, how should I face this intoxication?
I fell into confusion again. How can a person who is destined not to be happy be responsible for another person's happiness?
All the people I love will leave me, I dare not try again, lose again!
Eyes illuminated by starlight filled with deep indifference!
In the early morning of the next day, I gathered with Monkey and his party and started the journey home.
In order to avoid my discomfort again, I was fed medicine early and fell asleep.
Zhiqing, I dreamed that you were standing on the cloud, illuminated by golden light, exuding a yellow halo, smiling at me brilliantly, and waving happily with me.
I try my best to catch up with you, you are very close and far away, I want to catch you but I can't catch you, in the end I can only look at your still sunny smile calmly, with tears streaming down my face.
In an instant, the sky suddenly rained heavily. I saw you holding the freshly baked buns in your arms and rushing towards your princess against the rain. I was heartbroken and deeply saddened.
The moved tears in her eyes were blown away by the wind, but the tears in my heart filled up.
I clearly know your steadfastness, but I still can't restrain my heartache.
The car suddenly slowed down, I woke up, and looked out the window in a panic, the sky was dark, the torrential rain kept washing the car, and the windshield wipers were brushing quickly, but I still couldn't see the road ahead, I didn't know the time, I didn't know the place!
"woke up!"
Lee remained calm.
"This is dangerous!"
I can only see a few lights when I concentrate, it should be the monkey's car.
"Are you afraid? If you die with me, are you willing?"
Lee looked at me firmly, and I felt a little sad.
"Don't talk nonsense, you should live a long time."
"Calling me a scourge?"
Lee laughed and grabbed my hand, his expression became serious,
"If one day I die, will you be sad?"
Lee looked ahead, his eyes flickering, his trembling fingers gripped the steering wheel hard, his knuckles turned white.
I know that she has the softness in her heart, which made her feel at a loss at this moment. I should comfort her, but I didn't. I blame myself for my indecision.
The air was condensed in embarrassment, I would never fall in love with anyone again, my heart had already disappeared with Zhiqing's departure, I wanted to blurt out, but the ringing of the mobile phone stopped me from opening my mouth.
"Sister, the rain is too heavy. There is a service area ten kilometers ahead. Let's go down and wait for the rain to stop!"
The monkey's voice was very anxious.
"Okay, you guys slow down, I will follow, be sure to pay attention to safety!"
Lee hung up the phone and looked at me, opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, we just kept quiet like this, quietly waiting for the rain to stop, quietly going on the road again, and quietly returning to the city, I wanted to go to the bar, but Lee didn't object, he sent me directly to the bar door and left.
She is very lonely, I don't want to hurt anyone, especially people who are kind to me, but I have nothing in return for her.
I know that the rain that night drenched the moisture in our hearts!
Xiaolu saw me screaming and hugged me into her arms. The fragrance on her body made me temporarily calm. Her calm embrace will always be my safe haven.
I drank the strongest wine, intoxicated myself in dreams, and escaped troubles other than peace.
Dear little green, with your warmth, I will not be lonely and have nowhere to hide!
"Do you have time today?"
"Oh my god! This is the first time you have contacted me proactively, I am a little flattered!"
"Come pick me up at school at noon if you have time, and I have something to tell you."
"A beautiful woman has an appointment, and she will accompany you at any time!"
Putting down the phone and looking up at the sky, the geese lined up. The blue sky and the white clouds were not as pure as Shangri-La, but they still made me feel calm.
I squinted slightly, the bright sun was not as hot as in summer, but it was still dazzling. It seemed that I was no longer afraid of such brightness. It was that wonderful sunrise that cured my illness.
Sometimes it is braver to face than to escape, don't you think?sunny!
There were fast-paced European and American songs playing in the car. Lee's white and extremely long hands lay flat on the steering wheel, his fingers with obvious joints slapped the beat with the music, and occasionally hummed along.
I remembered last night when Ah Zhe held a stack of magazines and newspapers and said to me:
"Lee, formerly known as Li Huashang, is one of the four major families in City B, the eldest lady of the Li family, all of which are owned by her family, involving newspapers, magazines, and TV networks... she is the leader of the domestic media industry!"
A Zhe spread out the books one by one, and continued to talk excitedly:
"Qingzi, you've made a lot of money this time, and you've got a top-notch rich second generation!"
Xiaolu slapped Ah Zhe's arm and reminded:
"Don't talk nonsense."
Xiaolu looked at me worriedly,
"Haruko, there are some things you need to think about."
She knew that with such a disparity in family background, I was bound to be weak and hurt.
But I know what she is worried about is that if I really fall in love, it will be another life, and what about Lee?How long can she fall in love with someone like her!
I smiled lightly:
"Don't worry, I won't have anything to do with her!"
I patted her on the shoulder comfortingly, but it still couldn't offset the worry in her heart!
Shanny came over gracefully and picked up a World Magazine, her eyes were shining brightly,
"If you don't mind, I'll take a share too!"
I smiled indifferently, picked up a magazine and flipped through it casually. I knew the name of the magazine was a car magazine "Lee".
Sunny never talked to us about her family, but we all knew she needed money more than any of us.
The car stopped, and in front of me was a European-style building on a quiet street corner. I don't know where it is.
Lee got out of the car and opened the car door for me. A staff member opened the high wooden door at the door. I entered with Lee. There was a stylish dark wooden wine cabinet inside. luster.
Lee asked:
"Is Mr. Deng there?"
The staff stepped forward respectfully and replied:
"The boss is not here. Before I left, I ordered you to go to the wine cellar to choose at will."
The staff led us downstairs, then exited respectfully, leaving only the two of us.
Lee is very familiar with this place, and introduced to me red wines from different origins and different years with great interest. He kept talking about the benefits of drinking less red wine if he wanted to drink, and he didn't notice my discomfort or dodge.
She took two crystal glasses, walked to the wooden barrel, took out the red wine, brought it to me, and slowly shook the red liquid in the glasses back and forth.
I stepped back in panic, raising my hand to block:
"I don't drink red wine!"
To love you I would rather live in this world