sinovels 8
8
The red sports car was running fast on the Binhai Highway back to Taipei. The prince held the steering wheel with both hands but kept silent.I sat quietly next to the driver's seat, resting my chin on my right hand and watching a fiery red sunset in the distance, which slowly landed at the end of the horizon, and the electric poles on the side of the road whizzed by in front of me. Wake up!
Turning my head, I looked at the silent golden prince, his cheeks were full of tears, the odometer showed [-] kilometers, I was the first to break the silence in the car and asked in panic:
"Prince, can you please drive a little slower? Why, you are angry! I said I was just kidding you. Isn't it good that we maintain such a pure friendship? I made it very clear to you at the beginning, we can only be Friends, you agreed, didn't you? Why put pressure on yourself?" I said as I patted his shoulder with my left hand.
Suddenly he drove the car into the open space beside the road and stepped on the brake urgently. I couldn't react in time, my whole body fell forward rapidly, and my forehead almost hit the windshield. I couldn't help but yelled:
"Damn! You don't want to die, I still have an old mother and a demented brother to be raised by me! You don't want to live, and I don't want to die! Look at your sissy virtue..." After scolding me He got out of the car and slammed the door.
I saw Prince Jin throwing himself on the steering wheel, crying loudly, for a long time!
I walked outside the car for a while and took a look inside the car. I couldn't bear it and went back to the car. Seeing him who was nearly 40 years old, crying like a child, I couldn't help but lightly slapped him with my left hand. Pat him on the shoulder.
"I'm sorry! Prince, it's my fault. I shouldn't have cursed. I, I apologize to you!"
"It's none of your business. I just remembered that you called me a sissy just now. I, I was sad for a while, so I, I will..." He said while wiping the tears on his face with a tissue, and then explain:
"Don't look at me growing up in a wealthy family. Everyone envies that I was born with a golden spoon in my mouth. I also have my own difficulties. My parents ignore my growth process because of their careers and entertainment. I grew up among women, changing nurses one by one, and the house was full of maids. Except for my father’s driver, I couldn’t get in touch with any men. I regarded myself as Jia Baoyu in Dream of the Red Chamber, my Being a sissy is not my original sin! I don’t like the way I look either. Men don’t love me, women don’t hurt me. Is this what I was born with? Or is it caused by my acquired environment? I’m 38 years old and I dressed as a woman It took more than half of the years until I went to college and met this group of friends, and I slowly changed myself."
There was silence in the car, I don't know what to say?The only thing I can do at this time is to be a loyal listener and listen to him pour out his inner grievances. Perhaps this is better for him and me.Seeing that he calmed down a little, when I was about to speak, he covered my mouth with his hands and said:
"Let me finish, I know they call me a princess behind my back and call me a pervert!"
"What! Inverted!" I asked suspiciously.
"They said that although I didn't cross-dress or transgender, I behaved like a woman, and my voice and gestures were similar. The reason why men like men is because men are men. I have the virtue of being rich and What's the use? Women don't love, men don't hurt! I would rather die than live!"
"You, why have you never considered transgender? Isn't there a successful case?"
"My old man said that as long as I change my gender, he will never recognize me as a son, and he will cut off my source of income. I just look forward and backward like this. How many times I almost... almost cut off the relationship between my parents. I , I am also very helpless! Just like you, I like you, I love you, but I will never...can't get you!"
"I...I...to tell you the truth, I like masculine elders, maybe, I have Electra complex! Please forgive me for this!"
"I know your situation... He Haotian has told me everything, I just don't give up hope, because I think that "money is everything" doesn't seem to work on you!"
"Could it be! Were all your previous sexual partners based on money games?"
"Since I met you, I...I don't think money is everything, but you should agree that in this real world, no matter what walks of life, without money is absolutely impossible!"
"Brother Chang, I'm sorry! It's all my fault, I..."
"This is the first time I've heard someone call me Brother Chang. It's weird. You should call me Sister Chang! I'll invite you to a place tonight! Let you see another side of me!"
"By the way, Brother Chang, I'm sorry! It's easier for me to call Brother Chang!"
"It's up to you, as long as you're happy, as long as you don't keep saying "fuck" and "sissy", then you'll be fine!"
"I want to ask you, what is an inversion?"
"You really don't know?"
"Yeah!" I nodded.
"It's just that the body is a man, but I like men..."
"Oops! Then am I..."
"What is it?"
"Inverted!" I said back.
"I haven't finished my sentence yet, please don't interrupt, although I like men, but I behave like a woman, just like me, so you know, handsome guy."
"Oh!"
After listening to his explanation, I was still confused.