eternity made up of moments

53

At this time, Zheng Xijie, who heard the commotion in the ward, also rushed over. When he saw Shen Jianzhi and Chen Chaodong, he immediately changed his expression, stepped forward and asked:

"Chaodong, why did you run out? It's so late, so be careful."

Chen Chaodong didn't say anything, and there was no expression on his pale face.

Seeing Ah Dong's abnormal reaction, Zheng Xijie glared at Shen Jianzhi and asked, "What did you do to Chao Dong?"

Before Shen Jianzhi could answer, Chen Chaodong pushed Zheng Xijie away as if he couldn't bear to hear his voice, and rushed into the ward.Seeing that he was so excited, Zheng Xijie didn't have time to pay attention to Jian Zhi, and immediately ran into the ward.

"What's wrong? What happened?"

Zheng Xijie anxiously wanted to lift the sheet that was tightly covering A Dong's head, but he refused to let go.He turned around and rushed to the door, calling to stop the guard who was taking Jianzhi away, and Jianzhi was immediately brought to him.After Zheng Xijie gave Jian Zhi a fierce look, he took him to the small reception room where the two had their first private conversation.

As soon as the door was closed, Zheng Xijie immediately asked: "Tell me clearly, why is Chaodong so angry? I have never seen him so angry. What good thing have you done?"

"I said the wrong thing." Shen Jianzhi replied angrily, beating his chest and feet.

"What did you say wrong?" Zheng Xijie frowned, waiting for his answer.

"I can't say it. If I say it, it will hurt Chaodong." Shen Jianzhi never wanted to say that again.He didn't know if a ghost was in his mind at that time, and he said those out-of-the-box words in order to hurt A Dong.

"Ugly words?" Zheng Xijie guessed intuitively.

"Hmm!" Shen Jianzhi had to admit.

He nodded, and Zheng Xijie's fist flew over, hitting him straight into the wall.

"So innocent Chaodong, you dare to speak harsh words about him, what right do you have to speak about him?"

Zheng Xijie can't stand someone insulting Chaodong with words.And since he knew it was a slander, he didn't want to hear it, let alone ask Shen Jianzhi to say it again.

"You stay here for me well, and when Chaodong's anger subsides, you will come over and apologize immediately."

Zheng Xijie left the reception room angrily and entered the ward again.

Chen Chaodong still maintained the appearance when he left just now, wrapping himself completely in the quilt.

"Don't take what that guy said to your heart. You are still a sick person, you should take good care of your body, don't get angry and ruin your body, you know?"

Zheng Xijie tried to persuade him for a long time, but Chen Chaodong acted as if he didn't hear him at all, and there was no movement at all.In the end, he could only give up and wait for himself to calm down.Following him, he dimmed the lights, and then went back to the sofa bed to lie down, but stared at Chen Chaodong intently.

Chen Chaodong finally made a move.He slowly lifted the quilt to reveal his head.Zheng Xijie didn't make a sound, waiting for him to speak.

"Xi Jie, am I really a very casual person?" A Dong asked in a resentful voice.

"No, how could it be?" Although Zheng Xijie didn't quite understand what Adong meant by casually?But she still comforted him with all her heart.

"After being rejected by CJ, I immediately turned to another person's arms. Isn't this casual and what is it?"

"Chaodong!" Zheng Xijie shouted in surprise.

He didn't expect that Chaodong would have a sense of guilt for liking Shen Jianzhi, and deeply blamed himself.However, judging from Chaodong's upbringing and pure temperament, it is not difficult for him to have such thoughts; moreover, he has strong self-esteem and cannot tolerate any flaws exposed in front of others, so it is easier to become critical of himself .

"Chaodong, things are not what you think." Zheng Xijie sat up, and said with a serious and firm tone: "You must never underestimate the feeling of liking someone. When my brother became the object of Chaodong's confession, brother really It’s ecstatic, but I also understand that Chaodong’s liking for me is not actually love, so I refuse, it has nothing to do with whether Chaodong himself is good or bad. And you because Shen Jianzhi and I look alike There is nothing wrong with noticing him and liking him because of his similarity. You can't think you are a casual person because of this, unless you don't like Shen Jianzhi but you are with him. However, I believe that is not the case , Chaodong will never be with someone he doesn’t like.”

"Is this really the case?" There were still too many uncertainties in Chen Chaodong's voice.

"Of course it's true!" Zheng Xijie moved and sat on the edge of the bed, stroking his head lightly.

