Embrace each other

Chapter 26

Inscription: It seems that he is the one who has his innocence taken away, but I have become a heartless man who cheated on his wife.

With the intimate contact last time, Bai Yu was like a kid who suddenly became enlightened after tasting the sweetness, and then got out of hand.As for his behavior that seriously affected my sleep quality, I naturally dare not speak out.

Because as long as I show a little bit of impatience, Bai Yu will immediately turn from an insatiable wolf into a wounded little white rabbit, looking at me with aggrieved face, and the sad little eyes seem to be complaining about my treatment of him during the day alienation.

Who made me feel wronged? In this way, I can only endure my sleepiness and let him torment me.

But what puzzles me the most is why he feels refreshed and full of energy every morning, while I am like an eggplant beaten by frost, and I have a pair of black and thick dark circles under my eyes.

"Wei Xiaoduo, are you very tired recently? Did you encounter any problems at work and didn't have a good rest at night? Why don't you have any energy at all." Just before going out, I met my father who just came back from morning exercise.

Filled with grievances, I glanced at Bai Yu who was walking in front, and thought, with such a person around, it would be strange to be able to rest well at night.

"Why are you staring at me, you kid? When you're tired, you ask for leave to rest, and you didn't point at you to support us"

Unfortunately, my sharp eyes just hit Ms. Sun who came back from grocery shopping.

"Auntie, you're back"

"Come back, remember to eat well at work"

Then Ms. Sun's face became faster than the sky in June, and when she faced Shi Baiyu, it immediately turned from cloudy to sunny.

Although I have long been accustomed to her behavior, but now the girl is in a state of extreme depression, and it is inevitable that she will have the idea of ​​​​fighting back.

"Ma'am, I'm also at work, I'm also very tired, I also need to eat well, I don't care, I want to eat chicken legs, beef balls and a big bowl of rice for dinner."

Of course, I haven't been overwhelmed by resentment yet. When I feel better, my mind clears up, and I can better predict the danger in front of me. What's more, what I ignite is a bomb with a very strong explosive force of our Wei family.

Before Ms. Sun could react, I quickly fled the crime scene one step ahead.

Let her vent her anger on my Wannian punching bag.

"Old Wei, don't worry about it, she is going to heaven"

"Don't be angry, don't be angry, I guess the child is starving."

Listening to my dad's obviously inferior voice, I also feel a little bit guilty, but, Comrade Wei, if you want to blame, you have bad eyesight and found such a mother for me.

"Your sleep deprivation sequelae are so serious that you dare to break ground on Tai Sui's head. It seems that you have to go to bed early when you come back tonight."

Inside the car, Bai Yu looked at me calmly looking at me who was still in shock after escaping from the tiger's mouth, and said.

I really have no way to understand it as the literal meaning of coming back to bed early tonight.Especially after seeing his malicious smile.

"Sounding, the culprit, why go to bed early?" I was afraid that he would hear it, so I could only whisper.

"By the way, when will you be on night shift?" I suddenly remembered that he hadn't been on night shift for a long time, and after all, it should be two days.

"What, miss me?"

No wonder!Compared with Bai Yu and a good night's sleep, I found that a good night's sleep is more important.

"Well, I'm afraid to think about it" However, I still violated myself and said what I meant.

God knows what disaster will ensue if I tell the truth.

"Wei Xiaoduo, you are not against your will, you may be holding back your energy to scold me these few days, but, as you wish, tomorrow is the big night. You really should have a good rest, and I also need to raise Recharge your batteries for the most important moments”

That's right, I've been tossing with him for the past few nights and we're really just chatting under the quilt. Of course, he can't restrain the little restlessness in his heart.

However, he never took the last step to upgrade his relationship with me.

Not only you can't figure it out, but I can't figure it out too, okay?

That's why I'm so annoyed and angry.After staying up for so many days and nights, sacrificing countless collagen, and adding several fine lines, it turned out that I just talked with Doctor Bai about the pure and noble spiritual love that only Ms. Sun and the others could have in that era.

As soon as I got home at night, I was amazed by the dishes on the table, such as braised chicken legs, beef balls, etc., and the most important thing was the big, big, big, bowl of rice in front of me.

"Mom, where did you find this pot?"

I looked at the pot full of traces of countless ages in front of me. If the growth rings in the eucalyptus were used to calculate its age, I estimate that it must be at least 50 years old.

"Your dad said it was used by your grandfather when he went to work, why is it not big enough?"

"Enough is enough."

I think Ms. Sun is willing to retaliate against my malicious attack on her this morning, so she will take out the relics left by my grandfather to my father before his death.

Before eating, I put my palms together and muttered to the lunch box in front of me for a while before I dared to pull the rice inside into my mouth, for fear that my grandpa would get angry because I used his lunch box.

