eternity made up of moments

54

Early the next morning, the guards who had been standing outside the door for unknown reasons were removed.Shen Jianzhi, who waited all night in the small reception room, couldn't believe that he had such a lucky opportunity. He didn't know if Chen Chaodong's anger had subsided, but he couldn't wait to apologize to A Dong.

He walked slowly to the front of the ward, knocked lightly on the door, and there was an immediate response from inside, he knew it was Zheng Xijie's voice.Jianzhi tried his best to control his inner jealousy, and after taking a deep breath, he opened the door and stepped into the ward.

"I'm here to apologize to Chaodong."

Shen Jianzhi immediately felt Zheng Xijie's sharp and hostile eyes. Standing in front of him was like standing in front of a mirror looking at his own face. The two almost identical facial features really made one suspect that he was also born outside by Dr. Mao. kind?Although they are only three years apart.

Chen Chaodong, who was having breakfast, didn't even look at Jianzhi, obviously still angry.Jian Zhi came to A Dong's side with agitation in his heart, and wanted to apologize, but he gave up because Zheng Xijie pricked up his ears to listen.

"Can you let Chaodong and I spend some time alone?" Jianzhi asked kindly.

Zheng Xijie didn't answer directly, looked at Chen Chaodong, and then asked, "Can you?"

As soon as Ah Dong saw Jian Zhi, the humiliation he suffered last night immediately came to his mind. He really didn't want to hear anything from him, at least not now.

"No!" Ah Dong frowned and spit out these three words, staring downcast at the plate in front of him.

"Adong!"

Jianzhi didn't expect such an answer, so he jumped up and down in anger.

"He's here, and I can't really talk to you properly."

A Dong still looked absolutely determined, and he didn't mean to change his mind in the slightest.

"Okay!" Jian Zhi said with a heavy sigh, "Since you insist on this, I have no choice but to accept it."

Jian Zhi could only ignore Zheng Xijie's existence as much as possible, as if he and A Dong were the only ones here.

"I love you, I can't live without you." Jianzhi said excitedly. "When I see other people around you, I feel so jealous, angry and afraid, because I am afraid that I will lose you, afraid that you will be robbed, so I will be so jealous that I will hurt you without words. Please forgive me Me, give me one more chance to love you, okay?"

"You don't believe me at all, how can you love me?" A Dong whispered.

"No, it's not that I don't believe in you, I just don't have confidence in myself. After all, after I know you, I'm not a partner who grows up hand in hand. In comparison, I have no chance of winning at all, but I still don't want to admit defeat. I I do not want to lose you."

"I've never compared you with anyone." A Dong muttered.

Shen Jianzhi glanced at Zheng Xijie unconsciously.Even if Ah Dong doesn't compare the two of them, Jianzhi can't help but compete with each other when they meet each other.

"Did you really never compare me with him?" Jian Zhi pointed to Zheng Xijie with a bitter smile.

"But I can't help but want to compare with him, why he can stay by your side as a matter of course, but I can't; why he can get your trust and closeness, but I can't; after such a comparison, I will doubt whether it is It’s not that everything is just being hot, and you don’t like me at all. But even if you don’t like me, I still love you; even if you have someone else in your heart, I don’t want to give up on you.”

"Idiot! You don't understand people's feelings at all." Chen Chaodong yelled, grabbed the pillow and threw it at Jianzhi's face.How could he not like Shen Jianzhi?A Dong only thinks about him all day long, there is no one else!

"That's right! I'm just stupid, that's why I don't know what it means to give up." The pillow fell to the ground, revealing Jianzhi's face full of grievances and embarrassment.

Shen Jianzhi thought that he had done everything he could to Chen Chaodong and was open and honest. Why did he still refuse to forgive him?Why did you deliberately make him unable to step down in front of Zheng Xijie?Does Ah Dong really not care about him at all?

The more Jianzhi thought about it, the more painful his heart became, and one question after another cut across his heart like a sharp knife.He bent down, picked up the pillow, put it back on his bed, and said despondently:

"Don't worry, my idiot will disappear automatically in the future, and I won't bother you again."

Shen Jianzhi didn't dare to look at A Dong any more, fearing that if he did, he would brazenly beg A Dong to let him stay.However, if this is the case, even he will look down on himself.So even though the internal organs were in pain like a fire, Jian Zhi ordered himself to stay away from his ward step by step.