"But he doesn't believe me, he doesn't believe that I really like him." His hands gripped the quilt tightly, as if he was about to tear the quilt to pieces, and his brows were also furrowed because of the unbearable pain, Wu Yan's black eyes staring at the ceiling were filled with sorrow.

"Shen Jianzhi is an idiot who doesn't know how to cherish you, so don't bother with him anymore."

"I also wanted to ignore him. From the moment I met him, I didn't plan to talk to him, but no, I just couldn't do it. Not only could I not ignore him, but I became so concerned about him that even I felt hurt No, I hate this kind of feeling of caring and dependence."

Chen Chaodong cried to Zheng Xijie frequently, and suddenly he felt nauseated. He quickly pushed Zheng Xijie away, rushed into the bathroom, and vomited violently as if he had vomited out all his heart and liver. In the end, only bitter juice was left. Still retching.

Seeing him vomit like this, Zheng Xijie could only hold his trembling and weak body tightly with anxiety.He patted his thin back, hoping to make him feel better.

Finally, the earth-shattering vomiting has subsided, but his complexion is frighteningly bad, and all the strength in his body seems to have been vomited away. Zheng Xijie even had to help hold the cup when rinsing his mouth. In the end, he was hung up. He was helped to bed on Zheng Xijie's arm.

As soon as he helped him to lie down, Zheng Xijie immediately pressed the emergency call bell beside the bed, and after a while, the doctor on duty came to the ward.

"What happened?" the doctor asked.

"He just vomited suddenly and violently." Zheng Xijie said anxiously, holding A Dong's cold hand tightly with both hands.

"Vomit?" The doctor looked at Chaodong's medical record in his hand. "He's recovering well from his head injury, it shouldn't have happened."

The doctor put down the medical record and examined A Dong. "Did he hit his head just now?"

Zheng Xijie looked at A Dong with questioning eyes, and he shook his head, as an answer to the doctor's question.

"I will call the nurse to help draw blood and send it for testing. Please try to keep the patient in a calm mood, and don't be too nervous, otherwise it will affect the patient's mood." The young and gentle doctor ordered in a soothing and calm voice with.

"Thank you, doctor. I will pay attention." After being reminded by the doctor, Zheng Xijie realized that he was so flustered that he lost his composure and forgot his usual calmness.

The doctor left quickly, and the nurse took A Dong's blood for testing.

Chen Chaodong lay quietly on the bed, so quiet that Zheng Xijie was terrified.

"How, are you feeling better?" Zheng Xijie stroked the sweaty hair on his forehead, and looked worriedly at the pale face that had never recovered its rosiness.

"I'm really bad, I'll only cause trouble for Brother Xijie." A Dong said softly.

"I don't allow you to say such things! If you say another derogatory word about yourself, I will be angry."

"Liar!" A Dong smiled bleakly. "Brother Xijie won't be angry with me. No matter how self-willed I am, you still love me so much. Why should I change my mind? If only I always liked Big Brother, I wouldn't be in such pain now. Maybe this is God's treatment of me. Let’s punish him with indiscretion.”

"Stop talking about this, it's almost dawn, go to sleep!" Zheng Xijie advised from the side.He covered A Dong with a quilt, and patted him gently like coaxing a child until A Dong fell asleep.

For A Dong, Zheng Xijie has always played the role of father, mother, and elder brother since he was a child. A Dong relies on and trusts him more than his real family members. It is precisely because of this that he gave up the choice. It is a painful choice, but he is willing to love him as an elder brother for the rest of his life, so that he will always have a safe haven when he is tired.

If he was Chaodong's lover, it would be impossible for Chaodong to completely trust him unguarded.Once they are lovers, there will be jealousy, disputes, and quarrels, just like Shen Jianzhi.Therefore, although he felt pain, he still felt that his original choice was right.

But although Zheng Xijie is willing to be content with his elder brother's position, if he wants to give in and make another man Chaodong's lover, he can't do it.On the one hand, it is because of the secular vision, and on the other hand, it is because of his selfish thoughts. Even if he can't have Chaodong, he doesn't want to see other men own him.

Other men will only hurt Chaodong, and they don't know how to love him at all.For example, although Shen Jianzhi kept saying that he loved Chaodong, he stabbed him with words, causing him pain and sadness.For a man like this, he is not at ease handing Chaodong into his hands.

However, Chaodong seems to really fall in love with Shen Jianzhi, and loves him uncontrollably.What should Zheng Xijie do?What to do is the best decision for Chaodong.Zheng Xijie thought hard all night, sleepless until dawn...