"Xiaoyu, eat this. You should be on the night shift tomorrow, so make up for it." I watched my mother put the biggest chicken leg on the plate into Bai Yu's bowl with eagerness on her face.But I can only be cautious, holding the lunch box in fear, not daring to breathe.

I felt aggrieved and looked at my dad for help, hoping that he could put the few chicken legs left on the plate into my basin. Who knew that my dad would not dare to act rashly because of my mother's authority.

Disappointed, I can only look up to the sky and sigh secretly: Grandpa, you must be very regretful now, regretting why you agreed with my father to marry my mother back home, and now Ms. Sun is covering the sky with only one hand in your Wei family, you think it is appropriate .

"I don't want to eat it for you, and you share the rice with me"

Just as he was thinking, Bai Yu picked up the chicken leg my mother put in his bowl and put it in my bowl under the watchful eyes of everyone, then took my rice bowl, and naturally divided more than half of the rice.

I dare say this is the most humane moment for Bai Yu since we met him. If it weren't for the presence of my parents, I would have hugged him and kissed him hard.

I gulped down the delicious food given to me by my boyfriend, and my sense of satisfaction and happiness was self-evident.

"What's so delicious about your rice, you should eat more meat," my mother said

"Today the hospital admitted two bird flu patients, aunt and uncle, you should eat less."

"Yeah, then don't eat it"

"cough……"

I looked at the few chicken thighs left in my hand, as if I was watching thousands of viruses sneering at me.

I only know about fire, theft, and hooliganism, but I have never heard of anti-parents, anti-mother, and boyfriends.

Especially when the three reach some kind of consensus, I don't even have the chance to go to the battlefield.

I thought all this would end after Bai Yu worked the night shift, but I didn't expect that even my biological clock, which had always been loyal to me, would betray me.Bai Yu is on the night shift, but I can't fall asleep anyway. I always feel that someone came to open my room in the middle of the night.After a few days like this, I felt that I was about to become a nervous breakdown.

Bai Yu was very aggrieved by my situation. He said that he had done nothing but made him look like a beast.

For this reason, I can only hope that his house will be renovated quickly before I am completely hopeless.

Although the matter of the two of us secretly hiding things has been well hidden, but as the saying goes, there is no one who does not wet his shoes when he often walks by the river.

In the past few days, I have been fighting on the front line due to lack of sleep and busy designing love nests for the newcomers, so it is inevitable that I am a little negligent to my boyfriend.

It was past nine o'clock when I returned home from work at night. When I entered the door, I found that there was no one else except the dim yellow night light in the living room waiting for me.You don't need to think about it, my father must have gone to Brother Cheng Wei's house to have fun under the leadership of Ms. Sun.

The so-called haha ​​is nothing more than four old people sitting together and pouring out their dissatisfaction with their children, and then finding a balance in each other's pain to relieve or comfort their long-suffering feelings.

And in view of the fact that everyone can benefit from each of their similar symposiums, especially for us children who have been oppressed for a long time, it is a rare time to experience the love of a "loving mother", so this symposium Yes, we naturally hope that the more times and the longer the time, the better.

Without a boyfriend who fell asleep after teasing someone late at night, and without a mother who scolds you like a supervisor next to you when you do everything, I naturally feel more relaxed and at ease than ever before.

At this moment, my soul is like a wild horse galloping on the thousands of miles of grassland, crazy and happy.

So, I didn't wash my face, I didn't brush my teeth, not to mention my feet that are stuck in shoes every day.I threw myself on the bed, happy physically and mentally, feeling that the exhaustion of the day was being purified little by little by the peaceful and comfortable atmosphere.

Soon, I fell into a deep sleep...

Then, I woke up from the sound of slow footsteps.I turned my head sideways, and in the darkness, I vaguely saw a black figure walking towards me, acting strangely.

Has the house been burglarized?My parents?

money?where is the moneyOr have you already got the money and want to destroy the corpse?

I didn't dare to get angry, my mind was filled with the bloody scenes of criminals destroying corpses and exterminating traces in criminal investigation dramas.

what do I do?Play dead?Or rise up against it?

No, no, if the murderer is a strong and brutal pervert, then I'm just a little white rabbit sent to my door for nothing.

Or, or just use a beauty trap?Stabilize him first, and then play by ear?

Yes, just do it.

Bai Yu, Bai Yu, don't blame me in the future, facing such a powerful villain, I, a weak woman with no strength to restrain a chicken, can only use this to save my life.

Just when I was about to think about it, and was about to implement my great strategy, suddenly this black shadow rushed to the bedside, lifted the quilt and burrowed in.

"what"

In the face of real danger, the strong psychological construction is instantly disillusioned.

Obviously, my high-pitched voice was very unwise. Before the lingering sound was over, a big hand covered my mouth for an instant, and my subtext also turned into meaningless resistance at the tip of his closed fingers.