Chen Chaodong watched Jianzhi leave, his face was full of astonishment that he couldn't understand what happened, so he turned his head and looked at Zheng Xijie in a daze and said:

"What is he talking about? What does he mean? Does he want me? Jian Zhi, does he really want me?"

Asking, asking, Chen Chaodong's handsome face showed unprecedented fear, his clear black eyes were filled with tears, his soft lips twitched slightly, and the hand holding Zheng Xijie was trembling.

Zheng Xijie had never seen such a panic-stricken A Dong, and he was stunned for a while, finally regaining his senses and comforting him:

"Shen Jianzhi was only angry and talking for a while, don't be nervous, he will definitely come to you soon, don't worry."

Hearing Zheng Xijie's words of comfort, Chen Chaodong finally calmed down a little.For the next whole day, he had been looking forward to Jianzhi coming to see him again, but Adong was disappointed, Jianzhi did not come again.

The day passed, and the night came.

Zheng Xijie looked at A Dong who didn't touch a drop of water, and he couldn't help becoming nervous.

"How about something to eat? You didn't eat anything but breakfast today."

"I don't want to eat." A Dong buried his face in the pillow.He wasn't throwing a tantrum, but he really had no appetite at all.

Zheng Xijie knew that Ah Dong would be like this, and the problem was Shen Jianzhi.Although he had withdrawn the guards, Jianzhi had never stepped into the hospital since he left angrily in the morning.And Adong has been in a daze since Jianzhi left, and he doesn't joke with him, as if he has lost his soul.He didn't even eat food, and let him speak out, but there was no way to restore his spirit.

He didn't expect that Chaodong would care so much about Shen Jianzhi. It was just a quarrel, and Chaodong was so distraught that he didn't hesitate to torture his body.

"Do you want big brother to find Shen Jianzhi?" Zheng Xijie had to give in for Ah Dong.

"No!" came a muffled voice from the pillow.

Chen Chaodong's self-esteem did not allow him to do this, and it was meaningless to call back Jianzhi who did not understand his intentions, it would only make him more sad and sad.

"Since you said so, let's wait and see, maybe early tomorrow morning, he will come to apologize to you with a large bouquet of flowers."

Chen Chaodong knew that Zheng Xijie had tried his best to make him feel better, but he just couldn't be happy, especially thinking of the words Jianzhi said before he left, he was so scared that he didn't know what to do.

Since the acquaintance, Jian Zhi never said that he wanted to leave, no matter how bad he was to him, he would still circle around him, and he couldn't drive him away.But why did he leave this time?He even said something to disappear automatically and not bother me anymore.

What bother!I don't understand Ah Dong's mood at all.Ah Dong was really happy to meet Jian Zhi last night, and he was so excited for the whole day.Who knew that after making love, he would say such hurtful words, how could he teach people not to be angry!

Shen Jianzhi is a big idiot!A Dong cursed in his heart, but warm tears leaked from his closed eyes.He was still looking forward to Jianzhi's appearance in his heart, and hoped that he could come to the hospital to see him again soon.

But the second and third day passed, but there was still no sign of Shen Jianzhi....

Chen Chaodong fell into fear from fear, he didn't know what would he do if Jianzhi really left him?In extreme anxiety, he couldn't eat any food at all, and even vomited when he ate.

After the doctor's examination, he was judged to be compulsive anorexia, which was related to emotional tension and loss of control.In addition to persuading him to relax, the doctor could only help him inject nutrients and drips to maintain his basic physical strength.

However, not only did he have problems with his diet, he couldn't sleep peacefully for several days, and would wake up immediately when the door opened.

In just three days, he lost a lot of weight.The originally slender body now looks even thinner and thinner.Although he tortured himself to the point of being horrific, he was so stubborn that he never mentioned Jianzhi's name.

Zheng Xijie watched anxiously and fearfully, but was helpless.After the third day, he couldn't stand it anymore. Even if Shen Jianzhi was an annoying bastard, he had to catch him in front of Chen Chaodong and let him take a look. Otherwise, if the situation continued, Adong would definitely be killed by Jianzhi. To kill.