What made me even more desperate was the smell of alcohol. The criminal I faced was not only cruel, but also illogical after being corrupted by alcohol.

My God, I didn't expect that I, Wei Xiaoduo, would be murdered to death by an alcoholic in the end. My death was tragic and meaningless.

However, just when I was desperate, Ms. Sun's voice came from the door.I swear, growing up, I never thought her voice could be so melodious.

"Xiaoduo, Xiaoduo, what are you doing, do you watch movies again if you don't sleep at night?"

I struggled subconsciously, but my mouth was covered and my body was firmly suppressed. Facing this only life-saving straw, I, I, I couldn't hold it!

For now, I can only hope that my mother's strange brain circuit will realize all the dangers her girl is facing at this moment, instead of thinking that she is hallucinating.

"Asleep? Is this child dreaming?"

"Well"

"Shh, don't move, it's me"

Just when I was about to do my best to prepare for a dead end, another familiar voice suddenly rang in my ears.Xu felt my relaxation, and then let go of my hand from my mouth.

"Bai Yu?" I was surprised.

At the door, my mother's knock came again.

At the same time, Bai Yu slanted his body inward, and I understood instantly. Although I was very dissatisfied with his behavior just now, the more important thing right now is how to send my mother away.

I got out of bed, opened the door to a small gap that could only accommodate me alone, pretended to be sleepy and said,

"Mom, what's wrong with you, you still don't sleep in the middle of the night"

"You child, can I sleep? What are you yelling in the middle of the night?"

"Did you yell? No, I'm sleeping soundly."

"Really, then, then you can continue to sleep. Also, if the work pressure is too great, quit your job. Anyway, the family does not lack your little money,"

"Oh, I see"

The symposium took effect again, and Ms. Sun was able to offer to support me.However, right now is not the time to hold her to cultivate a mother-daughter relationship, and there is still a shameful boyfriend lying in my room.

"Also, if you feel bored at home, you can go to Cheng Weige's company, anyway, with him around, you won't be tired"

"Well, okay, I see, Mom, you are going to have a long talk with me all night, do you want to cook some peanuts with a bottle of wine?"

"Okay, okay, okay, go in and sleep quickly, have a good rest, don't think about it blindly"

I closed the door and locked it subconsciously. My mother left, but the way she looked at me at the end was like a person who was about to die of depression.There is no guarantee that she will suddenly come back to see if I am still alive at night on a whim.

When I came to the bedside, before I could stand still, Bai Yu pulled him into his arms. I turned my back to him and let him hold me tightly.For some reason, I always felt that Bai Yu was a little abnormal today, so I forgot to bother with him about what happened just now.

"Aren't you on duty? Why did you come back suddenly and drink?"

"You treated me as a thief just now, are you still ready to use a beauty trap?" Bai Yu answered irrelevantly.

"Who knew you would come back suddenly, you scared me to death"

It’s okay if I don’t talk about it, I get angry when I talk about it, and the pores are still sweating coldly.

"Wei Xiaoduo, you really cherish your life,"

"That's natural. Life is more important than innocence. Besides, compared with your previous romantic debts, this is only one time for me, and I was forced."

"I have no romantic debt,"

"Come on, I watched you grow up, how about I remember those flowers for you?"

Then, Bai Yu, who has always been eloquent, suddenly fell silent. Obviously, this sudden silence caused some inexplicable sourness in my heart.

Of course, it's just sour.

"Wei Xiaoduo,"

"kindness?"

The silent Bai Yu suddenly posted over, I didn't know why and turned to look at him, with such a serious tone, I thought he had something important to say.

"You forgot your boyfriend's shift time"

Nani?Dog food caught off guard, when did I become so important to him.A master who can give up chicken to his girlfriend during the bird flu period, will he go to drink to relieve his boredom because I forgot his shift time?

He must be kidding me.

"Doctor Bai, how would I know when you will be transferred?"

It's not that I intend to retaliate for his silence just now, it's that I really don't know.

"Excuse me, where's your phone?"

"in the bag"

"I texted you"

"I fell asleep and didn't hear"

"Okay, what day is it?"

"Wednesday"

"It seems that you have a good memory, so why did you forget that I was on the night shift last Wednesday?"

No way, so serious?

It's just a night shift, so there's nothing to remember.And specific to the day of the week, please,

Wait, my mind suddenly paused, no, there is nothing to remember on duty, but last Wednesday was the first day we slept together in the same bed, compared to this, it seems that this is really worth remembering.

"Okay, I get it now,"

"Oh, you know, you know what you know, I think someday you will even forget that you have me as a boyfriend"

"Aren't I busy recently? Besides, my mother often taught me to be like you. Jay Chou always said that I should listen to my mother, otherwise my mother will get hurt. You shouldn't just drink away your worries because of this, right? "

Bai Yu didn't give me too much time to fantasize. After I finished saying this, he told me directly and decisively,

"No"

Well, now that I think about it, silence is not entirely a bad thing.

"Then why did you suddenly drink?" I didn't give up and continued to ask.

"There is a reason to drink, but I won't tell you"

"Don't talk about falling down, I don't care to hear it." I turned my back and pretended to be angry.

At the same time, a hand also stretched out, and with a slight movement, I turned back again, and my lips and teeth met,

Cool, soft, and accompanied by a touch of wine.

Because I was lying sideways, in order to support myself more comfortably, my hands, which had nowhere to rest, could only rest on his chest at this moment, feeling his strong heartbeat.

The silky and thin pajamas felt good to the touch. I was so playful for a while, I was so intoxicated by its touch that I got carried away.

"Don't move"

Just when I was enjoying it, the person on me muffled, the hoarse voice was extremely bewitching.

Undoubtedly, this extremely bewitching voice became a catalyst for some kind of emotion.

Afterwards, I thought about it, and this may be a true portrayal of confusion and love.However, the only person who can make me like this is Bai Yu.

Finally, the obstacles between the two were stripped layer by layer due to the catalyzed emotions, and we met each other with "sincerity" as we should. .

"Will you regret it?" Bai Yu asked

Just kidding, of course not.However, I still pretended to be very reserved and shook my head, although I'm not sure if he can really see it in this dark night.

"Are you really the only one in your heart?"

Although I didn't understand why he asked such a question, I nodded seriously.

"Wei Xiaoduo, after this, whether you want it or not, you will have no chance to repent and leave me, do you understand?"

God, it seems that he is the one who has his innocence taken away, and I am the one who cheated on his wife.Do you need to prick your finger and write a bloody promise?

It's my first time, okay, I should be the one who should be nervous.

"Don't worry, I will take care of you"

After I finished saying this very sincerely, Bai Yu finally let go of his heart and became completely mine.

"what happened?"

I really don't know how Bai Yu felt abnormal, I obviously didn't say anything.

"unfair"

"How unfair"

"You are experienced, but I am"

"Don't pretend to be good at being cheap. My Baiyu is as clean as a piece of white paper. I didn't say anything just because you, a person with a love history, have tarnished me like this."

"Ghostly"

Bai Yu closed my mouth again, and when it passed between my ears, he left a sentence that surprised and delighted me

"real"

Finally, he kissed enough, just looked at me without saying a word as usual.

I wanted to ask him before, why he always likes to stare at me after kissing me, what flowers can be seen in such a dark place.

"It's so dark, can you see me?"

"you can not see me?"

I touched in the direction of his face and said with certainty

"can not see"

"Victoria"

"kindness"

"Go to the hospital tomorrow for an ophthalmology appointment and come back to me after making sure there is no problem"

"So serious? Isn't it normal to be invisible at night?"

When he said it so seriously, I really started to think about it seriously.

No, he is from the Department of Cardiology, why am I looking for him when my eyes are fine.

"The eyes can't see, and it has something to do with the heart?"

Bai Yu didn't answer, he was silent for a moment, and pecked lightly between my eyebrows:

"Go to sleep, otherwise Auntie will give you Prozac tomorrow"

In the end, Bai Yu didn't tell me why he drank that night, and why he asked those inexplicable questions, and this question was gradually shelved as time went by.

But the next day, under my hard work, Dr. Bai finally told me about the connection between the blindness of the eyes and the heart.

He said, "Wei Xiaoduo, the reason why I can see you in the dark is because you have always existed in my heart, not in my eyes."

Hey, Bai Yu's love words are really useful, especially when he is writing the medical records in a serious manner in a white coat.

"Oh, such a deep relationship, then, it must have started a long time ago."

Or people can't be too greedy, they must learn to stop when it's good, and let it go when it's good.Otherwise, you who were still in the honeypot one second may fall into the ice cave of ten thousand years in the next second.

Bai Yu put down his pen, his handsome eyebrows frowned slightly, and after thinking about it seriously, he said firmly:

"Well, on the day you almost fell into the river and almost drowned, it's been a while."

I, such a direct and decisive narrative, I am speechless.

"Why don't you believe it?" Doctor Bai looked up at me with a calm face.

"No, believe, of course believe."I answered solemnly.

Bai Yu looked at me suspiciously, and put his energy into work again.

Sitting across from him and looking at the focused and serious man under the incandescent lamp, I suddenly understood that the reason why I felt that Bai Yu was unusually handsome at the moment he picked me up from the water that year was mainly because Because at that moment we went from each other's eyes to each other's hearts.

And those of us who are young and don't know it, naturally don't understand how lucky it is that the moment I fell in love with you, and you just fell in love with me.